I'll try to come back in 3 or 4 months, if I don't, then sure I'm lost furever

At least 5 YCHs are in sketches already and one more wich is a WG YCH (composed by 10 full drawings), that apart of 5 drawings, I'll show them when I got the time to pass them to digital
Right now I'll work on 2 Refs, one mine and another for a friend, I promised him so I must do it



311/270
71/70
(I'll show some stuff later - 3/11/2020)

I'm not sure at all if what I said before it's about to be done noiw...

Finally getting some free time to draw again, I'm already working in a lot of things that I expect myself to post in the next week, clearly first starting with the WIP's

Also, seeing that this account already reached 56W, from those thing in what I'm working, are some YCH that I hope you ppl will like it

Not much to say, or what I can say because my limitations in the language, but anyway

Well well, sure I have something to say about that I haven't post anything, and mostly understandable with one word... "School", my general Mark is just 5,6 (Taking in account that here in where I live, the highest mark is 7.0, not 10 or A (Or however are in your countries)), I by that, I was prohibited to use the Laptop and draw with it... retaking the school, tests, projects and essays every f*cking week without stop... so, I'll try to draw and post when I got the opportunity...

I apologize and hope everyone (Who see this) to understand.

Just see, 42 followers, 42?!... I know is not too much and all that, but you all mean a lot for me, even taking in account that my artworks are not precisely good and anyway you are here :'b I say, thanks you everyone for be following this little fox (-w-).
I've get somethings in my mind, I don't know if you all think would be good ideas or not, but this:

50 followers and I'll do 3 YCH, obviously, free -3-
100 followers and I'll... IDK, I'll take 5 requests where I'll use 100% of me, I mean, all that I've drawn yet are just my 20%... okey, I'm not sure what I will do here, but we'll see ;b
200 followers... you know, is a pretty high number, and I consider it impossible to reach, so, if it happen... Commissions will be started

...something to say?, anyway, that last one is maybe a joke, I mean, who would PAY for those artworks of mine? xD

Yeah yeah, I know I said I was not going to post anything for a whole month, but the thing is that in 2 weeks I'll be at my Winter Vacations and I don't want to draw... what I draw here in those weeks, so, I'll be posting now and will end my Recovering Month when I enter in my vacations ;b

Well, looks like "I become what I was supposed to destroy", hehe... he...okay, this is a serious situation, I mean, I expected this just to be nothing but a joke, and then I started to like, love, to fondle with him... and there, now is my Fursona... a lot of things are passing through my mind with this, I'm feeling nervous but also excited, I have a Fursona, and it looks really cute, I just love it <3... is that I'll be feeling less human too?, the second thing that is my nervous, and the first is that my sister discover me with this, she hate furries as hell, she once told me "If you was furry or homosexual, I have no brother, and worse if both", so that is the principal problem... I have fear of what could happen, if she will hate me for this... she is the most important one I have, who always have been with me to support me... but this is different from the other situations... also my school friends, furries are just a joke for them, what they will say, is kinda hard to think about it...I guess I could hide this until I get my own space, it will work, yes...

I've already done the Reference of my Fursona, so whoever want to see, there is in my gallery...

I was thinking that everything will be okey with all that, but now I feel even worse, is really a place where isn't someone trying to get me down and make me recover my need to end my li-...?, it doesn't existed, maybe it was an a delusion that I did by my own, that a place like that could exist... Well, no one have ever believed in me and I guess that it will be like that for my entire life... nothing about that somebody really cares, ha, I'm just a depressed kid over an a entire world with the same, haha... ha... I feel so terrible, is that I said something wrong and they don't want to tell me and just ignore me so I can just feel bad about myself and over think everything?...

I haven't said nothing here but that I've come back to draw again, first do those... 3 requests, and also I have some ideas, hope that you guys like it ;b
I love you everyone

Maybe nobody cares about this, but anyway.

I'll be out of drawing fatties and all that for a month, I need to recover... something... just that, but meanwhile, I'll take 5 or 7 requests for when I come back, put them right in my last post so I'll put hands in the job later.

That's all ;b