some information so you won’t think that I’m fully ded

currently trying to focus on drawing and irl stuff. last year was almost fully dark for me, and also forced me to change all my priorities; ms still progressing despite treatment, for staying awake i need high doses of additional meds;

i rarely write about it here or in other social networks, it's almost a physically heavy topic for me; still feels like fever dream

will return also soon with more artworks and updates
thank you

Where else I’m living

🔻Telegram channel -> https://t.me/haskiens

🔻Instagram account -> https://www.instagram.com/haskienss

🔻Twitter/X (who cares) -> https://x.com/haskiens

Will return to ~normal schedule after 8th of August

Had a lot of medical inspections, so they finally understand what I have.
Welcome back now with multiple sclerosis which is going to exacerbate.

But well, at least I’m still alive.

I have a lot of thoughts recently

First, I want to finish all possible cmms asap and take more (especially this round portraits, I like to work on it)

Second, looking back, it seems to me that severe depression was better than a degenerative brain disease that provokes the deаth of neurons

I'm stuck with drawing because i dont feel well
language courses are not the only reason, I recently received my mri results and they are not good
I feel strange

might be less active online but still drawing until August (thanks courses)
don’t afraid to poke me my head is fully on this rn

i moved to other account on twi !!! and here is the link
https://twitter.com/HaskiensNEW

now im opening discord channel!
https://discord.gg/zhf7xr8Wmd

and also reminder about insta acc
https://instagram.com/haskienss

will be happy to see u there <3

forgot about posting this link also

https://instagram.com/haskienss

Also will open two commissions slot for any type of artwork (except of sketches), pm for clarify details

1 - closed
2 - open

All type of commission, except of designs/references are closed and from now will be only by slots.

my mental and physical state become worse and worse and until i didn't find any good medication i can't work normally so it is what it is

I created a telegram account for sketches, wips, and other stuff, will be glad to see you here!
https://t.me/haskiens

good news! I finally left Ukraine

it was terribly hard, but now I'm in a peaceful place, and I'm trying to get back to work <3

I hope to wait out the storm and try to leave. I don't know where yet, I have no relatives anywhere, and I don't want to get refugee status. what lies ahead of me I don't know, the fear is only getting stronger every day

I live in Ukraine and war came to my country. I can't work right now

most of the time I write on twitter and this is my mistake
just warning why i start do draw adopts again

my mom found a hernia and she needs surgery
she don't have money for this and for medicaments
than, after few days doctors say that operation can't be carried out because there is still some kind of sht with the spine and it is necessary to treat it first, from the doctors the forecasts are not particularly rosy to the point that she may lose the sensitivity of her legs

the course of treatment takes about a month, and all this time she need to constantly put ivs and buy medicines. because of this, my mother isn't working now cause out this, so i'll have to pay for utilities, food, and treatment. drawing is my only way of earning money, but I can't take a bunch of comms and not knowing when I can give them away

waiting for spring in the hope that it'll become easier there

idk how to name journal ;;

happy new year!! hope it started good for u <3

i work, but will have to postpone work a little because of panic attacks, overall I feel better apart from that
if you are afraid that I forgot about your cmm or don't answer, then don't be afraid to remind me

I want to warn you that I spend very little time near my laptop right now. because of the constant sitting at drawing and overexertion, I have big problems with my back (neuralgia has worsened) and it hurts me very much just to sit or stand.I'm working on pictures, but now I can't sit for more than two hours at most. I will try to get back to a normal pace as soon as possible!

i know guys i'm tired about this too

but this design is ALREADY BOUGHT
please be careful

https://www.deviantart.com/n-ain/ar.....OPEN-891594467

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43668779/

she stolen my artwork

ALSO INFO ABOUT HER
https://www.deviantart.com/kassille.....hosh-790920975

I'm not at home right now and I feel a little illy, I just want to warn you that I will answer everything soon ;;

lmao i did twitter account and i don't know what to do here, it's too difficult for me but okay

https://twitter.com/haskiens

upd: twitter asks me to confirm my phone number but it doesn't send me a confirmation code oooh SERIOUSLY

I'll close commissions for a couple of weeks in a few days, approximately from June 25-26 and through July 16-17

I can't say that everything is too stable, but it's better than it was!

I feel tired but I'm still working and I will work! I would like to thank everyone who supports me, both my watchers and my customers (especially for their boundless patience and understanding towards me) it really means a lot to me right now

Maybe words can't convey all my feelings for all of u but I love u all ;w;

u can note me on DA|discord|FA!

I didn't think that I would open them in May because I don't have time to work quickly, but due to unforeseen circumstances, i'll have to

upd: regarding the reasons: my mother was taken to the hospital
as for my other comms: I will fulfill them before the end of the month

commissions are currently closed!

(if u wrote me before this journal, i still can take it)

next time I'llopen commission in early May!

So, commissions are officially open!
January has become the month of the hospital for me, lol, I have even more expenses ahead of me

Also in parallel, I make adopts