Looking for a feral animal MALE or herm is fine Must be feral... My fiance and I want to draw a cucking scene with our sona's Duluth and Rose

Any species is allowed!

His character Duluth: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30066416/
Mine Rose: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30066377/

Anyone can enter. I'll be doing a raffle for this. It'll be a full piece, so shading and back ground included.

So it has been a long time since I streamed.. What streaming services do you recommend guys? I'm working on a request at the moment.

So I am currently installing my new (smaller) tablet and am going to need simple things to just sketch or draw... SO

Free art time rules! :)
Drop as many simple characters as you want. No limit on them.
Be a follower, or be a new follower either is fine!!
Be nice to everyone!
It is NOT a first come first serve basis... if I like your character I draw it!
Suggest a pose/ leave music to inspire me! (Not needed but a plus)
Tell me your favorite season.


Also surprise survey time...
How many people would be interested in watching me stream my art and chatting? I usually don’t but I may if enough people seem interested in it.

I'm finally off from work for a few days in a row and want to draw!! I'm currently working on one of the previous requests, but I figure I will add some more here.
SFW pieces only (refs do not have to be SFW just give me a heads up if they are not)
Drop a request below. I may or may not do it depending on if I like the character. (Dropping a song link from youtube to help inspire a piece is a plus.)
One request per person, Can be multiple characters in the piece, but if there are I would like to know what you'd want them to be doing.
Be a follower or a new follower.
If you feeling like just chatting I am up for that too. :)

Hope you're all having a wonderful night!

Alright, new rules...

Any character difficulty (wings and difficult designs welcome)
Pick 3 songs (with links to youtube) You'd want to inspire a picture..
Pick a pose (basically what you'd want your character doing in the picture)
Be a follower (New comers welcome)
One character only! (unless you want a NSFW with another character)
NSFW or SFW (Pick one)

Comment below and tell what your favorite ice cream is, so I know you read the rules. :3
Have fun and good luck!

:3

Hey guys... It's been a while since I've updated a journal.. But I decided that I will make this one sweet and simple..
I wanna sketch
So... RULES
Drop a simple character
Say your favorite Fruit
Say your favorite color
Be following me, New comers welcome!
and I will possibly sketch your character!

If I like the sketch a lot you may get it colored and shaded... That being said my drawing tablet is acting odd and won't recognize my pen pressure... SO if you're okay with that... Then feel free to enter. I'll note you or leave a comment on your comment if I pick you. :3

That's it.. No other rules. :3 Have fun!

If I draw your character Yes you are more than welcome to repost it as long as you credit me. :3

My sisters death certificate was finally released, the coroners have a definitive answer as to what caused her death. Please do not ask here, you may note me and I can let you know.

My heart hurts in the worst way, and my mind is damaged... to those of you who have lost family, I am truly sorry for what you have had to go through, to those of you who have not lost family or someone who became like family, I hope you never have to... but if anyone needs a sympathetic ear, or needs someone to chat with my doors are open.

If anyone thinks you are unimportant, ignore that small voice in your head. I’m here to tell you that you matter to so many people. So think before you act, and remember you are loved.

Also if anyone knows how to get a hold of an admin on here I’d greatly appreciate some tips... I sent notes but wasn’t responded to yet..

I am not legally obligated to refund you for what you purchased from her, as I was informed by the detective on her case. I am being kind and offering what I can as a compensation in the form of drawings.

Now to make sure you are on her waiting list I am waiting for permission to go into her Fa account and see her list. This is to make sure no one is taking advantage of this situation and trying to get free art.

Her case is on going so I do not have access to her computer as it is evidence. I have messaged an admin asking if there is a way I can get into her account to see what art she owed. If I can not get in that way we will have to wait until I get her laptop back, which may take up to several months.

Please be understanding in this hard time right now. I am doing what I can because I know how upset I would be if I just spent so much money on something and basically just lost it all... I will do what I can but be patient please.

If anyone has an issue with that or any of this send me a message.

My sister has passed away,as of this morning. If you have commissioned art from her or would like more detailed please feel free to message me.

I unfortunately can not refund your commissions, but I may be able to compensate you by doing your request. I know my quality is not close to hers but this is all I can do. It may take me a while to do them, as I need some time to grieve.

