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Posted 9 years ago
So life yeah.
This year so far has been very hectic for me and honestly I've been taking a step back and just looking at things because I'm just
Exhausted.
First update is I lost my main source of income. I'm pretty much not receiving any sort of money atm which has been super stressful. I've been selling a bunch of stuff and working for my parents to try and get money here and there but not having a steady income has been stressful to say the least.
In 2 weeks, I'll be flying to Las Vegas to be with elegantiguana for EDC. I'll be gone from the 16th till the 20th and I'll probably be offline for that whole weekend just so I can enjoy the city and being with him.
After I get home, I'm going to immediately apply for jobs in the area and also working to get my licence. As some of you know, I live in a toxic household and I've been trying to move out for months now. So that'll be my main goal when I get back.
Sorry I've been quiet, I've been having a really awful past few weeks with everything been going on. I just hope the last half of 2016 isn't as bad as the first.
I'm so mad. //An angry vent
Posted 9 years agoI know you won't read this, because you told me once you never read journals.
But I am so sick of you.
You told me I was special
And that you didn't want to lose me
But when you had me you treated me like fucking dirt
Like a fucking toy, something to play with when you weren't playing video games
And now you just fucking ignore me
You don't talk to me because I've been replaced
Because I wasn't special
You just wanted to tell me what I wanted to hear
Until you could find someone more convenient.
So you know what?
I found someone who thinks I'm special
And doesn't ever want to lose me
And sticks up for me
And is proud of me
And goes out of his way for me
And makes time for me
And cares about me more than anything
And when I'm going through the literal worst few months of my life he's there every step of the way with me because
When he said "I love you." Unlike you, it wasn't to sway me. It was from the fucking heart. Love it when
Posted 9 years ago
You're literally at the edge
And you message all those people who said they'd 'always be there for you'
And none of them are.
Great. 10/10.
Something I need to get off my chest.
Posted 9 years ago
So, this is something I've been thinking about a ton recently, specifically in the past week.
I was going to be quiet about it but fuck that noise.
So, about a little bit more than a month ago I had a few male friends who I would literally talk to daily.
Pretty much text throughout the day.
I considered these people some of my best friends.
Now as some of you know, I've gotten in a relationship in the last month.
Since then, these relationships have pretty much come to a screeching halt.
They don't talk to me as much(if at all) anymore.
And it just pisses me off. Because I feel like I'm not worth anything if I'm not 'available'.
My friendship isn't worth their time.
So, yeah pretty much my biggest peeve right now.
Sorry for the rant, might delete this later.
If you've ever been in this situation or were in this situation, what would you do?
OC tag
Posted 9 years ago
Tagged by Poyu
Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character.
3. Tag 8 other characters.
4. Post their names along with their creators' avatars.
ARWEN
Some of these facts are about the character and others are just handy dandy bits of trivia
1. Arwen struggled with anger/emotional issues as a child, causing her magic to act up in ways that were harmful instead of helpful.
2. She didn't have many friends because of her anger, so she learned to sew and made stuffed animals who she used to replace these voids. Later, she would make stuffed animals of her real friends to always remind her she was loved.
3. Arwen has the ability to speak to dead.
4. She derives her powers from the cosmos, and from earth matter.
5. She has a very close relationship with her younger sister, who she adorns with gifts. She often times feels guilty for for how she treated her when she was younger.
6. Arwen is a pescitarian. She doesn't eat meat, only fish.
7. Physically she is very weak and would probably lose in a actual combat situation.
8. Arwen is a very good cook. Along with being able to make potions, she often cooks and bakes for her friends.
Tags
Ryleneblantree - Rylene
Daniidoodles - Danii
ShiroiOkami - Shiroi
Cellform - Cell/Cammy
Elegantiguana - Aiden
ILusan - Lu
Learn more about me
Posted 9 years agoReal first name: Pft
Nickname/Username: Larie, Lali, Ty, Lar
Location: Arizona
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Zodiac sign: Capricorn
Chinese Zodiac: Ox
Briggs type: INTP
Pets: Lola the dog and Penny the Leezard
Sexuality & Romance
Sexual orientation: Bisexual
Romantic orientation: Binsexual
Kinsey Scale: 3.Equally heterosexual and homosexual.
