Another Level UP!
Posted a month agoIs this time of the year again (10 sep) ^^
Thank you all for being with me. Love and respect.
Now, where should I put my skill point?
    Thank you all for being with me. Love and respect.
Now, where should I put my skill point?
So many good games this year, so little time to play them ^^
Posted 6 months agoSo, what are you playing right now? Tell me tell me tell me ^^
    Birthday time
Posted a year agoWell, another year passed, more years to come ^^
Thank you all, for being a good company <3
    Thank you all, for being a good company <3
If you had your own clone... (+18)
Posted a year agoWould you consider a sexual relationship with him/her? Are you, your own type, would it work out?
 
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    : p
Hope everyone doing alright
Posted a year agoFinally, spring is here.
    RIP, Father
Posted a year agoToday the liver cancer took my father away. He was 68. He was a family person, tried to spend as much time with his family, loving and caring. Doing sports and working all his life without bad habits. 
It all started this summer, when I noticed he is losing weight and getting old too fast. I actually suggested him to do full blood tests, on which he replied "It's you who likes to spend money on doctors, I am just getting old that's it". In october his skin started to turn yellow, he was rushed to hospital, after a doctor visit.
First few days, when I phoned him, he was happy saying, that he is feeling alright, able to run up and down the stairs and had good appetite. In another few days he was losing strength and was hardly able to walk to the bathroom. He started to lose more weight and his eyes already started to turn yellow. We thought this would be the end, he already started to say "goodbies to us all" "just accept and move on, this is a part of life". Doctors made full tests and provided him with surgery (placed some metal thing in his liver to function better). After he started to turn back to normal, though still skinny and weak. He was signed for chemotherapy in january and sent back home.
Back at home, we tried to take care of him, doctor made special diet, which he followed. He still was able to move on his own, slowly, but still could do things around the apartment and cook his own meals. Though he said he felt dizzy... During winter his body temperature was going up and down, sweating at night, freezing in bed.
When january came, we took him to hospital for Chemotherapy, which went well, he felt comfortable during process and actually said he felt a bit better after. Though the blood tests still were really bad, but we had hopes. They signed him for another chemotherapy, which was in 2-3 weeks.
The day came and again we took him to chemotherapy and thought we would go home early as the last time, but this time was different, he was placed to the palliative departmentю (For those who doesn't know, this is the place where people spend their last days before they pass).
While in there he still was able to walk slowly, they were feeding him well, he actually liked there, but at the same time was really scared as 4 people were "carried away" in those 2 weeks. So basically, he was the only one taken out alive back home. And it seemed as he gained weight a bit.
The blood tests were showing, that he already has 3-rd stage cancer and it was already progressing to 4-th, he was taken home and suggested to get well before another chemo.
From there, he was getting worse by the day, already started to faint, lose more weight, needed help to get off the bed...
In the end of february on mother's birthday 23-th he was rushed back to hospital. We tried to visit him often, he lost ability to walk, he had a diapers on him, which he hated, started to turn yellow again and in few more day he was hardly speaking. During these days he was visited by priest, he felt really nervous after. When visiting him in 2 weeks by myself he told me "They won't cure me, I want to go home, I don't want to die here, so pack my stuff and lets go", he went really aggressive when we told him, we won't be able to carry by ourselves, he really didn't want us to leave him there. We had to talk to the doctor and make his final wish come true, we payed them 150 euros for them to transport him back to his bed, where he felt more comfortable.
So back at home, we started to take care of him even with more care, changing diapers, feeding from the spoon, talking, spending time with him, I actually bought him a toy which he wanted long time ago https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....4a91b3ff00& Like this one and we started constructing it in bed, Though his hands were too weak. So I had to do all the work.
Day by day he was getting more weak and more silent, lost control of his legs and barely could move his hands now. This week he went completely silent, lost ability to move, hardly breathing, not able to even lift his hands. We communicated through blinks as "yes" or "no". He still was in clear mind and heard us. He said that he didn't feel pain, but a weakness and was getting nightmares since cancer was found. He now was just a living skeleton lying in bed waiting for his end.
 
Today in the morning my mom called me and told me he is no longer breathing or has a pulse. He is no longer with us...
Thank you, father very much for everything, for a happy childhood, for a stable youth and a reliable adult life... I miss you already, you were good father, you were living and sacrificing everything for your family, we won't forget you.
