I'm looking for someone that can create a 3D Blender Model for my (Video game) streaming sona (ref sheet: https://sta.sh/0v9gg58muug Note, it's on my DA account), so I can use it for my streams.

The absolute max I can go up to is $150, after that, I just can't afford it unless I have to wait till the end of July, which seems too far away.

Anyone that gives me info on someone, and they accept. I will grant you and the 3D Model creator a free Teir-3 Subscription on my Trovo account.

I have decided to create my own Discord Server, although it has existed for awhile, but with everything happening on Twitter right now, I need something where I can advertise my streams and such... It's called "The Reivun's Nest".

I'm still figuring out on how to advertise my Discord Server on here, so if you're interested in joining, message me with your Discord account (either on here or by notes), and I'll send you an invite to The Reivun's Nest, or if you add my Discord account (Tacan the ShadouReivun EdgeLord#0088), I'll invite you to my Discord Server.

If you like me streaming video games, nor like to chat around, come join The Reivun's Nest.

You know, this is the 2nd website in just 5 months that I have really no desire on staying (Left DeviantArt 5 months ago on this date). There is multiple reasons on why I am leaving FA, although I'm not sure if it's 100% permanent, but at least for a really really long time.

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The reason is:
1: Just like DeviantArt 5 months ago, I just don't have any desire on remaining on Furaffinity as well, and honestly, I even rarely check on FA anymore, meaning, FA isn't really my thing anymore compared to like a decade ago. I have been on InkBunny in terms of any Furry Communities, even that site, I'm occasionally on.

2: No offence to anyone out there, and this is just my personal opinion though, but I felt like that Furaffinity is starting to become a little too "political" for me. I'm a person that absolutely hates politics, and with FA starting to turn into a political wasteland, I felt like this is also another reason why I no longer want to associate with FA in my future.

3: I'm already moved away from artwork, and focusing more onto gaming and streaming, so being on Twitch and YouTube, it kind of alienated me away from Furaffinity.

4: Plus, real life has been kind of a bitch as of late, especially financials. Because of my financial issue where I can't have money I can't be able to get any commissions, and if I have money to use, 99.999% of users has their commissions closed, and this does frustrate me quite a bit.

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To keep in contacts with me, please go to one of these other places:

InkBunny: https://inkbunny.net/Dragon122
Steam: https://steamcommunity.com/id/darktacan/
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/dark_tacan
Twitter: https://twitter.com/The_Dark_Tacan
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8.....D0kep0PHfvBYHA

Anyways, it has been a great 10 years here on Furaffinity, but it's time for me to head off.

Well, I have been back for a little while, but now came around and posted a journal

You know, I have been using my two sonas (Igor and Haidrun) a whole lot since joining FA back in 2011, but I felt like it's time to introduce a few new sonas into the mix to make a total of 6 OCs instead of 2. I haven't yet though about a name for these 4 yet, but once I start drawing these 4 reference sheets, then I will come up with some names.

1 will be based on a Yveltal
1 will be based on a Reshiram/Zekrom hybrid
1 will be based on a Goodra
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1 will be based on a Kommo-o


After these 4, If I decided to come up with more, I will. Until the time comes, it will be these 4.

This is the first journal entry on here since my Mother's passing about a month ago and I have decided on what to do regarding my online activity (at least in the Furry community).

In my previous journal entry, I said that I might "permanently quit all Furry sites (FA & IB mostly)" due to all of the emotional pain I suffered from my own Mother passing away. But I have decided to just take the rest of the year off from FurAffinity & InkBunny so that way, I can focus on more personal things, and ease off from all the stress I have suffered since my Mother's passing. Even despite my temporally leave from Furry sites, I will still be on my DeviantArt account at the mean time uploading some clean Pokemon art here and there. Maybe this 4 month break is a thing I need, give me some time to reorient myself once again.

Who knows, maybe by the time of my 2018 return, I might finally upload my own material, for the first time in 3 years.

So, I will be away from FA & IB until sometime around January 1st, 2018.

This is something I really need to post. I heard one of the worst news that no child ever wants to ever hear. The passing of their own mother.

Just an hour ago, What I just witness is just complete devastation of my emotions, my own lovely Mother has passed away at the hospital, and I can't Believe it........ She's gone.

I know I was originally planning on vacationing to Nashville, TN for the Total Solar Eclipse starting next week, but after receiving this horrific news about my mother's passing, I decided to cancel my Solar Eclipse vacation and postpone the Solar Eclipse vacation to April 2024, the next time a Solar Eclipse is going over the United States. I can't focus on anything after loosing my own mother.

Anyone that reads this, I need as much comfort as possible, post journals, or anything, because I am just completely depressed at a point that I might end up deactivating my Furaffinity account.

