Filler Journal.
Posted 2 years agoJust a filler.
⭐▶>FWA 2022 MEME<◀⭐
Posted 3 years agoCON MEME TIME
Convention's Name:
Furry Weekend Atlanta
Website:
https://www.furryweekend.com/
Transportation type:
Flying from home to the con!
Hotel you're staying at:
The Main / Atlanta Marriott Marquis
Dates:
Check-in: Thursday, May 5
Check-out: Monday, May 9
Rooming With:

Gender:
Male (He/Him)
Description (out of suit):
Thicc Goth Dad. Kinda short, I'm 5'5" - but will be wearing my huge platform boots most of the time!
Look for the green haired dude with tons of chains and harnesses on.
Fursuit(s):
Yuudoku - Crystal Drennex
Mint - Deer
MAYBE Gizmo - Puppy
Relationship Status:
Engaged to
💍 (Not completely closed but if you're a stranger, please don't ask us to do anything)
Who you will be with a majority of the time:
Peanut, Kikimo and Monstress!
Are you Cliquey:
No! We always love to meet and hangout with new people!
(If we're going somewhere though and we don't invite you, please don't follow/stalk us!)
Where/What do you usually eat:
Asian food, pizza, and store-bought food
Parties:
YES, PLEASE. Me and Peanut are huge party people, please invite us ;w;
Fursuiting:
Yes Yes Yes!
Daily activities:
Wandering around, fursuiting, hanging out with friends
Nightly Activities:
P A R T Y
What time I usually go to bed and get up:
In bed like, between 2-4am, maybe later; usually up by Noontime.
Do you talk out of suit:
Yes, please come talk with me!
Do you talk in suit:
Yup! No different, always a chatter box when I can be!
Can I hang in your room?:
Only if you're invited or we know you personally, PLEASE do not stalk me, my partner or my roommates.
Rules of engagement OUT OF SUIT:
Ask before touching, don't be weird / make creepy comments towards me
Rules of engagements IN SUIT:
Everything is fine except sexual things! I'm super huggy and talkative!
How far is too far:
Common sense, don't be inappropriate,
Can I take pictures with you:
Sure!
Can I buy you things:
Absolutely - be prepared for gift art 👀
Best communication mediums to reach you:
All the best ways to reach me are through here!
Telegram and Twitter are the easiest ways!
Convention's Name:
Furry Weekend Atlanta
Website:
https://www.furryweekend.com/
Transportation type:
Flying from home to the con!
Hotel you're staying at:
The Main / Atlanta Marriott Marquis
Dates:
Check-in: Thursday, May 5
Check-out: Monday, May 9
Rooming With:

Gender:
Male (He/Him)
Description (out of suit):
Thicc Goth Dad. Kinda short, I'm 5'5" - but will be wearing my huge platform boots most of the time!
Look for the green haired dude with tons of chains and harnesses on.
Fursuit(s):
Yuudoku - Crystal Drennex
Mint - Deer
MAYBE Gizmo - Puppy
Relationship Status:
Engaged to
💍 (Not completely closed but if you're a stranger, please don't ask us to do anything)Who you will be with a majority of the time:
Peanut, Kikimo and Monstress!
Are you Cliquey:
No! We always love to meet and hangout with new people!
(If we're going somewhere though and we don't invite you, please don't follow/stalk us!)
Where/What do you usually eat:
Asian food, pizza, and store-bought food
Parties:
YES, PLEASE. Me and Peanut are huge party people, please invite us ;w;
Fursuiting:
Yes Yes Yes!
Daily activities:
Wandering around, fursuiting, hanging out with friends
Nightly Activities:
P A R T Y
What time I usually go to bed and get up:
In bed like, between 2-4am, maybe later; usually up by Noontime.
Do you talk out of suit:
Yes, please come talk with me!
Do you talk in suit:
Yup! No different, always a chatter box when I can be!
Can I hang in your room?:
Only if you're invited or we know you personally, PLEASE do not stalk me, my partner or my roommates.
