to anymody who cares,
yes, my previous idea might seemed ok, but today I'm just a step further.

For various personal reasons i'll close my account.
There will be a new account on FA of me, and those who care, I'm sure they'll find It one way or another.
I'm gonna tell my new acc to some people about my new acc too, their decision weither to give that info away or not.

So.. typical kthxbye situation

Well yes Im back more or less, though I dont draw that reguarly anymore i guess.
Oh and typos occuring in this text i don't care about, keep 'em if you find some xP.

Like I said, I'm back and dont get me wrong but I'm gonna have to sort out my watchlist sooner or later when i got time, I'm afraid its overfilling and I appreciate about everyones work, that's why I watch you/them but... it's just too much at one point, and i wont be able to look at it later cause then there will just be more. you know?

aaalright also; I might start using my deviantart account again, so...
My idea is to quit uploading art here that noone cares about because its a waste of my time, bandwith and everything. Sounds selfish but I cant judge for you, for you it might jsut as well be a waste to look at it )
So FA will be most likely furry art only, which isnt as much as some people might think.

DA would then me for my other, more general work. Not to say more serious because I actually feel like furry art and especially adult art is more a part for fun... can#t really explain, though I hope you understand ;3


So, thats about all I had to say!

>Sorry for my long absence

Though I just came by to apologize since Im gonna be absent for a little longer.
Just to inform you of my status and why I'm so inactive:
> My PC still isn't set up
> I don't have a working tablet yet
> No internet in my apartment

> There are a bunch of private things I have to take care of


Anyhow. As soon as I'm back on track, my first few concerns and projects will be:
> Comissions + Comisssion Info
> Own Webspace & Website
> Webcomic

Plans on the webcomics are going slow, but its better than nothing


Sorry again guys for rarely being around to check your thing but I've got things to take care of

See ya soon

YES HOLY SHIT I KNOW
I havent been on much and i havent been drawing much either
Know what? I have a life, and its anythign btu pleasant right now.
Okay maybe I'm exaggerating, but for a FACT my FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT OF A LAPTOP isn't capable of anything but chatting and surfing anymore.
No. I do not want any fucking suggestions how I could fix it, if I woul, I'd call a support service.

However this journal is, jsut so you know, that all requests, trades, gifts and comissions are CANCELED.
Yes CANCELED. Im sorry, but I have lost interest in drawing for now, since its like a SIGN OF GOD he tells me STOP FUCKING DRAWING and does everything he can to keep me from it. Yes. Tablet not working once more. Nothing working in fact. Plus I really should get shit going.

Sorry for all the swearing but im seriously pissed off.
Will I be around? Most likely not. See you in better times, for now you can count me out.

Another try:
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/artings

Most likely gonna do commissions

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

1) I'm rarely satishfied, and never satishfied with things I do
2) I'm philosophic, not religious
3) I value friends a lot. NOT everyone who talks to me is my friend, even if they think/wish so
4) I'm reguarly asked out and am by now annoyed by it
5) I don't like to recieve blowjobs (by males...)
6) I have less time and motivation to draw than I wish I had
7) I am bi and switch (means not pure sub/dom, if you can even fit me into that), accept it people :p
8) I used to be a hunge fantasy fan, now its post-modern

TAGGING
 MasamuneZenith
 Calheb-DB
 Corinoch
 Kaijine
 Nazaarnir
 Samoya_Wulf
 Deante
 DarkOverord

Right, im currently setting up another stream. with music. if you want to watch:

Link: http://www.ustream.tv/channel/artings

Feel free to join

Found this, decided it'd be fun.. somehow

1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking
19. Given or received a lap dance.(both >.>)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room


21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car
27. Gotten an x-ray
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
40. Been in love


41. French kissed
42. Laughed so hard you cried
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself accident
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day (whats trash talk?)
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (movies count?)
50. Watched an animal die. (lots of insects for example xD)

51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex
57. Dressed punk
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race.

