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Posted 9 years agoWhat is happening with me.
So for you guys to know what happened and what is happening with me:
Almost 2 years ago my mom found a guy online, a old boyfriend of hers and they started to date, a couple of months later they began plans to move to São Paulo (I'm from Rio de Janeiro), at first I was against but I was assured that the guy was a nice and pleasent guy, and after some ponder, we decided to move, since our lives in RIO were'nt that great to begin with... So after we moved it began the worst .time. ever... at least so far in my life.
I was slowly secluded from that "family" and slowly I saw the guy's little kids turn into little monsters, the boy lied to get out of trouble and blamed me, and the girl always said that she wantes us gone so she could have more space and stuff... it only got worse when his other daughter moved in with her OWN daughter, every single bad thing that happened, she said it was us, even if it was herself that did it or the kids and started to make his mind up, it got to a point where I starved and could only eat what was left ... IF there was something left from their "family dinner".... late I found out the guy hated me because I was gay... figures huh?
Well it doesn't take to much to realize we got kicked out like dogs out of that house, and with nowhere else to go, I turned to a callcenter, and My mom continued unemployed, while a old friend of her's gave us a apartment to live temporarelly (All my family lived in São Paulo, hence why we knew this kinda people), I got back to a college and everything was starting to look up... BUT it isnt always that simple... my country suffered a coup and its completelly BROKE, I lost my job, my mom lost the one she pratically just got, and the bills keeps pilling up... to be honest, I wouldn't have a single thing to eat if it weren't for my friends Sisco and Lizza, and I also wanna thank Equusz and Ben for helping me out though those hard times...
So basically, THIS happened during my 2 years in São Paulo, Hunger, sadness, frustration, and shattered dreams... but I have another problem now, we are trying to get back to RIO and away form here, but we can't... my grandma has lost their job, my family is also broke and I have nowhere else to turn! I need money for a bus ride back... I can't stay here any longer with the bills pilling up the way they are! We gotta go back, or we might end up seriosly living in the streets... So I have to humbly ask if you can't help me with even a single dollar, for us to pay the moving crew, the bus tickets and some food!
Here's my donation PayPal:
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....2egif%3aNonHos
Thank you for reading and please spread the word as Much as you can!
So for you guys to know what happened and what is happening with me:
Almost 2 years ago my mom found a guy online, a old boyfriend of hers and they started to date, a couple of months later they began plans to move to São Paulo (I'm from Rio de Janeiro), at first I was against but I was assured that the guy was a nice and pleasent guy, and after some ponder, we decided to move, since our lives in RIO were'nt that great to begin with... So after we moved it began the worst .time. ever... at least so far in my life.
I was slowly secluded from that "family" and slowly I saw the guy's little kids turn into little monsters, the boy lied to get out of trouble and blamed me, and the girl always said that she wantes us gone so she could have more space and stuff... it only got worse when his other daughter moved in with her OWN daughter, every single bad thing that happened, she said it was us, even if it was herself that did it or the kids and started to make his mind up, it got to a point where I starved and could only eat what was left ... IF there was something left from their "family dinner".... late I found out the guy hated me because I was gay... figures huh?
Well it doesn't take to much to realize we got kicked out like dogs out of that house, and with nowhere else to go, I turned to a callcenter, and My mom continued unemployed, while a old friend of her's gave us a apartment to live temporarelly (All my family lived in São Paulo, hence why we knew this kinda people), I got back to a college and everything was starting to look up... BUT it isnt always that simple... my country suffered a coup and its completelly BROKE, I lost my job, my mom lost the one she pratically just got, and the bills keeps pilling up... to be honest, I wouldn't have a single thing to eat if it weren't for my friends Sisco and Lizza, and I also wanna thank Equusz and Ben for helping me out though those hard times...
So basically, THIS happened during my 2 years in São Paulo, Hunger, sadness, frustration, and shattered dreams... but I have another problem now, we are trying to get back to RIO and away form here, but we can't... my grandma has lost their job, my family is also broke and I have nowhere else to turn! I need money for a bus ride back... I can't stay here any longer with the bills pilling up the way they are! We gotta go back, or we might end up seriosly living in the streets... So I have to humbly ask if you can't help me with even a single dollar, for us to pay the moving crew, the bus tickets and some food!
Here's my donation PayPal:
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....2egif%3aNonHos
Thank you for reading and please spread the word as Much as you can!
FANTASTIC STORY BY CYBEAST18
Posted 12 years agoWhat happened last night
Posted 12 years agoSo... this is what happened.
I met this guys, months ago online, He's a really sweet,cute guy, thhe problem is that he lives far away from me (I live in Brazil and he lives in the Us) After some typing and some flirting from both sides i realized that i was inlove with him, but he said he was confused and he wasn't sure, and that hurt but we kept talking, that only made me hope that we could be something, that we could be together.
Last Night he said he managed to get a girlfriend(he's bi) And that made me feel awnful, don't get me wrong, he has every right to have a girlfriend, but i also have feelings for him, and i realized, that if this kept going it would only hurt me more and more, so, even though i can't stop thinking of him, i don't wanna get hurt more, it isn't his fault, it's mine, because i attatched myself to someone that didn't loved me back, i still miss him, but i think he doesn't want me again, especially after i said that i didn't want to talk him again, he probably is happy, it's gonna sting, it still stings, i am hurt...
