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General | Posted 14 years agoSo I've joined Second Life, where I go there to role-play as a vulpine furry! Thought I'd put up my pictures along with clips and explanations.
Attention to all my fellow watchers
General | Posted 16 years agoSorry I haven't been posting much new stuff. I plan on getting into gear and getting some more into my gallery this week. BUT I have a question to ask you::
Do any of you do wolf role-plays?
If the answer is YES, then I have an awesome website for you to check out. Keep in mind though that the moderators and I require advanced literate writers. Check out some of our posts for examples.
We realllly need more members. It'd be awesome if you at least show some interest and check it out.
Do any of you do wolf role-plays?
If the answer is YES, then I have an awesome website for you to check out. Keep in mind though that the moderators and I require advanced literate writers. Check out some of our posts for examples.
We realllly need more members. It'd be awesome if you at least show some interest and check it out.
Fetish..Had to steal :)
General | Posted 16 years ago[ ] Abasiophilia - People with impaired mobility.
[x] Acousticophilia - Sexual arousal from certain sounds.
[ ] Acrotomophilia - People with amputations.
[x] Agalmatophilia - Statues, mannequins and immobility.
[x] Algolagnia - Pain, particularly involving an erogenous zone; differs from masochism as there is a biologically different interpretation of the sensation rather than a subjective interpretation.
[x] Amaurophilia - Sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Analloerotic - Lacking in sexual interests towards others (but not lacking in sexual drive; asexuality).
[x] Andromimetophilia - Female-to-male transsexuals; also known as gynemimetophilia.
[x] Androphilia - Sexual interest in men.
[x] Apodysophilia - Desire to undress, nudism.
[ ] Apotemnophilia - Having an amputation.
[x] Aquaphilia - Arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs or swimming pools.
[ ] Aretifism - Sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[x] Asphyxiophilia - Asphyxiation or strangulation.
[x] Autagonistophilia - Being on stage or on camera.
[x] Autassassinophilia - Being in life-threatening situations.
[x] Autoandrophilia - Arousal by a biological female imagining herself as a male.
[x] Autoerotic asphyxiation - Self-induced asphyxiation, sometimes to the point of near unconsciousness.
[x] Autogynephilia - Arousal by a biological male imagining himself as a female.
[x] Autopedophilia - Being prepubescent.
[x] Biastophilia - Arousal based on the rape of an unconsenting person.
[ ] Celebriphilia - Pathological desire to have sex with a celebrity.
[ ] Chremastistophilia - Being robbed or held up.
[ ] Chronophilia - Partners of a widely differing chronological age.
[ ] Coprophilia - Feces; also known as scat, scatophilia or fecophilia.
[ ] Crush fetish - Sexual arousal from seeing small creatures being crushed by members of the opposite sex, or being crushed oneself.
[x] Dacryphilia - Tears or crying.
[ ] Dendrophilia - Trees.
[ ] Diaper fetishism - Sexual arousal from diapers.
[ ] Emetophilia - Vomit.
[x] Ephebophilia - Sexual preference for individuals in mid-to-late adolescence, typically ages 15-19.
[ ] Eproctophilia - Sexual attraction to flatulence.
[x] Erotophonophilia - Murder.
[x] Exhibitionism - Exposing oneself sexually to others, with or without their consent.
[x] Faunoiphilia - Sexual arousal from watching animals mate.
[ ] Formicophilia - Being crawled on by insects.
[x] Frotteurism - Rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Galactophilia - Sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.
[ ] Gerontophilia - Elderly people.
[x] Gynandromorphophilia - Women with penises, men cross-dressed as women, or male-to-female transsexuals.
[x] Gynephilia - Sexual interest in women.
[x] Haematophilia - Sexual attraction involving blood (either on a sex partner/attractive person or the liquid itself).
[ ] Harpaxophilia - Sexual arousal from being the victim of a robbery or burglary.
[ ] Hebephilia - Pubescent children.
[x] Homeovestism - Wearing clothing emblematic of one's own sex.
[x] Hybristophilia - Criminals, particularly for cruel or outrageous crimes.
[ ] Infantophilia - Children five years old or younger.
[ ] Katoptronophilia - Sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia - Stealing; also known as kleptolagnia.
[ ] Klismaphilia - Enemas.
[ ] Liquidophilia - Attraction or desire to immerse genitals in liquids.
