I am never one to ask people for money... But this stray needs help desperately. We are very sure his back right foot is broken and it may be infected from the wounds he has.
I know I am not very active and I don't have many friends here... But I am asking for anyone to help save an animal...
I've been so helpful for others that need assistance with animals . and this time around... I am the one needing help to help pay for his injuries.

Please help... I'm begging at this point.

https://www.gofundme.com/raise-fund.....-wounded-stray

Will post updates and show proof that money has gone to the vets!!!

Well, Shit.
Literally the last time I was here was back in January! You can imagine how much stuff I had in my notifications and whatnot. Tons. Just tons.
Anyways, my profile is so bare with nothing but old stuff and one of these days I will commission some friends to liven up the place and start writing again<<Hopefully. XD
The year has been crazy and hasn't exactly been the greatest other than I had gotten married in September. My mother ended up with lung cancer and my husband went through a bought with carbon monoxide poisoning and vertigo. Lovely.
So, I suppose I need the distraction from life and write once again.
Trying to work on a colab with sissy Indi, so we will see!
If you wanna chat, PM me. I'm always accepting of new friends.

Litterally.
I haven't been on here much and really it isn't much of a surprise or a care to anyone lol
I've never been the popular one on this site and it was only to be around my sissy,  Indiwolf to see all her lovely art.
One day I promise I will be getting those commissions.
Still saving up for a portrait of all three of the furbabies that passed away for my mother. I'm sure that will be an expensive piece.
But anywho.
I may start writing again or just hanging around and posting stock edits and manips that I have done or friends have done for me.
We will see!
Catch ya later!

I just found out that my friend Mila,  sillymil 's ovarian cyst has gotten worse and may be cancerous. I want to help her out and if anyone knows her please send her good vibes and healing thoughts and prayers. I wish I could do something. I want to set up a gofundme account, but I know people I know around here probably won't help. She is a great person and deserves to not being in pain and to not be in fear of this. She needs it removed and her family doesn't have the money to help her or insurance to help. I'm no artist by any means and I wish I could do commissions to help but I have no talent.. If anyone could just send prayers that would help..

Well, It has been an awful long time since I have been on here.
I've forgotten all my information to this account and luckily for me, my old laptop has come through and has kept me logged in all this time! But now that I haven't been on for so long, my email is no longer on this account so I cannot get my old info to log in on this account from any other computer.
And I have no idea what my old password was for me to be able to put my other email (where I would actually get updates) in the slot.
It's quite a mess. I messaged the FA team, but who knows if they will help me in this. I may just have to remake a whole new account and try get everything put back up. UGh.

It's my little sissy's Birthday Today!!!!!
Everyone go give  Indiwolf some shout love!!!
She deserves it for being such a good woofy and a great artist and being a great friend and sister to everyone!

LOVE YOU SISSY!!!! <3 <3 <3

I haven't been on here for months now and I'm starting to feel like I'm neglecting something.
Same with DA, but I always thought 'I don't have any fans so why bother?'
Oh well, can't always think that way I suppose.
my Sissy  Indiwolf made a journal telling everyone it's my birthday, so thank you Sissy!
Made my day that a few more people would say it to me out of the small group of friends I have. xD
Either way! I'm going to start coming back on here.
NOW OFF TO LOOK FOR BDAY GIFTS FOR  Indiwolf!!! xD

Okay, so my Sissy  Indiwolf is having a key ring raffle and I thought I would be one of the lots of people who would sign up for it and see if I can win anything. xD I don't need it, but I do need to commission her for another key ring...might have to give her extra so she can find a stronger material so my dumb self doesn't break it! >.< hehehe
RAFFLE!!!!!


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4795698/

yeah...
I got a call earlier today from my mates dad saying he had to put down our German Shepherd Zues. He was about 10 years old and he had gone through a lot in his life, but he seemed happy.
But his dad told me he took him to the vet and found out he was full of cancer, couldn't breathe all that well and even if he ate everything in sight he wouldn't gain any weight from it...so he had him put down.
I was on Indi's stream when I got the call so I just burst out crying and had to go...
I'm upset and it hurts.
So I'm not going to be on for a few days... Not like I really have any friends/fans on here to care so.. yeah. later

Snow.

That's right. Fucking snow.

