Oh nose, it is that time of the year again.

Another 365 days have passed, thus resulting in.. ugh, another year? Time flies by...

Hey there,

I've started noticing this weird pattern. Not sure what it is but every year I seem to get older, and it's always on the same day, too!


It just turned the 14th here, as a result, it's my hatchday. I am now 27 years of age. Man I might retire soon...

Thank you for stopping by~!

It's not going to be easy writing this but I'm hoping this is going to be for the better.

TLDR; the dragon is going to be scrapped


Most people have come to like and love the black and white, internally glowing dragon, most people refere to him as Luy. Initially he was supposed to be me, not aesthetically but atleast spiritually. Since it was made roundabout 2014 it has been around for ages. However, those of you who know me also know that 2014 was literally the shittiest year I've ever had. Perhaps the dragon was marked ever since it was created as a result, hm, just thinking about this as I write. Either way, inevitably, since it has been around for ages and was used as my primary form for pretty much everyone.. there is a lot of history connected with it. A lot of people have gotten to know him, a lot of experiences were had, many good memories were made.... however.. wounds have also been torn.

Most of you who know me know that I've been relatively unhappy with the design of my dragon lately, I've been wanting to redesign/update him but.. I've been growing further and further distant from the dragon probably for as long as I've been unhappy with it. Now.. I start to realize that I may be unhappy with it, not just because of the design, but it reminds of those old wounds. My current state of mind unfortunately does not really allow me to bare opening those wounds again and again, which, the dragon unfortunately does cause.

I think I've covered as much as I could because I'm running out of patience here.. that being said, my decision is to scrap the dragon. It has to go. I need to move on.

Does this mean the dragon is up for grabs? No. Absolutely not, although an absolutely insane offer may be concidered but this isn't that kind of journal.

Does this mean pictuers can be drawn of him? Absolutely not either, I want to move on, I need to draw a line.

Does this mean the dragon is going to die and never come back? ................ I'm not giving a final statement to this as of yet but think of it similarly for now.


I think I've covered the most basic of messages with a little bit of information to it, I may or may not have missed some parts but, it should deliver the message.

It's 12:35 AM on August 14th for me as I write this, which means it is my hatchday. 25 years.. man how time flies...

It'll probably still be a few hours for most of you, so enjoy a little time off before having to put up with me! >:3

It's this durgens hatchday today! Well, I'm writing this at 5 AM my time so it may or may not be a little while for some people, but it'll be Monday regardless...

It'll be my hatchday soon... durnit! I thought that was last year!?

The 14th would be the day...

So,... apparently I've broken 10.000 page visits recently..

I mean,... I'm literally just some durg and you guys keep on clicking on my page. Why?! You must be some nerds or something! D:



I would like to thank everyone for the interest however, I do appreciate it!

... yep, it is the 14th for two hours and four minutes. Wich means I have just turned 23. Hatchday huzzah!?

May still be a couple hours in some places though...

.... wich means this dragon's hatchday is coming up soon! o.=.o

Hey, I normally don't do this a lot but, I kinda wanna just speak out a few things.

So in recent weeks and months I've felt more and more... weird, more and more depressed in an over all setting. There are a few things, RL related, that aren't working out as great and I'm basically digging my hole only deeper. There's already not much positiveness to draw from there. Furthermore it's also affecting my mood online. Sometimes I just.. don't feel myself, I feel weird, odd, oppressed, I don't know how to call it.

Generally, it feels like there was a hurricane in my head and messed up a great amount of things and now I somehow need to rebuild everything myself. My moods are always kind of shit, I..don't think I am who I used to be but there isn't much energy I can draw from to carry on, as I said, RL related things are causing me issues, and online, things don't seem to go to well either.

I just feel kinda mentally exhausted. I just can not explain why or how.

Welp, I've beat the 300. Sure to some that might seem like a small number but, I think it's a-plenty.

I'd like to once again thank every single one of you for watching me! :D

Yup, today is the day,...

the day I've hatched from my egg, a while ago... not a long while, but also not a short while ago...

Nope, it's not today! But it will be this Friday! o:

Yeah, so..

over the last few weeks and months or so I noticed a large increase of watchers so I recently reached the number 200.

200 people following me, that is quite impressive I have to say. I'd like to thank all of you~! :3


Aaaand I don't really know what more to say.. D:

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
93% Switch
79% Daddy/Mommy
75% Bondage Receiver
75% Slave
71% Bondage Giver
70% Degradation Giver
70% Master/Mistress
67% Brat Tamer
66% Experimentalist
66% Girl/Boy
65% Brat
65% Dominant
61% Sadist
61% Submissive
58% Non-monogamist
56% Primal (Predator)
56% Primal (Prey)
54% Degradation Receiver
54% Vanilla
38% Masochist
36% All-Rounder
36% Pervert
29% Exhibitionist
29% Voyeur
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=52810



waaaaat

Yup, just got my internet back xD

Right, uh... atleast something even more different than usual!