Life moves on, but it feels more empty without you already. Rest in Peace.
PS. If you love your parents, please do try to spend more time with them, at least phone them from time to time and do not refuse the invites, they won't be here forever. Thank you for your time and understanding
    It all started this summer, when I noticed he is losing weight and getting old too fast. I actually suggested him to do full blood tests, on which he replied "It's you who likes to spend money on doctors, I am just getting old that's it". In october his skin started to turn yellow, he was rushed to hospital, after a doctor visit.
First few days, when I phoned him, he was happy saying, that he is feeling alright, able to run up and down the stairs and had good appetite. In another few days he was losing strength and was hardly able to walk to the bathroom. He started to lose more weight and his eyes already started to turn yellow. We thought this would be the end, he already started to say "goodbies to us all" "just accept and move on, this is a part of life". Doctors made full tests and provided him with surgery (placed some metal thing in his liver to function better). After he started to turn back to normal, though still skinny and weak. He was signed for chemotherapy in january and sent back home.
Back at home, we tried to take care of him, doctor made special diet, which he followed. He still was able to move on his own, slowly, but still could do things around the apartment and cook his own meals. Though he said he felt dizzy... During winter his body temperature was going up and down, sweating at night, freezing in bed.
When january came, we took him to hospital for Chemotherapy, which went well, he felt comfortable during process and actually said he felt a bit better after. Though the blood tests still were really bad, but we had hopes. They signed him for another chemotherapy, which was in 2-3 weeks.
The day came and again we took him to chemotherapy and thought we would go home early as the last time, but this time was different, he was placed to the palliative departmentю (For those who doesn't know, this is the place where people spend their last days before they pass).
While in there he still was able to walk slowly, they were feeding him well, he actually liked there, but at the same time was really scared as 4 people were "carried away" in those 2 weeks. So basically, he was the only one taken out alive back home. And it seemed as he gained weight a bit.
The blood tests were showing, that he already has 3-rd stage cancer and it was already progressing to 4-th, he was taken home and suggested to get well before another chemo.
From there, he was getting worse by the day, already started to faint, lose more weight, needed help to get off the bed...
In the end of february on mother's birthday 23-th he was rushed back to hospital. We tried to visit him often, he lost ability to walk, he had a diapers on him, which he hated, started to turn yellow again and in few more day he was hardly speaking. During these days he was visited by priest, he felt really nervous after. When visiting him in 2 weeks by myself he told me "They won't cure me, I want to go home, I don't want to die here, so pack my stuff and lets go", he went really aggressive when we told him, we won't be able to carry by ourselves, he really didn't want us to leave him there. We had to talk to the doctor and make his final wish come true, we payed them 150 euros for them to transport him back to his bed, where he felt more comfortable.
So back at home, we started to take care of him even with more care, changing diapers, feeding from the spoon, talking, spending time with him, I actually bought him a toy which he wanted long time ago https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....4a91b3ff00& Like this one and we started constructing it in bed, Though his hands were too weak. So I had to do all the work.
Day by day he was getting more weak and more silent, lost control of his legs and barely could move his hands now. This week he went completely silent, lost ability to move, hardly breathing, not able to even lift his hands. We communicated through blinks as "yes" or "no". He still was in clear mind and heard us. He said that he didn't feel pain, but a weakness and was getting nightmares since cancer was found. He now was just a living skeleton lying in bed waiting for his end.
Today in the morning my mom called me and told me he is no longer breathing or has a pulse. He is no longer with us...
Thank you, father very much for everything, for a happy childhood, for a stable youth and a reliable adult life... I miss you already, you were good father, you were living and sacrificing everything for your family, we won't forget you.
Life moves on, but it feels more empty without you already. Rest in Peace.
PS. If you love your parents, please do try to spend more time with them, at least phone them from time to time and do not refuse the invites, they won't be here forever. Thank you for your time and understanding
Two-toed characters?
Posted 2 years agoWonders, why in foot/paw loving community 2-toed characters don't deserve much love?