Just kidding. Havey likey the snow, but people need to learn how to drive in the snow so I wouldn't have to stay and do double shifts at work because of the snow.

Gah.

Anyways.

I really do like snow. Really. Just really HATE my job.

haha.
ha.
...
That is all.
^_^

I swear some people get so overly sensitive about things.
There was a journal that an artist on here put up about having people donate money or commission her so she could help her friend.
Well I'm all for helping a friend, but when I read the link for his 'cry for help' it was him basically saying how he's so sick that he needs money for weed and shrooms to get better.
Really? The only way for you to get better is to get high? I saw a comment from another poster that in the netherlands (where the pothead lives) has a hospital that takes people in for free and helps them. And the potheads response was how he needed herbal medicine not pills and drugs, but yet he says he needs marijuanna (however you spell it) and shrooms to get healthy and live. Lol I'm sitting here like..wtf do you think people are stupid? There are hospitals that do herbal treatment. Frickin jackass.
But yeah. Overly sensitive people. I posted my opinion a lot like what I just wrote but WAY more polite lol and apparently someone must not have like it and there was 4 comments but by the time I got to reading them the journal was deleted.
Haha learn to take some critisism.

A lot like this..

Haven: Ich liebe dich!
Jade: you're a lesbian bitch?
Haven: ....ich liebe dich.
Jade: ...you wanna lick my dish?

Yep. No more learning new languages with jade, especially at 1 am :P

Well its 2am and I'm sitting up nervously waiting to get up and go to the hospital with my mother. :/
Today she's suppose have heart surgery this morrning and I'm really worked up over it. Everyone keeps saying she's going to be fine and I am trying to believe that but there's always something in the back of my mind that makes me think something bad is going to happen.
:/ ugh...
I just needed to vent slightly.. I hope everything goes well..

I stoles it from my sissy hehe


Rules:
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No
.2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem
.3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!
..and begin!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? - Yes
Been arrested? - No
Kissed someone you didn't like? - No
Slept in until 5 PM? - Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? - Yes
Ran a red light? - Yes
Been suspended from school? - No
Experienced love at first sight? - Yes
Totaled your car in an accident? - No
Been fired from a job? - Yes
Fired somebody? - No
Skydived? - No
Sang karaoke? - Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? - Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? - Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? - Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - Yes
Kissed in the rain? - No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? - No
Seen someone die? - Yes
Played spin-the-bottle? - Yes
Sang in the shower? - Yes
Smoked a cigar? - Yes
Sat on a rooftop? - Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? - Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? - Yes
Skipped school? - Yes
Eaten a bug? - Yes
Sleepwalked? - Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? - No
Ridden a motorcycle? - Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? - No
Lied to avoid a ticket? - Yes
Ridden on a helicopter? - No
Shaved your head? - No
Blacked out from drinking? - No
Played a prank on someone? - Yes
Hit a home run? - No
felt like killing someone? - Yes
Cross-dressed? - Yes
Been falling-down drunk? - Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? - Yes
Eaten a snake? - No
Marched/Protested? - No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? - No
Puked on an amusement ride? - No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? - No
Been in a band? - No
Knitted? - Yes
Been on TV? - No
Shot a gun? - Yes
Skinny-dipped? - YEs
Caused someone to need stitches? - Yes
Ridden a surfboard? - No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? - Yes
Had surgery? - Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? - Yes
Passed out when not drinking? - Yes
Peed on a bush? - No
Donated Blood? - No
Grabbed electric fence? - Yes
Eaten alligator meat? - No
Eaten cheesecake? - Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? - Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? - Yes
Peed your pants in public? - Yes
Written graffiti? - Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? - Yes
Think about the future? - Yes
Been in handcuffs? - Yes
Believe in love? - Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? - Yes
Been to a furry convention? - No
Own a fursuit? - No
Bungee-Jumped? - No
Stolen something? - Yes
Kissed someone, same gender? - Yes
Kissed someone, different gender? - Yes
Had sex in public? - Yes
Skipped a night? - Yes
Lied? - Yes
Created a Meme? - No
Been to another continent? - No
Been in a country without knowing the language? - Yes
Have seen a parent naked? - Yes

Any more questions then feel free to ask :3

So I have this friend Named Josh.
He's been having a lot of anger issues the last few weeks.
His Message to me:
I am usually the last person to ask for help... But I have been really angry lately, like all the time, I try working out, listening to relaxing music, going for runs and stuff but nothing is helping anymore.... I'm freaking myself out. I know we don't talk much lately but I don't know who else to ask...

