I thought I should post a favorite moment I saw from this anime.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nh5fziONXYU

If you anyone sees this, you can leave a link towards a moment for a show you like (if you want to).

Why?
because.

Never thought this would happen to me this soon.
I'm still shaken up and on edge.
I am not harm, it didn't look like the other driver was injured either.
I don't know how to fell or what to do.

It's undescrible.

My biggest fear is my parents trust and that they see me responsible.
Liability is another one.

I wish I could recap this day over.

Fine!

Over a substancial amount of weeks of reseaching, I have been discovering historical events and information about america that a higher power organization does not want others to know of. How people in the name of Christ deliberately destroyed an ethnic groups of people.

I now realized that there were more than on ethnic group called indains. One being derived from Mongolian and one being described with Africa features (Afro-Asiatic)

The reason Christopher Columbus thought he landed near india, the first people he came across had African features.

I also know that the certain museum steal and hide artifacts away from the world so a certain group of people in america would never find there true identity; that the land that they live in today was stolen right underneath them. These people are under that name classified as AA(s). These are the indigenous people of america.

This museum also hides the evidence that giants existed. They have all the bones to prove it.

Majority of all my foundings surprisingly correlates with the bible, with is nothing more than a book of laws, history, and prophecies uncovering the world that belong to the original indigenous people of america ( israelites).

Though many can take from it and for their own ideology of life. (Which I have no problem with)

It is shameful that they are destroyed by a lack of knowlegde. If only they knew who they were.
(Answer me this: what kind of people are discriminated in majority of countries around a world? A people that have NO IDEA who they are)

These people are stile enslaved today in many ways. Even U.S. dollar contributed to that effect. How every president on our dollar bills has some kind of hatred and subsidize these people.

You may call them the foundation and ideological people that shaped America to what it is today.
I call them murders and land thiefs. I have vastly no respect for them from this point on.

The bible is NEVER to be interpreted symbolically, only literal. You have to connect it with external events that have happened in the past or will occur.

The term israel is of a people and not a state but a people. I can not claim the jews being god's chosen people for what they've done currently and throughout history. (Not say that they're all bad). How they occupy in Palestine land and kidnap and jail many children, attempting to make black jews infertile, and list goes on and on. They kill Palestinian civilians for no legitimate reason. And america supports and let's this shit go on. I see why the Palestinian want to bomb israel. The Palestinian have to worry everyday and live in fear around israeli presence.

American taxpayer money in the billions go to israel, as Americans never see what actually goes on and what it's own government does and what they hide from them.

They have controlled and manipulated this world into what they want it to be, but it will not last.

I know that no one will probably read this, but it's important for me to get this of my chest.

I am pissed off in the world I live and how my identity has been stripped from me, my ancestors, and my people who still praise the name Jesus Christ

It is important for the world to know who god's (The Most High) chosen people are, for they are to set the example through action in the last days when the world goes to sh*t.

Oh, Christianity is a fake religion. As well as all others in my ideology.
I have nothing against religion as long as it never tries to harm, all are excepted, and about peace

(Christianity destroy the israelites) IN THE NAME OF CHRIST.
I will never except that name for the damage it has done to me.
I am sick of it.

Alot of people of this world share common things manyl want in thier lifetimes, and with they way the world is shaped, will probably never experience it.
All I want is happiness for not just me, but for all.

Apologies, this was for me.

(For those who are still reading at this point, I should let you know that the promised land (in the bible) from God to the israelites was the Americas both North and South)

It's one of the reasons the higher power made laws that you can't dig up artifacts on the land of even in your back yard if you live in America. You will be fined and/or Jailed if you do.

examples include: ancient tablets, gold, bones, etc....

I am in an stable set of mind uncovering this information, but I am dishearted.

America may be seem great, but it continues to destroy the original inhabitants of this land in modern times who chosen to believe in the name given on to them ever since slavery.

(which still continues today, not just them but americas as well)
You and I are slaves to confusion and debt.

I am no religious, but I have came to an understanding of who I am.

It is pretty pointless for me to type such dth ing here. I don't want to offend anyone intenational.
I just feel that if one person ever sees they, mabye they will do some research and look in on thsee kinds of stuff.

People deserve truth.

Happy New Years Everyone
^w^

They a shooting bullet at the sky where I'm at!
*really hate this tradition*
*hope to leave soon* -_-

Christmas has been fun, but it is coming to an end for me.
I hope anyone who reads this has/had a nice Christmas if you celebrate it.

Now, on to the other holidays and a New Year! ^^

I thought I should say Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone now.
Since some may celebrate a day early or are experiencing it right now.

Anyways, have a nice and memorable day/night.
and be safe. ( for all those who just want or need it)

My Christmas will be hot and humid, with a chance of thunderstorms. :P

Sorry, couldn't spell other holidays. *embarrassed*

*mistltoe* ^//^

Just a small hi to anyone who may see this!

