I'm so bored right now I might stream but I don't know what to stream ;-;

Hey I'm playing dayz standalone if anyone wants to play message me :3 just message me on steam

Ok so after school I was at the spot where the bus picks the students up and there is only like 6 high school kids including me and me and this one girl are always there first and today I noticed her looking at me like 8 times and her fixing her hair after looking I noticed this in the corner of my eye and I was about to say can I help you XD like why do people need to look or stare at me its kinda annoying because when I'm in a group of people like friends there is always that one girl that just keeps making quick glances at me and I don't know why this annoys me but I kind of don't like it because they could just talk to me not be awkward about it and maybe we could have a real conversation not just stare into my soul or get a couple glances XD just had to vent a bit its just getting more frequent now like last year no girl looked at me or even noticed me now a couple are just looking at me and it looks like they wana talk but they stop them selves XD

Hey someone made a journal about this its a page that people admit to thinking your cute and liking you and you can be anonymous or have your name

So I made a account :3
I like attention

So if you like me comment :D

ThisCrush:
http://www.thiscrush.com/~grimthereaper

Ok so I've seen peoples characters being stolen and used for RP and just flat out stolen like people thinking that is their character so how do I know where to look and what to search for? Someone could of even stolen grim and I wouldn't even know

Yea I'm still really sick and it might be getting worse I might have strep so I'm going to the doctor tomarrow

Im sick again it came back and I feel worse than ever like I'm so weak I can barely hold my tablet it ;-;

I like telling stories and this about the one time I've been stalked I've been staled a couple times but here is one of them. So one day I was walking to class and some girl gave me a note and I've never seen this girl ever in my life but what ever so I walked out o class and i read the note and it said she wanted to be friends and she gave me her Instagram, kik, and here number and I made a joke like wow I don't even need to ask for a girls number they will just give it to me XD so I added her on kik and we started talking and we got to know eachother and I liked her she was cute and nice so I started to really like her over the span of like 2 weeks and tats pretty short amount of time yea I'm a stud so it started to get weird when she would get very protective over me and asked what I smelt like so I was like ok its not that bad and I was so wrong and then she would get so weird when I would mention another girl like she would be like angry at me and I was like wtf but I brushed it off again and then this the part when I didn't like her like I did before because she was different and she pointed out my house and I've never ever showed her where I lived and I also live in a completely different town than she does not only that she was secretly snapping pics of me and she drew a full portrait of me and straight up told her hey I don't like you like that and she was furious and I was a little scared because she knew where I lived and I didn't want her to do anything but I got one of my friends to talk to her but she still stares at me and I not only that she randomly dated one of my other friends and she was kinda doing that same thing but mine was more creepy


So yea I'm not going to really like a girl until I know she's not fucking insane

So there are these kids on my bus and they are complete dicks and they are only like 11 but they try to make fun of everyone and not only that they swear like I never swore when I was that young. So they were making fun of people today and they made their way to me and my friend and we were just talking normally and then we hear hey you in then grey sweatshirt you fucking smell like shit and he was talking about my friend and he was wearing some good smelling stuff and I was like wtf and then they said my my hair was to long and they were just failing to make fun of us so these kids were rednecks so my friend said are your mom and dad brother and sister that would explain alot and I said what are you guys fucking retarded and yes I'm a dick to snotty little kids and they honestly thought a condom was toothpaste and was like wow are you kidding me XD


So yea just wanted to get that out of my system because this just happened and I'm going to say it again I'm a asshole but I only did that because I did try to reason with them before but they didn't care so I put them in their place and I thought it was fucking funny xD

Im probably going to do it around 6 but Xbox live is messed up right now so if they dont fix it before then ill do it when they do I might play dark souls or dying light

So I wanted to ask what do you guys think about longboarders because where I live we are accepted and also hated xD. I've had someone drive past me in a truck while me and a friend were riding down a road and he yelled faggots XD so I yelled fuck you too. so yea just wanted to know your opinions on us lol

I also don't know why people hate longboarders

Yay the day that i m alone eating chocolate by my self and play games by my self XD lol

So I was streaming dark souls 2 but I died so many times like 15 and I don't know if I want to play it but I also want to make up for losing my old account ;-;

I've never done this but I guess just ask away :D

So today I woke up at 10 grabbed a chocolate muffin and went to my room then I heard running up the stairs like a fucking Sprint and i open my door and my sister is freaking the fuck out and I'm like what's going on and she said I think moms having a seizure so I'm very calm in situations I wasn't freaking out or anything but my mom litterally was delusional and seeing things apparently so my sis called 911 and then the ambulance came but when they got here my mom was fine and I was like wow apparently it was the beginning of a seizure also my mom has epilepsy so I've seen this alot and that's why I'm calm and know what to do I'm just happy that she's fine.

Come and watch me play games
http://www.twitch.tv/deathxscar

Ill be streaming Fallout 4 but my game is being weird so I have to wait a little bit because its syncing data and I don't know why but its taking forever I'll post another journal when I'm ready

I'm actually amazed that I made it to 100 watchers like really amazed thanks so much :3

Like really I was sick Thursday and Friday and I thought it was gone but fuck no it wasn't and now its like ten times worse than before. My face was soaked because my eyes water so much i dont know how they water so much but i needed like like 4 papertowl sheets so far. and I just all around feel like shit but whatever xD

Wow I'm sick and its the beginning of second semester and I'm a junior in high school and I'm missing so much like fuck could I not be sick plz

I know 50 watchers might not be much for some but for me that's a lot and all I want to say is thanks :3

so was messaged a link from a friend to a post on FA and she said why does FA allow this and I clicked on link and it was a dog not a drawn dog a real one and then I read description and I was like wtf this person fucking married the fucking dog and he calls the dog his wife not only that all the posts are pics of the dog and hes saying she was the most beautiful women I've ever met like why just why what has this world come too.

So I just saw a journal about the person being depressed and sad and I'm like ok there must be a big reason that the person is depressed but then I look why and its because they couldn't get another desktop I know it could probably help them with art and stuff like that but I don't think anyone should get depressed about it or anything when I didn't get my gaming pc it took a while and I waited it out. I don't know why I just wanted too share that XD I just kinda thought it was a little funny.