If you do like them, what's your fave character? ^^
    If you do like them, what's your fave character? ^^
Happy Pumpkin day ^^
Posted 2 years agoHope you'll have a good one
    Close call
Posted 2 years agoThis is continuation of the last journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10714794/   (thanks for all the replies, I really appreciate it <3)
It has been a week already and 2 weeks since father got to hospital. Both of my parents received surgeries and will be back home this friday. Mom had big stones removed from her pancreas, which could have killed her shortly and father has a liver tumor, which made his liver grow, while he slowly was turning all yellow and losing weight. Just to think of it, just 2 week ago he was still working and riding his scooter and then got to the hospital where he turned to weak, he hardly could lift a book. Was already phoning me, preparing us all for his own funeral, saying goodbye. It's doesn't mean they completely cured him, he still needs to go through chemotherapy and we don't know how it will go, but at least he can breath freely now and able to walk, not looking as some Simpson character as well...
This last week was a complete stress for myself, sleepless nights, tears and other bad thoughts.
I am planning to grab my parents to my place, though they don't really want it, or visit their place and take care of them now till they are better, as they are forbidden to lift anything heavy and just need a rest and some healthy diet after surgeries.
Doctors can't tell what to expect in the near future, specially for my father, but at least I will have some more moments with him...
Thank you for your attention. Specially to those who really care.
    It has been a week already and 2 weeks since father got to hospital. Both of my parents received surgeries and will be back home this friday. Mom had big stones removed from her pancreas, which could have killed her shortly and father has a liver tumor, which made his liver grow, while he slowly was turning all yellow and losing weight. Just to think of it, just 2 week ago he was still working and riding his scooter and then got to the hospital where he turned to weak, he hardly could lift a book. Was already phoning me, preparing us all for his own funeral, saying goodbye. It's doesn't mean they completely cured him, he still needs to go through chemotherapy and we don't know how it will go, but at least he can breath freely now and able to walk, not looking as some Simpson character as well...
This last week was a complete stress for myself, sleepless nights, tears and other bad thoughts.
I am planning to grab my parents to my place, though they don't really want it, or visit their place and take care of them now till they are better, as they are forbidden to lift anything heavy and just need a rest and some healthy diet after surgeries.
Doctors can't tell what to expect in the near future, specially for my father, but at least I will have some more moments with him...
Thank you for your attention. Specially to those who really care.
Both parents are in hospital...
Posted 2 years agoI really don't know how to start this topic, but looks like destiny just keeps giving me more stressful events. My father is already week in hospital due to liver tumor or something and he is saying he started to feel worse now, doctor doesn't know what to do as well... My father one of those people who hates to talk about their bad conditions, though right now he told me to be prepared for the worse...
My mom called me just this morning, telling me, she had bad stomach ache, probably due to food poisoning and called an ambulance, now they are taking her to hospital, hope in the same with my father...
I myself had cases of insomnia lately, due to my disability progressing. Also tried to call an ambulance to give me strong sleeping pills, on which they refused saying "we save lives, and your case is not as serious", though I couldn't sleep for 3 days...
I don't know what to say or what to expect. I am preparing for worse
*update: My mom will be getting surgery on pancreas to remove the stones. She is in the same hospital as my father...
    My mom called me just this morning, telling me, she had bad stomach ache, probably due to food poisoning and called an ambulance, now they are taking her to hospital, hope in the same with my father...
I myself had cases of insomnia lately, due to my disability progressing. Also tried to call an ambulance to give me strong sleeping pills, on which they refused saying "we save lives, and your case is not as serious", though I couldn't sleep for 3 days...
I don't know what to say or what to expect. I am preparing for worse
*update: My mom will be getting surgery on pancreas to remove the stones. She is in the same hospital as my father...
Broke a knee
Posted 2 years ago3 days ago decided to ride my scooter not so far from my house, though roads in this country is not in the great condition. Though have been riding bike and scooter for several years now, always been careful, but it supposed to happen I guess.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....ILER_image.png
After rolling on the ground, my knee and hands were bleeding, hurted a lot, but managed to get back on my scooter and drive home. It has been 3 days now, the knee is swollen, hurts at night and gives me pressure while sitting. Can stand for long time as well. Also feel dizzy.
So decided to sign up for doctor today... in 2 hours I finally managed to get an answer and sign up for tomorrow visit. Though need to think of how I will get to the doctor, it's 10 mins from my place on foot, but don't really want to risk walking all that way now.
    https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....ILER_image.png
After rolling on the ground, my knee and hands were bleeding, hurted a lot, but managed to get back on my scooter and drive home. It has been 3 days now, the knee is swollen, hurts at night and gives me pressure while sitting. Can stand for long time as well. Also feel dizzy.