Poly or Mono: Mono
Any particular kinks/fetishes: petplay, bondage, dollification
Want to marry: Yes
Want kids: Maybe? Idk probably not
Silly Stuff
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
GoT house: House Targaryen
Bending style: Water
Pony Race: Unicorn
Pokemon type: Grass & Psychic
What are you reading: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
What's the last movie you watched: Under the Electric Sky
What are your greatest irrational fears: Being abandoned
Sleep
Early Bird or Night Owl: Night owl
What time do you go to bed: Between 10:30- 1:00
What time do you get up: 9:30-11:00
What do you sleep in: Undies
Do you dream frequently: Ye
What position do you sleep in: Belly or snuggling my bear or my pupper
What was the last dream you remember: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Work & Education
High School: Class of 2015
College: Nope
Occupation: Self employed
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Not here.
What's your dream job: I don't know. Inspiring others.
Favorite Stuff
Foods: Snacks
Carbonated drinks: Cherry coke
Non-carbonated drinks: Coffee and the passion fruit teavana from Starbucks
Ice cream flavor: Not a big fan of ice cream, but Salted Carmel
Season: Fall
Animals: Foxes
Colors: Purple, pink and warm browns
Music: EDM
TV shows: OitNB, AHS, Bates Motel, Lost Girl, Hemlock Grove
Video games: Undertale(I am trash), The Cat Lady, Nekopara, Mirror's Edge
Nickname/Username: Larie, Lali, Ty, Lar
Location: Arizona
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Zodiac sign: Capricorn
Chinese Zodiac: Ox
Briggs type: INTP
Pets: Lola the dog and Penny the Leezard
Sexuality & Romance
Sexual orientation: Bisexual
Romantic orientation: Binsexual
Kinsey Scale: 3.Equally heterosexual and homosexual.
Poly or Mono: Mono
Any particular kinks/fetishes: petplay, bondage, dollification
Want to marry: Yes
Want kids: Maybe? Idk probably not
Silly Stuff
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
GoT house: House Targaryen
Bending style: Water
Pony Race: Unicorn
Pokemon type: Grass & Psychic
What are you reading: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
What's the last movie you watched: Under the Electric Sky
What are your greatest irrational fears: Being abandoned
Sleep
Early Bird or Night Owl: Night owl
What time do you go to bed: Between 10:30- 1:00
What time do you get up: 9:30-11:00
What do you sleep in: Undies
Do you dream frequently: Ye
What position do you sleep in: Belly or snuggling my bear or my pupper
What was the last dream you remember: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Work & Education
High School: Class of 2015
College: Nope
Occupation: Self employed
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Not here.
What's your dream job: I don't know. Inspiring others.
Favorite Stuff
Foods: Snacks
Carbonated drinks: Cherry coke
Non-carbonated drinks: Coffee and the passion fruit teavana from Starbucks
Ice cream flavor: Not a big fan of ice cream, but Salted Carmel
Season: Fall
Animals: Foxes
Colors: Purple, pink and warm browns
Music: EDM
TV shows: OitNB, AHS, Bates Motel, Lost Girl, Hemlock Grove
Video games: Undertale(I am trash), The Cat Lady, Nekopara, Mirror's Edge
YET ANOTHER LIFE UPDATE + KINDA IMPORTANT LIFE THINGS?
Posted 9 years agoTHE ACTUAL FUCKING LIFE UPDATE
Hey so yeah, I feel like with the last life update journal I made I kinda left people hanging, but in all honesty at the time I wasn't 100% sure what the outcome of the situation was going to be or what was going to happen.
Long story short, my father had an affair and I was the one who walked in and caught him in it. Those are really all the details I'm comfortable in giving at this time.
After that, my mom was basically a wreck for a week and needed to be taken care of which was, admittedly extremely draining. I also kinda had to take care of my siblings this week, as there would be days there would be no food in the house and such. Then, elegantiguana offered to let me fly out to Miami to see him and cellform for a week so I could basically just....get some space from the whole thing.
So I did that. There was some drama there too, but I won't talk about that now.
So basically as of right now my parents are still working on it and kinda getting better I guess. I wanted to apologize if you're a friend of mine and I've done a shitty job keeping in contact with you in the past month. This whole situation has taken a huge toll on my mental health and I've been having an increasingly hard time communicating with people. I'm sure it'll pass, but just be patient with me.
MORE FUN STUFF
SO elegantiguana are going to EDC Las Vegas together! It'll be my first rave and music festival so I'm super excited. I'm gonna try throughout the next few weeks to sell adopts, YCH's and commissions to try and raise some extra cash for actual Vegas. We can actually afford the stuff like shuttles, the passes, the hotel, food, etc. but we're looking to make extra money for some fun stuff and also outfits! Also, if you plan on going, please tell me! I'd love to try and make a little fun group there!
