i’m hoping mostly everyone saw (i feel like i have a few dead watchers tho lol) but just in case you missed it, i have moved accounts! my current account is pupboys so feel feee to watch me over there now!

i also have a nsfw account (18+ watchers ONLY) so if you’d like it and are of the legal age note me for that!

this will likely be the LAST UPDATE i make on this account, unless something were to happen (but that’s probably unlikely.)

see you on the flip side!

you can find me at  pupboys now!

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/pupboys/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/pupboys/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/pupboys/

hi everyone..! it's been a long time since i've posted anything on here, i know. i'd rather not delve into that though. i want to focus on why i'm making this shoutout.

to be honest... i need friends. its been years since ive legitimate reached out to anyone. my social skills arent even.. um, standard. and i really miss talking to people. i miss having daily social interaction. i love making friends, even if im not the best at it. i promise i try at least. i really try putting in full effort to care about others, or seeing to it that i can even make them happy (without being a doormat like i once was..) i would like to think that just maybe, i could make at least one friend.

so, um, i guess i'll start here. if you comment saying you're interested (and please.. genuinely try to mean it because im really truly looking for friends to keep), i'll reply to you. probably via note. i might like to keep touch on skype, but if discord is more popular or whatever, so be it- i'll get it.

i know this was probably the lousiest way possible i could have made and worded this, but i promise its genuine. i could really use friendship right now. i've really forgotten how nice it is.. ha. but yeah. thank you for reading.

hi!!!! i just need $5 to treat my bf to something (as a late v-day gift)!!
i can do an icon, bust, or fullbody if u want!!

i'm only doing this for ONE slot and its first come first serve, so hurry and snatch it up!! ❤

i might delete this journal but im remaking after having this acc for too many years lmoa

um anyways. ill rewatch good mutuals r friends (idk if truthfully i have any/theyre still here)!

please dont spread word of my new acc when/if u find it. i really do not care for this community anymore like i used to. idk. just a lot happened that i wish hadnt, but the good times were nice. thank u for watching this account anyways and sticking with me. i really appreciate most of u (except fuck u ghost watchers. dont like u much.)

but yeah uh. this is probably sudden! im sorry. i just need to ditch this account

HEY i just woke up from a nap feeling pretty good! yesterday was terrible but its all over now and im ready to start the new day. so.....

aka this is the unofficial conbage exchange journal for february cause i missed the real one lololol

basically just comment with your ref, what kind of theme you'd like (i want alll kinds of valentines day badges!!!) and anything else important you'd like me to know and i'll do a badge trade with you!! <:'3c

i'll try doing as many as i can!! this ends by the end of this month. hurry and get in here!!!!! <3 <3 <3

EDIT: if you'd like to do a traditional badge trade, i can do those too- just know i'm expecting your half to be laminated and mailed, like mine will be! just to make things fair, my lovelies <3

spread this around, if you'd like!! i'd like to do lots and lots of these!!! <3

i'm opening for these for a bit!!!
no examples atm but just know they'll probably be from head to chest down ^__^

comment below with your ref!! my paypal is redmuse95[at]gmail.com !
wait for me to okay your payment before sending me it please! <3

i really need something to take my mind off of so would anyone like to do a design trade?
i might not be able to do everyone but i'll try to take as many as i can!! ^_^

hey guys! long time no see >__<
it really seems like forever since i've been active on here! i'm really sorry about that!

anyways, i just wanted to let you know i'm slowly getting back into the fling of drawing and things! for awhile my internet was out and i hit a huge depressive state, but things have been good as of today! my internet is all fixed up now!

and i'm working on a few things- owed designs to begin with! to those waiting, i am super sorry for your wait! i promise to have all of them done by next week for you! thank you sooo much for being so kind and patient with me! i hope they do not disappoint you

as for the other thing, i was going to surprise you- but you guys probably know already lmao
it's a new fursona!! he's based on kin feelings and i'm super excited to start using and posting him!!

things otherwise have been okay! i've just mostly been HUGELY busy with my sister and her son, my grandparents, and ofc my lovely lovely boy  cherhei <333
i'm going to break news to my parents that i'll be moving in with him soon! i'm crossing every digit on me it goes well >__<
if not, then, they won't have to see me again for sure, that'll just be that. i have mixed feelings on them as of lately. i've become less bitter and more indifferent; they can finally get rid of me as i know i am the disappointment, the "problem child". it's honestly whatever. i know who my true family is, they love and respect me as a person and not a machine. i hope my parents find joy though with the new baby in my place of being here. in lighter news, i'll be moving back up to minnesota april 5th!! <3

well, i think that covers everything! sorry this was so text heavy >__<
see you guys real soon! <3

TLDR; art is off hiatus, moving in a few months, everything is good for now!