If I were to open up for a few Paywhatyou want commission... let’s say 4.. just pieces like the last few I’ve posted... would anyone be interested? I’m just debating taking a few here or there to be done day of ordering.

That or I was debating doing some YCH pieces. Let me know if either of these sound like something you’d like to see me offer.

I’m thankful for what an amazing year this has been for me so far. I’m thankful I got the strength to rid something out of my life that.. well let’s just say I’m happy now.

I’m thankful for my boyfriend , who is honestly the light in my life, the one thing I can count on to always be there for me when I need him and always helps me try to be more. If it weren’t for him I’d still not have understood what it means to trust someone again, and be able to rely on someone full-heartedly. I can’t explain to you how happy he’s made me, even on my lowest and darker days, they seem grey instead of black... and those days are far and few in between now...and I can’t thank him enough for making me feel safe enough to be myself. Him coming into my life is what I am most thankful for this year.

I’m thankful for other things as well such as a sober mother.. and to have a job and loving family. My health has been great and I’ve been losing weight and sticking to my goals (mostly). I’m back in school finishing my degree, and I have coworkers who are amazing. I couldn’t ask for more right now.

I hope all of you have a great Thanksgiving and are having an amazing year. I hope you all can spend time with your loved ones and enjoy this day.

Happy Thanksgiving

Yup, so I want to draw some Vore, some S&M play, Pinups, and NSFW things. SFW things will be okay to, but I’m mainly in a mood to draw what I listed first.

Not accepting Overly muscle characters, overly complex either. No diapers. Other than that throw me your ideas on here or via note! Also links to red sheets with NO shading on it please. (If you don’t have a single ref with no shading we can talk about me possibly still working on it.)

If you want a piece done with my characters (any of them) Feel free to ask! I will be working on sketches tonight.

I want to draw more this year.

I’m taking 5 pieces at a time. It is NOT first come first serve. I draw for free so if I don’t like your idea don’t be offended. I may draw it later.

I hope this year will bring happiness and love to all of you, as well as bring you good health.

I hope you have a great year and that your last wasn’t too horrible!

I am feeling and doing much better now. ^^ Things are finally going how they should. I’ve ‘graduated’ from my physical therapy. My spine is back to how it should be. I still need to keep losin weight and my at home stuff to strengthen my back but there isn’t any pain anymore. ^^ <3

Had a good Christmas, and now planning new cosplay with my little sister. Should be lots of fun at AMKE this year.

Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and yet, I hate this time of year, people are stressing over Christmas because of Black Friday, or having to find the right gifts for loved ones. Everyone is in such a rush to get places and things that they seem to forget that this time of year is supposed to be a happy and joyous time, a time meant to enjoy the company of family and friends. But the more I look the more I see how horrible people are acting. Skipping out on the family dinner, just so that they can get a deal, which also shame on the store companies for being open on thanksgiving. I under stand grocery stores Incase you need to get something last minute, but I mean come on. You promote family in your stores yet you take people away from their families just to what? Sell out of a product and make a bit more money? You have all Black Friday and the weekend after to do your sales. There is no need to have actual thanksgiving day as well. That’s my rant about that...

Now my next rant, Why is it when you think you know someone so well, that when they move they seem to become an entirely new person? Not naming names, but someone I was very close to has turned into such a heartless person towards me, I honestly don’t know what to do. And it’s not just me who they have started treating horribly, but others that they should love and care for. Yes I may have acted a bit sour towards her because I was angry about her moving, and how she was acting a bit before she left... burn but now that they are there they’ve turned into this rude inconsiderate person. I’ve tried to be understanding and think about what they’re going through but honestly I can’t understand what is so important that they’ve shut out me and others. We’re worried and concerned about them. Yet they don’t understand that. They can’t see we’re not fully mad at them for going but for how they’re acting and how they’re over reacting about and obsessing. I won’t apologize for being truthful to them. But I expect a huge apology for how they’ve treated me, for what they’ve said because a lot of it was very rude/hurtful, and I expect them to apologize for something else and they should know what that bit is about. I, am only sorry for one thing and if that person wants to find out what that is they can happily text me.

Again thanks for letting me rant a bit, now on to the next part of my journal. Not today, but tomorrow I was thinking about sitting down and drawing some freebee’s. Only rule for them is be a watcher please. Just leave a link to the character or multiple you want to enter. Leave a pose/drawing idea. They might end up being chibi styled or full blown drawings. You can enter multiple ideas. I just feel like drawing may help me feel better.