61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself not on purpose
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.


71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant. (HELL YES IVE BEEN PREGNANT!) <- is a guy
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. (LIARS)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. (LIARS)
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

Last Sunday my laptop just gave in, and it won’t start again. I’ve tried everything I know, and I a m not a total noob at it, so thank you if you want to make any suggestions, but I do not look for advice.
I merely want to tell you, all comissions, requests, trades and gifts are put on HOLD.

I am not able to draw any digital work while my laptop is down, since I don’t have another computer until next month, and even then I have to get an internet line first, because I am moving into a new (my own apartment) then.

I don’t know how long it will take to take carew of my laptop, and i fit will be taken care of at all. So I might be down for a month, or maybe jsut a week.
I WILL NOT DISSAPEAR
I can still post traditional art and reply to posts when I am at any computer. Please keep in touch with me if you care, I should be on meebo (MSN, ICQ, AIM, Yahoo) at times.

Nevertheless I’ll miss you guys :(

However thats got a positive side as well! I’m finally getting a new bike, and I’ll spend a bit more time on training my body >:3
So yeah. I’ll spend a bit more time outdoor, but I’ll try not to let my art skills (the poor ones I have) rust.

I’ll see you around!



IN GERMAN:
Laptop putt, ich nix Stand-PC, alles doof, kein Internet.
Nachteil: Kaum mehr online, kein digitales Zeichnen
Vorteil: Heute Rad kaufen und bissel mehr Bewegung machen

Hoffe bin bald wieder da Leute :'(

yeah thats right. I'm gonna do random doodles, maybe I'll come up with something. And I'm gonna lsiten to a bit of music too

Link: http://www.ustream.tv/channel/artings

Feel free to join

Okay sorry people, it's final. My tablet was nothing great and expensive, not a Wacom either. So it's eventually down. I've taken it apart, checked the cable, freaked out to no end. No its not the batteries either. The tablet doesn't work any more and I am indeed quite pissed about it I admit.
Anyway, I do not have the money to afford a new one yet; SO.
I'll borrow a friends tablet on monday... He will borrow me for a bout 1-2 months... then I'll have to get my own. As soon as I have the tablet, that means most likely on tuesday, I will start with some things I have to do.

1) 1000 pageview art for  Gatekat

2) two comissions for people I know

then I'll post my comissions info as soon as possible and will, from there on, start to take comissions. Btw, I'd be gratefull if anyone would help me with the payment methods, im in Austria, PayPal should be possible but I'm not sure if it works from america and stuff. Any alternatives?

Hell yes. Yesterday it happened. I saw it coming...
MY TABLET BROKE

Yes it did. Right when I wanted to draw again it decided to spasm around and just give up. It will take me a while to get it to work again, I might even have to get a new one, I suppose its the cable and i might jsut fix it. But if its anythign else, i'll have to get a new one cause i actually DONT KNOW ANYTHING about how a tablet works D: I just use them.

So... apart from random scribbles, if I do ever scan them, youll have to wait a bit for new art, sorry

Okay I was gone for like ... 2 days? Not even fully 2 days...
and i got like a million new submissions to check on ad a bunch of comments and all that o_o
Hey, dont get me wrong, I'm happy about it xD

Anyhow...
I will take commissions sometime soon...
but I gotta finish a few things first... aaaalso I'm not entirely sure about my commission info either...
BUT
if you are looking for cheap commissions... and I mean cheap as in 'it doesn't cost much', check  kaijine !
She's taking commissions for 5$ or somethign the like thats really not much and she needs the money, so commission all you can! D:<

Alright peeps, I'm closing in on 1000 pageviews!
Whoever hits the 1000, take a snapshot and reply to this journal and post a link to the image. By the end of the day I'll announce the winner, who will in return get a gift! Hurry people xD