...But yesteday on twitter, Something happened, people that i knew for such a small time, people that didn't even knew me, they wanted to know what happened, they were caring, and that put a smile on my face that was already filled wiith tears. I want to thannk you guys that helped me get through that, Sibelion and Lightning love you two! Operta i care i about what you say! Rio i didn't even knew you but thanks! Leon you are a cutie! And Lyra you are a wonerful person, Dont you ever give up!
This is dedicatd to all of you, my twitter friends, no, my REAL friends, that were there to me when i most needed, and for that i say...
THANK YOU...
I met this guys, months ago online, He's a really sweet,cute guy, thhe problem is that he lives far away from me (I live in Brazil and he lives in the Us) After some typing and some flirting from both sides i realized that i was inlove with him, but he said he was confused and he wasn't sure, and that hurt but we kept talking, that only made me hope that we could be something, that we could be together.
Last Night he said he managed to get a girlfriend(he's bi) And that made me feel awnful, don't get me wrong, he has every right to have a girlfriend, but i also have feelings for him, and i realized, that if this kept going it would only hurt me more and more, so, even though i can't stop thinking of him, i don't wanna get hurt more, it isn't his fault, it's mine, because i attatched myself to someone that didn't loved me back, i still miss him, but i think he doesn't want me again, especially after i said that i didn't want to talk him again, he probably is happy, it's gonna sting, it still stings, i am hurt...
...But yesteday on twitter, Something happened, people that i knew for such a small time, people that didn't even knew me, they wanted to know what happened, they were caring, and that put a smile on my face that was already filled wiith tears. I want to thannk you guys that helped me get through that, Sibelion and Lightning love you two! Operta i care i about what you say! Rio i didn't even knew you but thanks! Leon you are a cutie! And Lyra you are a wonerful person, Dont you ever give up!
This is dedicatd to all of you, my twitter friends, no, my REAL friends, that were there to me when i most needed, and for that i say...
THANK YOU...
2 things
Posted 12 years agoSo lately i have been seying so much furs crying and having "Drama" problems, including myself with that i have things that i wanted to say:
The first is that you have to be careful, i saw some people cursing others, or being rude to people that only wanted to help them, don't matter what's happening to you, or how bad it is, if you don't want to talk about just say it,remenber, that person is only trying to help you the best way they can, you being rude will only make it worse for you and for the other person, Him/she has nothing to do with it so even though you are bad, just take a deep breath to talk about it, okay ^^
The second is, i know i am not a psychologist or something but i like to help people, i already did helped several people with problems and i intend on keeping on that way, if you have ANYTHING that you need someone to talk and*If i am able or online xD* i will try to help you guys, you are my friends and i don't want you all hurt, That's pretty much it ^^
See ya!
The first is that you have to be careful, i saw some people cursing others, or being rude to people that only wanted to help them, don't matter what's happening to you, or how bad it is, if you don't want to talk about just say it,remenber, that person is only trying to help you the best way they can, you being rude will only make it worse for you and for the other person, Him/she has nothing to do with it so even though you are bad, just take a deep breath to talk about it, okay ^^
The second is, i know i am not a psychologist or something but i like to help people, i already did helped several people with problems and i intend on keeping on that way, if you have ANYTHING that you need someone to talk and*If i am able or online xD* i will try to help you guys, you are my friends and i don't want you all hurt, That's pretty much it ^^
See ya!
FREE ART!
Posted 13 years agoHey everyone there is this Amazing guy there is doing art for free, THANKS JACE FOR POINTING HIM UP!(I don't know how to Link people T.T)
Here it's his journal!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:31313252
Here it's his journal!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:31313252
My first Journal
Posted 13 years agoLuke~ here...
in the past few months, i have been changing a lot, as a person, as a furry, as a artist, and i came to the conclusion that i should put what i feel in here and in Sofurry, then i realized, i’m not a good with drawing, so i decided to express myself through writing, as i am doing ii right now, it took me years to have the courage to come out of the closet abd accept the fact that i am a fur!
To you, that is reading this and it's supporting me, thank you.
To you, that read my stories and comment something positive and constructive, Thank you.
To you, that watched, followed or friended me, thank you.
My hope is that i can reach others with my writing, that is the only way i know how to express myself.
Thanks for reading and Happy New Year!
in the past few months, i have been changing a lot, as a person, as a furry, as a artist, and i came to the conclusion that i should put what i feel in here and in Sofurry, then i realized, i’m not a good with drawing, so i decided to express myself through writing, as i am doing ii right now, it took me years to have the courage to come out of the closet abd accept the fact that i am a fur!
To you, that is reading this and it's supporting me, thank you.
To you, that read my stories and comment something positive and constructive, Thank you.
To you, that watched, followed or friended me, thank you.
My hope is that i can reach others with my writing, that is the only way i know how to express myself.
Thanks for reading and Happy New Year!