Rules of engagement OUT OF SUIT:
Ask before touching, don't be weird / make creepy comments towards me
Rules of engagements IN SUIT:
Everything is fine except sexual things! I'm super huggy and talkative!
How far is too far:
Common sense, don't be inappropriate,
Can I take pictures with you:
Sure!
Can I buy you things:
Absolutely - be prepared for gift art 👀
Best communication mediums to reach you:
All the best ways to reach me are through here!
Telegram and Twitter are the easiest ways!
A raffle? A raffle!
Posted 4 years ago
sadbitch is having a raffle and their stuff is gorgeous!
Go look!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43701931/
A raffle? A raffle!
Posted 4 years ago
sadbitch is having a raffle and their stuff is gorgeous!
Go look!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43701931/
—-Twitter Links - - - Situations—-
Posted 4 years agoMy last journal was removed (which is okay!)
This one is specifically not a call out journal or such, I will not write anything of the sort here due to FA regulations anymore.
This is a journal that is/will only be linking my linktree account, so you can find me in other places.
You can find me through here:
https://linktr.ee/HayPanda
The top box has the most recent link.
This one is specifically not a call out journal or such, I will not write anything of the sort here due to FA regulations anymore.
This is a journal that is/will only be linking my linktree account, so you can find me in other places.
You can find me through here:
https://linktr.ee/HayPanda
The top box has the most recent link.
> ART FIGHT <
Posted 4 years agoWho's doing Art Fight this year?
I’m on team Cyberpunk!
FIGHT ME!
(I almost always try to fight back!)
https://artfight.net/~HayPanda
▶ Boyfriend made an FA! ◀
Posted 4 years agoArt On Hold - Positive.
Posted 5 years agoArt will be delayed for a short period - I will be home the next two weeks as today I got the call today I have confirmed positive for Covid-19.
Please bear with me through this time.With a new year comes a name change: Drennex
Posted 5 years ago
I will be changing the name of my species from Drennec to Drennex
Not a huge change but something I think will suit them much better.
Happy Near Year everyone!
⭐▶>TFF 2020 MEME<◀⭐
Posted 5 years agoWhere are you staying?
The main hotel! We have a party suite 👀
What day are you getting there?
Thursday, leaving monday!
How are you traveling?
Flying in
Who will you be rooming with?
Nibbles, Bally, Peanut, Austin, Auto and Coyote!
How is the best way to find you?
Find the neon green hair, or the giant fluffy dragon
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Maybe? I don't make plans really, I go with the flow!
What do you look like?
A big goth dork
Will you be suiting?
YEAHUH
Do you do free art?
Sure!
Do you do trades?
I can!
Do you do badges?
Yes I do, but I don't think I'll be doing any at the con.
What is your gender?
Male, my fursuit is Female!
How tall are you?
5"5"
Can I talk to you?
Yes, please do!! - Especially when I suit. I wear glasses and they don't fit in my fursuit head so I can't see very well!
Can I touch you?
Hugs are okay in suit, or if I know you!
Can I visit your room?
If you're invited yes, otherwise please don't follow me.
Can I buy you drinks?
YES PLEASE
Can I give you stuff?
If you want too, sure
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
If I know you, sure! Hugs are usually okay, snuggles are reserved or if I'm in suit!
Are you nice?
Maybe
Do you have an artist table?
Not this time!
Will you be going to parties?
ALL OF THEM (But yes, and will be holding my own 18+ dead dog party!)
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Hayden / HayPanda / Yuudoku / Panda - any of those will grab my attention!
Where will you be most of the time during the day(s)?
Partying probably
What/where will you be eating?
Hopefully food
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If you're invited! Same as the room, please don't follow me or my friends if we don't invite you along.
Can I look in your sketchbook?
I won't have it with me, sorry!
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
See above.
Can I take your picture?