Happy Thanksgiving to those celebrating, and Have a happy and great weekend to those not celebrating it!

So I went in to my normal doctor yesterday, and my MRI is now scheduled for Thursday this coming up week. My reflexes is my left leg are more sluggish than last Friday which is not too excited about but there isn’t anything I can really do about it.

Anyways My Doctor was very nice and understanding about the pain I’m having. She believes it’s a herniated disk... which I’m kind of hoping for now because that is 100% fixable. Sure surgery will be a bit nervous for me but it’s better than having to live with the pain forever.

As far as medication she put me on, 800mg ibuprofen and 200mg Tylenol... which I’m shocked makes the pain almost gone. I got my first good night sleep in what feels like months. And after I woke up it didn’t take me half an hour to get dressed or out of bed. I’m very optimistic about the treatment she has in store and about her diagnosis. She’s seen a lot of back pain patients so seemed very knowledgeable and reasonable in her diagnosis of me.

In any case I might be opening for a raffle in a couple days for a full art piece multiple characters would be allowed up to 5. I’ll make a post about that one later.

Anyways I hope you all have a great weekend! :3

So, I’ve been dealing with some back pain for a few months... it’s happened before and it went away in a few days so I didn’t think anything of it when it started hurting this time... but this time is different... the pain has lasted since the beginning of July about... and has progressively gotten worse. So much so that last Friday September, 29th I went into an urgent care clinic because I could barely turn my head without a shooting stabbing pain down my back and legs and basically my left side..

Now on Friday the doctor that evaluated me tested my reflexes and a few other things dealing with my back/left leg and pain since that is where it is worst.
First thing he found out and told me are my reflexes in my left leg are slow and sluggish... my right leg is fine. Then he told me what it possibly is, Radiculitis causing sciatic pain... now I had no idea what Radiculitis was or how it’s treated, he said I’d probably need and MRI, Physical therapy, and that was it... so here I’m thinking it’ll be something easily fixed and I don’t have to worry... fastforward through a painful weekend and mostly filled with sleep because of this muscle relaxer that doctor prescribed for me...Monday I worked and had no time to call... So Tuesday I try to call my normal doctor to make an appointment because the other doctor suggested I go to my normal one. So I call and apparently I am no longer in the system as a patient there because it’s been a while since I had to go in for anything... I don’t like going to the doctor unless it’s necessary... Anyways this lead me to having to wait until today to call and talk to a head nurse to figure out why I’m not a patient there anymore... find out that the other nurse just looked at the wrong person (Yay for a common name and last name)... now the nurse today was very nice and friendly that I talked to, she gave me some great advice on how to deal with the pain because she herself has Radiculitis and has had it for 19 years...

Now my brain at this point just kind of stops and my first thought is “You mean there isn’t something that can make this go away permanently...” that answer is Yea, there is nothing that permanently makes the pain stop.... now as I’m listening to this nurse talk, I’m mentally HAVING A FUCKIN BREAKDOWN! I’m 25 I can’t live with this kind of thing. I’m fairly healthy besides being over weight... and my weight has nothing to do with the cause of this thing... I just slept funny and BAM now I have it?? No it could be genetic too. Which figures since it seems I drew the short end of the stick when it comes to my genes... I can barely wrap my head around the fact I might have to live with this.

Now meanwhile as I’m having this mental break the nurse is still talking, telling me physical therapy is a great thing to do and which place to go.. okay so maybe there is something I can do? Nope, she’s gone there a few times in the 19 years because it comes back... and after that she suggests I might want to go and schedule and appointment with a therapist. You’re fucking right I do! I can’t accept that diagnosis, I can’t. I’m praying it’s a bulging disk, something, anything else that can be fixed. I have my dream job... and I need to be able to bend, walk and be mobile and flexible. I can’t have restricted motion! If a dog suddenly tries to bite or a cat suddenly decides my face and arms are scratching posts jarrring movements happen and they happen quick to respond to what is going on... right now I can’t do that. That’s why I went in so they can fix it! I refuse to give up my dream job because of pain. If I end up hurting myself worse because of this so be it! I can’t and won’t quit my job...