[ ] Macrophilia - Giants, primarily domination by giant women or men, or giant body parts.
[ ] Maiesiophilia - Sexual attraction to childbirth or pregnant women.
[x] Mammaphilia - Breasts; also known as mammagynophilia and mastofact.
[x] Masochism - The desire to suffer, be beaten, bound or otherwise humiliated.
[ ] Menophilia - Menstruation.
[ ] Microphilia - Sexual attraction to smaller people and things of smaller size.
[x] Morphophilia - Particular body shapes or sizes. (Obese, short, etc.)
[ ] Mucophilia - Mucus.
[x] Mysophilia - Dirtiness, soiled or decaying things.
[ ] Narratophilia - Obscene words, colloquially known as "talking dirty."
[ ] Nasophilia - Noses.
[x] Necrophilia - Cadavers.
[x] Necrozoophilia - Sexual attraction to the corpses or killings of animals (also known as necrobestiality).
[x] Olfactophilia - Smells.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism - Being a baby; also referred to as autonepiophilia.
[x] Partialism - Specific, non-genital body parts. {mine is the back and hip bones}
[x] Pedophilia - Prepubescent children, also spelled paedophilia.
[ ] Peodeiktophilia - Exposing one's penis.
[ ] Pedovestism - Dressing like a child.
[ ] Phalloorchoalgolagnia - Sexual arousal by the experiencing of painful stimuli being administered to the male genitals.
[x] Pictophilia - Pornography or erotic art, particularly pictures.
[ ] Plushophilia - Sexual attraction to stuffed toys or people in animal costume, such as theme park characters.
[ ] Podophilia - Feet.
[x] Pyrophilia - Fire.
[x] Raptophilia - Committing rape.
[ ] Retifism - Shoes.
[x] Sadism - Inflicting pain on others.
[ ] Salirophilia - Soiling or dirtying others.
[ ] Schediaphilia - Love (or sexual arousal) to cartoon characters/situations (also known as Toonophilia).
[x] Scoptophilia - Observing others' sexual activities; also known as scopophilia and more commonly as voyeurism.
[ ] Sitophilia - Food.
[ ] Somnophilia - Sleeping or unconscious people.
[ ] Spectrophilia - Ghosts.
[x] Sthenolagnia - Muscles and displays of strength.
[x] Stigmatophilia - Body piercings and tattoos.
[x] Symphorophilia - Witnessing or staging disasters such as car accidents.
[x] Teleiophilia - Sexual interest in adults (as opposed to pedophilia, etc.) {I like both}
[ ] Telephone scatologia - Obscene phone calls, particularly to strangers; also known as telephonicophilia.
[x] Teratophilia - Sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous people.
[x] Transformation fetish - Sexual arousal from depictions of transformations of people into objects or other beings.
[x] Transvestic fetishism - Wearing clothes associated with the opposite sex; also known as transvestism.
[ ] Transvestophilia - A transvestite sexual partner.
[ ] Trichophilia - Hair.
[x] Troilism - Cuckoldism, watching one's partner have sex with someone else, possibly without the third party's knowledge; also known as triolism.
[ ] Urolagnia - Urination, particularly in public, on others, and/or being urinated on.
[ ] Ursusagalmatophilia - Teddy bears.
[x] Vampirism - Drawing or drinking blood; also known as murphyism (Why??? This is discriminating against my last name!!)
[x] Vorarephilia - Eating or being eaten by others; usually swallowed whole, in one piece. {My biggest fetish}
[x] Xenophilia - Sexual attraction to foreigners (in science fiction, can also mean sexual attraction to aliens).
[ ] Zoophilia - Animals (actual, not anthropomorphic).
[ ] Zoosadism - Inflicting pain on or seeing animals in pain.
TOTAL: 53
Okay, yes. I have too many fetishes. But I somehow find something sexual in almost everything
Check your TOTAL on the table below:
1 Definite Feeble-mindedness - Under 70
2 Borderline Deficiency - 70-79
3 Dullness - 80-89
4 Normal or Average Intelligence - 90-109
5-7 Superior Intelligence - 110-119
8-10 Very Superior Intelligence - 120-140
11-13 Genius or Near Genius - 141-180
14-16 Super Genius - 181-200
17+ Freaky Mutant Genius Powers - Over 200
[x] Acousticophilia - Sexual arousal from certain sounds.
