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Posted 7 years agoIm writing from my phone. My dorm dosnt have anywhere for me to hardwire into the wall or anything so now I have to save up to get a wireless adapter for it. So until then I can't post anything sadly. So bare with me currently. I'll be checking on my phone I just cant post art atm.
Emergency Comms. Selling Adopts and characters!
Posted 7 years agoEmergency commissions are open. I'm trying to get the rest of the money I need for going to college in a week. This whole process was so much faster and more stressful than I though it would end up being. I'm still excited to go into college again but for something I've wanted since I was a kid. I'm literally following my dream, but sadly the college didn't explain until last sat that I would have to pay for all my first month's cost out of pocket and SEVERAL hidden fees right outright. So I had the majority of it all but I still need to cover some of it, and then I still need to get supplies for my dorm, like bedding, school supplies, and food.
So I'm taking commissions, you can see my prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....x-the-monster/
I'll offer a small discount on bigger ticket items ($30+) if you can get a friend to commission me too!
If you're not looking for art I also have several adoptables AND some characters for sale!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28425711/ (Auction ends tomorrow. Start at $30)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28401634/ ($20)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27501057/ ($20)
Characters:
https://toyhou.se/Hax-The-Monster/c...../folder:268760 I'll look at money offers on ALL characters (except main characters folder)
Willingness to sell
For sale> At price, can negotiate some.
Tertiary> Willing to take offers. Pretty willing to let go.
Secondary> Willing to look at offers. Not really looking to let go, but will for proper price.
Mains> Not for sale.
If you can't buy anything or don't want anything please still share around, see if your friends might have something they'd like. Any little bit helps!EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS/DONATIONS
Posted 7 years agoWe made it back from seeing the college yesterday, but I was having a REALLY bad day. Still not a good one so far today but whatever. Either way.
Basically there are a TON of fees they never notified me of that are out of pocket for this college. $50 Tuition deposit fee, $100 acceptance fee, Then for the dorms I need the application fee, and the first months rent which if I get a shared room is $390 (If they don't charge me more for not staying for a whole year). Then if I bring my car I legit cannot get parking any cheaper than $185 a month.
So my out of pocket is about $775 at minimum I need within two weeks. Fucking kill me.
I have most of that, but on top of those out of pocket costs I need to pay for the trip down there, food when I get there, and just basic things I need for the dorm room. Like bedding, and school supplies.
I'm looking to ideally make about $300 before then if I can. That way I can get some buffer room.
If anyone would like to donate anything it's greatly appreciated
Rather_Be_Raving[at]yahoo.com is my paypal to send anything to.
But since I don't like asking for money for nothing I'll be accepting commissions, posting some adopts, and possibly YCHs
http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....x-the-monster/ Commission prices are listed here. I'd like to stick away from MASSIVE projects though since I'll be starting school in two weeks.
If you'd like to help out but don't have any money it's fine, you can help by spreading the word around!
thank you guys so much, I'm having such a stressful time but I'm finally fully following my dream!Gonna be gone.
Posted 7 years agoZiah and I are headed down August 17th-19th to Pittsburgh to see my new college in person. I just got my official acceptance letter tonight and I'm pretty hyped! But we still have to go see the college, work out my fafsa and financial part of it, and also get my scrubs fitted! Then I gotta figure out everything with the dorms and tour both places. Then Ziah and I are hanging out with a friend for the weekend!
I have a lot to do to prepare for this sudden change. I gotta get things for my dorm, I have to handle all the financial stuff still, I have to figure out what I'm doing with my car. We gotta look for a place to stay down there once my stuff with the dorms is done. I gotta pack up, tie up some loose ends here in NY, and just get everything still figured out.
So I'll be gone those days, then school starts Early Sept!
It's a bit overwhelming having so much to do.Big life updates, and a back injury?
Posted 7 years agoGuys, where do I even start?
A couple weeks ago I sent an email out to a school out of state to go back to school for something I've been wanting to do my entire life. I ended up getting a call the following week, they set up a virtual tour with me, and talked to me about the majority of it all, he told me there were still spots open for the fall, and I told him to go ahead and send me the application for the fall. So I got my transcripts in, and I filled out the application, just waiting to hear back if I'm gonna be accepted or not. He sounded like I had nothing to worry about and I know my grades are just fine. The only thing I worry about is in college I failed one class that wasn't my fault, so me and my anxiety is shaken over it.
