Friend of mine recommended I'd get one, so I decided to make one!

http://spa-boy-golddream.tumblr.com/

You can ask questions at http://spa-boy-golddream.tumblr.com/ask

I just figured I'd share this with you, a list of artists that I want to commission, and what to commission from them.

First off: Castbound. He's set up his prices, I love his artwork, his linework is really tight and the way he draws eyes is just unmatched. I really, really want to commission him as soon as he is available. If possible, I will have him draw Dazior, a character from the Ymir Alliance. Human, Demonologist, Ritualist and Summoner.

Kurobear: I really, really enjoy working with him, he's a really sweet guy and I would love getting more art from him. I'm thinking of having him draw Neyoul and Seyoul, Golddream's adoptive parents. Preferably mid-sex, of course.

Modem: I love the way he draws muscleguys. They're very smooth and have beautiful bulk, making them seem like the perfect guys to touch and caress. Not sure what to request yet.

JustMeGabeNewell: His attention to muscle definition is incredible, his shading is unique. He's great with guys that are just beyond huge, so I figured maybe I'd commission him to draw Tide. And depending on the price, perhaps I can commission him to draw Whirl practicing blowjobs on him!

BNG: It would be a goddamn honor to have BNG draw Golddream. He knows how to make a character weigh tons, and I would love to see him work his magic on the golden dragon.

I'll probably think of more as time goes by. For now, I'm keeping an eye out for Castbound. Once I've got more money, I will probably go for BNG's art!

Had some issues to work through, one of which has been resolved already, but overall I think it went okay! Hope to have more people around next time though!

Heya guys, just letting you know that I'll be streaming some Strife play later today! 8 PM GMT, 9 PM for me at GMT+1, and it's about 8 hours from posting this.

Hope to see you then!

I would like to do it, but let me just check first if anyone would be up for watching it. I'm not sure what I'd be playing yet, most likely Strife, but I might end up doing some other games too.

would anyone be interested in watching and hearing me play Strife?

ask.fm/Isaiah_Aurel

Yep. I went there. I made one. Ask me perverted questions, and you will get perverted answers! Ask anything you'd like, anything at all!

I know I've been absent for a very long time, not giving any updates or posting any new stuff. My apologies for that.

Yesterday was my birthday and I felt like I wanted to say thanks to everyone. I do enjoy my time here, although lately, I've been having issues and my creativity has plummeted to an all time low.

To give a bit of an update, there's two things that I need to relay. First off, my family is in disarray. My oldest brother has moved out and it wasn't on friendly terms. It's hurt my parents, it's left a lot of confusion and uncertainty, and I've basically not been feeling well since.

Another thing is that the voice acting course which I was supposed to be attending starting coming monday has been postponed once more. The instructor has somehow managed to get a spiral fracture down her leg and it's healing poorly, so she's entirely incapacitated and she wants to wait until September before starting. This means that I'll be spending about half a year without really progressing through my life most likely, which has gotten me down as well.

I hope that someday I'll be back at my computer and writing stories for you guys, especially for the person who commissioned me before everything came crashing down (My apologies, I think this commission is not going to work out. But hey, that's why I don't accept up-front payment).

I do miss you guys, and I hope I'll be back in mental health again soon. Or at least as soon as possible.

If anyone wants to game, look me up on Steam. Lately I've been playing a lot of DCUO, and I'm often on SMITE too.

With kind regards,

Golddream

I like it. It's a MOBA game (Think LoL, DotA, SMITE) set in the DC universe, and it's adopted some things from other MOBAs while also inventing new things of their own to play with. The game is run between Turbine and Warner Bros. and is currently in closed beta.

The game features the standard, isometric viewpoint. Gameplay design seems to be oriented more towards offense rather than defense, making for fast and intense fights, and greater viability in risky play. The item system is SMITE's, and both the dominion style game mode and the regular MOBA style have additional gameplay factors in the form of the power relays and doomsday device on the regular MOBA map, and the orbital cannon on the Dominion style map.