I would like to know what would be some good advice to tell him if working out and trying to relax with music and going for his runs aren't helping. And saying he should get some help wouldn't really help him. I've said maybe meditating but he's already a meditater and it probably hasn't helped.
So please could anyone help out me and my friend? :)
It'll be greatly apprieciated ^_^

First I'll explain a little something about my past.
My birth father had left me and my mother for another woman when I was 4 years old. She had always told me he loved me and loved being around me, but then she continued to tell me he was a schitzo (schizophrenic) and he didn't know what the feeling of love was since he was in an orphanage from the time he was 2 till he was 10 then he was adopted. But anyways, I had no memory of him being my father. I had frown up thinking my step dad was my real dad while my mother had been sending my biological father basicly hate mail for leaving her and not paying child support and all that jazz. One day when I was about 8 or 9 I found a picture of an older man holding me as a baby and I didn't know who he was. I asked my mom and she told me that was my biological father, obviously i was stunned but after she told me she yelled at me for digging in her stuff without her permission.
Well I had never felt close to my step dad even when I thought he was my dad. So for years it was always on my mind about where my real dad was and if he was still alive and if he's thought about me. Well over this last summer I told my mom about how I've been wanting to get to know him. Thats when she always brought up about how hes a schizo and he lies about his feelings and stuff and then he leaves you high and dry and she didn't want me looking for him because she basicly hates him for leaving her all those years ago.
Well me and my boyfriend have been talking about finding out our family history and i thought about it and I said there was really no way I could find my real dads side since I didn't know him or his parents. After my boyfriend left to go back to work I went on facebook. Cuz... who doesn't have facebook these days. lol
And after trying over and over to spell out his last name in different ways, I found a guy who fit who my birth father is. He's older. He's from Devils Lake ND, like my dad was. Had a son named Jeremy, like my dad has. And upon looking at his photos he looks like the man that was in the picture holding me as a baby just older.
I'm asking for some advice... Should I reach out to him. Just finding out he looked like him and was from this state but is now residing in Vegas I began getting shaking and my hearts been racing. I've been trying to write a message, but I just choke...
What would any of you guys do or think i should do? PLEASE help :/

Of the mouth. Otherwise known as Word Vomit.
You sickos thought something else.
Nah lately I've been having urges to just blert out anything I'm thinking. For instance, I was talkin to my boss earlier and she was telling me all about the drama that happened over the other weekend that I had worked. Well, for one. I was there and already knew what happened. Two. She still proceeded to lie to me by telling me that a lady got so worked up over relieving breaks that she had a heart attack and my boss was so worried about her. (Lie. She actually got the lady upset and 'thought' she was having a heart attack. Ended up being an anxiety attack we found out at the ER. And my boss when she found out just said she needed to settle down and get a grip. Wasn't worried about her or anythiing)
Sooooo without thinking I told her she was a backstabbing slutfaced lying bitch.
Eep. <.<
Her face was pure red and she told me to get out of her office. Myyyyyy bad hahahaha

Well tonight while sitting here lazily are work, I had the urge to write more! So I am continuing writng to Wolf Heirarchy. If anyone cares haha I might also write more to my Saiyan OC on my other account on deviantart. Yep, so much fun. haha Might attempt to draw again, but everytime I try I don't like how it turns out and just give up. I'm such a freak Anywho. Just writing this random journal and looking for christmas presents while trying to write more even though I am sort of stuck at what do next for the Wolf Sisters and their mysterious brother. Oh The suspence!!!! Well, back to doing whatever I was doing lol

Well, I've been thinking about doing more things here on FA. If it means writing more or actually starting to draw again, which both I am not the greatest at :/ Ugh.
I'm trying to think of other things that I could do to be more productive on here. Besides being a fan to a bunch of artists like my Sissy ^-^
Any Ideas?

Well, I am obviously totally bored out of my mind and instead of getting some sleep I have to stay up and do some Thanksgiving baking and cooking. >.< SOOOOOO HERE WE GO!

ANSWER THESE AND I'LL TALLY THEM UP FOR YOU.