Again taken from  calheb-db 's journal

.:FIRE:.
[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 7

.:WATER:.
[] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[] You are very generous.
Total: 5

.:EARTH:.
[x] You are physically strong.
[] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment. (depends. I'f I dont like what i see...)
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[x] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 7

.:AIR:.
[x] You have a free spirit.
[] You hate rules.
[] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[] You wish you could fly.
Total: 5

.: DARKNESS:.
[] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, video games, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[x] You are atheist. (agnostic, but who cares)
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x] You love to break the rules. (depends on the rules. I like rules as long as I give them especially)
Total: 8

.:LIGHT:.
[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual. (a little. a-f*ing-little. I'd prefer the term philosophical)
[] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence.
[] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you. (most I know.)
[] You always follow the rules.
Total: 4

.:My Element is:.

.:DARKNESS:.
.:FIRE:.
.:EARTH:.

there ya go

Tagged by  Calheb-DB D:

1. What does your FurAffinity name mean and why?
Griph... thats my name duh! Well my fursonas name. A terrible name in german, cause Griff means pretty mcuh the same as 'handle'... the noun.
And international I'm often msitaken for a Gryphon. GET A LIVE PEOPLE; ITS A NAME D: I dont name my furosna Foxdragonhound3000 or something.. <_<

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
fandom? O-o Hey I enjoyed digimon.. it was more serious than pokemon, things actually DIED there. Roleplay i guess. But im still into that. Hell it stayed the same D: Animes, Sex, Drugs and RocknRoll... j/k... but you get the idea

3. How many watchers do you have now?
not enough for my goal of world domination

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on FA.
 mirapony  quadrackss  peritian

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
Both usually, often only fave though, when I dont have time... which is usually the case
I comment on things when it's friend's stuff usually, and when i got some time to type of course.

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on FA?
Not yet

7. What is your most popular submission?
No. I'm not going to show as I'm not fucking proud of it. Check my gallery manually. And fave a few more things.
EDIT: FINE JEEZ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2286436/

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
I don't watch TV but.. Dr.House and Scrubs... those are fun

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
...everything?

10. Summer or winter?
Winter! Wanna know why? Well. I'd like to hear you think why.

11. Rain or Sun?
Rain. Yep. Love it.

12. What's your favorite type of music?
Many things, usually something punk-rockis if its good. But i often get new ticks and then I listen to that new thing I found until its DEAD

13. PC or Mac?
PC

14. Anime or Manga?
Anime. Manga at times.

15. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke zero? =D <- CAL, thats radioactive! D:

as for me... Coke.

16. Read or TV?
does watching animes, movies and series watched on a computer count as TV?

17. How many hours a day do you spend on FA?
I'm at work. Pretty much all day but never really paying full attention.

18. Name a hidden talent.
... would it remain hidden if I name it?
People, you'll have to find out by yourselves >:3

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Flash like in Macromedia?

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Eh.. Mc? I've been in a KFC once and it was good too but theyre like.. HIDDEN IN THE CENTER OF THE CITY

21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
'Der Greif', 'Die Drachen-Saga' (if i remember that one correctly) and 'Nathan the Wise'... there are other but ... yeah. nathan the Wise is actually a theatre too, I know, but have you ever noticed how awesome that guy is?

22. Wii or Playstation?
Playstation. Playstation3. Enough said.

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands/singers.
changes too often. But i can name a few I like. Relient K, Fall Out Boys, Rise Against, Fightstar, Hikaru utada (if thats right, i dunno. KH Soundtrack). And some others. In Flames is neato... and.. OKAY I'LL STOP.

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?
Medium... at good days.

25. Do you like Denny's?
What?

26. What is your favorite smiley?
:3 or x3

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
apple. never really had much else

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
24 is for pussies. I stayed up a week. Funny story, wasn't tired btu fell asleep while walking. Luckily not on the stairs.

29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
At times.

