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General | Posted 5 months agoHello, my sweethearts! Due to the problems that have been occurring on FA, I have been thinking about creating an additional art platform, so here is where else you can find me. I would appreciate your support if you subscribe to me and help me grow. Let's never lose touch đ
Twitter: https://x.com/HaruAgayava
Telegram: https://t.me/harus_arts
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/haruagayava.bsky.social
Twitter: https://x.com/HaruAgayava
Telegram: https://t.me/harus_arts
Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/haruagayava.bsky.social
Story of 12 character YCH and russian artist-scammer
General | Posted a year agoIn 2021, I worked with a russian artist ****..( I canât mention their username in this journal, as FurAffinityâs administration might consider it harassment.) , who eventually scammed me. I can't say for sure if the artworks she showed me were really hers, as the quality and style varied significantly during different periods of our communication, though I didnât realize it at the time. She likely used a scheme like this: she would find two artists, A and B. She showed Artist A the works of Artist B, claiming they were hers, and did the same to Artist B, showing them the works of Artist A.
Then, she would propose a trade and a collaboration where Artist A thought they were doing a joint piece, but in reality, Artist B was doing the work at her request.
Artist A didnât know they were being scammed and would sell the collaboration, splitting the profit with the scammer. Artist B, on the other hand, did the work on their own initiative or for a much lower fee. Neither A nor B knew about each other.
I also made a mistake during the process: I didnât immediately send her the sketch file after selling all slots. This was due to my personal work approach, as I usually donât need the file to start inking characters over the sketch. However, in a collaboration, itâs better to send the file directly. I corrected my mistake and sent her the file.
After receiving the file, my co-author promised to finish the linework within a month. After the month passed and the work wasnât done, she asked for another month. During this period, she sent me some progress, but the style and quality were drastically different from her previous works. This concerned me, but I thought maybe she was just being lazy, as the skill level had noticeably dropped. I decided to finish the piece myself because I wanted to deliver a higher quality than what she was offering.
Later, in 2022, a friend of Artist B contacted me, recognizing my style in the collaboration her friend was working on. She asked me if it was really mine. I got in touch with Artist B, and she kindly provided proof that she had indeed been working on the collaboration, unaware of my involvement. Since she was a beginner, this explained why the quality didnât match my expectationsâit was Artist B drawing, not my supposed co-author. It seems the scammer specifically targeted artists with beginner or intermediate levels who were willing to do the work for very little money or for free, as they needed the practice.
I confronted my now ex-co-author on Telegram. Although I had already refused her co-authorship, I couldnât help but ask what was going on. I admit, I was quite aggressive because such behavior is beyond the bounds of decency. She, in turn, responded with mockery and called Ukrainians (derogatory term: âkhokholâ) stupid before blocking me and deleting our entire chat.
I donât think it makes sense to track her by name, as she likely uses different nicknames and showcases other artists' works as her own. Her FurAffinity account has been banned, and I havenât been able to find her elsewhere.
I strongly urge you to be cautious when collaborating with others. Just because someone sends you drawings and has a gallery doesnât mean theyâre not a scammer. Be careful not to fall for such schemes.
Thank you so much to the FurAffinity administration for banning this person so she can no longer deceive people by selling YCHs and collaborations through fraud.
This story has been going on for quite some time, but I didnât have the strength to share it earlier due to my very poor mental health, which was further worsened by the war in Ukraine. Thank you to everyone who supported me in this situation, especially (ĐŃŃ Đ˝Đ°ŃŃi ĐиŃŃi) for listening to my story and helping me cope with my condition overall. I feel much better now, thanks to all of you.
A special thank you to my friend for agreeing to help me with this collaboration and for not letting me give up while I was going through this situation. She motivated me to sit down and finish the project through joint efforts in collaboration.
A big thank you to all the clients who commissioned this piece from me, and thank you for your patience and for always staying in touch. It means a lot to me that you all understood the situation, and Iâm glad this piece has finally reached its conclusion.
