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Posted 13 years agoOver my long break, I've improved massively as a musician and now that I've listened to my old submissions I'm ashamed.
A perfect name...
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone. I don't care who you are, I don't care where you are, I don't care if I've ever even communicated with you before, but I've been contemplating something lately and still am.
I've never really been able to decide on a name for my fursona and it's driving me mad. I've probably looked through an entire novel's worth of names and it seems like nothing is exactly, 100% what I want. Hell, I'm probably just putting to much thought into it, but still, I want something to be known by.
I have a unique real life name, I go by something different in general, but my birth name is Saint Nicholas (like santa clause), but I'm not sure if I wanna give myself that name because it's already taken by an extremely recognized and longstanding figure. I know I've used a few other names like Masaki and Aurora, but it seems I'e moved on from those or just felt that they were worn out (as ridiculous as that may sound).
To wrap it up, I'll tell you I've been considering 2 different names lately. Just tell me what you think.
Atsuko - Japanese for "generous child" and can be shortened to Astu
Tobi - Cute name that a girl at my school calls me because I remind her of her uncle's cat, whose name is of course, Tobi.
Tell me which one of these 2 you like best, and any other suggestions are welcome.
...Have a nice day.
I've never really been able to decide on a name for my fursona and it's driving me mad. I've probably looked through an entire novel's worth of names and it seems like nothing is exactly, 100% what I want. Hell, I'm probably just putting to much thought into it, but still, I want something to be known by.
I have a unique real life name, I go by something different in general, but my birth name is Saint Nicholas (like santa clause), but I'm not sure if I wanna give myself that name because it's already taken by an extremely recognized and longstanding figure. I know I've used a few other names like Masaki and Aurora, but it seems I'e moved on from those or just felt that they were worn out (as ridiculous as that may sound).
To wrap it up, I'll tell you I've been considering 2 different names lately. Just tell me what you think.
Atsuko - Japanese for "generous child" and can be shortened to Astu
Tobi - Cute name that a girl at my school calls me because I remind her of her uncle's cat, whose name is of course, Tobi.
Tell me which one of these 2 you like best, and any other suggestions are welcome.
...Have a nice day.
9/25/11
Posted 14 years agoSchool is becoming more and more stressful and I finally got a letter from the library today saying that my application had been denied. I've also taken a big step in self discovery. I don't care to go into detail, though.
Aside from that, I've been grounded for the past week, and the time away from the Internet has helped me focus on other things such as drawing and music. I've even gotten some new ideas for my fursona. I was thinking of doing something wild, like making him part plant or giving him a turtle shell.
Aside from that, I've been grounded for the past week, and the time away from the Internet has helped me focus on other things such as drawing and music. I've even gotten some new ideas for my fursona. I was thinking of doing something wild, like making him part plant or giving him a turtle shell.
random thought
Posted 14 years agoIf you can't accept my tendency to be eccentric, you aren't my friend.
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Posted 14 years agoYeah
100 RANDOM THINGS
Posted 14 years ago1. One of your scars, how did you get it?
A C mark on my thumb from where I cut myself whittling when I was 6 or 7.
2. What’s on the walls in your room?
Kurt Cobain, Pink Floyd, and a Jim Morrison poster
3. What does your cellphone look like?
I live under a rock
4. What music do you listen to?
Grunge, early punk, most classic rock, phsychedelic
5. So you know what time you were born?
Early in the morning
6. What do you want more than anything right now?
World peace
7. Who do you miss?
Lots of people
8. What’s your middle name?
Archer
9. The best TV show ever created.
Fullmetal Alchemist (original series). DO NOT die before watching this shit.
10. The last person you talked to?
Echo Tiger
11. Do you get scared in the dark?
Nope
12. The last person to make you cry?
My ex girlfriend
13. Your favorite cologne / perfume?
none
14. What kind of hair/eye color do you like on the opposite sex?
I would say blonde and blue, but that's what Hitler defined as the perfect human beings.
15. Would you rather be smart or funny?
Smart
16. Coffee or energy drinks?
Coffee
17. What is your favorite pizza topping?
Veggies
18. If you can eat anything right now what would it be?
Nectar and ambrosia
19. Who is the last person you made mad?
Some asshole on WoW
20. Do you speak another language?
Ich spricht Duetch.
