wow fuck everything

how are you guys

new icon but  vonex

what a fuckface. Giving me free art.

<3

victorisdrunk

also new email

victorisdrunk[at]yahoo.com

The_Victorian

Yes

This is not sleep

 tonypanderp may or may not have made a mistake in calculating time zone differences and when I said I was being released.

I'm out now

Not much to say

I'm going to bed though.

This is Victor's boyfriend, Anthony. I was asked to post a message here explaining why he hasn't been online and most likely won't for the next couple of days.

About a half a week ago he got put in the hospital and is currently being held there for a couple more days due to the fact he tried to take his own life. Now don't worry! He recovered quickly and right now it's just a matter of getting his meds readjusted and having him talk to somebody. He was drunk the night he did this in the first place, and he actually is unable to even explain to anybody why he did it. He apparently doesn't even know himself.

Just keep him in your thoughts <3 I'm sure he'll be back to calling people stupid in no time at all.

I'm never on :D

alsothismayormaynotbeVonex

8D

Also I am officially free of school but that leaves me sitting around home, scratchin' me hole and getting rat-arsed. I almost miss school; it is always nice to have something to occupy me time. so I decided to do an independent writing projects but my mind is acting the bullocks. I find meself getting far more irritated with it than I should.


Well that is 100% me typing exactly how I speak. I think you should all be grateful that I don't do that.


Though as a writer me WRITING 'meself' and the like actually makes me rage a little inside as it is still no spelled like that, despite being how I say it. But that seemed to ruin the idea.

I'm in a weird mood.


Also my cousin came in the other day. Pain in my hole that one. Despite me being 200% manlier in appearance and personality he continues to call me 'Tori'.

 tonypanderp

He isn't an artist but he is adorable.

This time by  soldieryena I have awesome friends ugh

College is eating my entire life what is anything else

that and

cutting down small trees

Also

I am now fully vegan
























I really miss eggs

f5 man

made by  vonex

I haven't been on in awhile. School has been a pain in the arse.

How are you guys? Fuckin' miss people.

I am not entirely sure why so... Want to talk or some shit note me, I suppose. Yahoo messenger is working though. So if you need me terribly fast catch me on there. Don't have my email for that and want it? Note me. I don't need all of you crazy Victor fans adding me all at once. ._.

Kitcat and Xevy stop talking about me.

Hello, I suppose anybody who read this doesn't even remember who I am.

That's okay.

When I realize I have a doberman of every coloration in my house right now. Too bad we have to get rid of three 8( Going to miss my little Tank, Randy, and Terra. Damn you lack of money. They are going tomorrow. I will be sad.

All of my dobes have major ear flop lol

Because I am a poor motherfuck who really want art of my sona dude who needs a name that isn't my name lol this is a terrible journal.

... I need new friends who don't say such silly stuff. Dear God.

Dammit why does gender have to be so damn difficult for me? Why can't people just understand. =.O

I want to see her in so much pain. I am not even kidding. It's not right. I'm not going to do anything, of course but... I just... Want her to know what she put me through. To the point where the though is thrilling.

I have decided I am too violent for my own good. I need to remember what it means to be human. I need to separate myself from what is in me. I can be better than this.

I just gay crushed on my neighbor. Fuckin' great, dude. All of the FtM gender issues. And all of the gay.

All of it.

I am done with all my homework and I am at my grandparents house for a couple of days. Somebody tell me what to do with my time.

No matter how hard I try you're never satisfied.

This is not my home I think I'm better off alone.


Yeah. Song quote. But you know what? Describes my mood well right now.

I can hardly wait til you get off my case.

I am sorry MY desk is fucking messy. Messy with HOMEWORK. So fucking Goddamn sorry.

Never move in with your 'kind of friend'. I can't take her shit anymore. And it isn't even about the desk. I don't have the energy to say anything though.



I think I might just bang my head against a wall for an hour.

Somebody would come up with a fursona design for me. I would love that. I should pay somebody to. Buy alas I have no moneys. That seems to always pop up x3