I still have to work on another YCH with six characters, but its delay is entirely my responsibility. For a long time, I struggled with severe fluctuations in my mental health and productivity due to bipolar disorder. Iâm now taking medication and feeling much better. Iâm gradually getting back into the rhythm of life, and Iâm grateful to everyone who supported me along the way.
I would like to express special gratitude to my husband, who went through all these stages with me.
Then, she would propose a trade and a collaboration where Artist A thought they were doing a joint piece, but in reality, Artist B was doing the work at her request.
Artist A didnât know they were being scammed and would sell the collaboration, splitting the profit with the scammer. Artist B, on the other hand, did the work on their own initiative or for a much lower fee. Neither A nor B knew about each other.
I also made a mistake during the process: I didnât immediately send her the sketch file after selling all slots. This was due to my personal work approach, as I usually donât need the file to start inking characters over the sketch. However, in a collaboration, itâs better to send the file directly. I corrected my mistake and sent her the file.
After receiving the file, my co-author promised to finish the linework within a month. After the month passed and the work wasnât done, she asked for another month. During this period, she sent me some progress, but the style and quality were drastically different from her previous works. This concerned me, but I thought maybe she was just being lazy, as the skill level had noticeably dropped. I decided to finish the piece myself because I wanted to deliver a higher quality than what she was offering.
Later, in 2022, a friend of Artist B contacted me, recognizing my style in the collaboration her friend was working on. She asked me if it was really mine. I got in touch with Artist B, and she kindly provided proof that she had indeed been working on the collaboration, unaware of my involvement. Since she was a beginner, this explained why the quality didnât match my expectationsâit was Artist B drawing, not my supposed co-author. It seems the scammer specifically targeted artists with beginner or intermediate levels who were willing to do the work for very little money or for free, as they needed the practice.
I confronted my now ex-co-author on Telegram. Although I had already refused her co-authorship, I couldnât help but ask what was going on. I admit, I was quite aggressive because such behavior is beyond the bounds of decency. She, in turn, responded with mockery and called Ukrainians (derogatory term: âkhokholâ) stupid before blocking me and deleting our entire chat.
I donât think it makes sense to track her by name, as she likely uses different nicknames and showcases other artists' works as her own. Her FurAffinity account has been banned, and I havenât been able to find her elsewhere.
I strongly urge you to be cautious when collaborating with others. Just because someone sends you drawings and has a gallery doesnât mean theyâre not a scammer. Be careful not to fall for such schemes.
Thank you so much to the FurAffinity administration for banning this person so she can no longer deceive people by selling YCHs and collaborations through fraud.
This story has been going on for quite some time, but I didnât have the strength to share it earlier due to my very poor mental health, which was further worsened by the war in Ukraine. Thank you to everyone who supported me in this situation, especially (ĐŃŃ Đ˝Đ°ŃŃi ĐиŃŃi) for listening to my story and helping me cope with my condition overall. I feel much better now, thanks to all of you.
A special thank you to my friend for agreeing to help me with this collaboration and for not letting me give up while I was going through this situation. She motivated me to sit down and finish the project through joint efforts in collaboration.
A big thank you to all the clients who commissioned this piece from me, and thank you for your patience and for always staying in touch. It means a lot to me that you all understood the situation, and Iâm glad this piece has finally reached its conclusion.
I still have to work on another YCH with six characters, but its delay is entirely my responsibility. For a long time, I struggled with severe fluctuations in my mental health and productivity due to bipolar disorder. Iâm now taking medication and feeling much better. Iâm gradually getting back into the rhythm of life, and Iâm grateful to everyone who supported me along the way.
I would like to express special gratitude to my husband, who went through all these stages with me.