So I'm trying to put a list together of things I need to do before september and it's just so much you guys.
So that exciting news aside, I have potentially injured my back? For those who don't know I work in nursing, at a long term care facility (So like basically a nursing home, but we do get young patients too. It's just for people who like come in from surgery and need more specialized care than they can do for themselves or their family can do for them)
So I'm constantly lifting, bending, squatting, moving, and on my feet 8-16 hours of any given day. It's worn down my body all over, I've been noticing my ankles swelling up a lot, and I've been in quite a bit of pain here and there. This morning I woke up to my alarm, and when I went to get out of bed it felt like someone kicked me in my sternum as hard as possible and knocked the wind out of me. I was so confused then I felt this horrible radiating pain in my back from about just under my shoulder blade, all the way down my spine. So, I had to call in, I really didn't want to, but I was SO sure I was going to have to go to the hospital. I immediately started looking at my health insurance coverage, and couldn't find much on coverage for a trip there. So I need to make arrangements to see my doctor about it to see if they want me to get some radiology done.
I'm managing it atm with some Advil, but who knows how long it's gonna last.
Anyway, that's about it for nowAnthrocon squad!
Posted 7 years agoHey ya'll I'm gonna be there with Uzziah, I'm totally up for meeting some of you guys who are going too! Feel free to add me on telegram! HaxTheMonster
You can probably contact me easiest there! AnthroCon 2018 Meme
Posted 7 years agoWriting this one on my phone by myself cos I don't feel like trying to find any other anthrocon meme journals atm. Feel free to copy my fomat if you want. Any other questions you can feel free to ask below.-Where are you staying?
The Omni!
-When will you be there?
We're leaving home early morning the 5th and leaving afternoonish the 8th.
-Who are you staying with?
Ziah my hubby, and my friend Ansfrid (who's account I can link later on.
-Who will you be with mostly?
Ziah and Ansfrid mainly. I go a few friends who I wanna meet up with and spend time with going too.
-How are you getting there?
Taking Ziah's car.
-How will I be able to find you?
I'll probably post here and there about where I'm at and meetup spots for watchers or friends to see me if they want. You can also add me on Telegram at any point HaxTheMonster to ask where I am and if I'm available. I don't bite I promise.
-What do you look like?
6ft, female, pale, red hair, green eyes, usually wearing black. But theres photos of me on this account so you can see for yourself.
-Will you be fursuiting?
Sadly no. I don't have any suits, but I will have a tail of Harlow that I'll be wearing.
-Can I hang out with ya?
As long as you don't make shit weird or akward and I'm free idc what you do. Obviously I want time just with my friends and my hotel room is invite only. So just don't be obnoxious.
-Can I hug/touch you?
Sure just ask first, worst you'll get is a no. If you don't wear deoderant tho then it's automatically a no. That shits gross as fuck.
-Can we take a photo together?
Genuinely no idea why you would want to but just ask first. Chances are I'll say okay. I don't photograph very well though.
-Will you draw for me?
You got drawin' money? (I may make gifts for my friends but thats about it.)
-Can I look at your sketch books?
Sure but I got a lot of adult content and nothing really good in there so no kids.
-Can I come to your hotel room?
Explicit invite only. If i don't say "Yeah you can come to my room" and mean it, you aren't allowed in.
-Can I buy you stuff?
Not sure why you'd want to but sure! Only thing I need to be asked about is alcohol since I'm not on speaking terms with several types because of a recent but horrible night of drinking.
-What will you be doing at AC?
Enjoying, taking pictures, spending time in the dealers den for merch, going to restaraunts, drawing, doing tarot card/nordic rune readings, spending time with friends, going to the raves, going to the dance competition.
-Do you speak any other languages?
English is my main language, I can have very basic convos in ASL, I can understand some (but not speak) spanish, italian, german. In general I'll struggle with just about anything but english.
May be a little early but I figured two weeks was okay enough.