I really dislike complaining, but I feel but I feel unhappy and not myself right now.

I could use friends about now to talk to, but I guess that's my fault. I've been so busy with school work and not have enough time to chat with friend. Some of them probably don't know who I am anymore. Sorry to those of you.

I get depressed at some times. School work has been killing me cause I'm so over w helmet with work and I spend so much time trying to read and comprehend it.

Recently had a birthday, which was my actual birthday. One of my friend forgot it. I thought they would remember, but I guess not. I don't blame them and I have much love for them, I just really anticipated it and would have very much been appreciated. :c

I feel alone and I wish I could talk to someone.

I feel pathetic typing about my feelings.

I just wish I was consistently happy.

choose to ignore if you wish. I'm depressed right now.

Happy birthday to me!
guess I have to change my my age up one # up.

I now know that about 20 yrs and 9 mths ago, my parents did the something something?!

I turn 20 somewhere at 11 pm. Guess that's where my new year starts.

Ironically, my life is being chaotic at the moment!

I'm giving h'er all she's got, with college that is! :P trying my best

My parent was in a car accident (was not her fault)/ she got sandwiched. It left the car that she was in totaled and left us stuck in with the car I use to get to school. But, the back up car ends up over heating, (thank goodness we were near a auto shop) and our car gave up on us while driving. The car's radiator is shot and cost more money than what the car is worth. So me and my family are renting a car ( half off cause she was in an accident, and the rent money goes back to her) just to get by.

It sucks.

We're going car shopping later this week to see if we can find anything.
I thankful that my parent didn't get severely injured (she is doing okay)

But on the bright side, without that car wreck we wouldn't have enough money to buy another car. ^^;
Bad news, some of the money is coming from me college money that's in the bank! D:

*sighs* I just hope things turn out for the better I suppose.

Now I'm really broke! ;n; :P

That's all I could up with for now! :/

My friend  scarcat make nice art, but right now she is need of some money with a situation.
so if anyone happens to look at my page, could you try to give her a visit at least.
It would make me, but mostly importantly her a little relieved.


(her journal situation below)

Well Thor has been acting worse , not drinking, pacing, not being able to get comfortable. The vet says we can run a test on his Liver/Kidneys to see if that is the reason and we don't know if they will put him on more meds but we sadly don't have the money at the moment.
So I am starting a small little fundraiser for my boy to get him some help I will be taking commissions to help pay for his vet bills and hopefully get the help my baby boy needs .

these are my prices http://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/scarcat/ they aren't much but every little cents matters.

Thank you very much for reading my journal if you want a commission just note me or comment below.

Previous journal about Thor http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6919989/

I've been having mixed feelings for some reason.
I feel alone, depressed, sad, confused and I don't know why.
I'm really worried about my future and lack inspiration, motivation, and determination.
It's been feeling a terrible experience. I'm scared and losing my identity

I can't really describe much of how I feel, but I wish in can get better

So, apparently today has been one year since I've been here. In my little corner.
Not much progress has been made, but I feel okay
I wish I were happier about it.

Congrats to me, I guess....

I'm so stressed with school work, mostly with essays.
I have so many put on me at one time. I try my best, but it ends up being very poor.
I don't know what to do. :( *sigh*

I feel so weird and depressed, I don't know what to do.
I feel lost.

Happy New Years! from the east side of the USA! :3

I just want to wish my watchers and anybody who sees this a Merry Christmas!

and if you do see this, could you wish one of my friends a Merry Christmas!

 javiercordero20 feels and pretty much is alone during the Christmas holiday season.
this is why he is upset.
I want and try to make him happy through our chats, but I think on Christmas he will be very mundane.
I know he may not like me posting this, but I'm really concerned about him.

If some of you could wish him a Merry Christmas, I'd very much appreciate it.
I don't want to do this for my benefit, but for his.

It may not help much or not even at all, but I'd like to say that we helped and tried.

Also, try to spread the Christmas spirit by help those who aren't a fortunate as you are if you can.

Again, Merry Christmas.
and stay safe, from whatever activity you plan on doing. ^_^

I feel people as if people don't and will never understand.
I sound vague to most and I feel like an outcast.
When I interact with people and happen to say something out of context of which no one understands, their emotions may vary to what I say, I usually don't mean
they either get mad, upset, scared,or weird-ed out by.
It makes me feel bad and I don't know how to handle it. (I always knew I was different) I just don't think no one will ever understand me and the perspectives of the way I see things.
Guess I fail at people trying to understand me.

I'm experiencing an internal conflict within myself with another presence. Deep in the pit of my soul, I feel an entity within myself. One full of hatred and anger. I've kept it with me for so many year. (caused by all the sh*t I've dealt with the majority of my life) just bottle inside, waiting to explode in a resonance of fury.