YES PLEASE, I almost never see any photo's of myself at cons! You can tag me here, on twitter, or instagram! (Both are HayPanda )
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Party, see friends I haven't seen in years, have a good fun relaxing time 🖤💚
Now post a picture of yourself and your fursuit(s)!
https://www.instagram.com/haypanda/ Look on here!
The main hotel! We have a party suite 👀
What day are you getting there?
Thursday, leaving monday!
How are you traveling?
Flying in
Who will you be rooming with?
Nibbles, Bally, Peanut, Austin, Auto and Coyote!
How is the best way to find you?
Find the neon green hair, or the giant fluffy dragon
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Maybe? I don't make plans really, I go with the flow!
What do you look like?
A big goth dork
Will you be suiting?
YEAHUH
Do you do free art?
Sure!
Do you do trades?
I can!
Do you do badges?
Yes I do, but I don't think I'll be doing any at the con.
What is your gender?
Male, my fursuit is Female!
How tall are you?
5"5"
Can I talk to you?
Yes, please do!! - Especially when I suit. I wear glasses and they don't fit in my fursuit head so I can't see very well!
Can I touch you?
Hugs are okay in suit, or if I know you!
Can I visit your room?
If you're invited yes, otherwise please don't follow me.
Can I buy you drinks?
YES PLEASE
Can I give you stuff?
If you want too, sure
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
If I know you, sure! Hugs are usually okay, snuggles are reserved or if I'm in suit!
Are you nice?
Maybe
Do you have an artist table?
Not this time!
Will you be going to parties?
ALL OF THEM (But yes, and will be holding my own 18+ dead dog party!)
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Hayden / HayPanda / Yuudoku / Panda - any of those will grab my attention!
Where will you be most of the time during the day(s)?
Partying probably
What/where will you be eating?
Hopefully food
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If you're invited! Same as the room, please don't follow me or my friends if we don't invite you along.
Can I look in your sketchbook?
I won't have it with me, sorry!
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
See above.
Can I take your picture?
YES PLEASE, I almost never see any photo's of myself at cons! You can tag me here, on twitter, or instagram! (Both are HayPanda )
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Party, see friends I haven't seen in years, have a good fun relaxing time 🖤💚
Now post a picture of yourself and your fursuit(s)!
https://www.instagram.com/haypanda/ Look on here!
▶ MEME: About Me ◀
Posted 7 years agoIT'S MEME TIME BOIS..... because I wanted to redo it
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▶ B A S I C S ◀
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● Name: Hayden
● Single or taken: Taken
● Gender: Male
● Birthday: July 9th
● Sign: Cancer
● Hair color: Natural: Red - Current: Green
● Eye color: Green / Hazel
● Height: 5'4" / 5'5"
● Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual, but I am currently in a Gay relationship
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ S P E C I F I C S ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● What kind of shampoo do you use?: Biotera
● What are you listening to right now?: Currently on Discord with my Partner!
● Who is the last person that called you?: My Mom
● How many buddies are online right now?: Depends who we're talking about! Most of them I would assume are on at this time!
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ F A V O U R I T E S ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● Animal: Red Pandas, Cats and Ducks
● Color: Neon Green / Teal
● Drink: Chocolate Silk / Dr Pepper / Brisk
● Element: Water
● Food: BBQ and Seafood
● Game: Oxenfree
● Movie: Spirited Away / A Silent Voice / Wolf Children / Interstellar
● Song: (It changes frequently): Pixel by Tokyo Machine / If I Tremble by Front Porch Step / If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens
● Subjects in school: Photography / Ceramics / Drawing
● T.V.: Anime / Cartoons: Rick and Morty / American Dad / Tokyo Ghoul
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▶ H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ◀
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● Given anyone a bath?: Yes, little sister who is too young to do it herself
● Smoked?: Not cigarettes!
● Bungee jumped?: Maybe one day
● Made yourself throw up?: Yes
● Skinny dipped?: Yes!
● Ever been in love?: I would say Yes, currently ❤
● Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: When I was little, probably haha.