Uploading commissioned/traded/gifted art to scraps
Posted 7 years agoTitle really sums it up. I don't have access to my old art account where I'd submit my commissioned or whatever art drawn by others for me. So It'll be dumped into my scraps so people can appreciate this cute stuff!Stress
Posted 7 years agotoday was so stressful. I worked my usual 8 hour shift, however I didn't sleep very well last night so I went in very tired. When I show up I find out that apparently the girl who doe scheduling got fired first thing this morning because she kept getting the schedule out late. (Mind you she just has to make the scheduel ONCE a month. And she's there 8-4 every day of the week. Literally thats all she has to do. Produce ONE thing a month.
So then I find out her boyfriend (the one who drunkenly asked me to marry him at a bar months back) apparently raised hell on the building trying to get her mother taken out of our facility because he was pissed and never asked her or her mother.
Then it gets crazier when I find out this girl stole and deleted ALL of the scheduel for this month and beyond. AKA: We just lost all time off/vacation requests, we just lost all schedules that weren't printed. We just lost ALL scheduel for our per-deim employees, and we just lost ALL of our scheduling for agency, So now everyone who wasn't printed on the one scheduel has NO idea when they're working anymore. We have NO idea who is mandated, who has what days off for whatever reason. So it's just chaos all around.
On top of that we had an extra aide today yet I STILL ended up doing most of the work she picked up. AND the other two aides were literally doing fucking nothing. They were sitting around with their phones up their ass and the fucking nurse on duty wouldn't tell them to answer their fucking call lights.
On top of all that I just am starting my weekend. Since I have rotating weekends I only had friday last week off. So Mon-thursday + saturday-friday. 8 hours a day on your feet, doing heavy lifting. It's rough but I'm getting really strong and a really good grasp on what I'm doing,
I got some more stressors in my life I'm not really fully comfortable sharing right now but things have been pretty damn crazy.
So then I find out her boyfriend (the one who drunkenly asked me to marry him at a bar months back) apparently raised hell on the building trying to get her mother taken out of our facility because he was pissed and never asked her or her mother.
Then it gets crazier when I find out this girl stole and deleted ALL of the scheduel for this month and beyond. AKA: We just lost all time off/vacation requests, we just lost all schedules that weren't printed. We just lost ALL scheduel for our per-deim employees, and we just lost ALL of our scheduling for agency, So now everyone who wasn't printed on the one scheduel has NO idea when they're working anymore. We have NO idea who is mandated, who has what days off for whatever reason. So it's just chaos all around.
On top of that we had an extra aide today yet I STILL ended up doing most of the work she picked up. AND the other two aides were literally doing fucking nothing. They were sitting around with their phones up their ass and the fucking nurse on duty wouldn't tell them to answer their fucking call lights.
On top of all that I just am starting my weekend. Since I have rotating weekends I only had friday last week off. So Mon-thursday + saturday-friday. 8 hours a day on your feet, doing heavy lifting. It's rough but I'm getting really strong and a really good grasp on what I'm doing,
I got some more stressors in my life I'm not really fully comfortable sharing right now but things have been pretty damn crazy.
Anyone know someone who can make me a small fursuit tail?
Posted 7 years agoI'm looking for someone who can make me a decent tail for Harlow before AnthroCon. Maybe some ears if they are skilled enough to make ears like hers that wont fall down and look decent.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26386565/ That's Harlow. You can kinda see the tail a bit. I can probably figure out the metal band.
The reason I don't wanna make it myself is only that I don't really wanna shell out tons of money on fur that I won't end up using for a while or at all and the smallest amounts of fur I've seen that I can get in her colors come in 1/2 or more yards which is way too much for her little nub tail. Then you can argue about buying scraps but I wanna make sure its the right colors, and that there's enough for me to make the tail, nor do I even want the other colors usually included in the scraps.
TLDR: I need a tri color nub tail made and shipped to me before AnthroCon or delivered to me first day of AnthroCon. Anyone know anyone who can do this?Animatics/Youtube Channel.