Anyways so yeah, I’m mentally dying inside and my mom is now frustrating me, and she doesn’t get it... she doesn’t understand the physical pain, and how mentally draining it is now... she doesn’t understand that walking and standing up are the most painful thing I’ve done in a while, all because of my stupid back... I was planning on starting this new diet thing my friend as been on because she’s lost 45lbs in a month and she just changed her diet and started doing this other thing... but it costs $150 and now that money I had is going to a medical bill more than likely... I honestly feel broken and don’t know what to do anymore.

Anyways I’m sorry for the rant I just figured it might help me out my thoughts in order a bit.. also if anyone has something similar and has tips to deal with it, I’d love I hear them.

So thank you anyone who took the time to read all that, and I hope you are well and have a great rest of your day and week.

So, if I were to just start posting up sketches would you all care? Seems like I do a lot more sketching than full on drawing these days... I've got a bunch of new critters my mind has decided needed to be made into exsistance as well...

Second thing isn't really a question. I want something Unique to draw so if you drop a ref of something unique,
OR make a suggestion of a combination of animals you'd like to see mashed together (I may just give you the character if you like it and make a good suggestion.)

I want to draw and am just not inspired at the moment.

RULES
NO OVER COMPLEX CHARACTERS
Feral or anthro
MUST be a watcher already
Say cheese if you read the rules
Simple characters please
Post as many of your characters you want! The more the better. I have no idea what I want to draw at the moment.
Do NOT complain if I do not pick one of your characters (This will result in me not drawing for you ever) I don't do commissions so everything I do is free. That being said, don't complain.
Be kind to everyone here. (I've not had that issue with you guys but it's just a general rule.)
Have fun! I might stream. Not sure yet. Debating on that.

I know it has only been a week since I said good bye to my baby, my cat, and I am still hurting.. But I am doing better.. I've been sleeping better... I can go in my basement again (his litter box used yo be down there) .. And I'm going to try and sleep in my bed tonight. I haven't been able to go certain places since last Friday in my house because it brought back many memories and it just was too painful.

As some of you know I work in a school helping students learn how to become veterinary assistants and technologists. What some of you don't k ow is we do spaying and neutering for Humane Societies for free so the animals can be well taken care of and the humane society can charge less to adopt out their animals. Or so they can afford more food and area to house more animals...

In any case on Monday we had a very nice little cat come in... And yes I am grieving for my cat still, but there is something about this little cat that struck a cors with me.. To the point I spoke to my family about her. Something in my gut said she would be a perfect new addition to our family.

What you must understand with my family is we have never not had a cat, we have always had one cat in our life... And the empty feeling in our house we all feel now is a bit unbearable to be honest. So when I spoke to my family about her, they wanted to meet this cat. ( My family trusts my intuition about cats and understands I would never bring up taking in a new cat if I did not believe that the cat would fit into our family.)
So today, they came in to meet her, and we've decided to bring her into our home and add her to our family.

WARNING- I do not want to hear that we are replacing my old cat, my baby.. No one will ever, in my life time replace him. He was a one of a kind cat who won my heart the moment I saw his cute little face and blue eyes behind bars at a humane society over 18 years ago. While my parents had been looking at a little black kitten I was looking at him. I tell people all the time, he chose me and my family not the other way around. He was my one comfort.

That being said, this new little girl we will be bringing into our home, she needs love, and my family and I have lots of love to give. She is very sweet and she, when she first came in acted very similar to how my Bandit (old kitty) did. There were too many coincidences that occurred for me to ignore her and my feelings. The night before I had a dream of my old baby telling me he was feeling much better, that he was happy and the one causing things to fall off walls in my room (has been happening since Friday night after he was gone.) and it was okay to move on and be happy. This happened on Monday.
Tuesday the little girl cat came in.. Now I'm all for coincidence but her name given to her (we're changing it) was Gemma.. Which just happens to be the name of the main character of my favorite series of books... And she just happened to come in after that dream... It was just too many coincidences for me to ignore. On top of it, she was sweet and very friendly, and young ( I like to adopt cats 1-2 years old.), and she is also very pretty.

So while I am still mourning, I will be taking this kitty in. Not just to heal me, but to heal her and give her an amazing long happy life..

This is more of a rant than anything so if anyone reads this all, thank you, I know it is long and a bit unorganized babble.
I want to thank the kind words that were said on the previous journal, they did help me process my thoughts and to not spiral into a deeper depression.