● Pictured your crush naked?: All the time
● Actually seen your crush naked?: Oh definitely yes 😍
●[b] Cried when someone died?: Yes
● L[b]ied: Hasn't everyone?
[b]● Fallen for your best friend?: No
● Used someone?: No, but I have had people use me to get to things / other people
● Done something you regret?: Yes
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▶ C U R R E N T ◀
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● Clothes: Boxers and my Vans shirt
● Desktop picture: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29716733/ (A wallpaper version I made)
● CD in player: Don't have a CD player
● DVD in player: Don't have a DVD player
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▶ L A S T | P E R S O N ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● You touched: Family (Hugs / Christmas Photos)
● Hugged: See above
● You kissed: My partner
● You IMed: My partner
● Talk to online: My partner
● You sexed it up with: My partner
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▶ A R E | Y O U ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Understanding?: I think so! I try to put myself in other's shoes and see from their perspectives
● Open-minded?: Mhmm!
● Arrogant?: Not really
● Insecure?: Yes
● Random?: 👌👌💯💯✋👀✋👀💯✋👌💯🔥
● Hungry?: A L W A Y S (not really)
● Smart?: We're all smart in our own different ways!
● Moody?: Not as much as I used to be!
● Organized?: Enhhh, working on that
● Shy?: I've been a lot better with my social anxiety - so not as bad as I used to be!
● Difficult?: Sometimes, but everyone can be at times
● Bored easily?: Yes, I skip over things and flip-flop my thoughts
● Entertained easily?: Most of the time
● Obsessed?: Depends on what!
● Lazy?: y E S
● Angry?: My short fuse has definitely gotten shorter, but I can control it pretty well
● Happy?: As of lately, yes ❤
● Hyper?: If it's something I'm passionate about, yes!
● Trusting?: Working on it, but I do not trust easily
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▶ R A N D O M ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● In the morning: Sleeping
● Love is: Finding your other half. Growing old with someone who's company you enjoy. Staying up late talking about nothing and having fun with someone in dead silence. Never giving up on one another, and never going to bed angry with each other. Always trying to impress each other (keeping the flirty spirits alive); even years down the road of being together.
● I dream about: O W O, lately; weird situations (Like things happening at home and random spots I've visited)
● What do you notice first in the sex you're into?: How they present themselves towards others - and their eyes ❤
___________________________________________________________________________
▶ W H O ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Makes you laugh the most: My family
● Makes you smile: My friends
● Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: My significant other ❤
_____________________________
▶ D O | Y O U | E V E R ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: All night? No, because they're constantly talking to me ❤
● Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Yes; I wish I was born into the correct body.
● Wish you were younger?: A little? Maybe like, back at 19; but I like my current age.
● Cry because someone said something to you?: Depends on what what was said.
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▶ N U M B E R ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Of times I have had my heart broken?: Yes.
● Of Cd's: I have a few; not sure the count though.
● Of scars on my body: I know have at least 2 - three if you count a large crack that's healed on my tooth
● Of bones I've broken: 0 - and I intend to keep it that way
● Of car accident you've had: I haven't had any; but I've been IN car accidents while someone else was driving.
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ B A S I C S ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● Name: Hayden
● Single or taken: Taken
● Gender: Male
● Birthday: July 9th
● Sign: Cancer
● Hair color: Natural: Red - Current: Green
● Eye color: Green / Hazel
● Height: 5'4" / 5'5"
● Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual, but I am currently in a Gay relationship
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ S P E C I F I C S ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● What kind of shampoo do you use?: Biotera
● What are you listening to right now?: Currently on Discord with my Partner!
● Who is the last person that called you?: My Mom
● How many buddies are online right now?: Depends who we're talking about! Most of them I would assume are on at this time!