21. What was the first gift someone ever gave you?
Breastmilk?
22. Do you like someone?
Hard to say wether I like them or I'm just in another phase.
23. Are you double jointed?
In my elbows
24. Favorite clothing brand?
Element
25. What is your dream car?
Honda Hybrid
26. What color is it?
Blue
27. What’s your favorite kind of exercise?
Lifting weights, running
28. Would you fall in love knowing that the person is leaving?
Sometimes love takes us by surprise, and sometimes it's nothing more than chaotic hormones and desperation. I really don't now.
29. What is the best way to tell someone how much they mean to you?
Do something for them. Actions are more powerful than words.
30. Say a number from one to a hundred:
13
31. Blondes or brunettes?
Either
32. What is the one number you call often?
not giving out anyones personal info.
33. What annoys you most?
most of the people at my school, and my dad.
34. Have you been out of the US?
Nope, unfortunately
35. Your weaknesses?
Criticism
36. Tater tots or fries?
Tater tots
37. First job?
None yet
38. Ever prank called someone?
Once when I was young and naive.
39. What were you doing before you filled out this?
Playing WoW
40. If you could get plastic surgery what would it be?
If plastic surgery were worth a damn, I'd like to become a different species or something.
41. Why did you fill out this survey?
To be doing something.
42. What do you get complimented about most?
My hair, although, I live in a very conservative area, so I've taken a good amount of shit for it, too.
43. What would you do if alcohol became illegal?
Bill Hicks can explain this better than I can.
44. What do you want for your birthday?
World Peace, but more realistically I don't care.
45. How many kids do you want?
None ...Unless I grow up to make a ton of money and raising one can be made easy.
46. Were you named after anyone?
Santa Clause. I know, laughable.
47. Do you wish on stars?
Yeah but i dont expect them to come true.
48. Which finger(s) is/are your favorite?
All the ones on my left hand.
49. When did you last cry?
About a month ago.
50. Do you like your handwriting?
No opinion
51. What is your favorite lunch meat?
meat is murder.
52. Any bad habits?
Slouching, cynical attitude.
53. What is the most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
On my shelf? None.
54. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
That makes no sense.
55. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
Yep. Don't regret it one bit.
56. Do looks matter?
Not in the long run.
57. How do you release your anger?
It's rare that I do that, but when I do.... Oh god.
58. Where is your second home?
Don't have one.
59. Do you trust others easily?
I've learned to never fully trust anyone. I've been majorly blackmailed before by an ex best friend, so yeah.
60. What was your favorite toy as a child?
Lionel train set
61. How many numbers are in your cellphone?
Fuck technology
62. Do you use sarcasm?
Sure I do.
63. Do you know anyone famous?
I met Mister Rogers before he died. I was probably 5 or 6.
64. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
yup
65. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
As long as they're understanding, kind, and trustworthy, I don't care about any of the other shit.
66. What are your nicknames?
Aurora, Santa, a bunch of other shit.
67. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
2
68. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off?
I just slide em off unless theyre on really tight.
69. Were you upset about Steve Irwin dying?
YES! when I was a little kid, he was my hero.
70. What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
Chocolate, coffee.
71. Are you lazy?
Yep
72. What are your favorite colors?
Turquoise, light blue, pink, green and black.
73. What is your favorite band?
The Wipers and Nirvana.
74. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
idfk
75. Do you want everyone to answer these questions?
sure if they want.
76. What are you listening to right now?
Silence.
77. Last thing you ate?
Pizza
78. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Don't remember.
79. What’s the first thing you notice on the opposite sex?
Their butt and their eyes. ...I know, I'm terrible.
80. Favorite thought provoking song:
D-7, No Fair, Soul's Tongue, and What Is? by The Wipers
81. Favorite thing to hate:
Obnoxious people
82. Favorite drink:
Sweetened Tea.
83. Favorite zodiac sign
I don't believe in astrology, but I'm a sag.
84. Favorite sport
Skateboarding, parkour.
85. What is your hair color?
Brown
86. Eye color?
Brown
87. Do you wear glasses?
Nope, but I think they're cute.
88. Siblings?
Younger brother
89. Favorite month?
June
90. Do you like sushi?
Haven't had much.