I will be moving, tomorrow, saturday 25th. For people I didn't tell this yst, sorry, atleast you're getting a journal.

I will most likely be without internet for a good while, the 11th next month at latest. I hope my internet company is qucker than that, but I'mma make no promises.

I might check in every now and then with my phone, but once again, no promises.


Until I return... take care you all! See ya soon! Miss you bunches!

Also, I definately did miss some people for a personal leaving message, so have this journal instead.. D:

Stolen from  alsnapz


The Furry Sue Test

Check all that apply to your "fursona", including multiple similar items and any lesser but equally true items (if 50% or more of their body glows, for example, you would also check the "10%" and "any part" boxes, and a '/' in boxes where an opposite trait may be applied, this equal one half, though).

[ ] They are a hybrid of two or more species.
[ ] They are a hybrid of three or more species.
[x] They can shapeshift into other species.
[x] They can shapeshift into other sexes.
[ ] Their hair is more than one color.
[x] Their eyes are dichromatic, and it is not a species trait.
[ ] They have one random body part not associated with their species or parentage.
[ ] They have two or more random body parts not associated with their species or parentage.
[ ] They have wings, and it is not a species trait.
[x] They are a lizard/serpent/reptile/avian with human-like hair.
[ ] They are a very rare species, or one rarely seen in furry.
[x] They are a fantasy/sci-fi species.
[x] They are unaging.
[x] They heal quickly.
[x] They can regrow body parts.
[x] They can fully regenerate very fast/instantly.
[x] They have the means to return from death.
[x] They are a sergal or part sergal. (Occasionally)
[x] They are full dragon.
[x] They are part-dragon. (In some forms)
[x] They are an angel, deity or demigod.
[x] They are a demon.
[ ] They are not a demon, but are part-demon.
[ ] They are a licensed pop-culture species (argonian, dragonborn, khajiit, gnoll, Starbound avian, Pokemon, etc).
[ ] Their parents are from two normally incompatible species.
[ ] They are a species that most people would find threatening/unsettling, but their appearance lessens that threat.
[ ] They are a species that most people would find threatening/unsettling, but their appearance negates that threat entirely.
[ ] They are a species that most people do not find threatening/unsettling, but their appearance or ferocity is altered to create a threat.
[x] Their blood is a color other than red.
[x] Any part of their body glows.
[ ] 10% or more of their body glows.
[ ] 50% or more of their body glows.
[x] They somehow have actual tattoos (not painted markings) on fur/feathers.
[x] They have a highly unusual curse or disability.
[x] They have multiple highly unusual curses or disabilities.
[ ] They are a hermaphrodite.
[ ] They are a hermaphrodite with full sets of functional testes and ovaries.
[ ] They prefer hermaphrodite pronouns (sie, hir, etc).
[ ] They are transgender via magic, birth, etc rather than hormone treatments.
[x] They have swapped sex via magic. (Not permanent)
[ ] They are child-sized, but are an adult.
[ ] They are self-labeled in any way as "more scientifically accurate".
[ ] They have a penis larger than 10 inches.
[ ] They have a penis larger than 15 inches.
[x] They have a penis larger than 20 inches. (These are dependant on species)
[ ] They have a penis larger than 25 inches.
[ ] They have a penis larger than 30 inches.
[ ] Their penis is five inches or smaller, and the smallness of it is emphasized.
[ ] They have a breast size of DD or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of E or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of F or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of G or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of H or larger.
[ ] They have a breast size of A or smaller, and it is a source of lament.
[ ] They have more than one pair of breasts.
[ ] They have three or more pairs of breasts.
[ ] They are an anthro female or fem-herm lizard/serpent/reptile/avian with no breasts.
[ ] They have more than one penis, and it is not a normal trait of their species.
[ ] They have a knot, but are not a canid.
[ ] Their penis does not match their species.
[ ] They ejaculate a cup or more.
[x] They ejaculate a liter or more.
[ ] They ejaculate a gallon or more.
[x] Their sexual fluids are an abnormal color.
[x] Their sexual fluids have an abnormal flavor.

Total: 25.

1-10: Not a Furry Sue
Your character is most likely normal. They may have a few oddities or minor extremes, but not enough to add up to anything too crazy.