So decided to sign up for doctor today... in 2 hours I finally managed to get an answer and sign up for tomorrow visit. Though need to think of how I will get to the doctor, it's 10 mins from my place on foot, but don't really want to risk walking all that way now.
Doctor furry?
Posted 2 years agoYou know, after watching this funny video 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNAHyFCDy54
I start to wonder, does anyone of you know any doctor, who is also a furry or furry artist in the community?
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNAHyFCDy54
I start to wonder, does anyone of you know any doctor, who is also a furry or furry artist in the community?
Shaded Sketch Commissions
Posted 3 years agoTaking cheap shaded sketch commissions such as these ones:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50521193/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50521117/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50442477/
15$ for Whole two characters
20$ for two characters + 2 small segments as presented!
Fetishes: Feet/Paws, Vore (any kind), Yiff and other fetish... Don't afraid to ask.
Payment through PayPal
Communications: Notes, Telegram, Discord.
Thank you
    https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50521193/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50521117/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50442477/
15$ for Whole two characters
20$ for two characters + 2 small segments as presented!
Fetishes: Feet/Paws, Vore (any kind), Yiff and other fetish... Don't afraid to ask.
Payment through PayPal
Communications: Notes, Telegram, Discord.
Thank you
Are you prepared for christmas? ^^
Posted 3 years agoHave you decorated your place yet? What are your plans for the holidays? How hyped you are? Are you preparing presents for you family and friends? ^^
    I was just robbed/scammed
Posted 3 years agoFor the first time in my life I was robbed and scammed through the Internet... And I always though this shit won't work on me, I always double check every site.
But today they caught me out guards. I met a girl through online... We were chatting and voice chatting for few days... finally she decided to offer me to go to the theater with her. (haven't been to theaters since forever now), so I agreed. She gave me the website (it looked legit, with all the info and all) where I could buy the tickets, few clicks here and there and I lost all of my money on one of my bank account (glad it only was 500 euros)... So just returned from the bank and police...
Well, now this is some experience for the rest of my life... I am losing any hope and trust into humanity... So yes, this will be a lesson for me and for everyone reading this, check the information 10 times before doing or agreeing on anything.
    But today they caught me out guards. I met a girl through online... We were chatting and voice chatting for few days... finally she decided to offer me to go to the theater with her. (haven't been to theaters since forever now), so I agreed. She gave me the website (it looked legit, with all the info and all) where I could buy the tickets, few clicks here and there and I lost all of my money on one of my bank account (glad it only was 500 euros)... So just returned from the bank and police...
Well, now this is some experience for the rest of my life... I am losing any hope and trust into humanity... So yes, this will be a lesson for me and for everyone reading this, check the information 10 times before doing or agreeing on anything.
Another Health update
Posted 3 years agoContinuation from this journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10294309/
Writing this only for the people who cares
So it has been two months after my surgery on my neck. I will show some results what this surgery was all about and how I feel:
Lets start from the papers and X-Ray what hospital has gave me (can also show the surgery process on papers, but it's graphical)
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....06/unknown.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....99/unknown.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....44/unknown.png
The implants are stable, as doctor promised I can move my neck in any direction as I want. Though I am still on rehabilitation, already start to feel tiny changes in my nerve system (no more hard to breath moments), but doctor said it might take up to a year to feel some major changes. I still feel dizzyness, somewhat a compression in the neck, when overdoing some things (for example by running, wrong sleeping pose, sudden moves with my head...). So trying not to overstress my body.
I also had to wear this kind of collar for two weeks without taking it off:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....66/unknown.png
What about the scar. It looks like this now.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....76/unknown.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....62/unknown.png
As about my mood, it's really jumpy these days, still can't work, lift heavy things, do sports, yoga and even hard sex. So mostly spending days all alone, inside and outside...
I think next info updates will be after a year when I will truly see how successful the surgery was.
Thank you for your attention.
    Writing this only for the people who cares
So it has been two months after my surgery on my neck. I will show some results what this surgery was all about and how I feel:
Lets start from the papers and X-Ray what hospital has gave me (can also show the surgery process on papers, but it's graphical)
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....06/unknown.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....99/unknown.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....44/unknown.png
The implants are stable, as doctor promised I can move my neck in any direction as I want. Though I am still on rehabilitation, already start to feel tiny changes in my nerve system (no more hard to breath moments), but doctor said it might take up to a year to feel some major changes. I still feel dizzyness, somewhat a compression in the neck, when overdoing some things (for example by running, wrong sleeping pose, sudden moves with my head...). So trying not to overstress my body.
I also had to wear this kind of collar for two weeks without taking it off:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....66/unknown.png
What about the scar. It looks like this now.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....76/unknown.png
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....62/unknown.png
As about my mood, it's really jumpy these days, still can't work, lift heavy things, do sports, yoga and even hard sex. So mostly spending days all alone, inside and outside...
I think next info updates will be after a year when I will truly see how successful the surgery was.
Thank you for your attention.
Health update...
Posted 3 years agoContinuation of this journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10292497/
So yesterday was my surgery day, had to get up early, no eating or drinking, packed my stuff and went to hospital. I was met at entrance by the lady who spoke my language, she took some covid test. Then been waiting for a nurse to take me to preparation room, where I would have to change clothes and get diapers on.
Then I was provided to bed, where nurses installed a needle into my hand and started to fill me with something. Then just to be on safe side, they gave me a spray which asthmatics use. After an hour they took me to another room to change the bed and be prepared for the surgery, after which they took me to surgery room, where it was quite cold. Nurses started to fill in the liquid which made me feel very dizzy and then sleepy, in 2 mins I just went to sleep.
~In a dream I saw myself with random German friends at the beach, enjoying sand and water.~
So my surgery started at 8am and I woke up at 2pm, I felt really tired and dizzy, my hands went numb, asked for my phone to type to my closest ones that I am ok. Fingers felt baloony, it was hard to type, then decided just to call parents, I was happy I have been able to talk.
In few minutes doctor visited me, told me that my surgery took longer than planned, told some nasty details and in the moment I started to vomit. Vomited 3 times, it was also hard to swallow, as they have been cutting my throat, still have a drain from it. So I feinted and went to sleep till 6pm.
Again, woke up tired and they took me to my own room, offered me cold yogurt and cold water to cool the pain in my throat. 3 nurses have been watching me during the day and night, I had an urge to talk, as if I keep silent for long my voice lowers down and it gets painful to talk again. Though not everyone speaks English here, but still had some decent conversation. Whole night the machine, which was calculating my blood pressure and heart beating was beeping and compressing my arm every 30 mins, so was hard to sleep, slept about for 5 hours.
Today feel better, still dizzy to stand, still in diapers, had some nice breakfast: hot tea, bread with nuttela, strawberry jam, banana and yogurt. Lot of other therapists and nurses comes in and out to give questions and feed me pills...
I have pictures to show, some are graphical, but will do it in private telegram or discord...
    So yesterday was my surgery day, had to get up early, no eating or drinking, packed my stuff and went to hospital. I was met at entrance by the lady who spoke my language, she took some covid test. Then been waiting for a nurse to take me to preparation room, where I would have to change clothes and get diapers on.
Then I was provided to bed, where nurses installed a needle into my hand and started to fill me with something. Then just to be on safe side, they gave me a spray which asthmatics use. After an hour they took me to another room to change the bed and be prepared for the surgery, after which they took me to surgery room, where it was quite cold. Nurses started to fill in the liquid which made me feel very dizzy and then sleepy, in 2 mins I just went to sleep.
~In a dream I saw myself with random German friends at the beach, enjoying sand and water.~
So my surgery started at 8am and I woke up at 2pm, I felt really tired and dizzy, my hands went numb, asked for my phone to type to my closest ones that I am ok. Fingers felt baloony, it was hard to type, then decided just to call parents, I was happy I have been able to talk.
In few minutes doctor visited me, told me that my surgery took longer than planned, told some nasty details and in the moment I started to vomit. Vomited 3 times, it was also hard to swallow, as they have been cutting my throat, still have a drain from it. So I feinted and went to sleep till 6pm.
Again, woke up tired and they took me to my own room, offered me cold yogurt and cold water to cool the pain in my throat. 3 nurses have been watching me during the day and night, I had an urge to talk, as if I keep silent for long my voice lowers down and it gets painful to talk again. Though not everyone speaks English here, but still had some decent conversation. Whole night the machine, which was calculating my blood pressure and heart beating was beeping and compressing my arm every 30 mins, so was hard to sleep, slept about for 5 hours.
Today feel better, still dizzy to stand, still in diapers, had some nice breakfast: hot tea, bread with nuttela, strawberry jam, banana and yogurt. Lot of other therapists and nurses comes in and out to give questions and feed me pills...