Yesterday at 9am I had to say good bye to my cat Bandit. I couldn't bring myself to write anything Yesterday. I was too much of a mess to do much. I still am to be honest.
He was main reason for waking up everyday. He was my comfort in life whenever something bad happened. He was always there for me. Always. He would just let me hold him and cry whenever I needed it... He was my heart and life.
And now he's gone. I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now. I woke up earlier and then just laid back down... I was his prime caretaker. So I'd get up, feed him, cuddle him right away and make sure he was okay before leaving for work or before continuing on my day. Then I'd come home and feed him, snuggle him after a hard day... And I just don't think everyone understands how much I needed him in my life.. And now that he is gone... I just don't know how I am going to cope.
So if I disappear for a while please don't worry. I am more than likely trying to figure out how to deal with everything.

I am posting this portion of my sisters journal to update you all on family life and because I agree with everything said here..
"I wanna talk about this. I'm leaving out names for my families privacy but I feel like I need to talk about it. I don't know if anyone can relate, or maybe this can reach out and help someone you know or love. I hope maybe it can help someone. I'm not looking for a pity party, I want to bring awareness and maybe some of you are going through this or went through it and can give advice.

My uncle is a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic, suffers from depression, and also deals with addiction. Mostly is a severe alcoholic.

his whole life he's always been odd and a trouble maker and had issues, and as he grew older he became a severe alcoholic. at 34 now he drinks up to a 30 pack a day. There are times he doesn't drink which is rare and his reasoning for drinking though he doesn't admit it is to self medicate. Unfortunately my grandparents at a young age lost their second daughter to her mental illness so..there were times they enabled him.

He's always had issues. It was back in 2008-2009 his mental state started to decline and there was clear something was very wrong. My graduation party was ruined because of his drinking and state of mind, that lead to police being called. It wasn't the first time he had been arrested nor would be the last. Unfortunately every time he got out specifically this time his mental state SEVERELY DECREASED.

resulting in him believing aliens were out to get him, the electronics had voices, bodies in the floor, just to name some of the things. He tore up my grandparents home digging for the bodies and the portal to hell he claimed was there. He was very sick.

It was in 2010-2011 that the peek of his problems occurred. My uncle suffered a severe psychotic break that resulted in police, swat, and a 8 hour stand off after he was stuck in a hallucination believing my grandmother was the devil and tried to kill her. He saw the world outside as hell.

After that he was legally and clinically diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic, for 2 years he was on medication with a required court ordered monthly shot. He no longer suffered any of the symptoms that he was having and he drank less. He was doing better. There were no more voices.

It was suddenly 2 years ago he went into see his counselor, and met a new person that was taking over and they dropped him. No meds. No therapy, no plan. NOTHING. just threw him out into the wind. This is something very unfortunate that happens to a lot of mentally ill people.

We were upset and frustrated. This is NOT something that just goes away.
over the 2 years he declined. His state of mind got worse and worse and worse. The holidays last year were ruined due to his episodes.
Since about march this year things got worse. His drinking increased to the 30 pack plus a day. He didn't sleep, didn't eat. When he did sleep it was for an hour. Over the past few months it got really really bad. He attacked my other uncle (his brother). The voices and everything were back and even worse than last time he hears them constantly not just occasionally.
Early this Novemeber it came to a head as he showed up at my families home. He was having a full on psychotic break. Seeing things. Believed everyone was dead, he was jesus. He became dangerous to himself and others and after I called the police he ran.
They searched for him with no luck.
He returned to our home the next morning missing some of his clothing. Still hallucinating, believing he was shot last night and his feet were bloody. There were no injuries on him.

during which we placed him in chapter 51, which normally is a 72 hour hold. His state was severe enough they kept him for 2 weeks since he mentally could not handle anything and was violent so he had to stay under armed guard hidden in the hospital. He was a safety hazard to even be moved.