[ ] Acrotomophilia - People with amputations.
[x] Agalmatophilia - Statues, mannequins and immobility.
[x] Algolagnia - Pain, particularly involving an erogenous zone; differs from masochism as there is a biologically different interpretation of the sensation rather than a subjective interpretation.
[x] Amaurophilia - Sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Analloerotic - Lacking in sexual interests towards others (but not lacking in sexual drive; asexuality).
[x] Andromimetophilia - Female-to-male transsexuals; also known as gynemimetophilia.
[x] Androphilia - Sexual interest in men.
[x] Apodysophilia - Desire to undress, nudism.
[ ] Apotemnophilia - Having an amputation.
[x] Aquaphilia - Arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs or swimming pools.
[ ] Aretifism - Sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[x] Asphyxiophilia - Asphyxiation or strangulation.
[x] Autagonistophilia - Being on stage or on camera.
[x] Autassassinophilia - Being in life-threatening situations.
[x] Autoandrophilia - Arousal by a biological female imagining herself as a male.
[x] Autoerotic asphyxiation - Self-induced asphyxiation, sometimes to the point of near unconsciousness.
[x] Autogynephilia - Arousal by a biological male imagining himself as a female.
[x] Autopedophilia - Being prepubescent.
[x] Biastophilia - Arousal based on the rape of an unconsenting person.
[ ] Celebriphilia - Pathological desire to have sex with a celebrity.
[ ] Chremastistophilia - Being robbed or held up.
[ ] Chronophilia - Partners of a widely differing chronological age.
[ ] Coprophilia - Feces; also known as scat, scatophilia or fecophilia.
[ ] Crush fetish - Sexual arousal from seeing small creatures being crushed by members of the opposite sex, or being crushed oneself.
[x] Dacryphilia - Tears or crying.
[ ] Dendrophilia - Trees.
[ ] Diaper fetishism - Sexual arousal from diapers.
[ ] Emetophilia - Vomit.
[x] Ephebophilia - Sexual preference for individuals in mid-to-late adolescence, typically ages 15-19.
[ ] Eproctophilia - Sexual attraction to flatulence.
[x] Erotophonophilia - Murder.
[x] Exhibitionism - Exposing oneself sexually to others, with or without their consent.
[x] Faunoiphilia - Sexual arousal from watching animals mate.
[ ] Formicophilia - Being crawled on by insects.
[x] Frotteurism - Rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Galactophilia - Sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.
[ ] Gerontophilia - Elderly people.
[x] Gynandromorphophilia - Women with penises, men cross-dressed as women, or male-to-female transsexuals.
[x] Gynephilia - Sexual interest in women.
[x] Haematophilia - Sexual attraction involving blood (either on a sex partner/attractive person or the liquid itself).
[ ] Harpaxophilia - Sexual arousal from being the victim of a robbery or burglary.
[ ] Hebephilia - Pubescent children.
[x] Homeovestism - Wearing clothing emblematic of one's own sex.
[x] Hybristophilia - Criminals, particularly for cruel or outrageous crimes.
[ ] Infantophilia - Children five years old or younger.
[ ] Katoptronophilia - Sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia - Stealing; also known as kleptolagnia.
[ ] Klismaphilia - Enemas.
[ ] Liquidophilia - Attraction or desire to immerse genitals in liquids.
[ ] Macrophilia - Giants, primarily domination by giant women or men, or giant body parts.
[ ] Maiesiophilia - Sexual attraction to childbirth or pregnant women.
[x] Mammaphilia - Breasts; also known as mammagynophilia and mastofact.
[x] Masochism - The desire to suffer, be beaten, bound or otherwise humiliated.
[ ] Menophilia - Menstruation.
[ ] Microphilia - Sexual attraction to smaller people and things of smaller size.
[x] Morphophilia - Particular body shapes or sizes. (Obese, short, etc.)
[ ] Mucophilia - Mucus.
[x] Mysophilia - Dirtiness, soiled or decaying things.
[ ] Narratophilia - Obscene words, colloquially known as "talking dirty."
[ ] Nasophilia - Noses.
[x] Necrophilia - Cadavers.
[x] Necrozoophilia - Sexual attraction to the corpses or killings of animals (also known as necrobestiality).
[x] Olfactophilia - Smells.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism - Being a baby; also referred to as autonepiophilia.