Posted 7 years agoSooo I kinda made a youtube channel? I've been meaning to for a while, and it's got literally just about nothing on it, but I figured I'd put the two animatics I've made on it so people can see my silly little animation things if you can even call them that. I've just thrown some stuff together and I'm just trying to branch out into some new stuff revolving around animation. I wouldn't expect regular updates whatsoever since I'm really hit or miss on life lately. But if you wanna check it out.
*OLD*
*NEWER*
So ya... lmaoTrying to fix my tablet.
Posted 7 years agoSo a short while ago my tablet started having some issues. It wasn't using pressure sensitivity again, and I figured I just needed to update the drivers again. So not long ago I updated my drivers and it works with pressure again but it's response time is very off. So I can draw a line but the line doesn't get drawn for a noticeable time after, and makes making sketches very difficult atm.
So I'm removing all wacom stuff from my PC atm, gonna restart, and try to re-download the exact driver I need to see if it helps. This stuff is weird though because sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't.
If it doesn't then to anyone waiting on a sketch your sketches will be a bit off looking, but it doesn't effect my lines, and shouldn't effect my coloring at all.
I'll update the journal in a little bit with the results.
Edit It seems like it's worked for now. I'm gonna try ditzing around with a sketch or two to see if it's still lagging or if it's working fine now.
So I'm removing all wacom stuff from my PC atm, gonna restart, and try to re-download the exact driver I need to see if it helps. This stuff is weird though because sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't.
If it doesn't then to anyone waiting on a sketch your sketches will be a bit off looking, but it doesn't effect my lines, and shouldn't effect my coloring at all.
I'll update the journal in a little bit with the results.
Edit It seems like it's worked for now. I'm gonna try ditzing around with a sketch or two to see if it's still lagging or if it's working fine now.
So nervous
Posted 7 years agoMy nerves are starting to get to me omg.
My training is coming to an end. Annnnd our group goes to state certification on the 14th. BEFORE WE EVEN FULLY FINISH OUR TRAINING.
We were supposed to have 4 weeks of books (we're finishing this week). Then next week and the following week we were doing clinicals. BUT NOW we only get one week of clinicals and then we're in our state certification test.
I'm bugging out guys. Cos I was told we'd have clinicals and then we'd be on for a few more weeks while waiting for NYS to get space to put is in.
I'm FREAKING.New Job
Posted 7 years agoOh man idk even where to start with this shit lmao. There will be a tl;dr at the end so feel free to skip to there if you don't have time.
So yesterday my friend send our girl group a message about how she got a new job. I jokingly mentioned last night if they are hiring still. My friend apparently is really close friends with the head of HR and got me an interview THIS AFTERNOON. I ended up waking up and read all that in a massive panic. I told her I'd go to the interview just to see what it's all about. I got ready I went, filled out the information they needed and she was like "WELL YA HIRED GIRLIE YOU START MONDAY" And I'm all like "...Nani the fuck?"
So I asked her if I could make a call before I accepted to tell Uzziah and get his opinion since he had no idea I even WENT to an interview today. He told me to go for it so I can have regular hours rather than whatever the fuck my current job is giving me right now.
But yeah, I get paid hours for getting certified for 6 weeks, then I get a pay increase when I become certified and they'll hire me on full time. Then depending on which shift I take I'll make more money. Apparently you can also take as much overtime as you like which is nice. So I'll be able to pay off my car a lot sooner, and I'll be able to make much more money which is nice. Plus she told me that they'll pay me per-diem for when I go back to school this year for my vet degree. Which is nice!
I was just so full of anxiety today because this all happened withing just 3 hours of waking up. But now I have to quit my other job, but I'd like to leave on a good note. I work there tomorrow so I gotta see who I'm gonna be telling this all to. I'm even more upset that one of the shifts I can't even take anymore because my new job.
So my new scheduel for the next 6 weeks is gonna be 8am-4pm, (during my clinics I'll be doing 7am-3pm apparently.) Then after that they wanna hire me on from 3pm-11pm but they may have day shifts available by then.
Regardless, My art scheduel is gonna be jammed up again while this new job gets sorted out.
TL;DR
My friend got me a new job today, I start monday. I'll be working 8am-4pm, then 7am-3pm for the first 6 weeks, then after they wanna hire me on 3pm-11pm so art is gonna be a bit weird while I figure out my new scheduel with all this stuff.
