So I guess this happens to people, and I'm one of them of course. A few days ago my parents visited, and while it's not normally a good visit, this one left me a bit further in a hole of depression than usual. In the next few days I'm going to post some sarcasm and junk that I've made over the years. I've found that just posting what I write here sometimes is healing in a way. This community is amazing, and I'm sorry if I haven't made that abundantly clear over the years. The reason the visit upset me so much is basically, my mother refused to hear how my wife and I met and fell in love. That I understand it, this is something that happens to a lot of folks, so with any luck, others who are down in this hole see what I'm posting and get a laugh. Cheers!

I'm going to try and write something for FA again, and it will likely be up shortly, ie in the next few days. If it gets a few comments, I'll be happy to continue making stories, if not I suppose it's just about time I shut the ol' FA page down folks. Not that it's wise, but I'm leaving it in the hands of the community... yeesh, I really am a cynic.

For all of you watching this particular site, I suppose I owe you some explanation. I never was the greatest at it, but I'll give it a shot. Between going to basic training, stress, and overall REAL LIFE, I've been otherwise unable to maintain a steady stream of smut so searingly screamed for. For those of you who were expecting there to be story after story of dominating goodness to be coming over the last few months, I do apologize (kind of). Smut isn't exactly my favorite thing to write, and the fact that all I ever get for it are favorites and watches only tells me that you all are horny as shit, not what I'm doing right and what I could be doing shit tons better. Yes, Kaji does give me a comment here or there, but it's not worth a whole lot of encouraging to post something and get one or two comments. So, I suppose your choices as the readers of this are simple then. We can come to an agreement, or I can agree to not post anything else up here and save my whithered pride from an even slower death than it's already suffering in order to end its poor life now. I am more than happy to put other kinds of writings up here, but I severely doubt they'd gain the slightest shred of notice, if only because this site, so far as literature is concerned, has become not about having a fursona and roleplaying it so much as having a fursona and porn-starring it. Here and there I'm more than happy to have my character have a bit of fun, but eventually you'd think that he might want to change it up a bit. Now here's to hoping a certain fox doesn't see this.

And thus I return from my voyage to the land of: Relatives! That's right, I said it. I have a family. jeebus it seems like I'm the only one nowadays. And boy, are there a lot of us. Ironically I'm the only one who actually HAS one, out of all my relatives. Strange, no? I'm apparently blind dumb and deaf, yet aware enough to realize that the people in the room that I happen to be standing in are all related to me and/or have some form of affiliation with me and/or my family. Hooray! Nah, but really, it's kinda screwed up that I never hear anyone talk about family anymore. Maybe it's because the world has moved away from it. Maybe people just don't care about family anymore. Whatever it is, it's kinda sad to me, being that i have a damn huge family, and it's a damn crying shame that we don't see each other more often than once every two years. I barely know my cousins, uncles, aunts, cousins removed any number of times, etc etc. I know my grandma well. Why? We live the farthest away, and yet I see her the most. Damnit WHY? I mean really, if there was one way to make a lone wolf, it's take away his whole damned family x.x. Anywho, now that that's done, I guess I'll get back to real life and start up with the requests again. By the way, trades are now the only thing open, requests are closed until further notice, I'm a bit swamped. Current requests will take time to complete, as I now have a responsibility that the world NEED NOT KNOW. Thusly, I have doomed myself into eternal questions about, "Whay th'fuc isn'l ma riquess full?" And so I stand in a pit and await the rain, that I may find out how wrong being covered in mud is! HOORAY!

Or, more accurately, away from internet. I'm going to be going on a trip tomorrow that will last until sunday night, and I don't know whether or not I'll have a connection while I'm there, so if you want a request, your best bet is as of now, start submitting requests. If I get them before noon tomorrow, it'll be added to a list that I'll be writing over the time that I'm gone and turning in on sunday night, when I get back. If not by noon, no dice, your request will be noticed when I get back from this trip.

That I call myself an anthro. My wonderful girlfriend, http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kajikitsune/ , aka Kaji, has made it clear that it is OK for me to post my writings up here for her, and so that's what I'll be doing for a bit. I love her very much. Aaaaaanywho, enough of the lovey dovey shtuff, on to the pragmatic part.

What this means is that I'm back into FA (for her sake, of course) to write things to... entertain her. Oftentimes either my or her family interfere with our conversations online, and when clean RPing just doesn't cut it, there is this kind of thing to keep her happy and her spirits up. What this means for anyone else who happens to stray into my page, have fun... and remember who it's for. By all means, enjoy it... but it is a love letter to my dear kaji. I am hers, 100%.

Well, I've met a few people around the site now, and it seems like I'd fit in (somewhat) here. At least better than I did in DA... but that's beside the point. People here don't seem to shun me, and I'm happy with that.

As far as my art is concerned, I'm happy with the amount of progress that I've made so far, though I think I still need a lot of work before I can honestly say that I'm happy with how I'm drawing. On a side note, my art (both writing AND drawing) hasn't gotten a whole lot of attention, but that's most likely due to the search being down entirely, though, as stated earlier, my art isn't exactly something I'm proud of as of yet. I'm proud of the progress, not the work itself. As far as writing goes, I'm pretty sure that once the search is back up, it will get some more attention.

Thanks for reading!
Grey

Just figuring things out folks. Over the next few months I'll be working on trying to draw... something at which I regularly and consistently fail. I will upload some anthro-type poems onto here tho. Anywho, the "code" thing I just filled out told me to post this anywhere. Since I don't know a whole lot about anythings, I guess I might as well post it here.

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