I have pictures to show, some are graphical, but will do it in private telegram or discord...
Tomorrow is a day...
Posted 3 years agoThis is a continuation of this journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10263653/
I do worry, I worry what will happen after, I don't know what to expect, I don't know how I will feel after or in the future. Doctor told me, that he can't promise me full cure, but a slight releaf. I'm really lost in thoughts.
Well the day is tomorrow (3-rd of August) and my surgery will start at 7:15 (German time) and will last for 2+ hours, then they'll be watching me whole day, what aftereffects I'll be getting. They are only afraid of my asthma, there might be risks...
Anyways, love you all, glad I made lot of friends with you on my way. Sadly not so many German friends, would like to have more, as I do enjoy my time in Germany, even if it's just a small town ^^
Thank you all for your attention.
    I do worry, I worry what will happen after, I don't know what to expect, I don't know how I will feel after or in the future. Doctor told me, that he can't promise me full cure, but a slight releaf. I'm really lost in thoughts.
Well the day is tomorrow (3-rd of August) and my surgery will start at 7:15 (German time) and will last for 2+ hours, then they'll be watching me whole day, what aftereffects I'll be getting. They are only afraid of my asthma, there might be risks...
Anyways, love you all, glad I made lot of friends with you on my way. Sadly not so many German friends, would like to have more, as I do enjoy my time in Germany, even if it's just a small town ^^
Thank you all for your attention.
World at 8 bil people now, but...
Posted 3 years agoThe world is close to 8 bil people population soon, but human never felt so lonely in today's modern world. I am afraid about the future now.
    Going to Germany (Surgery)
Posted 3 years agoJust want to inform my friends and people, who care about me. I am going for a surgery to Germany in August, I will be flying to Frankfurt 1-st of august, after I will have to get myself to small town of Freiburg. And 3-rd of august I will be moved to hospital for the serious surgery on my neck. Will be staying in hospital till 8-th of august and leaving Germany 15 of august, when I'll be flying back from Frankfurt back to Riga.
For two years I have been suffering from herniated neck disc, which makes me feel: tired, dizzy and pain...
This will be my risky surgery - https://youtu.be/fybwGPU-TAg?t=99
And yes, it's also expensive (30k euros + life in Germany)
For those of you, who care, I'll be keeping you in touch. Also am finishing my last commissions and CLOSING them temporary.
Thank you for you time, and I hope everything goes well.
    For two years I have been suffering from herniated neck disc, which makes me feel: tired, dizzy and pain...
This will be my risky surgery - https://youtu.be/fybwGPU-TAg?t=99
And yes, it's also expensive (30k euros + life in Germany)
For those of you, who care, I'll be keeping you in touch. Also am finishing my last commissions and CLOSING them temporary.
Thank you for you time, and I hope everything goes well.
Lithuania and foot (pain) trail
Posted 3 years agoI think our neighbor country are into feet:
https://rus.delfi.lv/turgid/turnews......d?id=54477080
Do you love being outdoors? Walk in the forest? Wander barefoot on the grass? Then you have a great opportunity to put it all together: walk the barefoot trail - a specially designed route for walking barefoot on a variety of surfaces, ranging from ordinary sand to hay, pebbles and pine cones.
In fact, there are not many such trails. More precisely, good and high-quality barefoot trails. Trails with different surfaces to pass in the parks quite regularly, but they have two significant drawbacks: they are very short (10-15 meters) and they are not looked after at all. And therefore, the surfaces, designed to be diverse, quickly become one big dump of stones, sawdust, sand and cones.
There are only 2.5 good barefoot trails in Latvia, at least according to the portal eveseliba.lv. One of them is located in Valmiera and another near Tukums. We were lucky to be on a similar trail Eko Basų Kojų Parke in Lithuania, not far from Biržai, about 100 kilometers from Riga.
    https://rus.delfi.lv/turgid/turnews......d?id=54477080
Do you love being outdoors? Walk in the forest? Wander barefoot on the grass? Then you have a great opportunity to put it all together: walk the barefoot trail - a specially designed route for walking barefoot on a variety of surfaces, ranging from ordinary sand to hay, pebbles and pine cones.
In fact, there are not many such trails. More precisely, good and high-quality barefoot trails. Trails with different surfaces to pass in the parks quite regularly, but they have two significant drawbacks: they are very short (10-15 meters) and they are not looked after at all. And therefore, the surfaces, designed to be diverse, quickly become one big dump of stones, sawdust, sand and cones.
