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I CAME BACK TO JUST SCREAM THIS

General | Posted a year ago

WHAT IS MEPHILES DOING BACK

OH MY GOD I SCREAMED SO LOUDLY.

IF YOU'VE KNOWN ME FROM WAY BACK WHEN, YOU'LL KNOW, MEPHILES WAS MY THING

MY THING

AAHHHH
ADLKASKJDFNKJSADNASKJDNAJK

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Character Overhaul...again

General | Posted 3 years ago

Sooo, you know my "Sin" characters?

Yeah I'm overhauling them again. I'm redoing a lot of their backstories, they're no longer sins or demons...but a lot of them become the way they are through experimentation but another certain oc of mine.

All will probably not be revealed lol.

EDIT: This also means character design overhauls too. Don't worry, characters like, Darkness, "Sloth" and Anubiti are unaffected.

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I've been thinking

General | Posted 4 years ago

I’m seriously considering ProCreate. I’m gonna get the mobile version to have a play with, before I commit to an ipad and Apple Pen.
I want it to be worth it, I want to like my art again, not some crappy pixel lines on MSPaint..

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Gallery Purge

General | Posted 5 years ago

Just felt like letting ya'll know that I did a gallery purge this evening. A lot of old art of a ocxofficial pairing I used to be into for a long time.

Don't worry I'm not purging my entire gallery. I know I'm not around as much anymore, but honestly felt like getting rid of some old art.

Stay safe in these crazy times, yeah?

<3

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It's been a while, here is a personal journal

General | Posted 7 years ago

Did I ever mention on here that I’ve been talking to my Mum, some friends and my boss at work about getting the moles on my face removed? (Mainly the three huge ones that protrude my ugly ass mug)



I’d love to go back to America (just come off a holiday from there), like super soon but I feel like I wanna put my mole removal at top of the list.



Why I’m suddenly feeling this way?





Imagine having to pluck thick stubble like hair from any of the moles, at least 3 times at week and when you finally think you’re done, thinner hair you haven’t noticed has grown stupid long and you’re freaking out that people can see that shit.





Then sometimes you can actually catch the mole and make it bleed forever.





Then when it comes to cosplaying, you apply far too much make up because you don’t want your moles to be visible.





You look in the mirror every day and see that you’ve got fucking white heads around one mole because no matter how much you wash your damn face, it’s an oily piece of shit.





It’s getting to the point where I just want them gone. I was bullied a lot at school for them (Thanks Austin Powers 3) and I just think they’re super ugly now.





I know they’ve been a part of my face for pretty much all of my life but why the hell did they have to be on the one part of my body that’s always visible?





I wish I could just pull them off like skin tags but no i have to go and get it medically get it done and cost a literal fortune.





But yeah, that’s what I’m thinking of happening in 2019. It may leave scars but fucking scars are far cooler than these shitty as moles that PROTRUDE.

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Birthday!

General | Posted 7 years ago

It's my birthday today.

I'm 30...

jfc i'm old

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Apology

General | Posted 7 years ago

This sucks,

I'm feeling just so unmotivated and unenthusiastic towards art. I know that the Comic Con just gone took up some time with cosplay and then I moved bedrooms, so that's been taking up my time but urgh, I just sit at the pc and think about drawing but never do. I just get sucked into an endless loop of Watch Mojo videos...

I wanna draw again, I had ideas for some Sonic art and some Sonic ocs...

And then I wanted to draw some more TMNT again, which I don't post here.

ffs

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Does anyone...

General | Posted 7 years ago

Anyone do commissions that can include CanonXOCs Adult or not.

Feeling low about my own art and wanted some Shadness.

OTL

I'm weak

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Sigh

General | Posted 7 years ago

Feeling pretty low about my art.

Could be my depression but, i just wonder why i bother at all.

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Thoughts

General | Posted 8 years ago

Chinese Year of the Dog next Friday. Seeing as my "Sin" dorks are Canidae like demons, I'm thinking I should probably draw something with at least one of them???

I mean? I dunno, does anyone wanna anyone besides Darkness?

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Blergh

General | Posted 8 years ago

A part of me wishes I was drawing on other programs, besides MSPaint and another part of me really can't be bothered with the hassle of learning another program. I'm at a stale mate between non MSPaint art and laziness.

I've reached that point with my art again.

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I met Mephiles

General | Posted 8 years ago

So, I attended London MCM Comic Con back at the end of October.

I went and met Dan Green, who voiced Mephiles the Dark (and also Knuckles before Travis Willingham.)

I got his autograph and Dan said that Mephiles was one bad ass dude.

My life as a Sonic fan, is complete.

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Post SOS2016

General | Posted 9 years ago

I went to Summer of Sonic

I had a lot of fun.

I cosplayed as Mephiles (Shadow form)

Crush40 were amazing.

I saw people I hadn't seen in a long time.

It was great!

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Summer of Sonic 2016

General | Posted 9 years ago

I'm gonna be there this Saturday for SoS!

Going to be cosplaying as Shadow Mephiles

HYPE.

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