[x] Partialism - Specific, non-genital body parts. {mine is the back and hip bones}
[x] Pedophilia - Prepubescent children, also spelled paedophilia.
[ ] Peodeiktophilia - Exposing one's penis.
[ ] Pedovestism - Dressing like a child.
[ ] Phalloorchoalgolagnia - Sexual arousal by the experiencing of painful stimuli being administered to the male genitals.
[x] Pictophilia - Pornography or erotic art, particularly pictures.
[ ] Plushophilia - Sexual attraction to stuffed toys or people in animal costume, such as theme park characters.
[ ] Podophilia - Feet.
[x] Pyrophilia - Fire.
[x] Raptophilia - Committing rape.
[ ] Retifism - Shoes.
[x] Sadism - Inflicting pain on others.
[ ] Salirophilia - Soiling or dirtying others.
[ ] Schediaphilia - Love (or sexual arousal) to cartoon characters/situations (also known as Toonophilia).
[x] Scoptophilia - Observing others' sexual activities; also known as scopophilia and more commonly as voyeurism.
[ ] Sitophilia - Food.
[ ] Somnophilia - Sleeping or unconscious people.
[ ] Spectrophilia - Ghosts.
[x] Sthenolagnia - Muscles and displays of strength.
[x] Stigmatophilia - Body piercings and tattoos.
[x] Symphorophilia - Witnessing or staging disasters such as car accidents.
[x] Teleiophilia - Sexual interest in adults (as opposed to pedophilia, etc.) {I like both}
[ ] Telephone scatologia - Obscene phone calls, particularly to strangers; also known as telephonicophilia.
[x] Teratophilia - Sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous people.
[x] Transformation fetish - Sexual arousal from depictions of transformations of people into objects or other beings.
[x] Transvestic fetishism - Wearing clothes associated with the opposite sex; also known as transvestism.
[ ] Transvestophilia - A transvestite sexual partner.
[ ] Trichophilia - Hair.
[x] Troilism - Cuckoldism, watching one's partner have sex with someone else, possibly without the third party's knowledge; also known as triolism.
[ ] Urolagnia - Urination, particularly in public, on others, and/or being urinated on.
[ ] Ursusagalmatophilia - Teddy bears.
[x] Vampirism - Drawing or drinking blood; also known as murphyism (Why??? This is discriminating against my last name!!)
[x] Vorarephilia - Eating or being eaten by others; usually swallowed whole, in one piece. {My biggest fetish}
[x] Xenophilia - Sexual attraction to foreigners (in science fiction, can also mean sexual attraction to aliens).
[ ] Zoophilia - Animals (actual, not anthropomorphic).
[ ] Zoosadism - Inflicting pain on or seeing animals in pain.
TOTAL: 53
Okay, yes. I have too many fetishes. But I somehow find something sexual in almost everything
Check your TOTAL on the table below:
1 Definite Feeble-mindedness - Under 70
2 Borderline Deficiency - 70-79
3 Dullness - 80-89
4 Normal or Average Intelligence - 90-109
5-7 Superior Intelligence - 110-119
8-10 Very Superior Intelligence - 120-140
11-13 Genius or Near Genius - 141-180
14-16 Super Genius - 181-200
17+ Freaky Mutant Genius Powers - Over 200
Oct. 26
General | Posted 16 years agoIt's been a long time since I've been this hurt. Congratulations family.
Oct. 17
General | Posted 16 years agoI was just trying to keep myself from cutting again.
I didn't mean to hurt her.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Last night was supposed to be amazing. Was supposed to be a reunion party with old friends split apart by indecision and confusion. As you can already tell, it turned into a nightmare. First, it was laughter, loudness, music, and jokes. Watching my gay friend watch porn, teasing him. But then I couldn't find Shaunna...I knew something was wrong. I found her in the bedroom, bleeding from the razor she used to cut herself. I wanted her to stop, so I tried talking to her, holding her. She wouldn't stop crying. Shelby almost passed out from stress, while Jared came in to hug her. I left. My good mood soured into a spiraling depression. I felt like everyone around me was going to die, and I would be left alone. I didn't want them to pay attention to me, I wanted them to ignore my bad attitude. So I kept drinking the alcohol until I drank half a bottle of vodka by myself. Everything started spinning and I collapsed. They carried me into the bedroom. Several minutes later I needed to vomit. I puked up everything I had for the day. I went to lay next to Shelby, next to her. I couldn't stop crying and apologizing. I hurt her, I didn't deserve to be with her. And then...again, my dark side resurfaced. I attacked her, snarling and growling. I tried choking her, and slammed her finger into the door. I tried breaking things until I collapsed again. Shelby was choking me, and I couldn't breathe. I was scared that I was going to die.