hello everyone!! it's been such a long time since i've really truly been active on here, omg
so here's a little update!!! i've been really busy, my sister is pregnant and she could have her son now any day! <3
i'm really excited to see what the little dude is gonna be like! so, there's that.

otherwise, i've just gotten caught up in the holidays, you know how it is each and every year LMAO!
but yeah, i've finally gotten enough time to come on here, so expect some productivity! i'll wrap up the aesthetic adopts, and then upload some new art? i have some new ideas and drawings i really wanna do, and i might even host a quick secret santa! if anyone would be interested in joining. completely up to you guys!

thanks for reading!!! i think that's about all i gotta say for now. see you around! <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7938198/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7938198/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7938198/

i will be taking commissions on black friday!! my art will be half off just for the day! hooray!
also, i will be taking points as well!!! here's how to convert $$$ to points:

http://charfade.deviantart.com/art/.....ator-252802121

commission ref list:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21139150/

icons-
normal price:
50x50- $4
sale: $2
normal price:
100x100- $6
sale: $3

halfbodies
normal price:
$8-10 (pending on character complexity)
sale:
$4-6 (pending on complexity)

fullbodies:
normal price:
$10-14 (pending on complexity)
sale:
$5-9 (pending on complexity)

i really need the cash rn <:'3c
please comment below with your refs and anything specific you might like! <3
my paypal is redmuse95@gmail.com. please wait before paying so i can confirm your commission details!

hi guys! i'm sorry to make a journal like this but it seems like paypal has ripped me off.

it started back in august, when i purchased a prepaid card. it charged me $5 for holding it each month, it seemed questionable but i was fine with it at the time.

the problem is, i have no way to transfer the money onto my paypal. so it's just sitting there, collecting dust.
i am EXTREMELY unhappy with the unprofessional setup and how confusing it has been to try and activate my card, and had to go to personally uncomfortable lengths in trying to retrieve the activation. at this point, i've really sadly given up.
NEVER will i make the mistake of purchasing a card like that again.

in other words, i.. really need the help in earning that money back. i need it for personal reasons, such as for food or paying for mess.
if you guys could help by commissioning me or even donating, i.. would be so grateful.

i'm really sorry, everyone. i promise i will not make this mistake again.
my paypal is redmuse95[at]gmail.com

what would you guys like to see? :3c
it would probably be my fursona and  cherhei's fursona!!

to everyone who reads this that is a minority:

you are always safe with or around me. i will always protect you the best i can, should you need me in dark times like these. talk to me. rely on me. i will do what i can.

i know things are looking horrible and like the end is near, and even if that is so, just know that you will have me until the very end. to confide in as a friend. if we have never talked now, and you would like that opportunity, please note me for my skype. we can talk. we can bond. and i will do what i can to improve your night/day/etc.

stay strong. it feels like this is the end, but we need to stay hopeful. we only have 4 years of this to last. of course, it may seem longer or shorter depending on your viewpoint, but we have GOT to keep a positive view on it. no matter what happens.

stay safe. i am LITERALLY burning.

i love you guys.

STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND MY ACCOUNT.

this election makes me wanna hurl

do you guys have any fun plans? what or who are you dressing up as?! i wanna know it all!!! ❤️

and i will be trick or treating! i'll try to snag some pictures of us, or at least me haha! it's a surprise for now as to who i'm being~ feel free to guess, if you'd like!

anyways, today is just beyond my favorite day of the year. i go all out to get candy and to dress up and scare people in the past when i worked at my local amusement park, kings island! what a fun three years that was, but it sure feels nice to get out and trick or treat again! haha

anyways, please have SO much fun for me, but stay safe!!! don't get into too much trouble~

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

and i will be heading up towards lake superior for about a week! expect pictures!!! <3
anyways, there may not be wifi. i promise to work on owed art when i can though and will upload it when we return! thanks for being patient ⭐️

see you all soon!

hi everyone! just a quick and simple shoutout.
i'm going to be with at his grandparents dog sitting for the weekend! we should be gone for only 2-3 days.
contact me today asap if it's important! otherwise, see you soon!!! :)

i'll try to post new content when i get back, too! <3

that's right! i would love to do some with you guys, they're my favorite kind of trade to do <:3c
i can dress your character up in a costume (of either your choice or i can surprise you!), or i can do candy gore!! i have no problem with drawing it if that's what you'd like <3

anyways, comment below with your refs and what you'd like, etc. (if not then please specifically let me know so i can surprise you with something)! i'll get started as soon as i can, i don't have much going on atm so i can hopefully get these done pretty quick! <3

if i were to hold one, would anyone be interested?

first come first serve!!
send me a ref and if you'd like a specific theme or pose and i'll get started! ^__^

important: my paypal is redmuse95@gmail.com!

if u guys could call me jack now that would be great!!
im just trying things out rn and i really like that name ^__^