im shibadish now!!

can someone commission me? ;; i just got a clarinet and i need books and such for it so i can practice,,
(on a side note its fucking Awesome and the color is beautiful and i love it)

aYo i need to draw cats more (my second fave animal) so comment a ref/pictures of your cat characters and i Might draw them!!

im pulling an all nighter and i can feel the regret already
also a quick q
what kinds of species would you guys like to see from me ? 0: ive been meaning to draw more than just goets for a while

love having an abusive ex tho keeps tabs on me and literally have people friend me on social media just so they can send screenshots of stuff i say back to her <,:
love being constantly in fear that she followed me onto furaffinity and is now making fun of me for being a furry and just stalking me in general
love it


im so paranoid my dudes i know she has people that takes screenshots of things i say so she can make fun of me or keep up on what i say about her
im so scared that she might find me on here (this place is my only safe space)

my commission info can be found in the commissions tab on my page <:

if i were to bump down the price on my ref sheets wwould anyone take them ;; im really really trying to save up and theyre not selling so...

i am now getting Two dutch angel drags ;w; im so excited

im making a new journal since i dont think anyone would read the last one
bAsically if you design me a dutch angel dragon character ill do a full colored (or painted if you want) fullbody of any of your characters or anything else you want instead (like a badge, an icon, etc.)
i just really want a dutchie ;w; and if youre lost for ideas my favorite color is brown but please surprise me with the character!! <3

i decided id try out making some badges owo
nothing under 5$ please tho <3 i really want to save up

i want one so bad man but im. Awful. at designing characters,, (ive actually gotten all but one of my characters from adopts just to give u an idea of how bad i am at designing characters ;w;)

EDIT: first person to design me a dutchie will get a colored fullbody of any character!! consider it an art trade

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21838858/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21838858/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21838858/

if this kicks off ill do more species ;w;

no music no mic uwu;;
im practicing anatomy and poses by drawing over skeletons from google images lmao
im really scared to post this im not used to having people watch me draw but,, here goes
https://join.me/goat-sona

im thinking about opening a stream while i practice anatomy but. would anyone come ??

im waiting on two gacha adopts i got on deviantart @w@
im super excited to see what i got and once i get them im going to draw smth with all the new characters ive gotten over the past few days
theyre all gotes lmao,,

OKAY SO
im on a social media app called peach (i dont really post there anymore tho) and i happened to open the app today and everyone was Exploding with posts saying things like "i promise im real!!" "im not a catfish dm me if you need proof" "whos the catfish??" so . i was pretty fucking confused man because like?? what did i miss???
i ask around and i finally get the whole story
apparently this one dude (that i actually talked to for a while - both on the peach app and on kik) made up not just one, but Four Accounts (his main, a boyfriend, a girlfriend, and a favorite person) just to pretend to be otherkin to mess with other people
he got caught by someone because they recognized the model he posted on the "boyfriend's" account, claiming it was the boyfriend
he then deleted all the accounts right after posting that

at first i thought this was pretty funny but. honestly its really creepy
hes been talking to me ever since october and he always told me how special i was to him and how much he enjoyed talking to me and like?? i dont know if yall know but im a minor and this was a grown ass adult flirting with me
he said a lot of really creepy things to me and also claimed to be an ex abuser?? now that all might be tied into his acting but still

and im desperately searching deviantart for goat adopts
lmao
id ask people to design goats for me but im saving up my money so i only want to spend points =w=;;

im giving into the urge of spending money so throw your open adopts at me (im really picky tho so i cant promise you that ill buy ;w;)

i need more $$$ and im trying to get better at drawing animals that arent goats (but if u wanna commission me a goat thats fine too money is money)

just wondering if anyone watching me is kin!!
if you are please tell me all about it!! im kin too @w@

now that im improving my art style everything in my gallery looks awful to me,, i just wanna delete it all man but i cant because i know one day im going to want to look back at it and be like "wow holy shit i improved"

hEy my great pal pidgeonpup is super close to 300 watchers and once they hit it theyre going to do a raffle!!
i 10/10 recommend them they have great art and i consider them a friend of mine!! <:

just curious!!
i personally use mischief (its an endless canvas vector program) for doodling and sometimes lineart and then i use firealpaca for painting/touching up pictures
i hate paint tool sai so much i refuse to use it lmao

im 3 away from 200 watchers so when i get there im going to do a free art raffle @w@
which means psst tell your friends about me so i can hit 200 faster nd do the raffle