but I have this weird feeling. I don't know how to describe, but I can only think of using the word uncomfortable. Have you ever been somewhere, and didn't feel like you belong there? That uncomfortable feeling? If so, that's what I'm feeling right now, and I have no idea why I'm feeling this way or how to correct this problem. Hopefully this feeling will pass, but I'm not sure how long this will take to pass.

I want to thank everyone that stopped by and gave my brother your condolences. I loved her as a friend, and I too will deeply miss her. But if you think about it, isn't gone because she lives on in our hearts. So in the future when thinking of her, it will not be tears of sorrow, but tears of joy of all the good times Ria, her, and I shared.

For those of you who aren't watching my brother, Click the link below to find out why I feel horrible for my brother.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4278119/

Good news everyone!!!! I have a job interview with a vet clinic tomorrow. Wish me luck on it.

Stop by this journal to get the full details. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4212184/

Just letting everyone know that after today, I'll be gone for a week spending time with my family for Christmas and New Years. I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. And for some of you others Happy Nude Deer!

Next week I'll be on a cruise! I'll have to work one shift, but that will pay for my entire cruise! It may be a heavy metal cruise, but I can handle it. I'll be gone for the next week, but I'll try and take as many pictures as I can. I'll more than likely post most, if not all, of them here.

I will be gone for this week because I'm going home to spend Thanksgiving with my family. So Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I'll see you when I get back. Have a great time!

If you want a free line art badge go here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4041467/

If you want a fully colored one, stop by and talk to her about getting one.^^

The bad news is that for some reason I'm in an artist funk. I have no urge to draw, even though I started working on one. I just don't feel the need to finish it.


Now for the good news. There's a restaurant near where I live, and every year they serve Ghost Wings every October. For those of you who don't know, these wings are made with the Ghost Pepper, one of the hottest peppers know to man. Anyway on every Halloween this restaurant has a Ghost Wing contest. Whoever eats six Ghost wings the fastest, gets a $50 gift card to the restaurant. I decided to enter this year, and I WON!!!!!!!

Go here for more information if you're interested. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3940850/

Go here to find out more information about it. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3921557/

Dear  pieflingingninja,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a leprechaun. I think I realized it when I saw the purple monkey at the mental hospital, and I saw you sit on the Catholic Priest. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how awful you are. I'm returning your balls but keeping your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the moose poaching and you should stop picking your nose.

Go milk a cow,
 granddragoon

I got this from , and I couldn't resist to do this.


How to do this meme:

***Dear (person of your choice,)

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it when you (2)(3) and I saw you(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) but keeping (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),

~(your name)

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1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - The rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - I'm joining the Convent
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - Peed your pants last year
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadiens' goalie
Purple - my corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - Your "My Little Pony" collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
House- Sterile

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we're related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your balls

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Get sick when I think of your feet
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Love your sweet, sweet ass
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven't showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I love Oprah
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don't hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - I love Oprah
Italy - Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
Russia - your new world emperor,

Is my birthday. I'll be turning 24, yet I don't feel like it. I'll be eating out with my parents most like. the only downside to this birthday is that I know more than likely that my grandparents on my dad side won't even call to tell me happy birthday.

Anyway, I hope everyone will has a great day and week.

Just letting everyone know, that I'm going home today, and I'll be spending the next week at home with my parents. So I won't be on here all that often. I'll see you once I get back. Enjoy yourselves.

Also those of you who are watching my brother, , he'll be coming with me since we are of course twins.

So what does everyone think of Microsoft's press conference?
For me, I have mixed feelings about it.

Halo 4: It looks great, and I'm now even happier that I have it on pre-order. Though as we were watching it, my brother said that some of the new enemies and aspects reminded him of Metroid in some ways.

BlackList: This looks fantastic. I love espinoge games, and this looks to be a winner.

Tomb Raider: They may have re-modeled the character, but from what I saw it fits perfectly with the personality of the always lovely Lara Croft, and I hope to play a demo of it in the near future.

Black Ops 2: It looks like it will be a fantastic game as well.

Other than these games listed, I wasn't overly impressed with Microsoft's press conference. I don't know why, but I just wasn't. I would love to hear your thoughts on the conference.