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ F A V O U R I T E S ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● Animal: Red Pandas, Cats and Ducks
● Color: Neon Green / Teal
● Drink: Chocolate Silk / Dr Pepper / Brisk
● Element: Water
● Food: BBQ and Seafood
● Game: Oxenfree
● Movie: Spirited Away / A Silent Voice / Wolf Children / Interstellar
● Song: (It changes frequently): Pixel by Tokyo Machine / If I Tremble by Front Porch Step / If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens
● Subjects in school: Photography / Ceramics / Drawing
● T.V.: Anime / Cartoons: Rick and Morty / American Dad / Tokyo Ghoul
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● Given anyone a bath?: Yes, little sister who is too young to do it herself
● Smoked?: Not cigarettes!
● Bungee jumped?: Maybe one day
● Made yourself throw up?: Yes
● Skinny dipped?: Yes!
● Ever been in love?: I would say Yes, currently ❤
● Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: When I was little, probably haha.
● Pictured your crush naked?: All the time
● Actually seen your crush naked?: Oh definitely yes 😍
●[b] Cried when someone died?: Yes
● L[b]ied: Hasn't everyone?
[b]● Fallen for your best friend?: No
● Used someone?: No, but I have had people use me to get to things / other people
● Done something you regret?: Yes
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ C U R R E N T ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● Clothes: Boxers and my Vans shirt
● Desktop picture: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29716733/ (A wallpaper version I made)
● CD in player: Don't have a CD player
● DVD in player: Don't have a DVD player
____________________________________________________________________________
▶ L A S T | P E R S O N ◀
____________________________________________________________________________
● You touched: Family (Hugs / Christmas Photos)
● Hugged: See above
● You kissed: My partner
● You IMed: My partner
● Talk to online: My partner
● You sexed it up with: My partner
___________________________________________________________________________
▶ A R E | Y O U ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Understanding?: I think so! I try to put myself in other's shoes and see from their perspectives
● Open-minded?: Mhmm!
● Arrogant?: Not really
● Insecure?: Yes
● Random?: 👌👌💯💯✋👀✋👀💯✋👌💯🔥
● Hungry?: A L W A Y S (not really)
● Smart?: We're all smart in our own different ways!
● Moody?: Not as much as I used to be!
● Organized?: Enhhh, working on that
● Shy?: I've been a lot better with my social anxiety - so not as bad as I used to be!
● Difficult?: Sometimes, but everyone can be at times
● Bored easily?: Yes, I skip over things and flip-flop my thoughts
● Entertained easily?: Most of the time
● Obsessed?: Depends on what!
● Lazy?: y E S
● Angry?: My short fuse has definitely gotten shorter, but I can control it pretty well
● Happy?: As of lately, yes ❤
● Hyper?: If it's something I'm passionate about, yes!
● Trusting?: Working on it, but I do not trust easily
___________________________________________________________________________
▶ R A N D O M ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● In the morning: Sleeping
● Love is: Finding your other half. Growing old with someone who's company you enjoy. Staying up late talking about nothing and having fun with someone in dead silence. Never giving up on one another, and never going to bed angry with each other. Always trying to impress each other (keeping the flirty spirits alive); even years down the road of being together.
● I dream about: O W O, lately; weird situations (Like things happening at home and random spots I've visited)
● What do you notice first in the sex you're into?: How they present themselves towards others - and their eyes ❤
___________________________________________________________________________
▶ W H O ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Makes you laugh the most: My family
● Makes you smile: My friends
● Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: My significant other ❤
_____________________________
▶ D O | Y O U | E V E R ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: All night? No, because they're constantly talking to me ❤
● Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Yes; I wish I was born into the correct body.
● Wish you were younger?: A little? Maybe like, back at 19; but I like my current age.
● Cry because someone said something to you?: Depends on what what was said.
___________________________________________________________________________
▶ N U M B E R ◀
___________________________________________________________________________
● Of times I have had my heart broken?: Yes.
● Of Cd's: I have a few; not sure the count though.
● Of scars on my body: I know have at least 2 - three if you count a large crack that's healed on my tooth
● Of bones I've broken: 0 - and I intend to keep it that way
● Of car accident you've had: I haven't had any; but I've been IN car accidents while someone else was driving.