So yesterday my friend send our girl group a message about how she got a new job. I jokingly mentioned last night if they are hiring still. My friend apparently is really close friends with the head of HR and got me an interview THIS AFTERNOON. I ended up waking up and read all that in a massive panic. I told her I'd go to the interview just to see what it's all about. I got ready I went, filled out the information they needed and she was like "WELL YA HIRED GIRLIE YOU START MONDAY" And I'm all like "...Nani the fuck?"
So I asked her if I could make a call before I accepted to tell Uzziah and get his opinion since he had no idea I even WENT to an interview today. He told me to go for it so I can have regular hours rather than whatever the fuck my current job is giving me right now.
But yeah, I get paid hours for getting certified for 6 weeks, then I get a pay increase when I become certified and they'll hire me on full time. Then depending on which shift I take I'll make more money. Apparently you can also take as much overtime as you like which is nice. So I'll be able to pay off my car a lot sooner, and I'll be able to make much more money which is nice. Plus she told me that they'll pay me per-diem for when I go back to school this year for my vet degree. Which is nice!
I was just so full of anxiety today because this all happened withing just 3 hours of waking up. But now I have to quit my other job, but I'd like to leave on a good note. I work there tomorrow so I gotta see who I'm gonna be telling this all to. I'm even more upset that one of the shifts I can't even take anymore because my new job.
So my new scheduel for the next 6 weeks is gonna be 8am-4pm, (during my clinics I'll be doing 7am-3pm apparently.) Then after that they wanna hire me on from 3pm-11pm but they may have day shifts available by then.
Regardless, My art scheduel is gonna be jammed up again while this new job gets sorted out.
TL;DR
My friend got me a new job today, I start monday. I'll be working 8am-4pm, then 7am-3pm for the first 6 weeks, then after they wanna hire me on 3pm-11pm so art is gonna be a bit weird while I figure out my new scheduel with all this stuff.
Getting my eyes fixed.
Posted 7 years agoWent to the eye doctor today. I'm just getting new glasses nothing big. My eyes are healthy, some normal tilting in there since I'm near sighted. But I got some new glasses on the way.
In the mean time, I won't be able to draw today because unbeknownst to me they were gonna dilate my pupils. So I had no sunglasses, no ride home aside myself. So I had to drive like that. Everything is quite bright, blue toned, and blurry, as well as my eyes are just painful from the drops. So I won't be able to work on art today.
The other thing I wanted to mention is it has been YEARS since I've gotten new glasses and we changed my prescription lenses up quite a bit. So when I do get them I was told to anticipate some serious headaches until my eyes adjust to them. So working on art once I do get them will be a bit slow for probably a few days. I just want everyone to know full disclosure what's going on with my eyes and my art <3 Thank you dears~
In the mean time, I won't be able to draw today because unbeknownst to me they were gonna dilate my pupils. So I had no sunglasses, no ride home aside myself. So I had to drive like that. Everything is quite bright, blue toned, and blurry, as well as my eyes are just painful from the drops. So I won't be able to work on art today.
The other thing I wanted to mention is it has been YEARS since I've gotten new glasses and we changed my prescription lenses up quite a bit. So when I do get them I was told to anticipate some serious headaches until my eyes adjust to them. So working on art once I do get them will be a bit slow for probably a few days. I just want everyone to know full disclosure what's going on with my eyes and my art <3 Thank you dears~
Sorry for the delays guys (For Commissioners)
Posted 7 years agoMy work schedule has been all over the place so it's pretty much impossible for me to figure out exactly when I'm gonna be able to work on pieces or not. They also have been calling me into work a lot for shifts this new girl keeps telling them she can't work. It's such BS but idk if she's gonna be around much because she's given up no joke about 75% of her shifts since starting there and our managers who have to find someone to cover or cover themselves are pissed about it. That aside I've been dealing with my depression again. Nothing too bad but basically just enough for me to sit down at my PC and then realize it's suddenly time for bed and have no idea what I even did that day. For the most part the times I've sat down and started to work on my art it's coming out absolutely like crap, it doesn't even look like my style and it ends up looking like how I used to draw like 4 years ago which isn't good. So I've been only able to work on stuff here and there which irritates me because I want to get all my commissioners their piece fast, but I also want it to reflect what my style looks like. I'm hoping to get to work on some tonight if I can. My car in the past few weeks suddenly had so many problems I had to set up an appointment at my dealership to get them to fix everything and it might take a long time. So I'm crossing my fingers they'll let me take a car back to my town (they're about a 20 minute drive from my house) and then maybe I can work on them. If not I'm pretty much shit out of luck because everyone is busy so I can't get someone to give me a ride which would mean I'm stuck at the dealership until they fix all the issues with my car.