Apparently. how much I hate to do this because it pains me to do this, especially being a Poke Fan, but I have to cancel my trip to attend this year's Pokemon Convention.

The reason why is because I can only have 1 week of vacation from work and I am planning on using that week for the week of August 21st, 2017. Because I'll be vacationing to Nashville, TN (well, north of Nashville) because of a Total Solar Eclipse that will be happening on that day, and I want to experience the Total Solar Eclipse.

With the Pokemon Convention in late-June / Early-July and the Eclipse being in late-August, I only have 1 week vacation, I have to choose one or the other. The Pokemon Convention happens every year and the Solar Eclipse will only happen 5-6 times in my entire lifetime. Plus my brother wants me to go with him as well, so the Eclipse is the best option.

But there is a saying, "Their is always next year". So, with that, I will attend the Pokemon Convention next year in 2018, because I will be a Poke fan for at least 5 more years.

Guess they will be no Pokemon Convention this year for me :(
But taking this Sacrifice will be worth it though.

I am planning on taking another hiatus from InkBunny and FurAffinity for the next 6-7 months due to both personal reasons and financial reasons.

Although I still will be on my DeviantART account here and there and I can afford a Core Membership every month on there, but other than that, that's all I can basically afford at this moment.

I am also saving money for vacation such as attending a Pokemon convention (Once TPC announce their North American convention/Nationals for this Summer), and if I keep blowing money on commissions (which I have the audacity of doing all the time), I won't have enough money to go to it and I want to go. So, to avoid this, I'm going to take some time away from 18+ Furry sites like IB and FA, that way I don't let temptations ruin my chances.

So, by Late August / Early September time, I'll have a whole lot more free time from all the personal-related crap that is currently going on, and have a lot more funds coming in at that time (just getting bombarded by expenses after expenses right now and can barely afford any kind commissions from others, plus saving money for the Pokemon Convention like I mentioned above).


See you guys in August or September 2017

I have received some really sad news just now from my Father. This morning, my Grandfather (my Father's father) has passed away just a few hours ago (as of this journal), and I am really devastated after this news of hearing my Grandfather passing. To make matters even worse, this is my 2nd and last Grandfather that passed away (my Mother's father passed in 2004), so I don't have anymore Grandfathers alive now :(

According to my parents, my Grandfather died from a Congestive Heart Failure (or CHF for short).

At the mean time, I'm going to take a temporary break from any online communities for a little while till things gets back to normal. So, I hope you give your indolence to my loss, I would appreciate it.

I am really sad and heartbroken after hearing this news.

Just letting everyone know. If you do in fact want to chat with me on Skype but you haven't asked for my account. Please send me a note about my Skype account.

On the note, you need to tell me your Skype account and on Skype, you need to tell me your FA account. If you fail to do so, I will decline your contact request with absolutely no exceptions.


Update:
Note, I do have my Skype name on my old accounts on FA (not hidden), note, I don't remember my sign in info. But if you add me from that, I will still decline the request unless you send me a note on here first.

I repeat, I DO NOT ACCEPT REQUESTS WITHOUT YOU SENDING A NOTE ON FA FIRST, IF YOU CONTINUE TO DO SO. YOU'LL BE BANNED FROM MY PROFILE ON FA AND SKYPE PERMANENTLY!!

Hello, as you know, for the past year (more like 2 years), things has been going way out of control, but things are starting to back into control once again.

Furthermore, I decided to fully return to FA once again and I'm going to start becoming active once again. First of all, later on, I'm going to start posting material that other great artist has made for me and then maybe, I'll start uploading my drawings once again.

You know, I haven been thinking about this. I think it is time for me to ride off the sunset and leave FA and more likely forever.

And note, it's not one of those "I hate you all, I quit" journals, It's really other reasons.


*I have lost interest in drawing anything anymore, in fact, I have not drawn anything on DeviantART since July. Since I don't draw anymore, what's the point in being here.

*PayPal's screw up that caused my brother to close his PayPal account due to ID/SSN crap and both me and my brother hates posting any of that stuff online, I don't want to see me miss opportunities after opportunities go by because my brother closing his account on PayPal. Also, before you asked, my account was closed down because I mentioned "FA" on one of the commissions I paid for in 2012.

*I don't want to have a repeat of 2015 in 2016 and later. 2015 was going alright until one problem with someone here which caused 2015 to spiral out of control to make 2015 to be my worse year since 2004. To avoid Deja vu, I'll avoid these issues by staying away from the source.


Due to these things, I think it would be best that I retire. Better to say something rather than not saying anything at all and you all wonder what happened to me.

Anyways, I was nice to be around FA for all these years (on both this account and my two last accounts), but it is my time to go, you all were great, but it is time for me to ride into the sunset.

Note, I still be hanging around my DeviantART page, and I might also post a few drawings on here that other has made for me in a month or two, but that's mostly it.