The relevance? I have recently acquired two additional beta keys. Is anyone interested? First come, first serve for the first key, if there's more than two takers after three days, the second key will be raffled off.

Game partners. There's never a lot of people online for me to play with when it comes to games, so I'm gonna put this out here...

The games I currently play the most are SMITE and Sanctum 2! I might also be interested in playing GW2 with some fun people, but that is region-limited. I can only play with European players, due to limitations imposed by the game itself.

Or if there's other games you guys would like me to join, let me know so I can take a look. But if anyone plays or would be interested in playing SMITE with me, that would be awesome!

I've been working towards getting my driver's license for a while now, and I have to pass both a theoretical and a practical exam. This morning I had my theoretical exam.

It consists of 65 questions. The first 25 test your insight and judgement, and you are presented with a situation in which you have to decide to A) hit the brakes, B) get your foot off the gas or C) continue driving as normal. Of those 25 questions, 13 have to be correct. I scored 18 on that.

The next part are 40 questions on traffic laws, safety guidelines and insight in those things. You need to have at least 35 questions correct if you want to pass. This is the hardest part of the exam, and it can be really gruesome.

This morning I scored... 39 out of 40 correct. I passed! With just one error!

Now that I've got my theory certificate, onwards to my practical exam!

Opening one up again. Note me with your ideas and I'll pick one that I like and get on to it. You know the drill, pay what you want, minimum of five dollars.

No, that's wrong I suppose...

Although it does pain me, I feel I need to do this. I don't know if people were aware of this, but... I haven't been doing well for myself for a very long time. I've pretended to be all right to a level that I could even fool myself from time to time, but I don't think that will last much longer.

My depressions are drawing closer and closer together, and I can feel myself just slipping away, bit by bit. I'm having trouble enjoying myself, I lose contact with more and more people, and I haven't been able to write a single word over the past few weeks. I feel tired, alone and worthless, and more often than I'd wish, I realise that there's nothing worthwhile about me. Nothing to live for.

To my commissioner: I'm really sorry for the delay so far. I can understand if you want your money back. I'll still try to finish your commission, but I cannot promise I'll be able to reach the level of quality that I used to be able to attain.

To everyone else: I'm sorry. The teacher storyline and the stories of the Spa will not be resumed anytime soon as far as I can tell. They may never be resumed at all. I'm grateful to everyone who watched me, I'm thankful for all the favourites and I still hope that I'll be able to return to what I used to be...

Today is my twenty-first birthday. And I'm mostly filled with dread for the idea of having to live another year.

I need to get back into stuff, so I'm gonna be opening a single commission slot.

You know the drill: Man on man action (Cuntboys/Cuntstuds allowed, no breasts) with a minimum of 5$ for payment. You determine what you think the story is worth.

Note me with your requests. The request that resonates best with me will get the slot. I'll post a journal again when I have decided on a commission.

And with a new C: drive, I have to reinstall some things, such as my messengers. But then I'm fully back online!

It's quieter than before, much quieter, and a heck of a lot faster without the minute long freezing at every process. Ah, bliss!

And as it turns out, it wasn't just the heatsink clogging up. It was the SolidState Disk running windows that had broken as well. So, as it is covered under my warranty, a new SolidState Disk has been installed, and the laptop has been handed over to logistics to be shipped back to me. Hopefully, it'll be here tomorrow!

Which, of course, also means a new Windows, without losing most of my data. I moved almost everything to my HDD, and that should all still be there. So it should be good as new, with a fresh new registry, so no viruses, no nothing to slow me down!

I do have to redownload the LoL client, but that's a small price to pay!

For repairs. Heatsink was stuffed with dust, which affected the cooling.

Which probably means it'll get cleaned out tomorrow, and then hopefully it'll be shipped back to me the same day. Which means I might be back online as early as wednesday! Woohoo!

