Sorry Morty was supposed to update the journal but he got distracted on taken care of me I did got in accident but I'm doing okayish I got stitches on my back and one on my right hip but I need to to be careful with that until it gets half way healed

Zonekey got hurt badly and his in the er he ask me to edit his discord bio about commissions I'm not sure what he meant so I screenshot his bio just in case when he gets out he can put it back on

When I open my commission I will only do two slots because I mostly have take care of my cat who have swimmers syndrome she kinda have a small seizure yesterday so me,Morty and my sister is watching her like a hawks and keeping her blood sugar in stable balance so it gonna be a awhile for me to get the commissions done if that's okay and I want yours opinions on my shading is it good if not I can try something else but if you guys say I need to do something different then the shading won't be a option because I will be testing on a different shading after when I'm done with the commissions I hope that's okay

I got laid off work the crappy place is shutting down but I gonna work as a bouncer again I hate that because I have to be around random people but at least I know the owner so he might just let me do cam work mostly until they need me to drag out the bigger customers... But at least I will have money still to pay my medical bills.. so yay win lose kinda thing I think? Oh and I the big update I got a lawyer! So she told me with the Evidence and call logs group chat I have a higher chance on the Court so hopefully if I keep digging more evidence I save on my old phones I might actually be free from the harassment and the stalking form the old friend group

Zonkey is still drawing he just not going Post them for now but he ask me to do it for him while he deal with a bad situation he's okay it's just one of his former friends was stalking him again and try to pick a fight with zonekey in his work space I don't know how or why the guy was giving access to the loading bay or he probably just sneak in but right now zonekey is trying to get a restraining order on the guy so he can go back to drawing without the stress. That's is all. I hope you all doing okay and be safe out there
From: goatymorty & zonekey

I realized something I Marge it all the layers on the my latest Post meaning I just merged the original fur color aaaaaaaaaaah Im so dense Danm it I wish I had my favorite coffee table so I can flipped it but nope that shit got crushed last month -_-
(edited) My partner will be still here if anyone want to check on us if any you guys want to

Not my actual day but it my anniversary of being with my partner and it's definitely better than my original birthday so yay! 🎂

I can't find it anywhere been to focus on with my cats and dogs I misplaced it I already buy a new one and it's gonna come until the 4 ): this gonna be a hustle for sure I mean I can keep myself busy on the steam deck but that won't last I hate having a break day but still I can always hunt Down some new songs to add to my playlist if that can do or play some fornite or something until I find or when I get the new pen. P.s. I completely forgot post this last night but I pass out right after doing this lol my bad

Now am gonna lurk around to try to get a commission form some one

... Me and my partner are back to our home town just waiting for our taxi to pick us up and after that I'm gonna rest a little bit and get back to drawing.. oh in the plane I pick really worng timing to draw a nun sit on the other the other side of plan next me I didn't hear her I was listening to me music and focused on the three projects on my phone I look up she was looking at me like I had leprosy and I panic and said hahaha.. w-Weiner I trying to lighten the moment but that went out the plane door... So I ask my partner to switch seats he noticed why I was panicking and he got nervous so through out the whole plane ride we both were nervous. since when nuns still around?! We hardly seen any until a hour ago I guess chances are encounter a nun it's truly never zero

We are Almost done with the blood work they also had to take some bone marrow from his right leg earlier so right now he's pretty out of it when we get back to the motel I'm definitely getting him pizza my poor teddy have to Fasting two days for this appointment. At least this time it he didn't resist unlike the last time it took six nurses and security guard to hold him down. anywho it's 1:36 pm where we at so in 6:57 pm we gonna go to the airport and head back home that's is all see you later

I'm starting making a two page comic thing and making a gift :0
And next month I'm making a tip jar at the tenth so yippie!!... I think?

I'm gonna get my blood work done hopefully I will be back home on Tuesday or Wednesday.. at least we know a pizza joint at so I can chow down on something like Saturn when I'm done with the blood work it sucks sometimes I literally like 25 but when I had to do this kinda things I feel like am in my mid 40s or something but i know it gonna help me a lot in the some what long run so that's a good thing I guess..

The odd thing is my drawing hand doesn't hurt that much this week surprisingly usually it hurts when I draw for Three hours but so far nothing? reason I'm talking about This because Im not sure if anyone will believe me or not because it's kinda wild but long ago when I was getting to my teen years me and my sister was invited to a water slide party we were having fun I was afraid of heights but I really want to ride the slide so I waited until I was the last one to go up and a storm just come in unearthed the spikes that was holding the water slide I was in the sky for two minutes and high as one of those cheap motels with three levels rooms I was holding on but I slipped landing the road hard on my back but some how I was ok almost got hit by a car when I reached the sidewalk I tripped and dislocated my right wrist pointing finger and my thumb took me four years to some what recovered

I'm almost done with my medicine well it mostly just the antibiotics that make me really tired and worn out but I'm almost done with the pixel drawing and put z.m on hold until Tuesday because I don't want to overwrite it again by accident again and I think I kinda got a pose I like for z.m my partner help me with it... And we literally used One of those big tube thingy for water pipes as a reference we used a makeshift long rope out of smaller ropes it was bad idea it snap the pipe fell hit me on the dome but I'm okay but not the coffee table it went like Caesar Anthonio Zeppeli literally so rip coffee table 2001-2025 me and my partner use that coffee table since we were kids a lot...

It's the one that was overwritten by Marcus.. but if I'm confident and play when there's a whip there's a way on repeat.. "again".. I might get it done hopefully in October.. it took me two weeks to get the pose right .. :c but still not stopping.. but just in case if my medicine makes me tried then breaks is acceptable.. and game breaks too..

The apps I used to for the pixel drawings and edit my drawings frist I just used sketchbook app on my phone when done I just sent it on my Gmail and export it to Pixelorama on my steam deck it way more easier then doing it on the phone if you have bad eye sight like me but you do have to manually configure the controls and I still did full configure my thing fully yet but meh working progress but I'm almost done with one of pixel drawings so .. yay!

Oh God I can't believe I found something in my old phone while cleaning up when The Amazing digital circus Frist video up loaded me and someone I used to know was joking around and I got them to watch the frist video we like it so I was drunk and draw pomni but I accidentally drew her as Mr mime and it looks like they was being tase or something??! Gonna post it here so you guys can see it too

Hi I never thought I will be doing this but I'm curious regardless so I decided to give furry art a shot until I feel there no need or something like health problems interfering with my drawings but that's a different story to tell but anywho... I'm gonna post my frist character sheet I did make one for my partner as well but I'm not posting it until he say so