Eat drink and be merry, for tomorrow you may die. Out of a lot of quotes iv’e ever heard this one has always grabbed my attention. Or how about if you dance with the devil the devil don’t change the devil changes you. What’s the connection? Drug use. Why(Why not? you know there is a vice within every human being. (don’t you?)What is a human being? A human is a very emotionally diversely charged sprit that is unfortunate enough to be entrapped in a vessel of organic flesh that holds the head of the great circle of life and death here on earth. Where did we come from? Why are we here? As a group we haven’t come close.(reminds me of another famous quote : a person is reasonable smart and intelligent, people are dumb idiotic and always jumping to conclusions.) anyway, from what we know we are a species of animal (mammals) that think were the shit, and we should follow blindly to any one person or group that says they are righteous, and will lead them to salvation. (its called the seduction of the structure of human nature and society). Horrible shit . why cant we all just get high and get along? (blind patriotism) haven’t you seen the wall?

Cut—its hard writing this , I don’t care who you are I just don’t give a flying fuck, drug people are the rebellion. The proof that righteousness is not concealed within a handful of skeptical egotistical bastards like are shitty ( but considered righteous ) world governments

Well I thought I would have seen more hits on some of my stuff in the last two years but I guess that tells me I need to work a bit harder too...But I;m glad for all the work I did get onto here, and for all the work I've got to see on here from all of you...And for all those of you who have stayed in contact with me, awesome! Hell, I enjoy talking to just about everyone about just about everything...

Still alive...although not by much. really did lose my place, and really am on hiatus from college due to my extravagent fuck ups. Still with my mate, and we decided to migrate back to my parental units' place for the summer or so. Not sure who I'm actually writing this for but myself cause no-body ever reads my shit I think...if so humor me...

Anyway, In between trying to get some positive feedback, I got in a nice little arguement with some dude named Jelloshot11 on here, and it has been the first time someone has really gotten to me...called me a copycat!

SO FOR THE RECORD! All my work was done by my hands! Although I had alot of Influence from Dave Hopkins' "JACK" and his work gave me alot of inspiration. So aside from the general look of some of my stuff, I created all my own charecters, and they all have their own personalities! Even though I still love NIN and crazy shit as much as Hopkin's does, if anything more than a hairstyle gets "borrowed", I have noted him for it...So if yu ever come across this Drip, I have nothing but the outmost intrest and respect for you and your work. So if I'm pissing anyfur off....Sorry my bad

I'm on the edge. Physically, mentally, emotionally, financialy,...Legally....Iv'e been struggling for the last few years, and I gotta tell ya, If somethin good doesn't happen soon, I'm gonna at least be in a hospital if not the ground.
1) I'm failing school
2) I have no money, no job
3) I have a huge anxiety/panic attack disorder that keeps my head pounding, not to mention the medications.
4) I've been unable to sleep due to horrific nightmares and dreams of apocalyptical significance.
5) I'm losing my apartment...no money
6) I have to stand trial, in criminal court...for tresspassing on an abandonded house I was going to photograph.
7) lost my phone, and have no car
8) From an art view, I haven't gotten anywhere, Iv'e tried to put at least one project through, or even get a commission...shit no-body wants me to draw them anything.
9)failed to make it to any convention...
10)I have lost all self esteem....
It's like everything is crashing down around me, or passing me by...The only thing I got going for me is that my mate, my lover of the last 3 years is still beside me....and if I lose him.....it's over.

Ok I have been on FA, for over at least a year and a half, so I can say that I deserve to bitch a little bit. I'm on here all the time, and I love seeing all the work (most people put days into their work) sometimes more. but one thing that Iv'e noticed is that I see alot of myspace stuff going on...really do we need to see 30 pics of everybody's vacation? alot of the browse section is always somewhat littered with stuff that seems to be either overkill photography of random shit, or purposely bad drwings that all take up room, and push other's work out faster. when I see that alot of work that deserves recognition being tossed out, it's a bummer. That's why wer'e underground guys....we got away from deviant art, and myspace, and facebook, to create a place of our own....to create and make furry work,music,poetry, ect. so please..... post wisely!

"I'm too drunk to taste this chicken"
-Will Ferrel Talledaga Nights

"out of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most"
-Ozzy Osbourne

"I'm a fake hero, a creul joke God has played on me"
-Jim Morrison

"Drug use does not equal drug abuse"
-Marylin Manson

"I hate to advocate the use of drugs, alcohol, and mind and mood altering chemicals, but hey, they've always worked for me"
-Dr. Hunter S. Thompson

"Jesus this, Moses that, Abraham hit me with a wiffle ball bat."
-Adam Sandler "Little Nickey"

"Idle hands are the devil's playground"
-"Idle Hands" posted by Rixxster

"Never make it easier for someone to kill you than leave you alive. You won't like what comes next."
-Mulefoot

"Live Fast...Die!!!"
-GG Allen

"Just because your paranoid, doesn't mean their not after you"
- Kurt Cobain

"Smokin weed, Smokin weed, Doin coke, drinkin beers, drinkin beers, beers, beers..."
-Jay and Silent Bob

90% of gay guys were born gay, the other 10% were sucked into it"
-Fuckin me


Now's where anyone who reads this can help me build a better list...lets call it a science experiment...give me your insightful, weird, crazy, or whatev....

Man I could use some comic ideas, and a hug.....damn.