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So it turns out I have a chemical deficiency
Posted 15 years agoYep, I just got the test results from my doctor...
A regular Male is supposed to have 200 Estrogen and 300 Testosterone. I have 282 Estrogen and 179 Testosterone.
This has caused me to be extremely, and I mean extremely extremely, moody lately. I get upset over small things and often run at the mouth until the 'offender' backs down.
Not like anyone really reads my journals anymore, but to those of you who randomly do read it, you know what's up.
- GrayForce
A regular Male is supposed to have 200 Estrogen and 300 Testosterone. I have 282 Estrogen and 179 Testosterone.
This has caused me to be extremely, and I mean extremely extremely, moody lately. I get upset over small things and often run at the mouth until the 'offender' backs down.
Not like anyone really reads my journals anymore, but to those of you who randomly do read it, you know what's up.
- GrayForce
Why I'm Not Cuddly
Posted 16 years agoHey those few of you who watch me,
Recently, I was asked by one of my friends, "Would you draw a picture of me with cute eyes?" And I immediately replied, "No." When I was asked why, I said to them, "Because I don't draw cuddly stuff."
Anyone who has seen my art, prior to my recent images that look remotely cute, would know that I have a very dark outlook on art. I draw people crying, people dying, people fighting, people sitting alone, etc. I don't draw happy, cute, or cuddly. Why? Because my life has sucked. Unlike most people, I don't vent my anger on people around me, nor do I inflict pain upon others. Instead, I flee to my imaginary world and draw what I feel.
Most people, in the past, will have noticed that I tend to just draw characters standing up with a plain look on their face and no arm or leg movement at all. The reason for this is simple: Despite all I've been through in life, I still stand tall.
So if you are looking for cute and cuddly images in the future on my page, you won't get it. Sorry, but that's just how it's going to be.
Recently, I was asked by one of my friends, "Would you draw a picture of me with cute eyes?" And I immediately replied, "No." When I was asked why, I said to them, "Because I don't draw cuddly stuff."
Anyone who has seen my art, prior to my recent images that look remotely cute, would know that I have a very dark outlook on art. I draw people crying, people dying, people fighting, people sitting alone, etc. I don't draw happy, cute, or cuddly. Why? Because my life has sucked. Unlike most people, I don't vent my anger on people around me, nor do I inflict pain upon others. Instead, I flee to my imaginary world and draw what I feel.
Most people, in the past, will have noticed that I tend to just draw characters standing up with a plain look on their face and no arm or leg movement at all. The reason for this is simple: Despite all I've been through in life, I still stand tall.
So if you are looking for cute and cuddly images in the future on my page, you won't get it. Sorry, but that's just how it's going to be.
Second Life Mishap
Posted 16 years agoSo I was on Second Life today after going to Burger King. I get into a conversation with my friend Rhemora and this kinda takes a turn for the worst <.<
Alexandro Holgado: I think I has a sore throat :O
Rhemora Finesmith: XD not my fault!
Alexandro Holgado: Totally is :O
Rhemora Finesmith: ;.;
Rhemora Finesmith goes and sulks in a corner
Alexandro Holgado: Nuuu! *hugs*
Rhemora Finesmith: *hugs back*so its not my fault?
Alexandro Holgado: No o.o it's cause I'm drinking some thick liquids
Alexandro Holgado: ...
Alexandro Holgado: That sounded so suggestive
Rhemora Finesmith: XD
Rhemora Finesmith: oooo
Alexandro Holgado: I just sent that suggestive comment to a few of my friends
Alexandro Holgado: They all thought it was funny XD
Rhemora Finesmith: XD
Alexandro Holgado: I should post that on the forum for fun XD
Rhemora Finesmith: maybe we get a milkshake and thats when it slips out >.>
Alexandro Holgado: It's actually a milkshake I'm drinking o.o
Rhemora Finesmith: XD
Rhemora Finesmith: nice creamy thick liquids?
Alexandro Holgado: Shush :O
Alexandro Holgado: I think I has a sore throat :O
Rhemora Finesmith: XD not my fault!
Alexandro Holgado: Totally is :O
Rhemora Finesmith: ;.;
Rhemora Finesmith goes and sulks in a corner
Alexandro Holgado: Nuuu! *hugs*
Rhemora Finesmith: *hugs back*so its not my fault?
Alexandro Holgado: No o.o it's cause I'm drinking some thick liquids
Alexandro Holgado: ...
Alexandro Holgado: That sounded so suggestive
Rhemora Finesmith: XD
Rhemora Finesmith: oooo
Alexandro Holgado: I just sent that suggestive comment to a few of my friends
Alexandro Holgado: They all thought it was funny XD
Rhemora Finesmith: XD
Alexandro Holgado: I should post that on the forum for fun XD
Rhemora Finesmith: maybe we get a milkshake and thats when it slips out >.>
Alexandro Holgado: It's actually a milkshake I'm drinking o.o
Rhemora Finesmith: XD
Rhemora Finesmith: nice creamy thick liquids?
Alexandro Holgado: Shush :O