We were trying to undergo the process to have him inpatient committed. On his own out patient, he would not take meds or anything. He's known for lying and faking his way out of it. Which in the end after 2 and a half weeks held in the hospital is what happened. His lawyer got him to sign even in his state a deal. No self harm to himself, threatening to harm himself, others, objects, no drinking, no drugs, meds all must be taken, mandatory therapy and weekly doctor visits.
they left him to do all this ,a man that believes he has nothing wrong with him, in a home with my grandparents (my gma who works and gpa who works and also has some physical disability) to take care of him.
they just...let him go. It was...a really big loss in trying to get him help. He needed that inpatient treatment to get him started on the right path before trying out patient treatment.

My mother (his sister) is afraid of him. My family and I are afraid of him. We knew it was only a matter of time till he messed up. Lastnight was that night, as he called drunk, I'm not on meds (as my gma confirmed he's not taking them and is refusing to go to his appointments) as he was hallucinating, and threatening my family and I.
We now get to deal with trying to get him committed, per contract if its breached he goes back and goes into court to be involuntarily committed.

My whole point of this journal is to bring awareness. If you know someone who is ill...who is suffering. DO NOT IGNORE THE SIGNS. Do not enable their addictions. You may say "Ill get them help tomorrow." there could be no tomorrow for them. These problems do not go away. They don't just fix themselves. Talk to your loved ones, do what you can to help them.

There is nothing worse than watching a loved one deteriorate into nothing. My uncle wasn't always like this. He's the man that taught me how to throw a football so I could play and beat the boys. That showed me Jim carrey movies, and played GI joes with me and dinosaurs, that would take me and my sisters river rafting. He's a man that when lucid he loves his family, adored my sibling and I. That wanted a family of his own.
but because we didn't know the signs...because actions weren't taken, because my grandparents enabled his drinking when he was young. It has come to a point I don't think we've seen my real uncle in maybe 10 years. I don't think he knows himself.

If you know someone going through this. Don't ignore it. Research. Do what you can to talk to them, before things escalate. Before it becomes impossible to reach that person. Don't ignore them.
Again my purpose for this journal wasn't for a "boo hoo pity journal." it was to reach out to anyone that might be going through things as well, maybe personally, maybe through a friend. I'm here to talk and listen."
This is where my sister's post and mine differ. I am adding my own thoughts to this.
As she said my family and I do not feel safe. I plan on getting a restraining order against my uncle much to the hate and anger my mom is sending my way now. The only thing my uncle understands is when you say 'Jail' he stops what he's doing in fear of going back... A restraining order makes it so all I have to do is call and he'll be whisked away and I will be safe. My family I live with will be safe.. I can finally feel safe. The only thing it won't do is protect my grandparents from him. I'm sure they will hate me for getting one as well, but I should not have to feel unsafe in my home. I shouldnt have to worry about him hurting someone I live with.. And if it means I'll be hated for a while by my mom then so be it. I will at least know of I'm around she will be safe from him and he won't set foot near the house.

Saw a few people doing this so thought why not. I need a break anyways.
taken from:  Irime

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Experimentalist
98% Brat
96% Submissive
80% Switch
71% Bondage Receiver
63% Girl/Boy
56% Primal (Prey)
54% Daddy/Mommy
50% Slave
46% Non-monogamist
46% Vanilla
42% Primal (Predator)
36% Bondage Giver
33% Exhibitionist
21% Brat Tamer
21% Masochist
21% Pervert
16% Voyeur
9% Dominant
4% Master/Mistress
4% Sadist
0% All-Rounder
0% Degradation Giver
0% Degradation Receiver
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=71969


Here's what each mean from this particular site (I'm just putting up the top 7 here)

Experimentalist (100%)
Experimentalists want to have tried it all. An open mind and an insatiable curiosity are their key features, and they will rarely form an opinion before they have gathered first hand experience. They often have plenty of fantasies and will actively pursue to try them out.
Experimentalists typically pair up with other experimentalists.

Brat (98%)
Brats are, in essence, naughty submissives. They find disobedience a form of playfulness rather than a form of rudeness, and require a compatible dominant who will not only teach them a lesson, but also accept that any number of lessons might still not necessarily change this behavior.
Brats typically pair up with brat tamers.

Submissive (96%)
Submissives like to follow. Some like to give the control away to their partner(s), some like to have it forcibly taken from them. Some are submissive only in the bedroom, others are submissive throughout their daily life as well (usually with limitations). Unlike the bottom roles (receiving pain/bondage/degradation), being submissive is more about who decides what happens (and takes the responsibility that comes with it) than about the contents of what happens.
Submissives typically pair up with dominants.