Shaunna loomed over me, threatening to fuck me up, to hurt me. My voice that wasn't mine, high-pitched and childlike, laughed. "Don't you realize I'm not Kelly?! Hahaha, you know I'm not Kelly." Shaunna didn't believe me. She grabbed my hair and started shaking my head. "Go ahead, fuck me up!" It's what she wanted. Evangeline. That's what I call her. She wanted Shaunna to hurt me, to kill me. All she wanted was everyone to be in pain. Finally I passed out again. When I woke up, I needed to throw up again. I started sobbing and apologizing until I fell asleep.
Shelby now believes me about Evangeline. Shaunna just thinks it's a split personality. Yet, I refuse that something that evil is really me. I refuse to believe that it's a part of me. I don't want to be a monster.
I didn't mean to hurt her.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Last night was supposed to be amazing. Was supposed to be a reunion party with old friends split apart by indecision and confusion. As you can already tell, it turned into a nightmare. First, it was laughter, loudness, music, and jokes. Watching my gay friend watch porn, teasing him. But then I couldn't find Shaunna...I knew something was wrong. I found her in the bedroom, bleeding from the razor she used to cut herself. I wanted her to stop, so I tried talking to her, holding her. She wouldn't stop crying. Shelby almost passed out from stress, while Jared came in to hug her. I left. My good mood soured into a spiraling depression. I felt like everyone around me was going to die, and I would be left alone. I didn't want them to pay attention to me, I wanted them to ignore my bad attitude. So I kept drinking the alcohol until I drank half a bottle of vodka by myself. Everything started spinning and I collapsed. They carried me into the bedroom. Several minutes later I needed to vomit. I puked up everything I had for the day. I went to lay next to Shelby, next to her. I couldn't stop crying and apologizing. I hurt her, I didn't deserve to be with her. And then...again, my dark side resurfaced. I attacked her, snarling and growling. I tried choking her, and slammed her finger into the door. I tried breaking things until I collapsed again. Shelby was choking me, and I couldn't breathe. I was scared that I was going to die.
Shaunna loomed over me, threatening to fuck me up, to hurt me. My voice that wasn't mine, high-pitched and childlike, laughed. "Don't you realize I'm not Kelly?! Hahaha, you know I'm not Kelly." Shaunna didn't believe me. She grabbed my hair and started shaking my head. "Go ahead, fuck me up!" It's what she wanted. Evangeline. That's what I call her. She wanted Shaunna to hurt me, to kill me. All she wanted was everyone to be in pain. Finally I passed out again. When I woke up, I needed to throw up again. I started sobbing and apologizing until I fell asleep.
Shelby now believes me about Evangeline. Shaunna just thinks it's a split personality. Yet, I refuse that something that evil is really me. I refuse to believe that it's a part of me. I don't want to be a monster.
Oct. 15
General | Posted 16 years agoToday is a very dull day. I should get off my lazy ass and go exercise. Instead I sit here and waste on the computer. I really hope I get a job soon. Anyways, I'm going to try and draw up some more art for you peeps soon
Question? Please answer
General | Posted 16 years agoAlright, so I honestly want to know if you think everything on here has to be furry related. I had hoped that it was another website for art and literature, with the idea that furries and animal lovers could group here. If you think this site is ONLY for furries and furry art, PLEASE let me know, and I promise I will leave and find some other BETTER hosting website. I think some of the rules here are very hypocritical, and I understand you guys want to protect your lifestyle, but I was not in any way INVADING that. So tell me if I should stay or go, and whatever answer has the most people, I will follow.
--Grey Nihility
--Grey Nihility
Oct. 14
General | Posted 16 years agoSoooo today has definitely been very interesting. Well, at first it started out kinda boring. I just made breakfast, worked out, hung out with friends. Then I put up an add on Craigslist saying I'd be charging 25 dollars/job for cleaning. Then I get an email back asking me to do sexual things for 30 minutes for 100 dollars. Then I went and did modeling, which turned out really good. I'm just freaking out because I'm in debt, and I need need need to pull myself out. So if you have any ideas that'd be great.