11-20: Maybe a little Furry Sue
Your character could be kind of a Furry Sue, but if they don't have any extremes, they could just be interesting. This is the gray area of Furry Sue-dom.

21-30: Strongly Furry Sue
You might want to dial your character down a bit. While they may not necessarily be ridiculous, they've clearly had too many qualities added on, and it could be a sign of bad taste or a desire for them to be a little too special or "extreme". (Hahaha, no!)

30+: Definitely Furry Sue
Your character is a Furry Sue. You should feel ashamed of yourself.

Alright, this isn't a sad journal! Or... it could be! D:

Either way, I'm now 21, for about 2 minutes now! For some of you, it'll still be a couple of hours!

August 14th, yup... that's when I suddenly existed! And I'm still going too!

Right, well... I originally didn't want to do this, but... I guess a little bit of a heads up is fair enough...

It is Tuesday the 24th of June, 2014.

My father, who I've been living with the past 4, 4 1/2 years has supposedly had a stroke on the morning of Sunday the 22nd.. and passed away in the hospital later in the day. The doctors couldn't give a specific cause, or atleast I'm not aware of it yet, I... have way too much else going through my head. Though atleast I have been told... he did not suffer, and whatever happened... it was already too late to react either way. Wherever he is now though, he is definately at a better place.

Right, well, since I've been living with my dad, I've been a slouch more or less and.. he gave me a good basis to start off with for life, atleast before. Right now it appears that.. I could potentially lose this apartment, I could potentially lose the car(s), most likely I might be without internet for some time but... that's to come and see as I made some appointments already.

I am not asking for support. At all... that's not myself anyways. I'm sticking through it as best I can, trying to keep as straight of a head as possible. Though, whatever support I am able to get, I am thankful for it and highly apreciate it.

Rest in peace, dad. I wish it would have been on another way, but atleast it was quick and painless... <3

http://youtu.be/63JNz7UZYwU

Overhyped, yet kinda split in opinions... as for advertising... pretty damn epic. Let's see if they can pull it off properly though.

The ONLY Rule: The owner MUST answer these questions IN CHARACTER.

1.) What is your name?
HappyLuy, Happy, Luy, Hunter, Aileron... uhh.... I go by some names...

2.) Do you know why you were named that?
So I have a name?

3.) Are you single or taken?
Uhm, let's just stick to it being complicated..~ Too much too explain and all that, but, there is someone <3

4.) Have any abilities or powers?
Many, many many...!

5.) Stop being a Mary-Sue!
Who's that?

6.) What's your eye color?
Uhm, usually white..!

7.) How about Fur/Scale color?
White black, black white, usually invert pattern~

8.) Have you any family members?
Yes.

9.) Oh? How about pets?
Yes.

10.) That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Hmm... upset friends and loved ones.

11.) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Taking over kingdoms,

12.) Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Yes.

13.) Ever...killed anyone before?
Yes.

14.) What kind of animal are you?
A shapeshifter, born as a dragon though...

15.) Name your worst habits?
Manipualting people along with their realitiy... eventually...

16.) Do you look up to anyone at all?
Myself.

17.) Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Ask that again.

18.) Do you go to school?
Me?

19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
I've already had kids before.. *petpets belly*

20.) Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Who doesn't?

21.) What are you most afraid of?
Losing my closest friends.

22.) Okay... What do you usually wear?
Iwhatnow?

23.) What's one food that tempts you?
You.

24.) Am I annoying you?
Not for long~

25.) Well, it's still not over!
Too bad.

26.) What class are you? Low class, middle class, high class?
High.

27.) How many friends do you have?
Enough.

28.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Yum.

29.) Favourite drink?
Sweet and sugary!

30.) What's your favorite place?
Oh, you'd like to know..~

31.) Are you interested in anyone~?
Yes.

32.) SKIPPING. NOPE. (Yes this is the original question)
Oops..

33.) Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Anything goes~

34.) What's your type?
Squirming.

35.) Camping or indoors?
As long as it's comfy..

38.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Do I?

39.) Well, it's over. Now tag some people!
No.
~ ~
Only if they actually read this.

40.) Do you want to copy this to your journal pretty please with sugar on top.. you can even have the cherry...?
No.

It is indeed, I have just turned 20, as it is the 14th of August, 12:05 am :D

I am horribly bored, sorry...
Let's see if anyone is actually going to answer all this :V

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

It's 12:12 AM and....I am officially 19!.... Atleast here in germany.... if you're from the US...it still will take a while or something ._.


It's sad how my last journal was exactly a year ago...and was on the same topic D: