UGH, I'm so mad right now! I want to be upset about people spending up to 5000 bucks on a comic commission, plus all the other commissions they have been getting lately, but now I'm simply reminding myself that I spent a few thousand on a suit, plus all the accessories, plus a few extra commissions on the side. I didn't spend as much, but it's still the same thing. And the con trips. Things I really don't need, but want. Especially when I might move again next July. Dammit! XD

In short, I wish I had rich parents, would win the lotto, or had been able to get a job that gives me that much cash to just toss around.

Fawks

Took this from  bcokami

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

Looks like I'll have to enter another! 8D

Art raffle here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4881113/

This seems like a neat idea. Caught it just in time too. :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4839006/

For yet another journal contest. This time the location is here, so go check it out. :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4853038/

So I thought I'd do it too! There has to be things people are curious about. I'm not THAT boring. x3

~Fawks

Woo. I'm another year older. No plans as usual on my birthday. But! The bright side is that I'm another day closer to my fursuit! Another day closer to a possible move. Another day closer to a con. Another day with Raz. So go me, I guess. x3

~Fawks

Just saw that movie! Not gonna make a detailed review, but take Top Gun, Independence Day, Godzilla, Power Rangers and wrap that up. You know just about everything that is coming, but if you like this kind of movie than it is quite the fun ride. Wasn't bogged down with unnecessary side plots.

There was this one scene that made my inner mech lover squeal a bit. I actually didn't see it coming despite it being a necessary part to every "hero" mech in animes or Ranger type shows. XD

Huh... so I went through some boxes last month or so. Maybe even longer ago, but this is what I remember. I found Paper Mario Sticker Star in one of the boxes, but not in a case. Just sorta hanging around the bottom of this box. I thought perhaps my boyfriend got me a birthday gift and thought I'd just leave it there. Maybe it was just used or something.

So tonight I was talking with Raz about various things and he mentioned giving me money so I could buy my own 3DS game. This struck me as weird cause I thought Sticker Star was my gift, so I asked him about it. He has no idea where it came from. I have no idea where it came from. It was in one of the boxes we moved here with. I didn't have a 3DS before moving here. I wouldn't have borrowed this game from anyone.... so what the fuck? Where did this come from? XD

It has two saved files on there. It seems to run alright, but I haven't given it a full test. I'm just very puzzled by all this. Now I have a free Paper Mario Sticker Star.

~Fawks

Hello everyone! I have returned from my trip to Pittsburgh. I'm a bit bummed that the weekend went by so fast, but it was great fun. I'd so do it again... despite how costly it is to travel from my current home town. <_<

I met up with a lot of great people, so I gotta do a shout-out! I never got to spend much time with some, but it was great seeing you all none the less. In no particular order, this goes out to:  Leostar  beino  catfiddle  kelaii  bgn  PunkJax  Guppy  DJwolf  Pilot  bayson  Tango-Mutt  Tsukari firestarterwolf syr rick2tails dyne KaiFox Tala128 You're all awesome!

I also met several others through these folk and I'm sure I'm forgetting some while others I just don't know the FA pages for. On top of these guys there were still several others I never got to meet! Just never had schedules that matched or in the case of some, I didn't know they were they until the very last day! I hope to see you guys next time or at another con. x3

Got some neat free sketches in the Zoo this year. Never tried filling a sketch book before. Still a looooong way to go on that. Also bought a three-way collab pic between catfiddle, butters and Dizziness that turned out nicely. Tried out Tails and Tactics and enjoyed it. Basically I had a lot of fun and now I really can't wait for next year when I can go out fur suiting with everyone I said.

Fawks

Another raffle! But this time around it is to get a plushie. Check it out. :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4797495/

And my flight is tomorrow! Hope to see folk in Pittsburgh.

Until I head out to Pittsburgh for AC as mentioned in this journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4700098/

If anyone wants to say hi or hang out and I don't have your numbers, please note it or something. Makes getting in touch so much easier. x3

After the con on the 15th is my birthday.... woo. I hate getting older. Maybe I'll get something neat this year. Who knows?

And it seems that I'll most likely be getting my fursuit somewhere around March. Can't wait! I'll have to wear it at the next AC for sure.

~Fawks

I suppose I'll do one of these memes now. I've known about going for a while, but now I want others to know and possibly say hi. :P

Where are you staying?
Make that the Courtyard. I'm always getting those mixed up. lol

What day are you getting there?
Late Wednesday night.

Who will you be with?
My guy  redyoshi and  leostar

What is your gender?
Male. Duh :P

How old are you?
26

Can I talk to you?
Sure! Just don't expect good conversations unless we have common ground.

Can I touch you?
High-fives or hugs from clean smelling folk or suiters is quite alright. Just give some warning first.

Can I hang out with you?
Probably! I'll be doing a lot while there, but if the plans are good then that's fine by me.

How can I find you?
I'll probably be in Hawaiian shirts, have a face similar to my Jareth costume I have posted here and be wearing Fawks badges.

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure! Shakes and smoothies are great. I've been getting used to the taste of alcohol as well, but I still only do fruity drinks.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Only if I know you enough. :P

How tall are you?
6'0"

Are you nice?
I try to be. A bit sarcastic and snarky at times. x3

Can I stalk you?
Ummm.. no. Not at all.

How long are you going?
I'll be there until Tuesday afternoon. Though a different hotel by that point.

Do you have an artist table?
I'm not an artist. Well, not that good of one, anyway. ^^;

Do you like parties?
I've never really been to one. I prefer knowing people there.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just come up and say hi. Be sure to let me know where I might know you if I don't know you very well. x3

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Any number of places! Wandering around the halls and the shopping center until I find something to do.