Switch (80%)
Switches like to... well, switch. Always taking a dominant or top position is not for them, neither is always taking a submissive or bottom position. Some prefer to switch with the same partner or partners, others have a dominant play partner and a submissive play partner, but in either case they don't fit on one end point of the spectrum.
Switches typically pair up with other switches.

Bondage Receiver (71%)
Bondage receivers likes to be tied up and restrained, using rope and/or other attributes (chains, cuffs, speaders...). Whether for sexual enhancement, for art or just for fun, they enjoy being totally at the mercy of their partner(s).
Bondage receivers typically pair up with bondage givers.

Girl/Boy (63%)
Littles (girls/boys) are submissive spirits that mix childlike innocence with naughty sexual curiosity. They long for a nurturing loving dominant who plays a guiding, almost parental role in their lives. While they require a softer approach to be dominated than most other submissives, their submission can go a lot deeper and sometimes rival those of slaves.
Girls/boys typically pair up with daddies/mommies.

Primal (Prey) (56%)
Primals are mainly focused on their natural instincts and they enjoy letting their inner animal out during sex. The key part for primals play is that the participants show their raw, emotional sexual feelings during play. All of the labels, roles, and protocols go out the window, and the prey (you) can become a snarling, growing, clawing animal hell-bent on getting away from its predator.
Preys typically pair up with predators.

So.. I'm alive no need to worry. I'm working on the art I owe slowly. Been busy getting ready for the new school year and switching schools and all. So. If I owe you something.. Know I'm working on it and will post things randomly for a bit.
In the mean time enjoy a meme

The Essentials

Name: Amanda
Nickname: Halally/ hal
Location: Mil, WI
Age: 22
Height: 5'5" (Though I swear I'mm 5'6''
Zodiac sign: Taurus/gemini (Depending on the year and calander I'm on a 'split date'
Any pets: Cat, dog, turtle (My sister has 2 guinea pigs) A variety of fish my faves being my khuli loaches <3.
Favorite thing about yourself: My eye color.
Worst habit: Procrastination
Fun fact: I dye two stripes of my hair blue because I'm tired of people mistaking me for my older sister. (I also HATE being called my older sister)

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Female
Sexual preference: Heterosexual
Romantic Preference: Androromantic(likes males)/ heteroromantic.. this is basically the same as sexual preference really.. why state it again?
Myers/Briggs type: ISFP (Info and the site to take the test are on my front page if you want to read about it.)
Hogwarts House: Gryffindor

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night owl for sure.. though during the school year an early bird by force. x.x
Bath or shower: Shower! Unless it's a jacuzzi tub. <3
First thought in the morning: "Why is my cat's butt on my shouler?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Nothing I usually 'daydream' stories until i pass out.. Some of the stories I've thought about writing. ^^

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: Student.. but I draw for work when I can.
What do you do well: Cooking.. I'm a great cook.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Working, hopefully married, and on a farm.

Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: On occasion.. and when I drink I drink.
Smoke: NO
Do Drugs: only asprin for headaches and allergy pills. :p But no pot or anything like that, those I shun.
Exercise: -.- I should be doing this a lot more.. but from time to time I go on exercising exploits where I exercise every morning for an hour.
Have a nervous habit: Yes.. I twirl my hair, bite my nails,erasers,and the end of pens... lol.

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): My eyes/hair. I love them to death.
In Others: Dark colored hair, height, kind/light colored eyes
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Umm... I can comprehend things and understand others situations even though I haven't personally been through some.
Food: Steak/ beef jerky/ ice cream. <3 All tied.
Drink: ANY kind of Diet cherry soda. <3 Or a strawberry margarita
Animal: Hmm... dog/cat are tied. I love both equally.
Artist/Band/Group: Screamqueen1991 , Muse, no fave group.
Author/Poet: Hmm.. lots out there but I like Libba Bray as an author.
TV Show: Face Off, Anything house hunter like or renovations.
Actor/Actress: Jim Carry and Lucy liu
Blogger: Pshhhh. I don't read blogs.. like at all so none.. Instead I'll give my face youtubers: Markiplier and GassyMexican.

