I HIT 80 WATCHERS!!!!

thank you all so much for your love and support! i've met some truly amazing people during my journey here! and i have a few things i wanna say! mostly good but one thing i wanna touch on is. kinda rough and not something i exactly like bringing up so directly ^w^; but it feels like i have to as things progress

but lets start!

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FUTURE PLANS!

I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS OF THINGS I WANNA WORK ON! unfortunately alot of them go far beyond regular drawings ^w^; of course i love doing regular drawings please dont get me wrong! but i have ideas for games and animation stuff! i'll spitball a few of them here

1. a bdsm dungeon management game, (one friend gave me the name "bdsm tycoon" YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.)- this is one ive gone through back and forth messing with, its something that interests me! but i'll have to keep messing around with it.

2. animation stuff! i would love to do some short bondage animation stuff :3 i really wanna experiment with frame by frame stuff especially! even if thats a bit of a death wish.

3. possibly short comic stuff? i really like telling stories so id love to give something like this a shot too!

these are just a few things in my head, but either way i hope you all enjoy whatever i put out there!

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SFW STUFF!

i like to draw a lot! and the stuff i draw varies! ive mostly posted kinky stuff here along with a few SFW pieces but id really like to start posting more stuff i work on! I have alot of silly ideas in my head (and some not so silly.)

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SERIOUS STUFF... [kinda vent-y]

alright....i know i've plugged my commissions and gofundme quite a few times in my posts- and i really hate bringing stuff like this up but...i just have a lot of feelings regarding the situation that led me to open comms and make a gofundme in the first place i need to vent out.

i'll try not to give my whole life story here, but my home life has...been in a very bad place ever since 2020 (the hell-ish year for many, i know ^w^;)

my mother and i have...never really gotten along, and its felt like as the years go by things keep getting worse and worse situational wise with her- and even NOW its felt like things are getting worse by the day. my life isnt in direct danger, i dont want anyone to worry about that but...admittedly. its hard to stay hopeful when things keep falling apart. i feel like ive had my hopes torn apart and spat on constantly over the years and torn down and called almost every nasty thing in the book...but, thats all i'll say about that as to not write a novel ^w^;

not all hope is entirely lost, as ive said im so lucky to have an extremely close friend who wants me out of here just as much as i do, and ive even got some commissions and donations from some absolutely amazing people! and i will forever be grateful for all you just in general, for helping me out with commissioning me, or donating, and just sharing! and of course im grateful in general for having such a kind audience here following my art! thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart!

now none of what i said was an advertisement for my stuff, but just incase here are the links to my stuff

Here is my commission sheet if you'd like a commission!

and heres my gofundme if you wanna donate.

as always sharing is extremely appreciated too!

i really hope i can get out of here soon, one so i can stop plugging stuff so hard obviously and risk being annoying ^w^; but...i also just. wanna be happy, i wanna live with people that love me unconditionally and make me happy instead of tear me down.

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CLOSING THOUGHTS!

as always thank you all so much for even just following me, every favorite, comment and watch i get boosts my mood and i will forever be grateful for you all for just that.

always remember your python pal loves you! have a lovely day or night, and i'll see you all soon when i post next!

if anyone could check out this post i made on bluesky, i would be really appreciative.

https://bsky.app/profile/hareok.bsk...../3lvr4hgt7e22l

hi guys! i wanna make another journal just as a reminder that I AM OPEN FOR COMMISSIONS!!!!! there is something very important that im saving for so i will keep them open!!! if you wanna commission me PLEASE note me!

Here's my commission sheet! Please view the rest of my gallery for more examples!;

22 years ago today, i was born! crazy how that happened


thank you all for the never ending support! i love you all :3

hey guys

im gonna finally start making new ocs but im a little stuck on species

so um

leave species suggestions if you any! otherwise have a lovely day/night <3

i really wanna try animation again- i’m not sure why i stopped last year but I wanna try again!

…yeah that’s it! i just kinda wanted to say this!