Old arts
General | Posted a year agoHello everyone! Since I haven't posted anything for a long time, I have accumulated a certain amount of art that I have to post. After that, I will start posting new drawings in which I have improved my style and made it the one I like best. I will be glad to receive all your comments and ratingsđ
Commissions
General | Posted 2 years agoHello everyone. I've finished my final exams at university and I'm proud to say I've passed them with flying colors, but I still have my thesis to write. Studying took up a lot of my time, which led to significant delays in completing commissions, and for that, I'm truly sorry. Unfortunately, between studying and commissions, I chose the former. Despite this, I've always remembered my clients - thank you so much for your patience and support. I want to thank you by drawing a small gift for everyone whose order was delayed. Please message me if you'd like to receive it. I also want to let you know that the toughest exams are over and I finally have more time for orders. I'm starting to actively work, but I want to remind you that writing my thesis will also not be an easy or quick task, but I'll do everything in my power to meet your wishes. Thank you again for your support and patience. Your respect for my situation keeps me afloat and motivates me to return to work as soon as possible after the exam depression. In fact, it really takes me a lot of time to get back to a normal work rhythm after exams, as they take a lot of effort. Also, thank you for being understanding when I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital. Your financial and verbal support were important to me. I'm still in the process of accepting the bipolar disorder I was diagnosed with. Thank you all so much for your support. I look forward to getting back to work as soon as possible.
The results of two years of full-scale war
General | Posted 2 years agoYesterday, I was in such a dire emotional state I couldn't even get myself out of bed to write about this... I need to reflect on the past two years... It's unbelievable, but it's been two whole years since Russia began its attack on my country. The ongoing genocide, the suffering of my friends and me, it's all too much...
On February 22, 2022, a dear friend and I were having beers at my place, talking about the looming war. We both agreed it couldnât possibly happen; Russia wouldnât be so reckless.
The next day, February 23, 2022, I headed to Slovakia to prep for an exhibition at a gallery. That evening was fine, joking around with my Russian friends on Discord. Little did I know, some of them would later brand me a neo-Nazi, blatantly ignoring the fact that the Russian military had invaded us, and my hometown was now under occupation.
February 24, 2022, was supposed to be about setting up my exhibition, but early in the morning, my mom calls. She tells me a full-scale war has started. I first thought it was a sick joke... it wasnât. Kherson was occupied, and my family was trapped there. Words can't describe how devastated I felt.
I barely managed to go and install my work at the exhibition. My Slovak friends were there for me, seeing the broken state I was in.
February 25, 2022, was the exhibition opening. I found it hard to stay away from alcohol. Everyone was incredibly supportive, and Iâm eternally grateful to those who stood by me in those initial days.
We began collecting food and items for refugees, everyone pitching in how they could. I also found myself volunteering at the border amidst my studies at its peak necessity. It was crucial to stay strong, not to cry, to keep composed for the refugees to feel safe, i feeling ashamed for cry when i hear their stories.
Later on, as more volunteers joined, I shifted to help as a translator at a hospital, primarily at the blood donation center.
By summer, I made the tough decision to leave VK, a Russian social network where I was a well-known artist with 16,000 followers. Why leave? At first, I ignored death threats, believing they were bots and that rational folks outnumbered them. But the realization dawned that my so-called friends were also reveling in the occupation, threatening me, taking pleasure in the war...
That was the last straw. I left VK, sacrificing everything I had built. It seemed minor compared to what others were enduring, yet the loss of time, nerves, and effort hurt. It took time to come to terms with becoming a "nobody," but I couldnât remain in a space where death wishes were a regular occurrence for my country and me.
Losing VK, I found myself. I began to focus more on what pleased me rather than catering to an audience. It wasnât an immediate shift. During this period, I found a welcoming community in the Ukrainian furry community, which has supported me throughout. Iâm thankful to you all...
Despite this support, coping with the occupation's emotional toll led me to withdraw. It affected my studies and work, making them unstable and time-consuming. It became unbearably difficult to manage both, so I prioritized my studies, leading to a significant drop in my social media activity.