91. Last thing you watched?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTHy.....;feature=feedf
I found it quite depressing.
92. Favorite day of the year?
Christmas or Halloween
93. Are you too shy to ask someone one?
Depends on who they are.
94. Summer or winter?
Summer
95. Kisses or hugs?
Been kissed twice and lived to regret it.
96. Relationships or one-night stands?
Hard to say. I'd much rather have an emotional connection, but that shit always ends in tears.
97. Who is the most likely to answer these questions?
I really don't care
98. Who is the least likely to answer these questions?
Someone who doesnt read these memes.
99. Dont you wish all of your online friends went to yer school?
NO SHIT I DO!
100. is anyone in love with you?
Not that I know of.
A C mark on my thumb from where I cut myself whittling when I was 6 or 7.
2. What’s on the walls in your room?
Kurt Cobain, Pink Floyd, and a Jim Morrison poster
3. What does your cellphone look like?
I live under a rock
4. What music do you listen to?
Grunge, early punk, most classic rock, phsychedelic
5. So you know what time you were born?
Early in the morning
6. What do you want more than anything right now?
World peace
7. Who do you miss?
Lots of people
8. What’s your middle name?
Archer
9. The best TV show ever created.
Fullmetal Alchemist (original series). DO NOT die before watching this shit.
10. The last person you talked to?
Echo Tiger
11. Do you get scared in the dark?
Nope
12. The last person to make you cry?
My ex girlfriend
13. Your favorite cologne / perfume?
none
14. What kind of hair/eye color do you like on the opposite sex?
I would say blonde and blue, but that's what Hitler defined as the perfect human beings.
15. Would you rather be smart or funny?
Smart
16. Coffee or energy drinks?
Coffee
17. What is your favorite pizza topping?
Veggies
18. If you can eat anything right now what would it be?
Nectar and ambrosia
19. Who is the last person you made mad?
Some asshole on WoW
20. Do you speak another language?
Ich spricht Duetch.
21. What was the first gift someone ever gave you?
Breastmilk?
22. Do you like someone?
Hard to say wether I like them or I'm just in another phase.
23. Are you double jointed?
In my elbows
24. Favorite clothing brand?
Element
25. What is your dream car?
Honda Hybrid
26. What color is it?
Blue
27. What’s your favorite kind of exercise?
Lifting weights, running
28. Would you fall in love knowing that the person is leaving?
Sometimes love takes us by surprise, and sometimes it's nothing more than chaotic hormones and desperation. I really don't now.
29. What is the best way to tell someone how much they mean to you?
Do something for them. Actions are more powerful than words.
30. Say a number from one to a hundred:
13
31. Blondes or brunettes?
Either
32. What is the one number you call often?
not giving out anyones personal info.
33. What annoys you most?
most of the people at my school, and my dad.
34. Have you been out of the US?
Nope, unfortunately
35. Your weaknesses?
Criticism
36. Tater tots or fries?
Tater tots
37. First job?
None yet
38. Ever prank called someone?
Once when I was young and naive.
39. What were you doing before you filled out this?
Playing WoW
40. If you could get plastic surgery what would it be?
If plastic surgery were worth a damn, I'd like to become a different species or something.
41. Why did you fill out this survey?
To be doing something.
42. What do you get complimented about most?
My hair, although, I live in a very conservative area, so I've taken a good amount of shit for it, too.
43. What would you do if alcohol became illegal?
Bill Hicks can explain this better than I can.
44. What do you want for your birthday?
World Peace, but more realistically I don't care.
45. How many kids do you want?
None ...Unless I grow up to make a ton of money and raising one can be made easy.
46. Were you named after anyone?
Santa Clause. I know, laughable.
47. Do you wish on stars?
Yeah but i dont expect them to come true.
48. Which finger(s) is/are your favorite?
All the ones on my left hand.
49. When did you last cry?
About a month ago.
50. Do you like your handwriting?
No opinion
51. What is your favorite lunch meat?
meat is murder.
52. Any bad habits?
Slouching, cynical attitude.
53. What is the most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
On my shelf? None.
54. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
That makes no sense.
55. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
Yep. Don't regret it one bit.
56. Do looks matter?
Not in the long run.