1. (1 Pt) My name:
2. (2 Pts) My last name: (you can totally make this up for creativity)
3. (5 Pts) Take a stab at my middle name:
4. (3 Pts) Who am I in love with:
5. (2 Pts) Hair colour:
6. (2 Pts) What kind of car do I drive:
7. (2 Pts) Where do I work/study:
8. (3 Pts) Something that I am afraid of:
9. (2 Pts) Do I smoke:
10. (3 Pts) Do I drink:
11. (2 Pts) Do I have any siblings (if so how many):
12. (3 Pts) What's one of my favourite things to do:
13. (2 Pts) How many piercings do I have:
14. (3 Pts) Name a song that I love:
15. (4 Pts) Am I shy or outgoing:
16. (3 Pts) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
17. (2 Pts) What's my favourite colour:
18. (3 Pts) Name something I hate:
19. (4 Pts) Name a talent I have:
20. (4 Pts) Do I have any pets:
21. (5 Pts) What is the colour of my room:
22. (5 Pts) Give me a movie or TV or book quote that I love:
23. (5 Pts + on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:


70-75 Points; You know too much! D:< or you just cheated.
60-69 Points; Who told you? Have we met?
50-59 Points; You sure you're not cheating
20-49 Points; Nice guesses
00-19 Points; Well ain't that cuuuuuuuuuute? BUT IT'S WROOOOOOONG!!!!

Happy Halloween Everyone!!! I hope everyone turns out having a great halloween, be it going out trick or treating, out to parties, going to haunted forests,houses, ect.
I hope all of you have a great time even if you're just handing out candy or some shit..... I really gotta stop swearing >.< haha
ANYWAYS, I'm no artist, but whos to say I can't write a journal every once in a great while to my fans..BAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
Love ya guys!
HavenWolf

Heeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy Sexxxay Laaday!!!
hehe sorry I just had to :P
I know the song is called Gungnam Style but it made me laugh so hard that my older sister when she first heard it thought it said Condom Star!
BAHAHAHAHAHa
oh gosh that was hilarious!
Ok, ugh thats funny :P
Man I had an awesome night at work last night with some co-workers.. When you are sleep deprived you can have one hell of a time!
Especially when you mean to say "damnit" and you just randomly say "herpes"...then laugh your ass off until you start crying. Yep.. My life in a nutshell when I'm around the right people who are sleep deprived lol

Ok so I am like totally bored and I haven't really been on here to often and I don't really post anything knew anymore anyways, Should probably just delete all my accounts lol
Ah, well anyways! Lets start some random odd questions!


1. are you younger than 19?
Bahahah heeeelll nooooooooooo, or else I wouldn't be able to get drunk at a bar!... unless I moved to England or some other country.. haha

2. have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a J?
J huh? Ummmmm nope cannot say I have. Just a D, T and N. O.o DTN... sounds like a drug.. or another abrieviation for Jersey shore! ahahahaha Down To Nose. no.. thats just redicilous. Down To Nakedness....hehe thats funny. I like that I'm keeping it! lol

3. how many bathing suits do you own?
Bathing suits?! I call them swim suits. I own two of them. Bathing suits... why would you call them bathing suits?! You wouldn't get clean if you took a bath in them all the time!

4. do you like someone?
I like a lot of people. Like like? maaaaaaybe.

5. are you in a relationship at this point in time?
Why yes, yes I am. Jealous much?

6. have you ever eaten uncooked cookie?
An uncooked cookie... You mean cookie dough. GAH IDIOTS. Yes I have eaten raw cookie dough, and it's delicious!!!!

7. ever eaten soap?
...ew. Why would you do that?

8. what are you listening to right now?
I'm listening to my future husband Johnny Depp talk and dying on 21 Jumpstreet. *Cries* NOOOOO JOHNNNY!!!!!!

9. is there a place you would like to visit?
Yeah, quite a few actually. It would be nice to go to scotland or ireland. Just saying.

10. what is your favourite kind of dog?
Favorite kind of dog... Hmmm. I have a lot I guess. But I want a Shar Pei or a Chow Chow or a Australian Shepherd.

11. have you ever fallen into a mud puddle?
I might have. Usually I jump into them lol

12. do you like winter?
Yeppers. I like the cold weather I can't stand being to damn hot. hahahahah

14. are you in a band?
...no.