▶ MIDWEST FURFEST 2018: CON REPORT - BEST CON ◀
Posted 7 years agoThis con, was BY FAR, the BEST convention I have ever been too.
I got to meet so many wonderful people, met up with friends I haven’t seen in ages and ones I have never met before - and overall it was amazing.
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THURSDAY:
I drove myself to the airport super early - there was NO TSA line at all; check in was an absolute breeze and I was on my way. I landed early too - but I ended up sticking around for a bit for kikimochan to get off her plane. I thought we would travel to the same hotel and split after but I ended up just going to my hotel instead. It was a trip and a half to find out how to get to the shuttles but we both made it to our separate hotels. Arriving at the hotel was super easy, and I was the first stop - As soon as the shuttle pulled up; my wonderful boy ran outside to meet me. Super sappy moments are my favorite ❤ We went inside and I got to meet my roommate jamesthedog (MAN, you’re cool as fuck!) - and got my stuff settled into the room and snuggled on the bed for a bit with my boy - then we ran over to the main hotel to meet up with Kikimo (who was in suit); waited for her to un-suit and walked around for a bit, scoping out the con! We hung out for a bit inside after meeting up with Kiki again and met up with another great friend (Snowball). We all walked over to McDonalds down the road and walked around the con some more before heading in for the night.
FRIDAY:
Me and Peanut slept in on this day, snuggled and watched cartoons for a bit before getting ready to shower and head out for the day! We walked around for a bit with friends - and I suited up in fullsuit! We got a ton of good photo’s went to hangout at a party at destinrhodes's for a while - and ended up passing out sometime around 2am. (Pretty early for me honestly) This day was mostly walking around finding parties and friends while suiting! Just wanted to scope what was around the con and enjoy the day.
SATURDAY:
Me and Peanut woke up early and grabbed starbucks this day! I got a few good photo’s of our drinks. I got to meet some other cool ass people like my friend Jarrod and our friend Snacks! Me and Peanut headed out to a photoshoot meetup early in the day and I got a TON of cute photos and videos from it! We went to hang out with gmothetypholsion and ordered subway while waiting before the photoshoot! Me and Peanut snagged both our badges today. (Easily thank god! It took about 15 minutes for mine -prereg- and about 10 minutes later in the day to grab peanuts -regular reg-) We waited for a bit until lines were down to snag badges, so we didn’t have to wait 3+ hours. We got to meet up with some of Peanut’s old time friends (Like Goatmom / Eevee ❤) and a few others! We walked around in the dealers den and got to see some of my friends and Peanuts friends: tyrawr , mewmewkitty , swanson , ryuudaiga , chumbasket and a few others! We snagged quite a few goodies- but mostly just hung out with the group (Goatmom) and did our own thing! Me and Peanut ended up suiting for a bit really late - and went to the dance! Props to kikimochan who got a TON of really cute photos from this day as well, I’ll have to link a few here once I put them online. (We ended up seeing Kung Fu Joe / Violent Jay, but he was in a rush / not in his suit and we couldn't get a photo D:). We de-suited and walked around for a bit, hanging out and meeting up with a few more people like zoezamora , nillkitty , dreadfox , kuzapanda - this night ended pretty good. Me and peanut went back to our room and settled in for the night, being cute dorks and cuddling to sleep.
SUNDAY:
Slept in on this day. We didn’t do a whole ton this day, but we walked around for a bit with Kiki. (Who hungout with us and slept in our room for the night!) Kuza let me try on his suit (WHICH IS CUTE AS SHIT) and he hungout with us for the day too! Kiki ended up ordering us a GIGANTIC 30” pizza, and it was d e l i c i o u s. (Thanks fam ❤❤❤) - Me and Peanut went back to the room and had our alone time since out roommates were all out today; and I also gave him a haircut. I let him suit up as Yuudoku in fullsuit and I got a BUNCH of really cute photos and videos. (I will have to upload the long one to YouTube) I / we met up with a few more friends for a bit and chatted while Peanut was suiting - and afterwards went back to our room to dress up and head out for night fun. I ended up taking him on a cute little date night for drinks and burgers and we met up with some people during the night: Alexis, Maverick and some of their friends. Me and Peanut headed back to the hotel and snuggled in for the night.