What/where will you be eating?
All kinds of places! Sushi, subway, whatever. I will be hitting Delucas at some point though.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To meet people and have fun!

So, as some of you know I have been gearing up for a fursuit. I'm actually on a commission list too!

Now here is the problem of sorts. The person I intend to commission has a style that I like and fits where I want to take the suit. The problem lies in the color of the faux fur. If I go with her I have to settle on something like a baby blue, or a lavender. One is too purple and the other is too light blue.

It has come to my attention recently that another suit maker has a faux fur in line with what I want, but she only intends to use it on fursuits of her own make. A lavender, but on the grey side. Her suits are nice too! However, the style of the head isn't fully what I want. A bit more toony than what I'm after.

Both are able to do the extra peripheral I've requested, but now I'm left wondering if I should just stick with what I've got, or switch gears. I've been searching hard for a good faux fur color, so it's frustrating hitting a wall like this. Given that I've been working with the first suit maker so much though, I'm probably gonna stick with what I've got.
Any thoughts?

Fawks

May as well enter it. Never know when I could get lucky. x3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4600903/

There is an art raffle going on for  Fureffect !!

Seems to be a new group a few artists are putting together. Gotta get in on that. :P

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4452644

So does anyone know if they are going to AC yet this year?

I'll be going, and I'm hoping to see friends there.

~Fawks

Maybe I'll finally get a new picture of myself topping something for once. Geez. XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4234544/

I had this backlog of art I needed and wanted to post. Have fun. XD

Gonna win one of these someday. haha

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4206810/

Hello watchers and friends!

I've been debating on if I wanna change Spirit Force's color scheme. His costume will remain the same in design, but I'm wondering if I should give him a different color or pattern or something. It's just a pain coming up with colors that look good against his fur and if I want to put a design on the suit.

I'm in a costume designing mood and I'm not spending my time on characters that actually need it. XD

Stole this from  hildarayner

Light Elemental
[x] You're proud of who you are
[ ] You state your opinion
[ ] You think you're intelligent
[x] You enjoy learning
[ ] You're raised in a very traditional way
[x] You hardly show emotions
[ ] You're a morning person
[x] You don't like people who sleep around a lot
[ ] You don't like the dark
[x] You're hard on yourself when you fail
Total: 5

Dark Elemental
[ ] You always say what's on your mind.
[x] You're a night person
[x] You like having sex/like the idea of sex
[x] You don't like mornings
[ ] You don't like happy-go-lucky people
[ ] You argue with people a lot
[x] You laugh at stupid people
[x] You hold on to grudges
[ ] You love scary stories
[x] You're often found in dark places, like under a shade, beneath a blanket, etc.
Total: 6

Nature Elemental
[x] You love animals and nature
[x] You love being outdoors
[ ] You're somewhat gullible
[x] You're shy around new people
[x] You're very understanding/a good listener
[x] You forgive easily
[x] You're not a good fighter
[ ] You don't like eating meat
[x] You protect what you hold most dear
[ ] You love drinking water
Total: 7

Water Elemental
[ ] You're a good swimmer
[ ] You love fish
[x] You're very curious
[x] You like to explore
[x] You day dream a lot
[ ] You don't usually like to talk
[x] You like doing things by yourself
[x] You like to imagine things for your amusement
[x] You're open minded
[x] You like things to stay the same
Total: 7

Fire Elemental
[x] You have a bad temper
[x] You love hearing gossip
[ ] You like to fight
[ ] You're kind of slow sometimes
[ ] You're attracted to the 'bad boy/girl'
[x] You have a strong sense of justice
[x] You'd beat up someone if they hurt your friends
[ ] You're also gullible
[x] You like to see things burn
[ ] You hate swimming/water
Total: 5

Wind Elemental
[x] You're very easy-going
[x] You're somewhat lazy
[x] You love to laugh and make jokes
[ ] People think you're immature
[x] You tend to be a skeptic
[x] You're very competitive
[x] You love getting new things
[ ] You live everyday fully
[x] You love riding with the window down
[x] You enjoy having a large group of friends
Total: 8

Thunder Elemental
[ ] You tend to blow up when you're mad
[ ] You like things to be unpredictable
[ ] You like to live dangerously
[ ] You love having competitions, contests etc.
[ ] You love coming up with impossible scenarios
[x] You like being the center of attention
[x] You love thunderstorms
[ ] You tend to only want a tight knit group
[x] You don't trust others easily
[ ] You don't forgive easily
Total: 3

Ice Elemental
[x] You don't express yourself very well
[x] You like winter better than summer
[ ] You don't need/wear heavy coats during the winter
[x] You tend to be sarcastic sometimes
[x] You're sometimes a loner
[x] You tend to keep to yourself
[x] It's hard for people to get close
[x] When someone does though, you tend to stick with them no matter what
[ ] You enjoy reading and other "one" person activities
[x] You can be 'cold' when someone's upset
Total: 8

I've always had a wind affinity, so being a Wind/Ice elemental fits me just fine. x3

So I've just recently moved to a better part of town for someone without a car. I can walk to so many places and the apartment itself is rather nice. Big rooms, bathrooms, there is a pool and jacuzzi and a 24 hour fitness center. I think I'm going to like it here. And I finally got internet again!

Still at lot to do to furnish this place, but all in time. Now I can focus on my fursuit project and relax.

~Fawks

This time for Ishiga http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3991172/

He's got a few things going on until the 10th. Check it out.

This time it's from this guy: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3991404/

Also to continue my last journal about the fursuit... I'm starting to feel good about this. I'm still going over who I want to pick to make it. After that comes the studying and stalking to see if the suit is the quality I'm after. I've also got some candidates in line to see about getting my hero costume made. This may shape up to be awesome... at least, I hope son. XD