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides FA?
Will be DA... maybe more

31. Do you cosplay?
Only with some friends when they invite me but i usually dont dress up, so thats a No

32. Fruits or sweets?
Gimme both ya greedy basterd

33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
eeeh. No thanks. other than in the movies.

34. Have you skipped school?
Who hasn't

35. Have you been on a plane?
... I've been on planes when you still sucked the milk from your mommies tities! D:<

36. Have you swam in an ocean?
slightly modify the answer from question 35 please. Yes.

37. Have you been ice skating?
Yep. And I do not like it anymore.

38. Favorite vacation spot?
MOUNTAINZ. Skiing and shit.

39. Ever been on TV?
Yeah, multiple times. I'm even in an old austrian movie I swear. I barged into a spot where they filmed a movie and well... they didn't cut us out, we were left in the movie as some random passengers. Hell yeah. It was a crap movie.

40. Favorite salad dressing?
yeah.

41. What do you do to relax?
Music, Some strategy games or simple games even. Draw. Nap. Watch random stuff.
Though usually games aren't relaxing at all. I use to play with friends so its a lot like .. EXHAUSTING FUN... yeah im talking abotu videogames, not games iin bed.. though... that too...... yeah

42. What is the last film you saw in the theater?
an awesome one ...I think. I dont remember seriously.

43. Favorite Sandwich?
Grilled beef with cheese and tomato <- sounds tasty Cal, shall try :D

44. If you could go anywhere in the world...
Germany! <- FUCK YOU, come to austria, visit me! XD
actually I'd go to germany if i had to, but Swiss, England or some english speaking country would be so much fun.

45. Favorite time of the day?
After work and before work.

46. What did you want to be when you were little?
everything

47. What do you want to be now?
Games develloper

48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
eat with one person.
Chuck Norris? lol, no idea

49. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
No thanks, already have, if theres anything worse i dont even want to know if I COULD name it

50. When is your birthday?
Stalker. 6th of August 1990

51. Favorite type of ice cream?
BURNIN' ICE aka FIREBALL

52. Last book you read?
do mangas count?...

53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
I dont have a credit card.

54. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
No

55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Do I annoy you? <- nice one

56. Favorite all time movie?
none. or too many. your choice

57. What was your favorite show when you were a kid?
Digimon

58. What are you listening to right now?
the drill ofthe workers here in the office who are working on a new room and shit...

59. What is the last thing you ate?
Breakfast.

60. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Black.

61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hard to tell. If i see them from the front its usually likethis.. Hair->Face->Boobs->Face->Eyes->Boobs->Hair... etc
If i see them from behind.. oh come ooooon. Thats obvious. Shoes of course. ... okay, the booty :p

62. Favorite sport to play?
Watersports...
... xD someone HAD to say it
well not watersports but... still sexual things >:3

63. Favorite Day of the Year?
Christmass, Halloween. Any celebration day that takes place when its dark actually.

64. Hugs or Kisses?
Both. If its the right person.

65. Vanilla or Chocolate?
Both. But I like vanilla more.

66. Favorite Board Game?
... Warhammer 40k... without rules. Using the figures as people to replay love-stories with ...
I should start getting serious, right?

67. Favorite smells?
Good question. Pizza, some fruits, and some more things... no, I'm mean, I wont tell.

68. What inspires you?
What inspires you?

69. Do you have any piercings?
Nope

70. How many siblings do you have?
None

71. Bacon Bits or croutons?
None

72. Favorite Day of the Week?
Friday, Saturday

73. Favorite phrase?
Ich, die Maschine, zeige euch die Welt so, wie nur ich sie sehen kann.

74. Favorite Restaurant?
I dunno the name but its a damn good Asia restaurant. Best Ramen ever.

75. Favorite animal?
All Canines and Felines <- pretty much

76. Favorite thing to do outside
Go back inside =3 <- Lol, Cal xD...
Hanging with friends.

77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
Chat, draw, Think, Play, Watch the rain, Stand in the rain

78. Favorite Disney character?
Rafiki, he can kick your ass! <- So true.
But i'd prefer... EVA from wall-e... SHE CAN KICK YOUR ASS WITH LAZERCANNON!