57. How do you release your anger?
It's rare that I do that, but when I do.... Oh god.
58. Where is your second home?
Don't have one.
59. Do you trust others easily?
I've learned to never fully trust anyone. I've been majorly blackmailed before by an ex best friend, so yeah.
60. What was your favorite toy as a child?
Lionel train set
61. How many numbers are in your cellphone?
Fuck technology
62. Do you use sarcasm?
Sure I do.
63. Do you know anyone famous?
I met Mister Rogers before he died. I was probably 5 or 6.
64. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
yup
65. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
As long as they're understanding, kind, and trustworthy, I don't care about any of the other shit.
66. What are your nicknames?
Aurora, Santa, a bunch of other shit.
67. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
2
68. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off?
I just slide em off unless theyre on really tight.
69. Were you upset about Steve Irwin dying?
YES! when I was a little kid, he was my hero.
70. What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
Chocolate, coffee.
71. Are you lazy?
Yep
72. What are your favorite colors?
Turquoise, light blue, pink, green and black.
73. What is your favorite band?
The Wipers and Nirvana.
74. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
idfk
75. Do you want everyone to answer these questions?
sure if they want.
76. What are you listening to right now?
Silence.
77. Last thing you ate?
Pizza
78. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Don't remember.
79. What’s the first thing you notice on the opposite sex?
Their butt and their eyes. ...I know, I'm terrible.
80. Favorite thought provoking song:
D-7, No Fair, Soul's Tongue, and What Is? by The Wipers
81. Favorite thing to hate:
Obnoxious people
82. Favorite drink:
Sweetened Tea.
83. Favorite zodiac sign
I don't believe in astrology, but I'm a sag.
84. Favorite sport
Skateboarding, parkour.
85. What is your hair color?
Brown
86. Eye color?
Brown
87. Do you wear glasses?
Nope, but I think they're cute.
88. Siblings?
Younger brother
89. Favorite month?
June
90. Do you like sushi?
Haven't had much.
91. Last thing you watched?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTHy.....;feature=feedf
I found it quite depressing.
92. Favorite day of the year?
Christmas or Halloween
93. Are you too shy to ask someone one?
Depends on who they are.
94. Summer or winter?
Summer
95. Kisses or hugs?
Been kissed twice and lived to regret it.
96. Relationships or one-night stands?
Hard to say. I'd much rather have an emotional connection, but that shit always ends in tears.
97. Who is the most likely to answer these questions?
I really don't care
98. Who is the least likely to answer these questions?
Someone who doesnt read these memes.
99. Dont you wish all of your online friends went to yer school?
NO SHIT I DO!
100. is anyone in love with you?
Not that I know of.
This could be a good turning point for me.
Posted 14 years agoI'm about to get a job at the local library. I'll be organizing books and putting them away and other simple tasks for a descent hourly wage. A month or so if this and I'll be able to afford guitar lessons and reopen my WoW account.
I'm sad that another 9 long months of homework and putting up with assholes and drama is right around the corner, but at least I have a few things to look forward to.
I'm sad that another 9 long months of homework and putting up with assholes and drama is right around the corner, but at least I have a few things to look forward to.
Don't die before watching this act!
Posted 14 years agoI sit & drink Pennyroyal Tea
Posted 14 years agoI'm surprised my new submission did so well. I had a feeling I had improved but I had no idea I'd improved THAT much.
Anyway, I've been learning some GnR over the past few days, and right now my fingertips are sore as hell. So yeah, I'm probably gonna wait a few days before I do another cover. Hate to inform you.
Anyway, I've been learning some GnR over the past few days, and right now my fingertips are sore as hell. So yeah, I'm probably gonna wait a few days before I do another cover. Hate to inform you.
I can sing now?
Posted 14 years agoMy brother is telling me my voice has dramatically improved from practicing, so I'm thinking I might upload some of my music.
I'll upload Nirvana covers first, just because that's what I'm best at, but I swear, if I keep improving, then I will upload some originals.
Also, my last journal, I copied from another user, I don't remember their username, but there are a few things I forgot to change from what they put.
I'm not a "mad transvestite" and I can live without my phone and I don't even own a pentacle, but I think everything else I took care of.
I'll upload Nirvana covers first, just because that's what I'm best at, but I swear, if I keep improving, then I will upload some originals.