My heat isn't working. I checked my coolant and it was low but they told me they filled all my fluids when I bought it so now I'm gonna have them checking the tank and hose for any leaks.
My front windshield fluid sprayer isn't working but my back one is.
My engine sounds a but funny so I'm having them look at that but it sounds normal inside the car.
My brakes are squeaking sometimes.
And there might be an issue with a belt because when I'm on the gas but very slowly the car will jerk.
So however long it takes them to fix all of those issues. I was there for like 2 hours when I went in with one issue of my car pulling to the right a bit, so I'm really hoping that they can let me use a car. That and they have three of the exact cars I wanted there (They didn't have any when I went in for the car, but I needed one so I had to settle on what I have now) So I'll see if they'll let me use one
If so I'll get some drawing done. If not I might just be stuck drawing in a sketchbook or something. Maybe come up with some base ideas for chibi badges or something who knows.
Either way, to my commissioners, I'm terribly sorry, I genuinely hate making people wait for their pieces, but I would much rather see you get a piece you love, than a piece you just got fast. Specially with my prices being what they are.
My heat isn't working. I checked my coolant and it was low but they told me they filled all my fluids when I bought it so now I'm gonna have them checking the tank and hose for any leaks.
My front windshield fluid sprayer isn't working but my back one is.
My engine sounds a but funny so I'm having them look at that but it sounds normal inside the car.
My brakes are squeaking sometimes.
And there might be an issue with a belt because when I'm on the gas but very slowly the car will jerk.
So however long it takes them to fix all of those issues. I was there for like 2 hours when I went in with one issue of my car pulling to the right a bit, so I'm really hoping that they can let me use a car. That and they have three of the exact cars I wanted there (They didn't have any when I went in for the car, but I needed one so I had to settle on what I have now) So I'll see if they'll let me use one
If so I'll get some drawing done. If not I might just be stuck drawing in a sketchbook or something. Maybe come up with some base ideas for chibi badges or something who knows.
Either way, to my commissioners, I'm terribly sorry, I genuinely hate making people wait for their pieces, but I would much rather see you get a piece you love, than a piece you just got fast. Specially with my prices being what they are.
Adopt Account? Need watcher input/advice
Posted 7 years agoWhat do you guys think? I'm purchasing a base that I'll no doubt use. But regardless, I really just enjoy making adopts because I like designing characters, but yet I have too many. So adopts get my creativity out, and then I force myself to sell it or take offers for it because I know I shouldn't keep it.
But I feel the bases maybe throw off some of my watchers. So I'm thinking of making a seperate account for my adoptables to keep my art and base use seperate. What do you guys think? Or is this not needed and I'm just bekng crazypants?
But I feel the bases maybe throw off some of my watchers. So I'm thinking of making a seperate account for my adoptables to keep my art and base use seperate. What do you guys think? Or is this not needed and I'm just bekng crazypants?
Streaming personal art
Posted 7 years agoHad a rough time yesterday so I've been working on a personal piece.
I'm new to streaming so I'm still pretty bad at it. Not sure when I'll be on till! Stop by if you wanna! I'll try to check the chat as much as I can~
https://picarto.tv/HaxTheMonsterDraws
It's a sfw piece for now but the reference is NSFW and I may do some NSFW stuff too just a warning!
I'm new to streaming so I'm still pretty bad at it. Not sure when I'll be on till! Stop by if you wanna! I'll try to check the chat as much as I can~
https://picarto.tv/HaxTheMonsterDraws
It's a sfw piece for now but the reference is NSFW and I may do some NSFW stuff too just a warning!