..... that was short-lived. At the theater they do a two week trial for new employees. At the end of that two weeks if they like you and you like them, you're fully hired. Apparently, they didn't like me because I got a call from the head manager last Thursday saying that I'm no longer on the schedule. I'm just now posting about it because I've been visiting with my family for the past week. So I go back onto the job hunt, and I may even go back to school to get my master's as I try to get into Vet School.

I'm back from my vacation! I just now get a chance to post a journal because I had to go to work yesterday, and I've got to tonight as well. Anyway here's the rundown of my vacation.

Friday
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We left at about eleven o'clock.

Saturday
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Made a few stops, and got turned around somewhere in Alabama. At about 11:00 am, we get to Daytona. Went to go check in, room wasn't ready, so we checked out . Checked in at 4:00 pm, and then went to Daytona Lagoon. Played some arcade games and did some go kart racing. It was sunny but since we got checked in so late, my mom couldn't lay out.

Sunday
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It was cloudy, and my parents had to go to this timeshare meeting thing, so while they were out, my brother and I decided to go to the water park. We had a blast there, and the ironic thing was was that a set of identical twins work there, and they were working when we got there. My bro and I went back to the hotel and played pool with out parents.

Monday
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Cloudy again, but we went to the beach anyway. The waves were huge! I tried to body surf, but I couldn't quite get it to work. It was a fun day. That night we went to a place called Go-Kart city. They had better go-karts, so all four of us raced go karts again. My mom and I were in the front. I had the lead, but my mom passed me. Not only that, but I couldn't pass her, until the last lap, because she kept cutting me off the corners. I thought to myself, "She's watched too much NASCAR." The only reason why I passed her was she didn't realize the signal for the final lap. After the karts, my dad, bro, and I did mini-golf.

Tuesday
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Had to check out by 11:00 am. We packed, got everything loaded, went to a place called Hawaii Falls, and get this......IT WAS SUNNY! So my mom thought she'd kill two birds with one stone, and put some suntan lotion on so she could tan as she played putt-putt. My bro won, and I got a hole-in-one from an amazing bank shot! I almost got one earlier, after bouncing it out of bounds but it ricochet back onto the course. We made our way back after finishing that up, and didn't get back to my trailer until two yesterday morning.

Well my first day on the job went pretty well. They had me do concessions, and I got to work the register. It may look simple, but trying to keep up with everything is hard. I had to sweep a couple of the theaters, but all of us on shift did. Since I'm new, I was responsible for one row. The worst thing I had to do was clean the toilets and urinals. Still I enjoyed working that first night. What I hope they let me do is be the usher.

Also starting tomorrow night, I will not be online. I'm heading to Daytona with my twin and parents. If there's any Daytona Furs, we might be able to meet. Anyway, I won't be back until next Wednesday at the latest.

I really hope this article is true, and if it is, I'll be watching the online press-conference for it. If you don't know what I'm talking about, this article explains it. E32012

https://youtu.be/1D1cap6yETA

I finally got myself a job! I start next Wednesday at the movie theater here in town, thank goodness I don't have to do the midnight release of Avengers.

I just now realized that I'm close to 400 watchers!

On a totally different note, I kinda trolled someone on Facebook by accident. I was playing Zangya Texas Hold'em, and playing the shootout tournament. Well I learned that most of the players in the first round, most people go all in at the start. I had a good hand at the start, and there was this one guy that said, "Here are all the dumb @$$e$" Well I won the hand, so all that was left was me and him. I started losing focus with it, because the game gets boring for me. So I just messed around some with the guy, and soon I lost me lead couldn't recover. He finally ended up winning and he finished with saying, "It was a complete waste of time playing with you!" All I've got to say is, "Happy to waste some of your life with a pointless game of poker that is meant for fun."

But if I were to do commission solely on coloring artwork, would anyone be interested in buying? I ask because of this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7803674/ getting such a good response for color choices. I'd like to hear your input. ^^

It's Mushi's birthday today, and she's holding a raffle to give a way a partial fursuit. Go here for more info. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3373318/

I took this from

List a kink/fetish and I'll answer if it's a turn on or off.

Ask away!