Also, my last journal, I copied from another user, I don't remember their username, but there are a few things I forgot to change from what they put.
I'm not a "mad transvestite" and I can live without my phone and I don't even own a pentacle, but I think everything else I took care of.
3 things
Posted 14 years agoTHREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jesus
2. Bad Jesus
3. Santa
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Dragonfox
2. Darkninjabutters
3. CobainLennon
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Thought about my ex
2. Thought about how much I hate my ex now
3. Thought about how much I wish I weren't stuck here with nothing to do
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. ...That's a hard one
2. My intellect
3. My knife
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My voice
2. My inability to fit in
3. My anxiety
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. egg
2. spermies!
3. BIRTH CANAL!!!
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Humanity
2. Stupid people in the position of power
3. spiders
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. A too big T shirt
3. skin
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: (Didn't have to change this one ;) )
1. phone
2. internet
3. pentacle
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My guitar
2. amp
3. diary/journal (i know, I'm such a chick)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Nirvana
2. Wipers
3. Black Flag
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Travelling
2. Fucking
3. Having variety
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Wrong - Archers of Loaf
2. Mars - The Wipers
3. Angry Chair - Alice In Chains
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. ...I wouldn't talk about the first one online.
2. Being more social
3. Sex ...Like always
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. My ex
2. My parents moving out in the middle of nowhere
3. Not being there for my friends so many times in the past
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. openness
2. truthfulness
3. unpredictable fun
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. Important things I'VE given to the world? lolwut?
2. Things I have ideas for now that I hope I will eventually give.
3. I would put not being a dick, but where I'm from, no one really cares.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (not in order):
1. I can draw a sailboat on my back playing connect the dots
2. I'm a nerd for listening to smart people talk
3. I'm a sweet transvestite!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. cuteness
2. better things to do than gossip and play with the guy's feelings
3. eyes
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Comforting
2. romantic but can still be a goof
3. open
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Sing
2. willingly bring someone down
3. pay attention in class
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Not knowing about corrupt politicians and wars
2. My grandparents
3. Listening to the teacher read Narnia books in first grade
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. a good relationship in which me and ??? can connect and be totally honest.
2. Some more confidence
3. Strength
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. past
2. family
3. paradigme
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. guitar
2. writing poetry & lyrics
3. skateboarding
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. They're
2. all
3. easy to guess
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Musician
2. Writer
3. activist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Amsterdam
2. San Francisco
3. The Golapagos
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Edd
2. Bart Simpson
3. Courage the cowardly dog
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Lennon
2. Jayden
3. Tristan
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Echo
2. Angel
3. Charity
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Change the world for the better
2. Find someone I can't live without
3. Have an encounter with beings from out of this world
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Nickreen
2. Taggz
3. Khreno
1. Jesus
2. Bad Jesus
3. Santa
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Dragonfox
2. Darkninjabutters
3. CobainLennon
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Thought about my ex
2. Thought about how much I hate my ex now
3. Thought about how much I wish I weren't stuck here with nothing to do
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. ...That's a hard one
2. My intellect
3. My knife
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My voice
2. My inability to fit in
3. My anxiety
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. egg
2. spermies!
3. BIRTH CANAL!!!
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Humanity
2. Stupid people in the position of power
3. spiders
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. A too big T shirt
3. skin
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: (Didn't have to change this one ;) )
1. phone
2. internet
3. pentacle
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My guitar
2. amp
3. diary/journal (i know, I'm such a chick)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Nirvana
2. Wipers
3. Black Flag
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Travelling
2. Fucking
3. Having variety
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Wrong - Archers of Loaf
2. Mars - The Wipers
3. Angry Chair - Alice In Chains
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. ...I wouldn't talk about the first one online.
2. Being more social
3. Sex ...Like always
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. My ex
2. My parents moving out in the middle of nowhere
3. Not being there for my friends so many times in the past
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. openness
2. truthfulness
3. unpredictable fun
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. Important things I'VE given to the world? lolwut?