Just letting everyone know. If you do in fact want to chat with me on Skype but you haven't asked for my account. Please send me a note about my Skype account.

On the note, you need to tell me your Skype account and on Skype, you need to tell me your FA account. If you fail to do so, I will decline your contact request with absolutely no exceptions.

You know, 5 years ago, I started a new concept that you all got familiar to, and what I realized is that concept wasn't really working for me. What I thought about is starting a whole new concept, which I called "The Revolution" concept.

What is exactly The Revolution concept, well, it's a concept where I don't want to focus on how things should work by my expectations, I would see things work out on how others think on the expectation.

Sure, under my last era, I was selfish, greedy, and an ass, mostly because I have been like that my whole life, but it is now time to try something new, try to focus away from any of these situations that drives me insane and move on to much bigger and better things.

I have removed all trace of problems in my last era and starting this new revolution era off strong.

Some of you are asking, does this mean more artwork from me, the answer is yes, but not for a little while, it's not my mood, it's because my computer is broken and I can't draw on a broken computer, once it's fix, prepare to see a lot of uploads.

That is mostly it.

Well, it has came to a point on FA that my activity has been getting less and less ever since I came back onto this account. I just feel like to my point of view that FA and other furry sites isn't really cutting it for me, not sure why. I think ever since I had an emotional meltdown this past January with another user on InkBunny which caused me to permanently quit IB and quit (but kinda came back) FA.

Ever since that meltdown this past January, I have not got my head back into the game, and at this rate, it more likely won't ever recover.

So far, I have 1 icon commission left to make. I am also waiting on a commission from someone and planning on asking 4 other users for a commissions, after I get these 6 things done, I will go ahead and call it quits and retire from all Furry sites.

I don't know how long it will be till all 6 things are done, that'll be it for me. Although the only art site I will not retire is DeviantART.

Since I am retiring, I just want to say, some of you guys has supported me all these years on all of my accounts on all Furry sites and I sure will miss you all (unless you have a DA account, then you'll still see me).

Note, you all may have heard back on my last account (Dragon122) that I have officially quit FA and IB for good and I did stick by my word. Ok, fast forward 5 months later, I have stop and though that maybe, I should start coming back here and there,

So, as of right now, I am semi-back on FA only (still not going back to IB). What do I mean about "Semi-back", well, I won't be on FA as frequent as I was pre-December 2014, but I will still check in on FA occasionally, maybe like twice a week.

Note, I won't be on as frequently than I was in the past to avoid anymore outbursts like in the past, and I am not going to watch anyone to avoid anymore problems and I have ban some users to view so it don't spew anymore issues.


As for me drawing artwork, that more likely won't happen in the short run, but I will get to it sometime in the future though

Yes, I hate to put this announcement, but over recent actions, I have been going through a severe depression as of late, the reason why, I just wanted to be myself for once and it seems I'm not allow to be myself in my household. The reason why I say that, I can't buy anything without pissing people off. The problem is that I sometime live with my brother, and what's the problem, well, I do help out my brother for a lot of things like pay half of the internet and at least help him out. What started all of this, ok, he's got 2 little dogs and I couldn't take them out because it was raining at the time (I mean pouring down the rain), and when he come home, he completely bitched at me because all the dog poop and all in the house because I'm too lazy to take them out. Well, that's what started a downward spiral between me and my brother, where he even go and tell on my father behind my back about how much of a lazy, selfish, person I am that I don't even bother helping him out because all I do is blow my money on Pokemon-related things and not care about anything else like food and stuff, and that's not true and they all seem to be against me, and the sick part is that my brother blows his paycheck on pointless things like weed and all that, and tell me on how fair that is. I don't even know what's everyone's problem against me, it seems like they want me to have no life what so ever, I just want to be somebody for once and I'm not allowed to be somebody according to both my brother and my father.

My depression has been getting worse and worse by the time goes by, and due to the fact my depression has cause my life to go downhill, it has even affected me drawing anything, and I haven't really started the Survivor Games project due to this ongoing depression, and I really have no choice but to postpone from my typical February 14th date to sometime in early June 2015

Letting you know, after all the mistakes I have made over the years on my two FA accounts (Dragon122 and Nomming_Birdy), I figure it's time to just start all over again from scratch again, like hitting the reset button, so just pretend that I'm joining FA for the first time, and any problems I had, I want to pretend none of those issues even happened. Let's hope this account goes a whole lot better than D122/NB came to.

Although I won't be posting any art just yet, my first artwork (other than Igor's and Haidrun's ref sheets) will be my big Survivor Games project which will be released this coming February 13th/14th, 2015, and then that point on, I'll be using this account from point on (merging both Dragon122 and Nomming_Birdy), and abandon both accounts