79. Do you like coffee? If so, what is your favorite brand?
No.

80. Tag 6 people.
Shit.
 Mirapony
 Quadrackss
 blackbear
 Mikefur
 NeroL
 Adversity

Stolen from  blackbear 's journal

For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says. "You don't know Jack Shit?" Well, thanks to m efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way.

Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla SHit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb SHit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit and Giva Shit married the Happens brothers and had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an Italian bride Isa Shit.

From now on, no one can tell you that you don't know Jack Shit. Pass this knowledge on in your journals!

stolen from  Kaijine 's journal

The past week or so I've been browsing around here on FurAffinity, faving and commenting on artwork, watching people and making new friends.
I've come across some really good artwork, some amazing artists, and many nice and friendly people.

But one thing I've realized; there are some really good artists out here in the fandom, with some really beautiful artwork. But very few have a decent amount of comments or favorites for their work! Now, these aren't just your average, quick little doodles on paper, but some are really detailed and vivid artwork!

And it amazed me. I don't know why, but it did. I also noticed that there are a lot of favorites and comments on images that revolve around nudity, sex scenes, and otherwise porn related ( most of it being gay guys - not many lesbians. Go figure ).

Maybe it's just me, but I'm sure many people have noticed this. Are there so many underaged teenagers on here with fake ages that have accounts just to see furry porn? I think so! That has to be the reason why there are a lot more favs and comments for porn, and more pageviews for artists who draw porn on a daily basis.

I know some people are probably thinking "Uh, DURR. That's why we are here, you dummy!" And I understand that :D I'm here to draw and view some furry porn from time-to-time too. And some of it is very nice, let me tell you! >;] But does that obsession, that addiction have to be the reason why good artists don't get the recognition they deserve? If it is, please! I'd like to hear your comment on this! <3

Give me a good point as to why people can't set aside their addiction to furry porn and embrace the real reason most of us are here: to share our artwork, learn new skills, maybe meet some new friends, and even make some money!

I challenge everyone who reads this journal to repost it anywhere they please! You can choose to credit me or not, I don't care. I just want to get my word out and possibly get some people to agree, so maybe one day, every teenager ( or even adult ) that has -or doesn't have- an account here, isn't completely here for the furry porn.

I know I'm not. Are you?


_________________________
btw, Kaijine
its :icon'username': ^^

Ever noticed how drawing a yiff art... no matter how badly drawn it may be, will suddenly turn you into a hero of the crowd in the furry fandom?
It could make me barf sometime, yeah FUCK I'm jealous of all those people with like 20 submissions while they got 4000 pageviews and their stuff isn't even too amazing and... I just dunno why, maybe they got friends who post their gallery aroudn so more people view it ... but most likely (which doesn't nullify the first reason I stated).. its gonna be because its 90% PORN... COCK-PORN mostly.

Sometimes I could barf at it all...

Oh and if you flame me for this journal or whatever, GODDAMN PLEASE DO!
That would show me people actually look at my stuff Oo


And yeah I do draw porn occasionally when I feel like it, so what Oo
THose things are teh only works of mine that get faved within second. Barfable.

