I'm being hit with multiple financial burdens and I'd like to soften the blow to my bank account. So here we are~

I'll be open for $20 flat color coms with no background. Payment is through paypal (sorry I don't have any other means) and I'll send an invoice upon completion of the art.

I have a few different pens for sketching.
1) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60645605/
2) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52119566/
3) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52800732/

So what you need to do is Comment, Note, or DM with:
- A ref of the character
- Your idea
- Your preferred sketch style
- and an e-mail to send the invoice to later.

I can't give a time frame on when it'll be completed, as I have a rl job and other things going on in my life. This is also why I'm not charging til the end.
Anyways, thanks for reading.

I'm stuck in a big art block funk right now. I think I need to try some experimental things..
Yeah fug it, give me some ideas to try and sketch out

Yup

I've been forgetting to post my work here again <w>
I'll work on that tomorrow...

Also, I need $$ for a new phone and other upcoming expenses. So I'll be opening up for art commissions sometime soon.

If Santa could give you one drawing this year, what would you ask for? :0c

Art trade. Yay or nay?

Meowdy

How preg are ya? >:3c

Hhhh, contemplating taking on commissions again..
But after the way the last set went down, I..hah. I don't think if it's going to work out. Weh

Show meeeeeeeeeee

I think my drawing days are coming to a close soon.
I'm a very..mood driven artist. And with everything thats going on in my life, I am either mentally checked out, sad or irritated.
My depression is playing it's usual role. Normally i can handle that, but the outside factors are getting too overwhelming. Living conditions are not ideal to keep a healthy state of mind. But if I leave, I abandon my family that needs me. No way out unless death is involved

Wouldn't it be funny if I only drew clean sfw art after I hit the 1000 watcher milestone? <3

I'm really in the mood to draw dragons...Ya'll have any? 👉👈 leave a ref down below and you might get a sketch!

Disclaimer: Remember to pick up your dragon by the end of the day. Any dragons that stay after hours are susceptible to being inflated and left in the hangar bay overnight.

Yeah, so it's up to you if you want a dracoloon. I have been dabbling in more than just belly stuff. Such as full body and spherical inflation.
If you're picky about expansion, leave a preference.

It begins again :)

All coms on the list and in waiting are now cancelled. Sorry for the inconvenience

I'm going rogue

Pooltoys and plushies

Share em if you got em :3c

I'm just curious and want to hear what everyone is up to.

To those who might be interested, I'm doing $20 colored sketches
Check this post for more info ---> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50103922/

-ku :3
This journal is dumb.
I will respond to comments
In Haiku Format.

I don't know how to start this.. to be honest, a big part of me doesn't want to write this out. I need to get stuff off my chest. I need to vent.

I am not doing well and my family is not doing well.

My parents both have cancer. My dad wanted to focus on mom's health first, so she decided to do chemotherapy earlier this year. It was mostly me and my dad that were looking after her after. Then, 2 months ago, she had a stroke. She's alive, but she can't move the left side of her body.
She's been in a care home/ rehab center and will be returned home in about a month. We've been trying to get the house ready to accommodate her. Easier said than done. And trying to get financial aid from the state has been a real chore.

Understandably this puts a lot of stress on my family. I believe my dad has it the worst amongst us. And he likes to come to me to "talk" about it. Like I'm his personal shrink. He also has a short term memory issue so he will vent about the same things over and over, hour after hour, day after day. It's has not been good for my sanity.
Something that's been coming up more frequently is him showing me where he keeps his records and stuff "just in case something happens to him." He emphasizes that part and I'm like, damn, are you going to kill yourself or are you dying from you're cancer quicker than you're letting on?? Btw, if he does die, I will have a $300k loan hovering over me. (He borrowed it many years back to refurbish another house we owned so it could be rented out and pay for itself, but hooo boy thats. That wasn't a good investment sadly)

So yeah, other troubles in the family, my sister and her husband are going through a divorce. My younger brother wrecked his car and may be an alcoholic. I'm dealing with personal issues such as low self worth, anxiety, and depression. Top that all off with the stress and sadness of my mom's situation and yeah. Not a good mix.

The way I push forward is by living day by day. Just dealing with things in the moment. It puts me in this sort of "bubble" where I will forget and not think about things outside of it. Inside as well, think of it as bottled up emotions. It's a terrible way to live, but it's the only way I've been able to cope thus far, and now it's failing me. Or I guess it would be more accurate to say that there's too much going on now that the my pent up emotions are overflowing and the stuff around me are too great to ignore.

I guess I should mention this as well. Drawing has not been feeling fun for me. It feels more like work than an enjoyable hobby. So don't expect much from me. Honestly, if I wasn't close to finishing my side of these trades, I would've asked to cancel and offer money in exchange for the work the others did.

So that's whats going on in my life. Sorry for the long read. I hope you guys are doing alright. I'm feeling a little better after writing this all out. It just. Life sucks right now

Happy New Year everyone!! I hope you all are ready for this year~
I'm not. XD But I'm going to take it one step at a time.

I don't really have much to show as far as art goes. Trades are still in the works, but I've been stuck in that cubicle they call the "Art Block." Then I started playing app games more..big miss steak on my part.
Not sure when the next thing will be posted. Idk, maybe I should start posting sketches to fill in the gaps between the completed drawings.

Anyways, I hope you've all been well! ^^

Would anyone be interested in doing an art trade with me? :3c

Hello! It's been a while since I've made a journal like this. I hope you all are doing well :>

So I've been pretty busy with life. A lot of stuff has been going on...yeah
Anyways! I'm planning on making a few Ychs! Also might possibly open for coms, but if I do that, it'll be like, 1 or 2 slots at at time. I so slow at drawing, I wouldn't be able to handle the load in a timely fashion :S

Huh, I thought I would've wrote more than this. ~whatever~

~edit 1: I might be willing to do art trades too! Maybe after I get some ychs done~

This past week has been stressful, and today has gone beyond my bearable limit. So I'm gonna drink some booze, and what luck. It tends to make me chatty.
Ask me anything~

Also I realize most of my followers will be asleep at this hour, so I'll drink tomorrow as well to keep things consistent haha.

I need to draw pooltoys for my resume..and I don't have any of my own. u_u
Help a fella out? ~leave some pooltoy or balloon ocs for me to draw~