Anthrocon (AC) 2018
Posted 7 years ago Who's going?
My tax return is really gonna help me get to AC a LOT easier. So it's looking like 5 times more probable Ziah and I will be going. We have one friend interested in rooming with us, I'm just a bit worried because his trip is quite far. I just wanna keep my options a bit open just encases, because saving money is lit.
So, would anyone be interested in rooming with him and I? We're staying at the Omni. (As of today $169 a night) we're planning on staying 5th-9th so we aren't rushing out the doors on the last day of the convention like we were last year because our stuff was all in the car. We'd be splitting room costs equally with whoever rooms with us. (Which also means if you're leaving the 8th Ziah and I alone would split the last night so you don't gotta worry about that)
We'd ideally look for 2 people to split with. Our friend atm is our priority since he was promised it first, but I just wanna keep things open atm. (We'd be cracking down on this for sure soon, since room prices go up the closer we get) So we would still ahve one spot open/ two if things with him don't work out.
That all aside: Just in general, who's going? I'd love to meet any of my watchers and give ya'll sweeties some hugs! I won't have a table or anything anywhere so I'll just probably be tooling around, drawing in my sketch book, talking with people/friends/watchers, and hopefully hugging some cute suits!
Things I plan to go to at the event: Raves, Dance Comp, probably some panels once I figure out more.
Warframe?
Posted 7 years agoI'm gonna be headed to bed for the night for now, but anyone who plays can feel free to add me.
HaxTheMonster
-PC Version
-I don't like getting on mic because Ziah is usually very loud which makes mic hard for me.
-I'm already in a full, private clan.
-MR 9, with a decent bit of experience just not a lot of equipment.
-I'm on a decent bit but not 24/7 or anything like that.
Please don't add me if you're gonna:
-Try to make me feel like crap about how I play
-Beg/Demand to play with me all the time (I often like playing with randoms or solo from time to time)
-Be a huge dickbag
-Try talking to me NON STOP (It just takes a lot out of me to be paying attention to several messages at once when I'm trying to focus on the game)Characters for sale! $15 and below. Art/Trades acceptable
Posted 7 years ago Still got a few characters for sale I'm looking to get rid of. Prices listed in the journal are effective, ignore prices listed on the submission of the character
*Money>Art>Trades*
Feel free to offer Art or Trades on any of these guys. I can't promise I'd take anything, I'm pretty picky with adopts/art I'll accept but I'll keep my mind open!
#1) Halloween Red Panda: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25016007/ $15
#2) Teal Red Panda: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19604438/ $15
#3) Shark Adopt (Right) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16789717/ $10
#4)Cheap Wolf Adopt http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13799215/ $5
#5)Cheap Wolf Adopt2 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13799199/ $5
Like I said, feel free to offer!Updated my TOS
Posted 8 years agoNothing too major, just trying to keep it as informative as possible.
Life stress is getting to me.
Posted 8 years agoOnce again this could be entirely too much information, however I want full transparency with you guys as I always have.
I got a decent bit of life stress that's piled up specifically today and it's just about got me broken atm.
1.) I had been hoping to see both mine and my hubby's family yesterday but it wasn't able to happen. I didn't even get to spend much time at all with Ziah, We got a few hours together in the morning and he went to sleep as soon as he got home. So that really really bummed me out that I wasn't able to spend time with who I'm probably most thankful for on thanksgiving.
2.) So I didn't do many updates on it on here. But my car my mother had given me as a gift didn't pass inspection and needed about $700 of work done on it, then a week later when I tried taking it out again the engine started pooling smoke. So I decided I was done with it, I wasn't gonna pay insurance on a car that didn't run and couldn't get inspected and I didn't have a job at the time so I wasn't gonna be able to fix it anytime soon. So I took it off the road, gave it back to my mom and she ended up selling it for a few hundred dollars so she could get her car fixed and inspected. So since then I've been walking to work most days, and it's getting very cold in western NY. So I've been trying to hunt for cars as my grandma is a sweet lady and has offered to buy me a car, or help me finance one. Well, the person who is supposed to go car hunting with me has been pushing me off every single day I've been wanting to go. So eventually I had my hubby's parents take me to go see two cars I was interested in, the first one was sold and gone, they hadn't updated their website yet. The second one was there and we got to test out. It was fine, so I messaged my grandma and tried seeing if we could move forward with this second car. This was on Wednesday and they agreed to put a hold tag on the car till Friday (today) because I had to figure out things with her and they were closed yesterday. Well today I try to call to figure out what the end all be all price tag would be for me to walk off the lot with it today, and he was like "I can't tell you that, the guy you worked with before would have to tell you that and he's not in today." So I can't go up there cos my grandma is super sick, and my next ride doesn't wanna take me up there unless we know exactly what's going on. So that's sorta stagnating again.
