I keep thinking to myself that things will turn around eventually, and I'm hoping that they will turn around for the better, just gotta keep going and keep trying my best.

Revenge isn't ever going to work... its probably gonna get me Doxxed or Swatted.

I have never said anything so unhinged in my life...

I don't know what came over me... I think I'm going insane...

Thing's have happened the past few days, and maybe a year... and now... I just feel like... dissappearing... I mean... why even try...

I swear... what am I doing wrong on Discord? I try to meet someone new, then for some reason, they block me because they don't know me. How the fuck can I be convincing?! I'm about to lose my fucking mind here!

This journal is pretty much for those I may have hurt or offended deeply.
I'm gravely sorry for what I did. Be it on this platform, or other platforms, like Discord, or DA, Hell even X or Bluesky.
If I hurt you in the past, just know that I reformed, and now my actions are a lot more positve. Again this is for not a specific person, but to anyone I hurt.
A few examples including respecting others boundaries and relationships, listening to how others feel, and acting accordingly. Anyways to recap, I'm sorry and I hope we can be friends again. Thank you for your time.

I was wondering if anyone on FA can help me on transferring a Blender model to SFM.
I need a tutorial on that.
https://camseven.itch.io/hybrid

Can FA learn to hurry the fuck up?! I got an amazing piece I want to post and this downtime is getting on my nerves!

Today is my 20th birthday today!!

Im worried about the future of FA. With Dragoneer's death, im scared that something bad will happen to FA. I don't want that to happen. I met really great friends and I don't wanna lose you all!

 Dragoneer, even though we never talked... I just hope you find peace in heaven. Your a great man, and the best person to ever run this growing community. And my condolences to your friends and family as well. You will be missed, my friend.

I don't know why I put up with it... I just get depressed over the smallest of things..
And I'm sick of it...

This is it! I turn 19 today!

It's called latijet583.bsky.social. Follow me there. Or not... up to you.

So far, 2023 has been like hell for me. First of all, I followed one person and then she betrays me. I won't say because FA doesn't like mentioning blocked people. One person on Steam, goes by the name Lappy Lapras or  Jeff_Dragon471 still won't accept my friend request, and this channel is bare because of a lack of ideas and motivation. I just feel like I'm slowly dying inside and I don't know why.

2022 is gone, 2023 is here to stay. We made it this far, so let's how farther we can go! So without further ado... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! GRRROAARRRR!!!!

Today's my birthday. I'm now 18 and finally an adult. I'm so excited, I have been waiting for this moment for a long time!

To all the people out there in the community, this year finally the year! My 18th hatchday is in 5 days. At last! I'm finally going to become an adult in 5, FREAKIN', DAYS! And I hope to make more friends this year and maybe become acquainted to others when I'm 18.

TBH, I would really like to thank  Apler-Enigma and  DragonwarlordX for making feel welcome here. When I first started, I really wanted to make some friends, but that was kinda hard, since I am 17. But yet when I first asked Apler to follow him, he respected who I was, and you told me be who I could be, as long as I don't break any rules. And as for Dragonwarlordx, I knew we could be friends, as long as i follow your rules. But now, I might be able to do more, with my hatchday coming up in a few weeks (December 30th to be exact.) So again, thanks you two for making me feel welcome here on this community. And I hope to do more in the future.

I made a new steam account. The username for the account is Mazda582. Before you join, please do ask. I'm still 17, and still a minor, and will be an adult when it's December 30th of this year. So yeah, see ya there.

Im thinking of a new theme idea for my GF, Solaira for this Halloween. I'm thinking of Devil Solaira. Will be released as soon as possible. Let me know what you think about the idea.

I might not be as active on work, due to the fact I have diabetes camp in a few days, so until I get back, I might be inactive for a few days.

I can finally drive, but not on my own as I only have a learners permit at this point. My car is a Suzuku Kizashi. I let you know how I'm doing with my new car as I update my journals.

Guys, I think I have a confession to make to one of Jeffdragon471's characters. I can't say who it is, but I'm making a submission about it. You'll see who the character is when I post my confession art.