(I am scared of it)

I feel like some sort of evil presence waiting to get out the moment I lose my sanity and remorse for every I love, inspire, and my humanity.
For me, it's like killing many of the people I dislike or have done me me wrong from the past up till now.

It hurts me. "I FEEL LIKE A BEAST" trapped within a cage of an alternate side of me.
I'm enraged, angry, blind, and EVIL. Blind for what I once stood for that gives me a purpose to live and do right.

I just Want to rip the evilness out myself, but I know life doesn't work that way.

I know I'll never be perfect. Confronting this anger is what I think will help me, hopefully.

I wish for this not to happen to me and will do everything in my power to keep it contained.
The experience I have obtained throughout my life defines me. That is why I have to keep it locked away in me.
I have to come to terms with it.

(I'm scared, I may lose myself being swallowed by a new personality) That it may eventually change me.

I wish not to sound like this, but that is how I fell deep down. Ready to break free without a care in this world we all live in.

I have happy moments, but I never really feel truly happy.

thank you, to all the people whom I've met on this site even from the beginning up to now.

I apologize if you don't understand me.

Halo - Olah

So I'm 19 Now. Sweet ^_^

I've been really going at i with my studies and I just want to apologize to all my watchers.
I know apologize do not mean anything but to be sincere, but I'll continue to do better

especially  FroZen_Smoke  K2v  ZarekAmery  RussianFurryFox  DarkStar825  Hachi-Fox  RaveDragon67  articwolf29  Tynimu  Xx-KillerCanine-xX

 Brittonbubba  Saturn33  Krokorok  Rem~  Shiroi-Okami  CloudsInTheSky  Tynimu

sorry again, I just want to get to know you all. I'm sure you all are very nice.

I feel stressed and anxious. :(

1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

1. What is your name?
Halo

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Because.......... ^_^

3. Single or taken?
what do you think. :p

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Can't say I do, but it would be SUITE if I did.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Huwahhh......
http://blog.fazedores.com/wp-conten.....Farnsworth.png

6. What's your eye color?
ice blue

7. How about hair color?
White

8. Have you any family members?
The one and only

9. Oh? How about pets?
Had. -_-

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Ignorance, Disrespect, Racial issue, The U.S. Gov ( OMG, they're on to me)

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Drawing, Gaming (rarely), Instrument playing (love it), browsing.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
not that I know of, but I did, I apologize.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
I killed a baby mole ( and I felt sorry till this day, I hope it's in a better place) I'm sorry.

14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a cat/dog ^_^

15. Name your worst habits.
Staying up late, procrastinating (face palm), managing time.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Parents, friends, family, Myself, the world, and you peopl...uh.... I mean..furries.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I do not really care ( it's not important)

18. Do you go to school?
apparently yes, first year too. :/

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I do, I 'd like to have kids whether biological or adopted. ^_^

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Please Define?

21. What are you most afraid of?
rollercoaters ( the big ones), being alone, being broke, losing a good friend or family member, THE WORLD GOING TO SH*t

22. What do you usually wear?
Clothes Silly. ^_^ what did you think, I'd actually walk around naked. (you wish)
I wear everyday clothes, I like hoodies.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
French Fries.

24. Am I annoying you?
I wouldn't know, I like me. ^_^

25. Well, it's still not over!
WHY!???............

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
There's a class. O_o ( I don't know, I'd just say middle)

27. How many friends do you have?
some here, some outside IRL

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
I only ever liked apple ( I'm picky)

30. Favorite drink?
Coke, Dr. Pepper, and sprite

31. What's your favorite place?
Imagination land, and my dreams (If I had any) :P

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
IDK.

33. That was a stupid question.
You bet your sweet ss

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I no can swim. :(

35. What's your type?
Nice, sweet. kind, loyal. accepting, humility, grace, balance, integrity, loving, knows how to open up a can of Whoop ss

36. Any fetishes?
I do not.

37. Seme or uke?
HUWAHhhh....... http://blog.fazedores.com/wp-conten.....Farnsworth.png

38. Camping or indoors?
I wasn't built for outdoors ( indoors for the WIN!)

39. (my own) D.C. or Marvel?
It's to hard for me.

40. Tag people!

If only I did and knew how to. ^_^

 Tynimu  Hachi-Fox  Cassafrasspie  FUTURE-FOXX  FroZen_Smoke  Brittonbubba

 RaveDragon67 if you haven't already. ^_^

I just wanna say that I respect each one of my watcher, and that I'm sorry I don't speak you all enough or at all.
I just want to say that I did not forget those who watched and welcome me, and I' sincerely appreciate you all.
Again, I'm sincerely sorry and hope to be better about this