Oct. 11
General | Posted 16 years agoWell, today has definitely been better. I went on a pretty short road trip to Sheridan, Wyoming with my photographer to pick up his flash. I'm going to start taking photos and stuff, but I REALLY need commissions for them. I'm in debt, and I really need to pull myself out. I'll put up examples on here when some are taken
#$&@*Oct. 10 *&^%&
General | Posted 16 years agoThis is going to be a bitch journal entry. So if you don't want to hear bitching, than you should exit now. Reflecting on this entire week, it's probably been the shittiest in a long, long time.
#1: Driving home in hail, rain, snow, and fog, running over deer carcasses, and being so tired that you're hallucinating so you think you're going to get in car crash
#2: Discovering you're $210 in debt
#3: Throwing up
#4: Having men continuously text you about fucking you and sending pictures of their cock that I really don't feel like seeing
#5: Having a mental breakdown, then finding out something's wrong with your roommate
#6: Going home and seeing blood all over your roommate's arm, bed, and bathroom, and then having to drive him to ER because he decided to buy a box cutter and then cut himself
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!!
#1: Driving home in hail, rain, snow, and fog, running over deer carcasses, and being so tired that you're hallucinating so you think you're going to get in car crash
#2: Discovering you're $210 in debt
#3: Throwing up
#4: Having men continuously text you about fucking you and sending pictures of their cock that I really don't feel like seeing
#5: Having a mental breakdown, then finding out something's wrong with your roommate
#6: Going home and seeing blood all over your roommate's arm, bed, and bathroom, and then having to drive him to ER because he decided to buy a box cutter and then cut himself
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!!
Oct. 5
General | Posted 16 years agoDude, this really sucks. I'm in Rexburg, Idaho. I drove up to see my family, and now I am so ready to see all my friends again. But it decided to snow! And knowing my car is absolutely shitty, I'm not going to attempt driving it. So now I have no idea how long I'll be stuck here for. PLUS I'm supposed to be starting a job near Wednesday, but my phone is completely dead and it won't take charge. Hurrah.
Oct. 03
General | Posted 16 years agoI've had an amazing time with my family here. I even got to go to a nickelcade!! Dude, I totally rock at Dance Dance Revolution. So my plan is to save up money to buy a corn snake. Yup yup, I love snakes. I even have a tattoo of one. Right now I'm listening to Uprising by Muse. Ever heard of it? It's amazing
Sept. 30
General | Posted 16 years agoUgh. I just drove for 6 hours yesterday from Billings to Rexburg. What makes it worse is I'm impatient combined with heavy road rage. Doesn't make for a good set up, lol. Pfff....
Sept. 29
General | Posted 16 years agoToday I am driving from Montana to Utah to visit my family by myself. It's a little nerve-racking considering its my first time to ever drive that kind of distance. I hope I can check in here, I'm excited to see that a lot of people have taken interest in my work. But, if I even can, it will be perdiodically. Right now, my cat Ellie is perched next to my computer, looking off as her tail curls over mine. She's beautiful. I must remember to take a picture of her at some point. She's slightly dark grey with streaks of brown and white from her partial calico genetics. She's thin and has a long, lean body. I like to call her slink.
Sept.28
General | Posted 16 years agoMy hair is really soft today. I feel beautiful for once in a very long time. I feel rendered by self hate and narcissm, like someone is handing me the choice between acid or gasoline to cleanse a wound. Lately I've been obsessing over art...over beauty, trying to resurrect myself out of the abyss I'm falling into.
Let me escape reality into the stories I weave. I am writing a book...Iron Gate. Help me enjoy the sweet dreams I replicate...read my prologue and description.
Let me escape reality into the stories I weave. I am writing a book...Iron Gate. Help me enjoy the sweet dreams I replicate...read my prologue and description.
Sept. 27
General | Posted 16 years agoI'm going to try and write in this like a regular journal. Just so you can get a feel for how I think. Anyways, today I'm very, very hungry. My roommate and I waiting for food stamps on Oct. 1 so we're like starving artists. Lol. I've been drawing for about 7 years now. I think I'm pretty good, though I still have a LOT to learn. I prefer realistic art. Abstract is decent too, as long as I find meaning in the piece. Anyways, if you want to know more about me, you can visit my myspace. https://www.myspace.com/taboo_paradise and see what I look like.
