So as you saw, I kinda went and uploaded a few stinky alts of art that I have gotten from the past and will continue to do so as long as I get permission from artists if I can or not. But that is not what I'm here for!

First, Camilla is still a rough character with tweaks being made to her here and there. Once I get a Reference Sheet of her will a look I'm FULLY content with, then I will calll that her final design. But for now, everyone who has drawn her have drawn her so differently and I want to make sure she has a stable look. So....please don't draw her right now XD

Secondly, I want to get in depth with all my characters a bit more and think that maybe making some pieces of art to show that off, having basic info on the picture while having the rest of them in the description. So...should I make whole new pieces for them? Or perhaps edit their Refs or enter the info just below the references? I dunno, it's all up in the air right now, so I would like to hear some feedback.

Lastly, I been drawing in my free time and been making some rather lewd and basic drawings as i'm practising a bit, I was curious....would you guys want me to upload my OWN work here as well? Of course, there will be far more comms than my own work and they are special or good looking mind you, but it's all up to you!

And that is all! It is coming to 6am as i'm typing this so i'm gonna do what TwoMad did and just fall back and cause an earthquake..... Goodnight Girl, I'll see you tomorrow.....

IT IS FINALLY DONE.

After 2 and a half straight days of just uploading old commissions and gifts I obtained over the years, I can safely say I am ALMOST done with the massive art dump. There is still a couple of pictures I want to upload but I need permission from the artist first, but the rest is pretty much all done.

There were a lot of flavour text I added into the description of every picture and had to make sure all parties (even other oc owner’s) were okay with me uploading it all in the first place. And the fact these were both uploaded to DA AND HERE (A link to there will be soon) was tedious but manageable thanks to PostyBirb. This straight up ruined my sleep schedule and now I might just fall asleep right after this.

So anyone who watched during the massive art dump, Hi~ I am terribly sorry for existing watchers that had to deal with all of this. But from here on out, I will ask if I’m allowed to upload commissions from the artist. Never make the same mistake I made!

Now in my free time, I will thank the people who watched me during this, comment back to whoever left a comment, put the art into suitable folders and much more.

Peace gamers.

Hey all, It has been a while, I know. I've been okay and whatnot but I want to get something off my chest first and foremost and will update on my leg situation at a later date, maybe. No one really read these so it's up in the air.
Also I didn't plan any of what I'm about to type so my sentences or words may not make any sense....here we go...

So I guess it starts off by what I mean by the title...well, I like OC shippings between two people. I always find it creative and lovely. But I somewhat latched onto that idea a little too much these pass few years. A friend will have a OC, maybe draw a cute pic of them and my oc then I end up spending money to get more of those type of pictures when I really shouldn't. I end up getting too attached to these fictional characters, to a point where I sometimes feel slightly upset if they just move away from doing those pics or even mentioning they aren't a ship? Really dumb shit, I know.

I just feel like I get a special bond with whoever has that OC that they drew with mine doing something, but then breaks whenever they stop doing it. Or if I put money onto the table to get more art of them done, but the other half does nothing for it, feels....bad for me.
It took me way much longer then it should to realise this fact but most of the time, a ship between two OCs consists of those two owners themselves dating! Which makes me also realise how much of a loner I am trying to get my oc hooking up with another oc because....ships are fun and cute.

Not sure how to feel now, I might just end up stopping trying to get two OCs hooked up together as I truly won't ever get them to be "mine" and i'm "theirs" per say and most likely can just move on from me after getting a couple of pictures of their OC dominating my mouse or something... I truly need someone who I can trust. Love is off the table, it's not impossible but with me being shyer than a shyguy from Mario, I feel like my chances are incredibly slim. And even IF I managed to find someone who call "my love", what or how would they think if I mention something like getting a commission of our two ocs doing shit, if they have a OC in the first place?

I honestly feel like I shouldn't get too attached or like a character too much aymore, because my oc and theirs will never become a thing or create a bond with the other person.
I don't know....it might be all crazy, wack talk, depression rolling in since being lonely and stuck in the same place for 6 months. But what do you guys think?

Hello all! Been a little bit since my last update so I should give you all a catch up on what has been happening with my life and stuff huh?
I will deal with the elephant in the room first....yes, My PC is gone kaput now. It is mostly due to the HDD it seems as that was 6 years old at this point and it most likely just gave up. I am going to try to putting Linux on a flash drive or something and use my External Hard Drive as the HDD for the time being if possible. If not then I will need to really get money as soon as possible! Unfortunate timing huh? My leg breaks, the world breaks, the PC breaks....what’s next?

Speaking of my leg, there’s a good side to it and a bad side to it. Since the COVID-19 spread across the world, the UK has gone into lockdown due to it so any meetings I was meant to have were turned to telephones interviews, including my physio meeting which is bad. The person I was talking to was a different person from who I had on the last two visits so she didn’t really know what my leg looked like or what advice the other person gave me, even saying ‘Why aren’t you walking on it yet?’. Because I was told not to? :v Anyway, she just basically told me to keep doing what I’m doing and try doing a exercise where I act like I’m taking a step with my broken leg but not actually taking the step, and pretty much said the Physio were done with me....so, shouldn’t I get those bar things you normally see to help me actually walk? Nope, I got hard mode because of the virus.
Only good thing about my leg situation is that is got more movement than before which is to be expected and I am able to put a little weight onto it, even able to put equal weight on both legs for a short while! I’m nearing the end I hope and so I will be wobbling about on one crutch soon I hope.