The liberation of Kherson was a true cause for celebration. We lost so much during this time: our home, an apartment (brazenly taken over by some Russian). We lost many friends and family... I was overjoyed that my best childhood friend managed to escape the occupied Kherson. It was a true holiday for us.
Throughout this time, I focused on fine arts, creating works and exhibitions about the war to enlighten people about its horrors. I attended rallies, supporting Ukraine in any way possible.
After the Kakhovka dam breach, my hometown was nearly submerged, a tragedy that made me realize it remained beautiful only in my memories. This led to a steep decline in my mental health, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric facility. resulting in be in psia bipolar disorder diagnosis. The hypomanic states were perhaps the only thing keeping me afloat...
Now, I continue to support Ukraine and showcase my art at exhibitions. This year has been incredibly challenging due to the tough state exams at my university... but I excelled. I'm eager to return to drawing, to create. My condition has stabilized, giving me new strength... My best friend from Kherson and I even plan to create our own comic about street wanderers, aiming to capture the essence of life in Kherson. Iâd appreciate any support for this comic project.
These two years have been... I despise war. Russia, a country indifferent to the plight of others, where the few who don't support the government are the exception, not the rule. The majority indeed back Putin, wishing the worst for Europe/America.
On February 22, 2022, a dear friend and I were having beers at my place, talking about the looming war. We both agreed it couldnât possibly happen; Russia wouldnât be so reckless.
The next day, February 23, 2022, I headed to Slovakia to prep for an exhibition at a gallery. That evening was fine, joking around with my Russian friends on Discord. Little did I know, some of them would later brand me a neo-Nazi, blatantly ignoring the fact that the Russian military had invaded us, and my hometown was now under occupation.
February 24, 2022, was supposed to be about setting up my exhibition, but early in the morning, my mom calls. She tells me a full-scale war has started. I first thought it was a sick joke... it wasnât. Kherson was occupied, and my family was trapped there. Words can't describe how devastated I felt.
I barely managed to go and install my work at the exhibition. My Slovak friends were there for me, seeing the broken state I was in.
February 25, 2022, was the exhibition opening. I found it hard to stay away from alcohol. Everyone was incredibly supportive, and Iâm eternally grateful to those who stood by me in those initial days.
We began collecting food and items for refugees, everyone pitching in how they could. I also found myself volunteering at the border amidst my studies at its peak necessity. It was crucial to stay strong, not to cry, to keep composed for the refugees to feel safe, i feeling ashamed for cry when i hear their stories.
Later on, as more volunteers joined, I shifted to help as a translator at a hospital, primarily at the blood donation center.
By summer, I made the tough decision to leave VK, a Russian social network where I was a well-known artist with 16,000 followers. Why leave? At first, I ignored death threats, believing they were bots and that rational folks outnumbered them. But the realization dawned that my so-called friends were also reveling in the occupation, threatening me, taking pleasure in the war...
That was the last straw. I left VK, sacrificing everything I had built. It seemed minor compared to what others were enduring, yet the loss of time, nerves, and effort hurt. It took time to come to terms with becoming a "nobody," but I couldnât remain in a space where death wishes were a regular occurrence for my country and me.
Losing VK, I found myself. I began to focus more on what pleased me rather than catering to an audience. It wasnât an immediate shift. During this period, I found a welcoming community in the Ukrainian furry community, which has supported me throughout. Iâm thankful to you all...
Despite this support, coping with the occupation's emotional toll led me to withdraw. It affected my studies and work, making them unstable and time-consuming. It became unbearably difficult to manage both, so I prioritized my studies, leading to a significant drop in my social media activity.
The liberation of Kherson was a true cause for celebration. We lost so much during this time: our home, an apartment (brazenly taken over by some Russian). We lost many friends and family... I was overjoyed that my best childhood friend managed to escape the occupied Kherson. It was a true holiday for us.