2. Things I have ideas for now that I hope I will eventually give.
3. I would put not being a dick, but where I'm from, no one really cares.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (not in order):
1. I can draw a sailboat on my back playing connect the dots
2. I'm a nerd for listening to smart people talk
3. I'm a sweet transvestite!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. cuteness
2. better things to do than gossip and play with the guy's feelings
3. eyes
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Comforting
2. romantic but can still be a goof
3. open
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Sing
2. willingly bring someone down
3. pay attention in class
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Not knowing about corrupt politicians and wars
2. My grandparents
3. Listening to the teacher read Narnia books in first grade
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. a good relationship in which me and ??? can connect and be totally honest.
2. Some more confidence
3. Strength
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. past
2. family
3. paradigme
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. guitar
2. writing poetry & lyrics
3. skateboarding
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. They're
2. all
3. easy to guess
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Musician
2. Writer
3. activist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Amsterdam
2. San Francisco
3. The Golapagos
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Edd
2. Bart Simpson
3. Courage the cowardly dog
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Lennon
2. Jayden
3. Tristan
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Echo
2. Angel
3. Charity
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Change the world for the better
2. Find someone I can't live without
3. Have an encounter with beings from out of this world
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Nickreen
2. Taggz
3. Khreno
30 random facts
Posted 14 years ago"Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged."
I'm not tagging 30 people. Do it yourself
1. I'm always thinking of what things such as song lyrics mean or symbolize.
2. I hate to give information out unless it's to someone who will understand
3. I'm a huge fan of Kurt Cobain, Nirvana, and music in general.
4. People who don't get me annoy me to no extent.
5. My dreams are completely random
6. I recently had the worst breakup of my life, but before long I realized it was a fake relationship to begin with.
7. I'm a sucker for romantic stuff (movies, stories, etc). But afterwards they usually put me in a rut.
8. I love animals. They don't drop bombs on each other over religion and money like people do.
9. As pessimistic and bitchy as I am at times, nurturing and non judgemental are my very being.
10. I can't stand the republican party
11. It's very rare that I watch TV.
12. I'm very defensive of my privacy
13. I play guitar
14. Every time I try to sing I make an ass of myself
15. My 2 best friends: one of them moved to Georgia and the other is always too busy for me, so yeah. I'm a very lonely person and my social skills are a joke.
16. I overthink everything. My mind races through three million outcomes before I can even open my mouth. Which is the main cause of my laziness.
17. I hate conflict
18. I have 2 cats
19. I hate criticism unless it's the good kind.
20. I'm terrible at managing money.
21. I've been skateboarding for 5 years in & out.
22. I believe that hugs can solve most of the world's problems.
23. I like being in charge, but only if it's with things I'm exceptionally interested in.
24. I keep a diary
25. My favorite colors are turquoise, violet, and lime green.
26. I've recently realized I need to quit bitching about my problems and taking action to come to a solution.
27. I want to be a DJ as a hobby sometime in the future.
28. I love obscure, underground rock music.
29. I can't stand shallow, hypocritic people.
30. Sometimes I have ideas of becoming a super-hero-like vigilante, like Kick-Ass.
Tag yourself if you want to do it.
I'm not tagging 30 people. Do it yourself
1. I'm always thinking of what things such as song lyrics mean or symbolize.
2. I hate to give information out unless it's to someone who will understand
3. I'm a huge fan of Kurt Cobain, Nirvana, and music in general.
4. People who don't get me annoy me to no extent.
5. My dreams are completely random
6. I recently had the worst breakup of my life, but before long I realized it was a fake relationship to begin with.
7. I'm a sucker for romantic stuff (movies, stories, etc). But afterwards they usually put me in a rut.
8. I love animals. They don't drop bombs on each other over religion and money like people do.
9. As pessimistic and bitchy as I am at times, nurturing and non judgemental are my very being.
10. I can't stand the republican party
11. It's very rare that I watch TV.
12. I'm very defensive of my privacy
13. I play guitar
14. Every time I try to sing I make an ass of myself
15. My 2 best friends: one of them moved to Georgia and the other is always too busy for me, so yeah. I'm a very lonely person and my social skills are a joke.
16. I overthink everything. My mind races through three million outcomes before I can even open my mouth. Which is the main cause of my laziness.