Hey so yeah, I feel like with the last life update journal I made I kinda left people hanging, but in all honesty at the time I wasn't 100% sure what the outcome of the situation was going to be or what was going to happen.
Long story short, my father had an affair and I was the one who walked in and caught him in it. Those are really all the details I'm comfortable in giving at this time.
After that, my mom was basically a wreck for a week and needed to be taken care of which was, admittedly extremely draining. I also kinda had to take care of my siblings this week, as there would be days there would be no food in the house and such. Then, elegantiguana offered to let me fly out to Miami to see him and cellform for a week so I could basically just....get some space from the whole thing.
So I did that. There was some drama there too, but I won't talk about that now.
So basically as of right now my parents are still working on it and kinda getting better I guess. I wanted to apologize if you're a friend of mine and I've done a shitty job keeping in contact with you in the past month. This whole situation has taken a huge toll on my mental health and I've been having an increasingly hard time communicating with people. I'm sure it'll pass, but just be patient with me.
MORE FUN STUFF
SO elegantiguana are going to EDC Las Vegas together! It'll be my first rave and music festival so I'm super excited. I'm gonna try throughout the next few weeks to sell adopts, YCH's and commissions to try and raise some extra cash for actual Vegas. We can actually afford the stuff like shuttles, the passes, the hotel, food, etc. but we're looking to make extra money for some fun stuff and also outfits! Also, if you plan on going, please tell me! I'd love to try and make a little fun group there!
Breaking point.
Posted 9 years ago
I'm at my breaking point.
My family is falling apart,
I thought that was getting better through therapy and such but obviously that is not the case.
The one thing I thought was going for me is now has a hitch in the road.
I'm so fucking done.
This was supposed to be my year.
And 3 months in it's already worse than last year.
I already just want it to end.
I'm so done.
I'm at my breaking point and I can't do it anymore.
Life update.
Posted 9 years ago
Hey guys, it's been a while since I've posted anything in regards to a update, sorry about that.
Something recently has just happened in my life that has pretty much just shook my whole reality.
For privacy sake, I will only be sharing this information with close friends.
But I just wanted to let everyone know, I may be inactive for a while as I need time and space.
I going on another trip to Miami to stay with some friends for a bit to kinda clear my head and get some space.
Thank you all for your support, it means so much to me.
You're all amazing.
Early morning stream~
Posted 9 years ago
Still haven't finished my coffee, so I'm gonna stream!
Working on Arwen stuffs
Might start a new piece
Music is on as always
https://picarto.tv/Goober
Open for Commissions
Posted 9 years ago
Currently taking wingits.
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18558321/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18402598/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18358089/
These are $15 for a thigh up and $20 for a full body!
Please note me this form to claim a spot:
Ref(s):
General theme:
SFW/NSFW:
Any extra things I should know:
Also, please read my TOS
.:STREAM:.
Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/Goober
Mic is on as well as music
Talking with a friend
Working on a gift piece~
Those updates tho
Posted 9 years ago
Hey guys so it's been like 2 weeks since I've posted anything here which is like super outta character for me I feel?
Yeah.
On Sunday I just got back from Florida, I was visiting some friends and it made me realize some stuff.
Mainly that my family drives me fucking crazy.
So I'm probably going to work on moving out really soon, like in the next year or so, sooner than later.
Because I've been back for 4 days and I already can't stand them again lol.
I'm also working on getting another job and getting my licence! So that's cool I guess.
But yeah, just thought I'd post this and make sure I'd say 'hey I'm alive'
2015 meme
Posted 9 years ago(x) stayed single for the whole year(Kinda?? Not really. But I never 'officially' got into a relationship.)
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
() kissed in the rain
(X) had your heart broken(HAHA)
() broke someone else's heart
() had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) had a relationship with someone you'll never forget
() done something you've regretted
(x) lost faith in love(And regained it.)
() kissed under a mistletoe
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
School
() took an honors/advanced class
() broke the dress code
(x) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
() got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated(lol)
() failed a class
(x) skipped school(LOL)
(x) did something you were proud of
() discovered a new talent
() proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
() fell in love with a teacher
() intentionally tripped someone at school
() made a varsity team
() were involved in something you'll never forget
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Other
() painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
() ran a mile
() shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
() listened to music you couldn't stand
(X) went to a sleepover(I hosted a few I think)
() went camping
() threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
() laughed till you peed in your pants
() visited a foreign country
() cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't(All zee time)
() partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In 2015 I...