There are only 2.5 good barefoot trails in Latvia, at least according to the portal eveseliba.lv. One of them is located in Valmiera and another near Tukums. We were lucky to be on a similar trail Eko Basų Kojų Parke in Lithuania, not far from Biržai, about 100 kilometers from Riga.
Non of your kink gift art?
Posted 3 years agoSo, have any of you ever received some kind of fetishy art, which didn't fell into your "kink" space, but you still love it just because it's a gift art?
Personally, received few gore art few times, blood is not really my thing, but I still keep these art as special.
Also would like to ask a question: what kind of kink gift art you wouldn't wanna see with your characters? I know mostly will answer (pedo, necro, scat, watersports) so lets cross them out
    Personally, received few gore art few times, blood is not really my thing, but I still keep these art as special.
Also would like to ask a question: what kind of kink gift art you wouldn't wanna see with your characters? I know mostly will answer (pedo, necro, scat, watersports) so lets cross them out
Furry art in time capsule
Posted 3 years agoJust imagine in 300-1000 years, people of the future will be browsing the history of the Internet and finding the art which we drew, shared and liked, knowing there are no more such artists... I wonder will our art be costing millions in time?
    Does your relatives or close friends know you are a Furry...
Posted 4 years agoSo, just a basic journal, which you could see from time and time again, but hey, haven't seen these around lately.
So, I am pretty interested. Does your relatives and close real life friends (who are not furries) know you are in Fur Fandom, about your kinks and all? If yes, how, when and why you decided to open up, what was their reaction, how did your life changed after that?!
If not, are you going to keep it as a secret, how it is like to keep everything in secret, do you think they might suspect something?!
Share your story how you got into fur fandom yourself!
For me personally, yes my close ones know about me being furry, me drawing porn and making money out of that. It's pretty interesting how my parents accepted it well, while themselves growing in totalitarian and very conservative country, but still being pretty liberal...
My brother though, back when we were 18, he kept calling me "Dragon fucker" for some time, shaming me for my lickings, and actually was the one telling parents everything, am glad they accepted who I am and continued treating me the same...
Right now my brother got pretty mature and cheers me from time to time, but still doesn't understand all this stuff.
My close friends know as well, they had no problem, they already knew what furry was...
Also my father gifted me this years ago
http://prntscr.com/1x6vqz1
http://prntscr.com/1x6vtcc
    So, I am pretty interested. Does your relatives and close real life friends (who are not furries) know you are in Fur Fandom, about your kinks and all? If yes, how, when and why you decided to open up, what was their reaction, how did your life changed after that?!
If not, are you going to keep it as a secret, how it is like to keep everything in secret, do you think they might suspect something?!
Share your story how you got into fur fandom yourself!
For me personally, yes my close ones know about me being furry, me drawing porn and making money out of that. It's pretty interesting how my parents accepted it well, while themselves growing in totalitarian and very conservative country, but still being pretty liberal...
My brother though, back when we were 18, he kept calling me "Dragon fucker" for some time, shaming me for my lickings, and actually was the one telling parents everything, am glad they accepted who I am and continued treating me the same...
Right now my brother got pretty mature and cheers me from time to time, but still doesn't understand all this stuff.
My close friends know as well, they had no problem, they already knew what furry was...
Also my father gifted me this years ago
http://prntscr.com/1x6vqz1
http://prntscr.com/1x6vtcc
I wish FA would have "Hide some content" option
Posted 4 years agoAnd I am saying this as from the artist perspective here. As an artist, which draws mostly Paws and Vore, I feel really uncomfortable, when posting one fetish or another, knowing half of my viewers watching me because of foot art and other half because of vore...
I have a content, which I even afraid to upload (cooking vore), because in the end, I just losing watchers.
That would make so easier for viewers and artists to keep the gallery going and not to created 4+ accounts and not to receive negativity in the end...
Please, make this happen! We were waiting for "Search" button before and people were asking for this feature for long long time as well!
    I have a content, which I even afraid to upload (cooking vore), because in the end, I just losing watchers.
That would make so easier for viewers and artists to keep the gallery going and not to created 4+ accounts and not to receive negativity in the end...
Please, make this happen! We were waiting for "Search" button before and people were asking for this feature for long long time as well!
 
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