17. I hate conflict
18. I have 2 cats
19. I hate criticism unless it's the good kind.
20. I'm terrible at managing money.
21. I've been skateboarding for 5 years in & out.
22. I believe that hugs can solve most of the world's problems.
23. I like being in charge, but only if it's with things I'm exceptionally interested in.
24. I keep a diary
25. My favorite colors are turquoise, violet, and lime green.
26. I've recently realized I need to quit bitching about my problems and taking action to come to a solution.
27. I want to be a DJ as a hobby sometime in the future.
28. I love obscure, underground rock music.
29. I can't stand shallow, hypocritic people.
30. Sometimes I have ideas of becoming a super-hero-like vigilante, like Kick-Ass.
Tag yourself if you want to do it.
Last night.
Posted 14 years agoI knew it was too good to be true, but I kept denying it to myself. I had a feeling something fishy was going on, but I chose to ignore.
My girlfriend used me and cheated on me. I felt horrible last night, but at least I've gained some experience.
Maybe I'll find someone someday. With what seemed so perfect turning out to be a fucked up lie, I have no idea how that would happen.
This has helped me see who my true friends are and how scarce they are. It's also given me another reason to be cynical, and I thought I was mad enough at the world to begin with.
My girlfriend used me and cheated on me. I felt horrible last night, but at least I've gained some experience.
Maybe I'll find someone someday. With what seemed so perfect turning out to be a fucked up lie, I have no idea how that would happen.
This has helped me see who my true friends are and how scarce they are. It's also given me another reason to be cynical, and I thought I was mad enough at the world to begin with.
Some People Like To Pretend Everything Is Ok...
Posted 14 years agoBut seriously, wake the fuck up.
I discovered my girl cheated on me.
I TRUSTED AND BELIEVED AND HAD FAITH IN every goddamned word she said BUT NOW I see she's done this to several people!
My last bit of faith in humanity is gone.
People = untrustworthy shit
I discovered my girl cheated on me.
I TRUSTED AND BELIEVED AND HAD FAITH IN every goddamned word she said BUT NOW I see she's done this to several people!
My last bit of faith in humanity is gone.
People = untrustworthy shit
Best song ever
Posted 14 years agoMe & My Fursona
Posted 14 years ago1. Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
-He's a reindeer and I'm a human, but other than the obvious, yes.
2. Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
-He wears what I wish I could IRL and what I think he looks good in. Sometimes he wears things that look a bit dramatic or feminine and sometimes he wears stuff that's very basic.
3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
-My fursona is me as a humanoid animal, so yes. I like cute, moderately chubby girls with pretty eyes.
...I know, I've always been considered weird, but I don't really see what's wrong with that, I'm not hurting anyone am I? Hell, personality is more important than looks to me, anyway.
4. If you changed your fursona to be more like you, how do you think he/she would look?
-I don't feel a need to change him.
5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
-It took lots of thinking and i'm still not completely sure. I first heard about the fandom at the start of 8th grade while looking through a Guiness World Records book. I wanted to join at first, but bak then I was a HUGE target for bullies, so I thought people would think it was weird. I willingly became part of the fandom just a year later (and a year before now), I had spent all last summer taking care of my grandfather, and when he passed away I was depressed and felt a need to join something and maybe that would help.
At first I was a wolf, then I became a wolfdeer, and now I see myself as more of a reindeer.
6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?'
-Again, I am my fursona, but in full human form, so yes. And for my relationship status just read my profile.
7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
-Depends
8. How would you like your character NOT to be used?
-Any situation that you don't get my permission for.
9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
-He's a musician and a poet.
10. On a scale of 1-10, how much are you and your fursona alike?
-See question 3.
-He's a reindeer and I'm a human, but other than the obvious, yes.
2. Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
-He wears what I wish I could IRL and what I think he looks good in. Sometimes he wears things that look a bit dramatic or feminine and sometimes he wears stuff that's very basic.
3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
-My fursona is me as a humanoid animal, so yes. I like cute, moderately chubby girls with pretty eyes.
...I know, I've always been considered weird, but I don't really see what's wrong with that, I'm not hurting anyone am I? Hell, personality is more important than looks to me, anyway.
4. If you changed your fursona to be more like you, how do you think he/she would look?
-I don't feel a need to change him.
