Listen, I am sure you know who you are...
do you want me to just...disappear and go away?....
I'm sorry I'm not talented like Meep
or the other new friends, sorry i'm not your girlfriend
sorry I care to much over my characters relationships..but when I say " my oc's are my babies" i mean just that..i'm not
just sayin it to say it...in some ways it hurts me...
I know you're busy but it seems like everyone else is more imortant
you talk to them more than me, you comment on their art more
seem happy with them while with me you seem bored.
sorry i'm boring and i wasn't born a clown
its killing me inside to feel you hate me
and my characters..all of them...
you won't ever say it
but you show it very well.
I know I'm defective
I am never going to be entertaining enough
good enough
you're never going to connect with me like we used to be
sorry I was missing in action
but I had no internet then
and my laptop has thermal shutdowns..
but my cell has facebook
I still came on here to check on comments since it worked better than DA's comments...notes worked too on here..
I still tried to make myself available to talk...
sorry sorry sorry sorry
I'm a cold useless bitch
that is hard to spend time with...
neither me or my characters deserve any friends
and at times i feel its not even worth connecting with anyone anymore
I'll just ruin it like I did this one...
and my oc's can't suffer like they have because of me
so I guess its goodbye,,,
though you probably wouldn't notice
you prolly will just ignore this
its okay.

:)

plus I got internet back for awhile ....o3o but the laptop has thermal shutdowns..so..its a good and bad thing XD

:( cancelled...always the good shows *sighs* i miss aya and razer already...and i may have caught a cold *boogers flow* uck