Stolen from  iris.ankh

► Name ➔ Amanda
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Yes.
► Are you single ➔ Mhm
► Are you happy ➔ At this moment in time...Yes
► Are you bored ➔ Always... -.-
► Are you sad ➔ Yup, kinda sits there... always.. but I fight it with trying to be positive.
► Are you Italian ➔ Surprisingly enough no not at all.
► Are you German ➔ I have some German in me yes.
► Are you Asian ➔ Nope.
► Are you angry ➔ No not right now.
► Are you Irish ➔ Asks the blind man who can't see my freckles and red hair.... The answer would be yes. :p
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yup. 22 years I think.. Maybe 23? >< I can't remember if they got married before my older sister was born or right about when she was born..

TEN FACTS

► Birth Place ➔ Wisconsin
► Hair Color ➔ Red/orange
► Eye color ➔ Forest green.
► Birthday ➔ May 20th
► Mood ➔ Sleepy
► Gender ➔ Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or winter ➔ SUMMER
► Morning or afternoon ➔ Where is the night option? :( I guess afternoon.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ Meh... I love my cat that counts. XD
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Yes
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ He did...
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yup.. Every time.
► Have you ever broken someone's heart ➔ Mmm... I'd have to ask them but since I no longer talk to them... Probably but I'm not sure.
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ Nope not anymore.
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ Pft no.
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yup.
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ -.- No..
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ o.o I didn't know that was possible... sooo.. No?

TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemonade
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Either. :p
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A few best friends. (My inner circle is small.)
► Television or internet ➔ Internetwebs. X3
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Oooh... Pepsi... but coke is nice too.
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in. <3 Or a romantic night out. :p
► Day or night ➔ adjjgbskfjb Where were you when it asked me morning or afternoon mr. night?!.. Hehe Obviously Night.
► IM or Phone ➔ Phoooone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Nope.. Never needed to sneak out.
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ T.T Yes.. quiet a few times.
► White water rafted ➔ Does the ride at Six flags count? :p Otherwise no.
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Yeees. X3 I used to get the huge ones the size of a tennis ball and they'd last me a week.
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ yes...
► Prank called a store ➔ nope.
► Skipped school ➔ Hahahaha....... Yes.
► Wanted to disappear ➔ All the time.

TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ Eyes
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark
► Fat or skinny ➔ In between sounds good.
► Shorter or Taller ? ➔ Taller.. Much taller
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Both please?
► Jock or Nerd ➔ o.o Umm... in between? I want them to be smart and geeky with games but I want them to like outdoor activities.
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationships.
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor... In the end if you can't laugh at yourself being rich would just suck. :/

LAST

► Last Phone Call ➔ The bus station. XD
► Last phone call you received ➔ My little sister.
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Chin-san. >.> His name's Phillip.. but Come one that last name.. X3 Sooo he is forever Chin-san to me.
► Last thing you ate ➔ Pizza for supper last night.
► Last thing you drank ➔ Capri sun strawberry kiwi juice pouch. X3
► Last site you went to ➔ My school site. ><
► Last place you were ➔ School yesterday... but otherwise.. Home.

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ -_-'' no
► When was your last relationship ➔ Umm... summer of 2012 or 13... I can't remember it was a short relationship...
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ yes...
► Do you still love them ➔ No... I've ripped them from my heart and learned to loath the very thought of them.
► Do you like someone right now ➔ yes.

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ Hahaha as much as we can. But there are times we don't get along.
► Would you say you have a "messed up life"➔ Mmm maybe a messed up family but not a messed up life.
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ Yes... For like... 5 minutes then I came back because my bag was heavy and I was hungry.
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ Threatened to be... But no.
► If so, how long ➔ N/A

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Yes.. Yes I do.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Nope.
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Pft... My best friends would be my sisters... Non-related... It would have to be  rexaliss Keeps me from hating myself anymore than I already do ,  Kielaran who is an awesome little dragglet, and my friend who lives around me Krystine she's the one who I secretly hate. XD
► Would you die for them ➔ Weeeelll... My sisters yes... Otherwise I don't think so. :/ I like living... But I will morn your deaths like I morn for a family member.
► Who knows everything about you ➔ No one except my older sister maybe.. and that's a big maybe. :/ I don't like people knowing everything about me... The one person who did know everything doesn't anymore... and they kinda ruined it for everyone else.. I have trust issues now. -.- Maybe one day someone non-related will but.. as of now... no one unrelated to me knows everything.