I CAN'T LIE I NEVER THOUGHT ID GROW TO THE POINT WHERE MY ART WOULD HAVE GOTTEN 1000 FAVS COMBINED

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I DONT EVEN KNOW REALLY HOW TO PUT IT

im just a silly little python guy,,,,it warms my heart to have so much support just doing the stuff i love to do,,,,

ever since i started and started getting more attention on my art my confidence in it has been boosted WAY further than i even thought it would-

so from the bottom of my heart, genuinely....

thank you all so much!

hey

didn’t get hired at that job i applied for (i think i talked about it here)

…so anyways hey guys commissions are still open!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11112406

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

this is good cause my art block is ending

MORE ART FROM YOUR FAVORITE PYTHON SOON


edit: also new pfp!

is the void escapable yet


(hi welcome back FA)

super fuckin sleepy but update on my financial situation! I applied to an old job I worked a couple years ago and im fairly confident i'll get it!

however, I'm gonna keep my emergency comms open for a bit so if you're interested, read this!: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11112406

but yeah, things are looking to become much less dire in the near future :D

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11112406

hey guys so- things are admittedly getting a little worse money wise. I wanna think it'll get better soon but...yeah- just boosting this journal

hi everyone! i'll get right to the point. things are. really. really rough financially right now, I can't lie its really stressing me. Hopefully everything will work out more. sustainably soon but.

i'm opening emergency commissions! slots are unlimited, and commission prices are the same in the sheet below :) but check my recent stuff for a better idea on the style now! The little art i made is a little outdated but I wanted to get this out here as soon as possible when I realized I should.

CLICK HERE FOR MY COMMISSION PRICES!

i usually hate to ask things like this, but i would also really appreciate if you can't commission, you share it around! obviously can't force anyone to do anything and i get it! but yeah i would really appreciate any sort of help on this at all, be actually commissioning me or sharing it or whatever!

and above im very appreciative all your support on my page in general too, thank you!!!

annnd last thing I wanna say, if you ARE interested in commissioning me please note me and we can discuss it further!

as for some good news: i think if things keep progressing they way they are artistically i'll have some REALLY cool things to show you all soon!!!

thank you all so much again!!!

im straight



jk april fools

i PROMISE art is happening and will be posted soon im just EXTREMELY brainrotted over a game i had been for waiting to come out since last year!!!


my next drawing may be nsfw but idk it depends on if i draw more magia AU stuff LOL

IT RELEASED AND I ALREADY GOT 3 CHARACTERS OFF MY LIST I MADE IM SO HAPPY

tricking my brain into doing even more art I can post here! I will admit I haven't been like. AS inactive. But Kane needs to be tied up again its been far too long

sorry guys getting used to a new drawing device. check out a couple sketches with it on my bluesky!

CLICK HERE TO GO TO MY BLUESKY!

im gonna be trying to experiment even more, and i will document all of my experiments, whether they failed or were a success on there.

i'll also probably post W.I.Ps on there too and finished pieces too

so if you wanna follow that, or just in general wanna see more W.I.P's or more just random shit from me, please go give me a follow on bluesky!

CLICK HERE TO GO TO MY BLUESKY!

and don't worry, i'm not gonna abandon my FA of course. i just wanna be more active on there too!

sorry guys i wanted to have that next drawing out before this

but unfortunately some stuff came up and i was basically incapacitated yesterday. i don’t really wanna talk in depth about it though.

but at least feeling less like. demotivated i guess, so art soon

i wanted to take the time to acknowledge some things about myself. it's a bit more of an emotional post- but please don't worry! this is a positive one.

these past 2023 and 2024 were both years have challenged me in so many ways i would've never though possible, i crumbled, i fell, i broke down over and over and over- all in a cycle that lasted for months.

however, the funny thing about cycles. you can break them!

now of course, its not easy- its never that easy. and it can feel damn near impossible. and most of the times you don't even realize you're in such a self destructive cycle.

and well, if you do realize. sometimes you just don't even care enough to break the cycle, as the happy times are all too easy to look past and replace with overwhelming pain and grief.

(theres a REALLY good reference i could make here that makes alot of sense but JUST this once, i'll resist LOL. there is someone here reading this i know will know exactly the thing I'm thinking of and all i have to say to them is "i managed to resist it for once. are you proud? /j" OKAY enough silliness)

anyways. for me personally- i just didn't care. i knew i was hurting but i also didn't really think i could much of anything to fix it and actually start moving forward. i still don't know exactly what caused me to shift, but eventually i knew i had to atleast try, and try i did! and i managed to break it!