Throughout this time, I focused on fine arts, creating works and exhibitions about the war to enlighten people about its horrors. I attended rallies, supporting Ukraine in any way possible.
After the Kakhovka dam breach, my hometown was nearly submerged, a tragedy that made me realize it remained beautiful only in my memories. This led to a steep decline in my mental health, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric facility. resulting in be in psia bipolar disorder diagnosis. The hypomanic states were perhaps the only thing keeping me afloat...
Now, I continue to support Ukraine and showcase my art at exhibitions. This year has been incredibly challenging due to the tough state exams at my university... but I excelled. I'm eager to return to drawing, to create. My condition has stabilized, giving me new strength... My best friend from Kherson and I even plan to create our own comic about street wanderers, aiming to capture the essence of life in Kherson. Iâd appreciate any support for this comic project.
These two years have been... I despise war. Russia, a country indifferent to the plight of others, where the few who don't support the government are the exception, not the rule. The majority indeed back Putin, wishing the worst for Europe/America.
Emergency update
General | Posted 2 years agoHello everyone. Thank you very much to everyone who helped with the donation, it is very important to me. Alas, my paypal was blocked due to the fact that I opened it a long time ago when I was not yet 18 years old. In any case, I am insanely grateful to everyone who helped me with a donation, I will definitely make a post of gratitude to all of you later.
I'm in emergency...
General | Posted 2 years agoHello to everyone who follows my creative work. Recently, I found myself in a challenging situation that led to my hospitalization. The complexity of the situation lies in the fact that my medical insurance has expired (I can't renew it at the moment of treatment), which has resulted in financial difficulties for me. I'm concerned that I won't be able to afford the cost of my treatment. According to my doctor, I will need to stay in the hospital for at least a week. One day of hospitalization without insurance costs 150 euros, in addition to the expenses for medications and tests. This is why I am reaching out to you for donation assistance. I would be grateful for any amount you can contribute. Thank you in advance to everyone who cares about my situation.
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Privatbank: 4149 4993 1036 0530
IBAN Europe: SK98 1100 0000 0029 3431 0626
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Privatbank: 4149 4993 1036 0530
IBAN Europe: SK98 1100 0000 0029 3431 0626
Orders info
General | Posted 4 years agoHello, my dear friends. I think you know what is happening in the world, and in particular in my country - Ukraine. I do not know when I will take orders, I bring my changes. I will notify you about all changes. Thanks
Delays!
General | Posted 4 years agoHi! The fulfillment of orders may be delayed for some time, since I have started studying at the university. I apologize for the inconvenience caused, I will fulfill your order as soon as possible! <3
You can track your order in my trello (careful, Russian language :p)
https://trello.com/b/XcuiGp6k/commissions
You can track your order in my trello (careful, Russian language :p)
https://trello.com/b/XcuiGp6k/commissions
Cool YCH by my friends!
General | Posted 4 years agoCheck out the cool sticker pack made by my friends!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44.....#cid:161019077
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44.....#cid:161019077
Back in service!
General | Posted 4 years agoHello everyone!
I finally got rid of almost all the difficulties, passed the session(exams) perfectly, and I'm starting to do your orders! Thank you so much for your expectation of commissions.. Please don't judge me as an optional person. I will handle this situation and I will not let anyone down in the future
Please write to me if I owe you something, I could accidentally miss you on the to-do list đđđ
I am also open to new orders, which I will be happy to take. Price list for you: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/haruagayava/
Thanks again for understanding
I finally got rid of almost all the difficulties, passed the session(exams) perfectly, and I'm starting to do your orders! Thank you so much for your expectation of commissions.. Please don't judge me as an optional person. I will handle this situation and I will not let anyone down in the future
Please write to me if I owe you something, I could accidentally miss you on the to-do list đđđ
I am also open to new orders, which I will be happy to take. Price list for you: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/haruagayava/
Thanks again for understanding