Within 48 hours, I should be assigned a number, after which I can pack it up, and ship it.

Which means... I won't have a laptop. No computer of my own. I'll have to be absent for a while, from everything. According to the manufacturer, most issues are handled fast and it will be shipped back within seven days. So it won't be a long break.

After that though, I might still not be in the clear, because there might also be a software issue, which probably means I'll have to do a full recovery, which in turn means... Losing everything. Running a recovery program, don't know where from, might be a hidden partition on my laptop, I don't know, I'll have to find out. And then redownloading and reinstalling everything.

Hopefully it's just the hardware, I would assume it gets covered by the warranty but by this point, I can't say I care. I need a properly functioning laptop, and if the start up sequence takes over five minutes, it's not working. Everything keeps freezing as well, constantly...

Either way... There will be a silence from me for quite a while. Happy new year to everyone, and... see you later I guess.

Good things first: Merry christmas!

Over here in the Netherlands, Serious Request has just come to an end and they've raised over 12 million euros for charity! That's the one thing I'm proud of in this nation, and I hope that this tradition will continue as strong as it is now!

As for the unfortunate news, my laptop overheated twice two days ago, and yesterday it seems that some piece of software caused it to shutdown without my permission. The fans are pretty much always on on at least half their capacity, probably more, and it's slowed down to a crawl. Which means I'll be sending it in for repairs after the holidays.

Which means I'll be without laptop for a while. And it might mean that I'll lose a lot of stuff and will have to reinstall a lot of software...

Anyway: AFTER the holidays. So have a great time, everyone!

I think I wrote about 100 minutes' worth of story, with only one short break! Talk about productive!

Thanks for joining guys! Hope you enjoyed watching me write! Please tell me whether you liked the stream and what you would like to see me do different next time.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....AFI8agKv4/edit

I think that should allow you entrance. Hope to see you there!

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So that's Demonfan. With a 50% chance. Because only two people responded. QQ

I'm on GMT +1 myself, and I was thinking of starting the drivestream at eight in the evening. Tell me if that works for you guys, and if not, what would be a better time?

I'm not sure if I'll have the time, I'll try to make it pretty late (late in my timezone, which is GMT+1) so the US can join in too.

SO! I'll need something to write. Post here if you're interested in seeing a story written, and I'll assign you a number! Friday night, I'll pick a random number and the winner will get to have his/her story written! I'm not sure if I can finish it in one go, but whatever. I'll finish it offline or on a second stream if necessary.

So, Drivestream? That means I'll be using google drive to "Stream" my writing. I'll be investigating how it works for a bit, and then I'll post the link on here when I'm about to start.

Also, remember: There's some stuff I won't write. Such as females. I don't mind a cuntboy or cuntstud, but I do mind females. And fat. I don't like fat. Check my F-list for the fetishes.

Hope to see you saturday!

http://www.f-list.net/c/golddream (F-list subject to change)

Come find me on Skype! Search for Firellius or Golddream and I think I'll show up somewhere.

After AGES of struggling with an issue with FA where I was logged out the moment I used a link (While clicking a submission's thumbnail or using the Next and Previous buttons of chained submissions still worked) I have FINALLY been able to fix the issue!

NOW I CAN BROWSE FA IN PEACE!

This probably is going to suffer from what I'm trying to resolve with it, but never the less...

Is there any kind of community interaction you'd like to see me do? Like... Memes, AMA journals, TMI Tuesdays/Thursdays, something else?

There's few people who leave comments and there's a lot of silence around my userpage which I don't really like. I apologise if this comes off as a "look at me!" thing, but I'd really like some more interaction with people on FA. Seeing these friend groups like Ratharn, Tag and GreyWolfBlade or Sidern's tribe just makes me feel a bit... Left out at times.

So, community bonding. I want to meet YOU. Talk to you. Respond to comments. Blabber about stuff and get ideas for works.

And how should I entice you into commenting? Let me know!