So turns out due to the cost of living I can't afford to really eat and heat my house.
So I made a ko-fi. This isn't demanded but I figured that there's no harm in actually listing it. I appreciate any help given a great deal.

It is with a heavy heart I link this;
https://ko-fi.com/hardfuse

It's my birthday! Giff gifts of love. = u=

Hi there, its been a while. I forgot about this place tbh.

Anyway, I have a twitter that I'm semi-more active on. Go give me a follow or somthing

https://twitter.com/Hardfuse

Hello all, gimme all the birthday wishes _{and gifts... fufufu~.}

Don't you dare forget to say happy birthday on the 22nd!

So uh this journal isn't that important, just letting you all know that my hatred for the outdoors is renewed. Slipped on ice while walking home and slid down a hill.

I am unhurt, just twisted my ankle a tiny bit.

Tada! Another year older without dying! Huzzah. - w-

Now if only I could shake this sudden onset vertigo.

That every year a few days before my birthday I get super sad and depressed? ; -;

Like every time, this isn't an attempt at asking for sympathy I am just generally curious.

Of creating one of these dragon OC's that everyone is doing recently! Why? Because I find them super cute! I suppose it all started with kanel's smoldr!

So yeah, lemme know what you think. Should I create one or not?

8 days until my Birthday!

Yep! It's that fantastic time of the year again where I get to count down to being one year older!

September 22nd!

So... after a day and a half of worrying and looking for my cat I found him... by the roadside. Some evil bastard ran him over and didn't bother their ass to stop, you'll be missed little man.

So I put this question to you lot who read this, why are people so fucking evil as to just kill a cat and not bother their arses to at least own up to it or tell someone? Instead leaving him by the side of the road to pass away, alone without his family around...

Okay, I live in what you Americans would call an apartment or something, my neighbor directly above me has three dogs, two Staffordshire bull terriers and a German Shepherd / Bordercollie crossbreed. This person is living in a two bedroom flat with two kids of her own, one a 17 year old boy and the other a 14 year old girl, which by legal rights means they need to have their own room. Okay on with what spurned on my anger today.

Recently my mother and father had decided they wanted to grow vegetables out in the back garden so they cordoned off our garden with a fence. Large wooden stakes and chicken wire since actual wooden fencing is too expensive. It's been up for less than a week and the two Staffies have torn through the fence and my neighbor hasn't even apologized.

Right I feel like you're going to need some context. My neighbor is a lazy bitch, beyond lazy. She had a hut / shed on our part of the garden (UK 'lawns' are divided up into sections for each tenant of the block of flats.) Three Summers ago me and my mother had to move this on our own after she promised that she would help. She came out once we were maybe... two foot away from the place it was being set, it was 32 Celsius (89.6 F) in the middle of Summer and she didn't even say thanks or pay us for doing this.

Continuing on with why she's an absolute bitch, she had the Bordercollie / Germanshepherd crossbreed first, he's an old and gentle dog, I like this dog. Then she gets a boyfriend who has five puppies, staffordshire bull terriers, she takes one and he keeps one himself while the other get sold. He ends up leaving her like... 3 months later and leaves that second dog with her bringing it up to a total of 3 dogs in the house, normally this wouldn't be so bad if she fucking walked the bastards. That's right, she hasn't ever walked these dogs in the five years that I've lived in this house, they are let out in the back garden for maybe five minutes, three times a day and now they have torn apart the fence that mother and father put up.

Sorry if I'm all over the place I'm a little bit angry and my hands are shaking, I'm going to call the Dog Wardens on her for disturbing the peace because she lets these dogs out at 2 am sometimes and they are not quiet and this destruction of property is the last straw. If you're not going to properly care for your animal you shouldn't have one. I am not saying they should be put down because I am entirely against that, I just think that they should be taken from them and given to a family much more deserving of them.

Okay, rant over...

People are using my art on Second Life, okay that's all well and good if it was images in their houses n' stuff but not as their actual avatar profile image... thing.

With Spring in full bloom I thought to myself "what am I allergic to" since this is the time of year when the flowers decide to fuck and cum all over everyone and make them all teary eyed and sniffly.


• Animal Dander
• Caffeine
• Alcohol
• Pollen (I think, all I know is I end up crying like a baby around freshly cut grass)
• Some Hair dye (I dyed my hair once and ended up in a really bad way.)
• Kiwi fruit (I don't know if it's the skin of the kiwi or the fruit itself but I had to go to the hospital because of an allergic reaction to one.)
• Life.

I'm pretty sure I'm allergic to more than just that but I haven't been to the doctor to get a allergy chart done!

Halp pls. ;-; I've broken my sleep schedule an I'm now sleeping during the day and I'm sleepy during the night.

Okay, Kinzi. My new Goblin is getting lots and lots of love recently and I noticed something, people seem to think her ass is bigger than Sparky's well I need to say this to clear things up. It's not supposed to be, Sparky's ref sheet is a little outdated to an extent.

So yeah, Kinzi has the chest while Sparky has all 'dat ass.

Just saying, if you want to relax after a long day of hard work then a nice bath with some lavender bubble-bath is the way to go!

_{Showers are better for getting clean tho'}

Hey there everyone, I don't do this often at all but my friend MelonInu is opening for commissions pretty soon!

(You'd have to contact him for prices.)

His rules are relatively simple.
No Femboys.
No Herms / Shemales / Futa and that technicolour rainbow inbetween.
No Sparkledog characters.

MelonInuMelonInuMelonInu

Even if you can't commission anything, go check him out. His art is fantastic and deserves so much more recognition than what it gets.

Alas I hadn't felt like uploading anything recently. Please forgive me. ; -;

It's scary to think that in 2 days exact, that 23 years ago I was born... so innocent... and now I pay for artist to draw porn of characters I think up in my head and make them do lewd stuff.

I'm pretty proud of muhself. = w=