of course...even after you break it things dont just instantly feel "all better" either. you're out of the cycle, but you're now tasked with climbing up a seemingly impossibly tall mountain known as "healing"

so this leads me into today, i wont lie- things are tough, im still climbing that mountain. but each time i look back down im so much more further along than i was the last time, and i can't even see the ground anymore. (which in this analogy is a very good thing because that means its getting harder and harder to remember what it felt like to be stuck in a horrible cycle)

i'm not sure what it was that made me have this massive realization- probably cause all my friends were offline so i was just chilling and listening to music and thinking

and this may seem really silly. but it hit me like. when you just wake up and are in the complete dark- then the lights suddenly come on and flashbang you and you're kinda stunned for a bit. except in this instance its actually a good thing

i can't give up. ive come so far up this mountain. and at this point im just too stubborn to give up and stop climbing. yes i still have a pretty long way to keep climbing, i absolutely REFUSE to fall back into that horrible emotionally draining and soul sucking cycle.

and luckily. when im losing my grip and need help, even when i need encouragement, even when i need motivation, even when im REALLY down and just need to find a reason to keep going.

I have the most amazing friends in the world to help me, and of course, i will always help whoever needs it- even if i don't really know them that well- i might not exactly know what to say, but i know what its like and i don't want to see anyone suffer.

(well...unless they did something reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally bad. or just like. outright malicious to me or someone im close to but thats besides the point)

anyways, i have a multiple reasons for coming here and posting this

1. i try to be upfront with how im feeling with people who liked my stuff so much they wanted to support and watch me

2. i just REALLY needed to get these feelings out on like a bit of a wider scale if that makes sense?

3. if someone comes across this journal i hope it can do something for them- atleast show them that healing isn't impossible

4. i genuinely have to thank all of my watchers, every single one- because even if we've never talked, i still see you all favoriting my stuff and watching me and actually liking what i do. of course, i draw for me. i love drawing! my creativity is a very strong core part about me. however it makes it feel even better when other people love that part about me too! so thank you. i don't know if i would've continued and be where i am today if i didn't feel such a great amount of support- even if it took a while to get off the ground, and even if im still not that super far up yet- im alright with that! im not actively seeking out popularity, i just wanna share my art with as many people as possible, the more people the better.

5. this is the most interesting one to me...

it's been heavily reflected in my art. i never realized till now just how much i can really see it through my posts on here.

near the beginning- i was just out of the cycle and was starting to climb up the mountain. i was still a nervous wreck about most things, but that was a milestone for me to be putting myself back out there.

while i was still in the early stages of climbing up the mountain, my art was messy, not necessarily bad but it was a lot of messy sketches and basic character stuff on occasion- mostly cause while i was out of the cycle i was still having a hard time starting up my "i care about this stuff" function ^w^;

but slowly. that function started to wake up, each drawing i started to care more and more about its appearance. i wanted to experiment more and more and try different things and really try and branch out.

and as of right now, today.....i think i can safely say that function is more awake and active more than its ever been, i know my last two or three drawings were fetish art. but in my opinion it doesn't matter what it's about- but the feeling and emotion. and just. personality that is involved in the process.

i want to keep experimenting, i want to keep trying to care more and more each day (till it gets to a good balance and healthy) about wanting to make my drawings the absolute best they could possibly be.

i know i've talked so much and made a whole wall of text of just pure emotions but...

yknow...i sometimes think back to when i was like. a kid, he wanted to do all these amazing things. like make animations, craft big complex stories and draw such amazing pieces, all when he barely knew how to hold a pencil and had absolutely NO idea how to make a cohesive story, but yknow what? he had hopes, he had dreams. and he tried to reach them- and even if he got lost off the path to doing that for a bit...

well. it's been years now- and im gonna be 22 in july....i think i owe to him to atleast try to make it all happen, even if its been way longer than he wanted.

thank you all for listening to me ramble about my emotions for a bit.

and thank you all for supporting me, i appreciate every single one of you for doing just that.

(holy SHIT that took forever to write....)

note to self: me to prepare in advance. i love my last drawing so much, and you all also seem to love it!

...but GOD that was painful to upload and link all together.

might try uploading them all first, then linking together after. but not sure quite just yet- it may just be one of those "well that sucks, but i have to do it" things

i KNOW i keep saying this, but this time i mean it!


...because i have a piece basically finished! I wanna one alt for it but. i hope you all enjoy it when i post it.

hint. its your snake friend showing off a body part. its me. im the snake friend showing off a body part of his.

i swear im drawing. infact im drawing lots of cool stuff

it may or may not be me showing off my snake goods...kane gets a lot of love- i deserve some too!!!!

i was about to take my shoes. off on the rooftop there i see. a girl with braided hair

wait wrong audience

erm

hi guys!


(sorry i just wanted to be silly LMFAO)