15. what are you scared of?
Spiders... FUCKING HATE SPIDERS!!!!

16. how long have you had facebook for?
I don't know.. like 5 or six years maybe?

17. favourite beverage?
yeahhh this is an English little thing! Indi!!!! This is for you!!!! hahaha

18. if you could own a monkey, would you?
O.o I damn well just might! It would have to be a very tiny monkey! and ADORABLE

19. do you own anything from american eagle?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH no.

20. do you listen to rap?
Every now and then yeah. I listen to all sorts of music.

21. do you like fruit?
Yes, I like fruit. Don't you?

22. do you have a nextel phone?
Nope!

23. have you ever given a random person your number?
O.o what the hell would I do that for?! They could be some creeper! and find where I live!

24. what song do you blast every time you hear it?
....Nero- Doomsday.
hehe RAVE MUSIC!!!

25. how clean is your room?
My room is mostlikely the cleanest room in my apartment.. and thats saying something <.<

26. what colour is your room?
ENGLISH PEOPLE!!!!!!!
...its white. I hate white...

27. how's the weather?
*looks outside the window* It's 66°F, NNW 16mph Winds gusting to 23 mph. .. yeahh it's getting nice out side.

28. what are you excited for?
To have my day off tomorrow.

29. are you an artist?
Noooot really, but my sister is  IndiWolf

30. what are you doing right now?
...I'm watching a movie and getting ready to go to work... FUCKMYLIFE

31. how was your day?
It was alright. I have a headache, but what can you do.

32. what did you just do?
I just answered your damn question!!!!!! and pulled my hair out of my eyes.

33. what did you do yesterday?
I went and got groceries with my hunny and went on a nice date ^_^

34. how many pillows do you sleep with?
Well, I can only sleep with two when I'm sleeping with the mate, but when he leaves I get FOUR!!!!! YAAAAAY PILLOWS!!!!

35. do you like smores?
I FUCKING LOVE SMORES!!!!! MMMMMMM

36. Do you have any plans for today?
It's 8:08pm.. I'm going to go to work. then at 7am I'm bringing the mate to work then either going to bed or go to some laundry.

37. do you like hugs?
Only from people I like!

38. are you texting anybody right now?
No, phones on the charger so I have some batter life before work lol

39. best thing thats happened to you this week?
I had the last 2 weeks off of work. That was AMAZING!!! I wish I could just quit.

40. would you rather have 5 million dollars or find true love?
Seriously.. I have to choose... Fuck it, I WANT BOTH.

41. what's your most visited website?
probably Amazon and Facebook and Furaffinity-just to see if  IndiWolf is streaming ^_^

42. what's something you really want at the moment?
To just go to bed, not have to work ever again, cuddle with my hunny and see my sister for the first time in person

43. do you live with your parents?
I haven't for like 4 years. Sometimes I wish I could go back lol Wow.. .sad.

44.Do you have a job?
Well, yeah.

45. do you know who you're going to marry?
I've said already that Johnny Depp is my future husband! What part of that don't you understand!!?

46. what's your favourite thing to buy?
ENGLISH WORDS!
Chinese food is my favorite thing to buy lol

47. what are you looking forward to in the next months?
I am not entirely sure, HALLOWEEN IS COMMING UP!!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!

48. who's is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My hunny

49.How often do you cut your hair?
I use to every month but I just let it grow now <.< Damn long hair always getting in the way of my foods!!!!

50. favourite TV show?
...english words again...
BIG BANG THEORY!!!!

51. do you miss someone right now ?
I guess...

52. whats your favourite colour?
.....words.... It's blue or black.

53. what is your current problem?
I want to quit my job but I can't lol.

54. what are you doing after this?
I'm going to post this stupid thing and then move my ass to hurry up and get going to work! WOOOOO!!!!!



<.< I shall TAGG my sister  IndiWolf!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
You know I love you sissy!

^-^ hehe's I gots me a new kitten! yays! I'm amazed Nate let me actually keep it! I'm so unbelievably happy! He reminds me of my Georgey so much. Flint is only 2 months old and is just a nutty little thing, but very cuddly! Shift absolutely loves him but Ninja...not so much. In time she'll get use to him I guess.
But hehe KINTIN!!!