3.) My mom told me last night that she found out that my dad ended up in the hospital last night. (Keep in mind I hate him so that's no real problem for me). She found out through the people he is staying with that this happened. She's not getting full information from them since she's not legally married to him anymore. But I was told this morning he was ODing and trying to kill himself, and I guess he was DOA at the hospital. So not entirely sure what's happening there since I don't know much more than that. I don't feel hurt or sad about it, it's more of that I had to find out, and on top of all this other stress happening that it's sorta making my mood foul today too.
4.) Spent this morning sorta having shit thrown at me for trying to help out our discord server, and doing my job as an admin. And now my suggestions to better the situation are going ignored as of now. So that pissed me off.
5.) Woke up feeling sorta sick. My stomach had turned,, and as well my throat doesn't feel great and my head feels sluggish. I feel better than when I first woke up but here I am still, feeling not great. I picked at my leftovers from last night and managed to eat some but the entire time I felt like I was about to vomit.
6.) I've had this issue that I've been really worried about and too scared to talk about much. To sum it up, I'm under the impression with some very serious symptoms that something may be wrong with me neurologically, or physically with my brain. I'm not wanting to get into it much, but I need to make some appointments to figure stuff out and maybe get an MRI, but right now I can't do anything until I get a car that I can use to get me to and from the appointments.
7.) My job isn't really giving me enough hours, and I'm worried with Christmas coming up and having a car I need to also pay for.
8.) I'm also dealing with horrific seasonal depression and anxiety, that is soul crushing if I'm being honest with you.
I'm not looking for support since I know I'm beyond help at this moment. Condolences and pats on the back don't help this situation at all, and I'm well past the point of talking things out. I'm just trying to make it out alive day by day honestly. So I'm really sorry I'm not fully here right now. I just have a lot going on.Might be changing my art schedule soon! Please read!
Posted 8 years agoForgive any typos, I'm writing this from my phone at 7:50am. But, I recently just started a new job, it's my second week. The scheduling is a little bit hectic as it stands, but that's somewhat normal going into training and just starting and all that. So I'm not entirely sure what my future scheduling will end up looking like, but they seem to require me to work weekends which is very upsetting but can't be helped atm. I'll be trying to work out a promised day or two of the week off with my manager but again, I'm still very new and she already has the schedule done for like 3 weeks out with me on it. So atm I don't fully know when commissions can be worked on because I'll be in for 4 hours in the afternoon one day, then 8am-5pm the next? It seems mostly like pm shifts so far but we'll see. I really am sorry I don't have all the answers right not but I'm having to sorta go with the flow since it is a brand new job and they're figuring out what I can and can't do. In the future I'll be crosstraining with them as well which may again mess up my schedule as well. Other than that, hope everyone is okay!
Not sure what to do for Christmas.
Posted 8 years agoI seem to always get frustrated with Christmas year in and out the past few years. I'm finding I really have a hard time telling people what I want. I never really have many things I WANT, I'm at the point in life where I just wanna be with my family and loved ones. I think this year I may just send my Amazon wishlist to friends and family and tell them "If you have to give me anything let this be an idea for you or you can just buy the exact products I'm looking at."
I dunno, I just really don't care much about the presents, and it's awkward for me right now because I'm also in a bit of a bind for money for gifts. I just started my job orientation the other day and my first day was today, we get paid bi-weekly so I don't know how much I'll actually be able to afford for people realistically.
I may try out a few more YCHs and adopts to sorta fluff up my stockpile for getting gifts for all of my family.