Other than that....been stuck indoors due to the pandemic but luckily got Animal Crossing to keep me company! But that is all, gotta work on my leg, get a new PC (or temporary laptop) and keep sane with Animal Crossing, thank you all for listening!

So pretty much as the title says, this is only really an update on my leg after the accident happened since it has been over a month now since I last updated you guys on what has been happening, got some tiny bad news but the majority of it is good!
The good news is that we just went to my x ray scan on the 25th.... Pancake Day, yes. But it seems like everything is healed and I can start walking on it again! BUT.....I need to rebuild the muscles in my leg to handle the weight of my body again but not only do I have to do that, I also need to get my ankle working again as it pretty much cramped up for not doing anything for 4 weeks when it was still in the healing process. I have a 2nd Physio Meet Up on the 3rd which hopefully it all goes well.
But yeah, just gotta get used to putting weight back onto my leg, build up muscles with physio exercises and get my ankle working again.

Besides that, I haven't really been doing much! Been replaying old Pokemon games to transfer stuff from gen 3 up to gen 8, I just completed HeartGold so I'm now going to Emerald again to get the last couple of Legendaries in that before moving onto black, then white 2, then X or Y and then lastly to Sun. gonna be a journey but hope it will be fun for myself lol.

But that's about it, thank you for people who wished me well and kept in touch with me, I'll try and keep you all in touch when I can.
*Tired mouse kissies*

So uh, I should really start apologising by not keeping you all up to date like I was meant to, but now I have a reason to which doesn't count my job...I'm in hospital.
I've been in here for a week now and what happened is I had a open split fracture to my right leg as it got crushed by a truck's side and my moped as he was pulled out in front of me.
I can update you to say the operation is completely done and on the physio process now.
So there's a reason i might of been quiet or slacking on commenting on pictures....ho boy its going to be a long process for me when that comes...

So yeah, I apologise again for making people worry and thank you all for the concern. I'll be fine. Nothing is going to stop me.

I like how I mentioned before that I would like to keep you guys updated with what is happening in my life...but it has been quite a bit since my last journal and right now is a more better time to keep you guys updated to what has been happening where I am.

JOBS:

From my last journal, I was in 2 jobs and still in the 2nd one as I'm writing this. The first was Amazon....again for me, this time I was doing picking for about 3 weeks and why only 3 weeks? well, on my day 0, the company I applied for and with now wanted me to come in again for a second chat and it was there they mentioned they wanted me to work for them so we agreed I will work in Amazon to gain some money before moving to this new job with is Customer Assistant at a 18+ Arcade, basically just a place to gamble really and I don't really cater towards the customers needs, it's more so they don't break the machines, drink alcohol in there and actually be at the legal age to be IN there. It's a fun little job as I will learn to go into the machines soon and fix any problems with them.

GAMES:

So I have been playing a few games too in my spare time, it was mix of StarBound and Pokemon HeartGold at first until I got Borderlands 3 on the PS4, I ain't buying that shit on the epic store! Jokes aside, been binge playing the hell out of that game, completed it and all but now I'm just doing the circle of slaughter missions and then I should of done everything there....then I may play on true vault hunter mode a bit until Luigi's Mansion 3 comes out, or Pokemon Sword!

There you have it, that's where I have been and what I have been up to! In about 2 weeks or so, I'll be going to the Pokemon Center in London that just popped up for a short period of time, let's hope queues will die down before then.

 illis This dude is overdrawn and needs commissions ASAP. If you like stuff like hyper boobs, hyper butt or farts then this is the guy for you! Love his work, did something for me a while back. I would help out myself but I'm almost in the same situation he is.

Man have I been feeling so lazy and upset at stuff. There’s a lot of stuff right now that is dragging me down like Alec Holowka AKA developer for Night in the Woods killed himself. Being jobless. Searching for jobs almost everyday and generally every day feeling the same. I won’t be able to get borderlands 3 on release and know spoilers will spread like wild fire for that game. And that’s gonna suck.
But yeah, every day is feeling the same, no money to really go out and enjoy myself. I’m pretty much stuck right now and it sucks.

Life could be better right now for me.

Welp, there you have it guys, the old account is deactivated and now only have this account to worry about, I thank you all for listening and watching this account.

I'll try and upload more here than ever whilst also use journals more often, or at least try to.

Thanks again peeps, means a lot to me.

Pretty much what the subject says, I can't really thank you enough for all these faves and watches through this moving account period. When I came on to see 15 watchers and over 80 favourites, it really does make me smile knowing people enjoy the characters and maybe even me.

Sure sure, most are from the old account but I feel like I seen new faces, and even bigger artists watching and faving my stuff....like, wow?

I don't want to be calling out anyone specific but all I wanted to really say was sorry for anyone who has been faving my stuff, I can't go thanking every one of you as they would take until like 9pm my time.

But thank you all very, very much for the support.

So I went through ALL my favourites and Watching and watched & faved everything i wanted to, was able to make 600 watched turn into just over 300.

'Never ask me to do anything ever again.'