Ever had one of those moments where you end up dreaming and it becomes almost like a lucid dream?

Just minutes ago I dozed off and I had the most intense one I have ever felt. It was like everything and everyone in the entire world was speaking and making noise at once. Crashing down one singular person, me, all at once like a giant tidal wave. The sounds I was hearing was obscured, the air shaking with noise, I could hear a bang suddenly roar out in my head and I felt like I was going scream and explode into the madness from such a sudden audio overload, my mind racing and my heart pounding out in my chest. It felt like was going to pass out as I heard one mans voice roar out and scream above all the rest, the mans words letting me accept the screaming in my head and flow through it like rain in and down a creak. I embraced the noise like is nothing but the sweet whispers of silence and then they all made sense, given peace in all of eternity.

I couldn't believe what I felt tonight, all my stress gone any burdens I may have had lifted and aggression suddenly being jerked out and my worries lifted away all at once in the sudden sea of calmness that I entered, if only for a few brief moments of what I experienced it was more than enough to leave me relaxed and refreshed and willing to try and reach a lucid dream state again.

To anyone watching me just have some reasonable thought here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5425874/ Thank you.

I have two journals that are still in my inbox. I don't know what they are or who they are from as it just shows up empty with the notification I have journals just staying there. Not how to fix it.

Just a normal day going by

I want to get word so I can actually start writing here like I used to DA. Art block has been bugging me a lot as well>.<

I have a character that can really open up the creative aspects of writing to its nature that i want to put here but as said before i lack word to do so. However RP wise it is very much active as it lets me really open up in the creative aspects of showing the characters designs and express creativity.

In the sense of an RP i find that it really unlocks the potential for anyone to make a story in any sense of it weather it be minor, more involved with character development or otherwise (Or in the adult aspect :V). When you do an RP it's like you are making a story in real time and more than person or a group of people can participate in making it real and show both sides of each parties side of creativity.

With that being said if you want to know which character that is https://www.f-list.net/c/the%20caretaker/ (NSFW) The caretaker is a unique and creative type for those that might be interested in seeing a creative and artistic identity work http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11728314/ (SFW)

And Are having a Christmas animation raffle with the art made by Keib and Jasona animating it.
Also throw them your moneeeeeey for a commission >:V

Is holding a artistic nude drawing for the first 50 people. Better hurry as slots are going fast.

Is having her raffle open.
And she is open for commissions throw money at her >:U

Is having a new raffle.

is giving free doodles \o/

Is having a 3k watch raffle for a full commission. Good luck everyone ^^

Is hosting a 1500 watcher raffle, have fun folks.

Is having an all day every day ref works o.o

Due to an odd bug with my laptop i am generally uploading artwork from my phone which might cause a few mismatch of words along with only being able to upload the pictures of them. Once uploadedcan then clean up descriptions

A raffle for a character spot In 's raffle for a space themed horror story.

Is giving a full month ref raffle for those interested.

Is holding a raffle for a 10000 page view/700 watcher prize.

Once again ladies and gentle men there is a raffle for a ref sheet to be had for all by the name of Have fun and good luck.

Is hosting a free art raffle :U

is hosting a free YCH here raffle

is hosting a raffle for hitting his 500k mark.

Is giving away free Halloween themed icons. Take the chance now and be quick.

Is hosting an art raffle for anyone interested.

is having a special contest for a series of names for a game he is designing, the winner gets them into the game as well as YOUR character as a character in game.

I have moved into my new house and have everything in place, it should be good now that the wifi is up and running smoothly.

For anyone wishing to know, i am at a new house and do not have access to any internet save fir a phone, where connection is spotty at best. Once i get wifi up i can reply to anything i may have missed in the passed few days or note me if there is something i should know