Found this in  nathradas journal and I was bored :p

[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth (...am fucking MALE. that would be freaky)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs (got one. stubborn little bitch. i love hims xD)
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders (don't wanna have them crawling all over me though)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy... D: (he must be very scary since its written 'Scary'... I'd say im looking at the mirro)
[ ] being touched (by what?)
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes (they hate me)
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean (though you can easily get lost in it. its not loike you got any signs and traffic lights out there)
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[/] jumping from high places (a little. depends on how high)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (SWING IT BITCH)
[ ] death (I'd miss you guys, but..no, not afraid. hes my pal :D)
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling (from?)
[ ] clowns (freaky=scares children if used right= gooood...but i hate them)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people (ugh i hate it)
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities (POWER)
[ ] doctors, including dentists (they take money and your life! but i got a friend whos a doc)
[ ] tornadoes (most unlikely ill ever encounter one)
[ ] hurricanes (look at tornadoes)
[x] incurable diseases (shit happens)
[ ] sharks (hit the nose)
[ ] Friday the 13th (...you kidding? we didn't have to go to school at that day)
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind (MY EYES)
[ ] becoming deaf (never thought about it. but.. MY MUSIC D:)
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night (... by now i know that daddy is NOT hurting mommy, thank you)
[ ] bee stings (they'd dislike me biting them as well, why do they bite me D:)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles (its more like HATE them)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

Took this from  calheb-db 's journal

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

=D

I found this in  clayton 's journal and decided to give it a try. I am not pleased with the results xD.

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 62%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 62%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 42%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Humanitarian |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 50%
Family drive |||||||||||| 46%
Physical Activity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Honor |||||||||||| 43%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%

Woooah okay, I'm sorry, but I guess (or hope) SOME of you at least noticed im way less active during the weekends, or in general evening. Well that may not always be the case, but it's to expect, as I try to hang with friends recently, or got some jobs to do in the evening to be prepared for work on the next morning... or am just plain lazy.

Nevertheless, I'll do my best on checking up on submissions, journals,etc. from the people I watch, hey, guys, I watch you for a reason! xD

So dont be tooooo upset when I comment on something or fave something thats actually been posted 3-4 days ago, you catch my point...

Having that said I hope you're all having a fine day :D

Oh hey, I'm sure quite some of you know him but check out this guy:
 crevanblackpaw
And heres a hint: you don't know what to draw or are bored or feel jsut like making him a little happy (he's been an upset little fluffhead... just a bit xP) ... next monday, monday 18th, is his b-day, so you might make him a little gift?
Hey, I dont order you to do it, this is just a suggestion, but I bet he'd love ya :D
If you do, I would post him the link to your work as a note, so he wont miss it

Well, I finally decided to reconstruct it, and here it is.
Curious about the Cheso and their history, as well as news about current happenings and their development?
Here you go: http://www.freewebs.com/griphinator/index.htm

I'd be happy for feedback, also keep in mind the website is constantly updating!

Well I'm finally back from germany and I brought something with me!
A COLD! Fascinating isn't it? Not really, but bleh I'll deal with it.
It's been a funny new years party we had like this huge table that was overloaded with japanese food of all kind and it was damn tasty! But way too much for us to eat even if we were 8 persons in total. After japanese food there was... japanese desert(s)! So again the table was filled with food and I barely was ably to chew anything anymore x3.
We played a lot of fun gams and talked a lot, sad thing there were no pyromaniacs there, so i was the only one who longed for explosives... however I had a rough time getting OUT of germany!
I swear in Austria its like.. one number, one call, five minutes, BAM you get what you want, no problem. For train tickets that is.
In Germany you have 100 of numbers WHICH YOU NEED TO FIND FIRST! You are busy calling different people and blah blah for like 2 hours before being told that whatever you want is not possible unless you are in Berlin or Frankfurt...IF ITS EVEN POSSIBLE AT ALL! Fun huh? So i went to Berlin the next day... yesterday. 2.5 hours of train riding and there I was. Berlin. I wanted a train. Train was full. Just like the next one. And the next one.
SO! Smart as I am I called my friends who wouldnt even pick up the phone..but one. I was able to stay at his that night and buy a train ticket for the next day and fi-na-ly, I am home!
Travelling by train in Germany is an adventure in which you need to be able to open your mouth and talk loudly (quote: ' IS THIS SEAT TAKEN?!')
...
So much for that. I'm back, lets see who cares ^,..,^