5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
-It took lots of thinking and i'm still not completely sure. I first heard about the fandom at the start of 8th grade while looking through a Guiness World Records book. I wanted to join at first, but bak then I was a HUGE target for bullies, so I thought people would think it was weird. I willingly became part of the fandom just a year later (and a year before now), I had spent all last summer taking care of my grandfather, and when he passed away I was depressed and felt a need to join something and maybe that would help.
At first I was a wolf, then I became a wolfdeer, and now I see myself as more of a reindeer.
6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?'
-Again, I am my fursona, but in full human form, so yes. And for my relationship status just read my profile.
7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
-Depends
8. How would you like your character NOT to be used?
-Any situation that you don't get my permission for.
9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
-He's a musician and a poet.
10. On a scale of 1-10, how much are you and your fursona alike?
-See question 3.
Well...
Posted 14 years agoLast night's forced break up was hard to take, but I think I've discovered a loophole in her situation that I could probably take advantage of when school gets back in.
I NEVER thought I'd say this, but now I can't wait for summer to be over. I love you, (GF's name censored for privacy)!
I NEVER thought I'd say this, but now I can't wait for summer to be over. I love you, (GF's name censored for privacy)!
FREE COMMISSIONS!
Posted 14 years agoI knew that would get your attention, now does anyone know anyone who's doing them?
Sorry to be a deceiver, but I've been worried about shit all day and I've been looking all around for someone who might do one. Making a new fursona and I can't draw worth shit to be honest.
Sorry to be a deceiver, but I've been worried about shit all day and I've been looking all around for someone who might do one. Making a new fursona and I can't draw worth shit to be honest.
Me
Posted 14 years agoBased on this test:
http://similarminds.com/cgi-bin/city101.pl
Extraversion |||||| 30%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 40%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 60%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||| 20%
Need to dominate ||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 60%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 60%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 60%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality ||||||||||||||||||||90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 60%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 40%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||| 40%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Physical fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 60%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Indie |||||||||||||||| 70%
http://similarminds.com/cgi-bin/city101.pl
Extraversion |||||| 30%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 40%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 60%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||| 20%
Need to dominate ||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 60%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 60%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 60%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality ||||||||||||||||||||90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 60%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 40%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||| 40%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Physical fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 60%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Indie |||||||||||||||| 70%
Never been so in love
Posted 14 years agoShe told me she likes me better than any guy she's been with just because I'll give and expect nothing in return. For once I don't feel I need to criticize myself for every mistake I make. I know I'm probably worrying about it too much, and I think it will, but my god, this feels too good to be true and I REALLY hope it lasts.
3 more days!
Posted 14 years agoTalked to my girl some more about her life and tried to comfort her, plus we confirmed saturday for our first date. Gonna eat at the new asian resteraunt in town and see the new Harry Potter movie. Today I also did a basic drawing of my new reindeer fursona.
...And seriously, fuck my last journal.
...And seriously, fuck my last journal.
This past week
Posted 14 years agoBeen on vacation in Virginia, started a relationship with a girl who has a lot of family and personal life issues, been trying to help her out and for it she has become INCREDIBLY attracted to me. She literally won't stop thinking about me.
I really like her as a person, and I'm glad I could help her some, but since she's the one that's madly in love, that means I can be with her any time, say anything to her (as long as it's not something horribly ridiculous), and still she'll be crazy for me. Usually, I only stay interested in things that are challenging, but I really care for her and I think she's really cool, so I REALLY hope that compensates to where I can stay into it.
Since she's the only cool girl I know around this closed minded dump, I will shit a brick if I catch myself completely losing interest.
I really like her as a person, and I'm glad I could help her some, but since she's the one that's madly in love, that means I can be with her any time, say anything to her (as long as it's not something horribly ridiculous), and still she'll be crazy for me. Usually, I only stay interested in things that are challenging, but I really care for her and I think she's really cool, so I REALLY hope that compensates to where I can stay into it.
Since she's the only cool girl I know around this closed minded dump, I will shit a brick if I catch myself completely losing interest.
Dear Headlights
Posted 14 years agoO_O
Sincerely, Deer.
This summer sure is fun!
Posted 14 years agoEvery day it's the same exact thing. Get out of bed, do chores and other lame shit, go to the park, come home, eat, go to bed.
No excitement or variety and It's like I'm still in school.
No excitement or variety and It's like I'm still in school.
