Been prepping as best as I can collecting physical silver and Bitcoin.
I'm even so far as suggesting to own at least 1 BTC before this mess implodes.
There isn't enough whole BTC to spread around

I do not like the state of the US dollar, and since it's pegged to every other currency in this globalized society I fear for it's collapse. Everyday more and more homeless in North America, people barely scratching the surface to pay their bills, wages not going up accordance to inflation, and yet I'm labeled crazy for speaking my mind

I've recently discovered that as of last month the federal reserve has been pumping more funny money into the system(QE otherwise known as printing cash)
Roughly 150 billion usd

I've even begun stashing canned food, rice , beans , pickled veggies in my basement.
Winter , summer and fishing gear all ready and prepped up lol

Not that I'm a doomsayer but I feel 2020/2021 are gonna be shocking years for ya'll

Took the plunge and have consultation at at gender clinic in Winnipeg Sept 5th.
I do not like that I started a tad bit late transitioning hormonally to female but had pressing issues
That pretty much forced me to come out.

I was never in good terms with my mom who was controlling me left and right, had been mentally abusive to me and it took my dad to have both a mini heart attack followed by a stroke late 2018,who's already at senior age of 75, to get out of my shell to spill the beans to her. Needless to say, I have the full support of my cousins in Costa Rica.(Family down there scolded my mom)

I can't say I'm ready economically but have been making a few crypto and precious metal investments
On the side and while the degree I took in electronics technologist has not been of help, considering I need experience in my field, I'm glad I graduated that to prove that I could.

It's gonna be a long battle ahead, made many enemies along the way and new friends.
I hope to pass physically, and move on with my life. Want to close this chapter pronto.

NB == Really glad I was religious about putting on EU quality sunscreen 365 days of the year since 23. (Including on overcast days)
I feel it has slowed my aging, preserved my collagen and elastin skin quality that it might make the difference long run.

Ill see how this plays out, doing it for fun and a joke. Net worth of 50 bucks in dogecoin.

Wow moneys, pimp earnings, many riches, soo need

I'm not afraid to voice partly why I want to transition has an element of
"autogynphilia" (both furry and non furry)

But the need is more than fetishistic

There is a level of dysphoria completly unrelated to my sexual desire to become a shemale.
I despise my secondary male characteristics and so far am completly grateful they didn't evolve
to the point of developing a brow ridge and masculine facial structure.(kinda surprised actually given how old I am too)

I mean I could transition right now If I wanted to.
What hold me back is purely economic reasons.
Soon as I get my technical diploma I swear im immediately going onto E.
My mom will be no more Buhahahahha(Malifacent laugh)

So the question is furs. Am I really offending trans people if there's a sexual element involved with transition?(I mean duhhh.....who doesnt get turned on thinking of themselves pretty)
I know im not a transvestite.

Well just wanted to point out that girls with the extra flesh intact are not an un-natural occurance in real life.
Female hyenas possess a penis like structure and lets not forget male or female aside our genitals stem from thesame stem cells so yeah.....

I still say the world would be at peace if everyone were a herm chuckles......
Those are just my thoughts. not trying to be rude or anything P

Is it normal to have a voracious sexual appetite without getting easily exhausted?

I don't treat is as an addiction nor am I trying to boast but on avg I wank 10-12 times/ day.
No scars, injuries, completly healthy.

Im not even sure its testosterone driven. There are times im exhausted and yet
the desire is still there.

I do want to go on mtf hrt to become the mixed gender I so desire
but will E drain my libido or slightly lower it?

I can tolerate a reduced libido but a dissapearance of it entirely or low levels will not be to my liking at all.
I doo seek normalized levels.
Im not ashamed of my hyperlibido currently btw.

I try out the fur dating website furfling.com and turns out it ain't free.
To receive messages from others you have to pay. Fuck that shit. I can understand if it were other feautures involved but the most basic eesentials up for pay.

BULLSHIIITTT!!!!!!!

I came out today to my father as transgender. Frankly I thought he was gonna be this militaristic type of guy but he took it pretty calmly. He said I was a bit of of an odd-ball, weirdo and wacko in the head but he loves me. He kinda figured it out. Then again there were several occasions he discovered my furry pronz stash by accident. It came as a no brainer to him


I Need to get going on finding a parttime job soon asap.especially since im gonna be taking only 2 reparative courses this upcoming term. I want to start gender councilling therapy soon and I just know manitoba health doesn't cover for this sort stuff. let alone the hormones which is actually pissing me off . It's primarily why im worried about wanting to finish my studies asap but this damn ADHD makes it very hard to speed up my learning. Ritlin works but it's no magic pill.

I sadly can't come out to my mother though. Shes the complete antithesis of what my father is ultra conservative , traditional and very transphobic and homophobic. she will not only shun me but throw me out. And I'm not position for her to do that with my studies on the line.(they pay for it)
All in all I'm glad I came out to my father and sisters.

At the very least I wnt a part time job for this term and the summer so I can be able to afford anti androgens to try and delay my masculinity for a little longer.
I'm just hopefully I can still pass by the time I'm through with this program

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Love this ad; C'mon ladies this plague is still running rampant. LMAO

took it ok , finding info regarding my gender dysphoria.
I'm particulaurilt keen since my trans behaviour isn't atypical with classical transexualism.

I love my inner male; But desire inner female > inner male.
I see myself as a lady outwards appearance, very tomboy, very assertive, very punk .

I will keep in touch with a gender therapist. I'm particularily keen in slowing my masculinization.(namely anti antrogen, it will affect my hyperlibido)

but def once im through the remainder of my college courses I will move on with estrogen. and this is where my question arises?

Does the WPATH standards of care take into consideration different hormone regiments that cater to the individual in distress?

I'm kinda scared but if I don't muster enough courage to do it then, I'll never get that opportunity again. Gonna see if I can set up an apointment with a gender therapist.

Since 09 my original account has become a giant mess
thousands and thousands of unnecessary journal entries are added and quite simply it's slowed and bogged down my experience here on FA.

Not to mention my previous username was picked without giving it any thought when I first joined the fandom.

I am to be known as "gruntaur" .
No longer should I use Jason Statham's character from Crank(I know, I know .......Movie was awesome!!!!!...but let's be real furs....."chevchelios"....derpa derp P)

I just wish FA had a system that allowed you to change your name instead of creating a new account from scratch.
So bear with me furs, it's gonna take time to update my new account as in slowly I'll start abandoning "chevchelios" as "gruntaur" foxtaur picks up the pace.

Furs who know me PLZ add me ^^