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
() slept under the stars
(x) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up 'til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
() was never home on weekends
() got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
() spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
() went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
() kissed in the rain
(X) had your heart broken(HAHA)
() broke someone else's heart
() had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) had a relationship with someone you'll never forget
() done something you've regretted
(x) lost faith in love(And regained it.)
() kissed under a mistletoe
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
School
() took an honors/advanced class
() broke the dress code
(x) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
() got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated(lol)
() failed a class
(x) skipped school(LOL)
(x) did something you were proud of
() discovered a new talent
() proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
() fell in love with a teacher
() intentionally tripped someone at school
() made a varsity team
() were involved in something you'll never forget
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Other
() painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
() ran a mile
() shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
() listened to music you couldn't stand
(X) went to a sleepover(I hosted a few I think)
() went camping
() threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
() laughed till you peed in your pants
() visited a foreign country
() cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't(All zee time)
() partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In 2015 I...
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
() slept under the stars
(x) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up 'til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
() was never home on weekends
() got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
() spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
() went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people
AYYYYE ITS MAH BIRTHDAY
Posted 9 years ago
HOLLA
CAPRICORN REPRESENT
YA GIRL IS 19
B)
Not doing much for my actual birthday
I'm going on a trip in a week though so that's fun!
Saying goodbye
Posted 9 years ago
So today I said goodbye to one of my lizards, Sid.
I was no longer in a place I could care for her and she becoming too much of a handful for me.
I knew this was coming and I've been preparing myself for months now, but I'm still kinda sad.
I'd had her since junior year and she was the first animal I'd gotten on my own.
I know she's going to someone who will take great care of her, but I'm still going to miss her.
Anyone else ever have an experience like this?
Any advice on how to deal with it?
Anyone in NY want a dog?
Posted 9 years ago
She's a German/Rottie mix. She's free and well trained. Just doesn't like other female dogs or cats. My friend of a friend has to re home her. Note me if you're interested and I'll get you in contact.
MERRY(late) CHRISTMAS!
Posted 9 years ago
WOW LARIE WHY IS THIS SO FRIGGIN LATE
LIKE A WHOLE 24 HOURS
WELL
I have been holed up in a cabin all week with little to no internet with my family
I had to basically rely on my 4G and even then I got hounded at for going over
SOOO
Regardless of being in a real life gingerbread house for Christmas it was very good!
I hope you all had an equally good Christmas this year <3
Ugh
Posted 9 years ago
So I commissioned artist that I had a small issue with(literally a small mix up) not so long ago for an icon
But it's almost been 3 weeks, they haven't been active on FA at all.
I noted them both on here and on Deviantart and basically getting no response.
My main concern is that it kinda looks like this artist is running two separate businesses on Deviantart and FA.
Like, they post things on FA and then won't post anything about it on DA
And then the commission queue on FA and DA will be completely different.
I'm just freaking out because all the people who got commissions at the same time I did on DA have theirs done.
Toyhou.se?
Posted 9 years ago
Anyone have an invite code?
Eh?
Anyone?
Important PSA
Posted 9 years ago
If you're easily grossed out, I'd avoid the front page of Furaffinity for awhile.
There's a guy who is posting really nasty pictures of close up (sometimes mutilated)human genitals and marking them as GA so you can't even use the SFW filter to get around it.
I've already reported it, but this is like the 4th or 5th profile he's made. The mods apparently can't IP ban(Which is dumb).
If you would like to report him to, honestly just go to the front page. You'll know him when you see him.
Streaming!
Posted 10 years ago
I have a cold, yay!
so I'm gonna enjoy my coffee and stream, doing Arwen's 2016 reference, maybe will start on Allari's.
Music is on.
Mic may come on
https://picarto.tv/Goober
Streaming!
Posted 10 years ago
Working on a reference sheet and testing out my new layout!
Come check it out and tell me what you think!
https://picarto.tv/Goober
Wat
Posted 10 years ago
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/p.....-a6764396.html
W a t
How.
lol.
Animators!
Posted 10 years ago
I'm looking to get a very specific icon done but nothing really complex.
Does anyone know anybody who maybe could point me in the right direction?