MONDAY:
The sad day. Unfortunately the fire alarm went off at like 4:30AM and it was COLD AS HELL outside - so we went through that and went back to the hotel to sleep for a little bit. I still had to get up and pack pretty early, even though my flight was at 12. Me and Peanut said our sad goodbyes, and off I went on the shuttle to the airport. Not much about this day, just, flying home sad, but happy for all the memories ❤
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Thank you to everyone who talked to me and met up with me this con. I got to see some old friends, and some friends I hadn't met before - and new people I was introduced too as well! There were a few mishaps (Like, seeing shit people in the midst of things and having 1 r e a l l y shitty con space roommate) but this con was so good to me, and I’m so happy for going this year. I'm probably missing a few spots in between; so many amazing experiences happened and I'm so thankful for all of them. ❤
Snowball, JJ, Maverick, Ezzy, May, Stag, Yogurt, Alexis and my wonderful boyfriend Peanut ❤ - This con would’ve been so shitty without you guys, thank you for making this the best con ever ❤
I got to meet so many wonderful people, met up with friends I haven’t seen in ages and ones I have never met before - and overall it was amazing.
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THURSDAY:
I drove myself to the airport super early - there was NO TSA line at all; check in was an absolute breeze and I was on my way. I landed early too - but I ended up sticking around for a bit for kikimochan to get off her plane. I thought we would travel to the same hotel and split after but I ended up just going to my hotel instead. It was a trip and a half to find out how to get to the shuttles but we both made it to our separate hotels. Arriving at the hotel was super easy, and I was the first stop - As soon as the shuttle pulled up; my wonderful boy ran outside to meet me. Super sappy moments are my favorite ❤ We went inside and I got to meet my roommate jamesthedog (MAN, you’re cool as fuck!) - and got my stuff settled into the room and snuggled on the bed for a bit with my boy - then we ran over to the main hotel to meet up with Kikimo (who was in suit); waited for her to un-suit and walked around for a bit, scoping out the con! We hung out for a bit inside after meeting up with Kiki again and met up with another great friend (Snowball). We all walked over to McDonalds down the road and walked around the con some more before heading in for the night.
FRIDAY:
Me and Peanut slept in on this day, snuggled and watched cartoons for a bit before getting ready to shower and head out for the day! We walked around for a bit with friends - and I suited up in fullsuit! We got a ton of good photo’s went to hangout at a party at destinrhodes's for a while - and ended up passing out sometime around 2am. (Pretty early for me honestly) This day was mostly walking around finding parties and friends while suiting! Just wanted to scope what was around the con and enjoy the day.
SATURDAY:
Me and Peanut woke up early and grabbed starbucks this day! I got a few good photo’s of our drinks. I got to meet some other cool ass people like my friend Jarrod and our friend Snacks! Me and Peanut headed out to a photoshoot meetup early in the day and I got a TON of cute photos and videos from it! We went to hang out with gmothetypholsion and ordered subway while waiting before the photoshoot! Me and Peanut snagged both our badges today. (Easily thank god! It took about 15 minutes for mine -prereg- and about 10 minutes later in the day to grab peanuts -regular reg-) We waited for a bit until lines were down to snag badges, so we didn’t have to wait 3+ hours. We got to meet up with some of Peanut’s old time friends (Like Goatmom / Eevee ❤) and a few others! We walked around in the dealers den and got to see some of my friends and Peanuts friends: tyrawr , mewmewkitty , swanson , ryuudaiga , chumbasket and a few others! We snagged quite a few goodies- but mostly just hung out with the group (Goatmom) and did our own thing! Me and Peanut ended up suiting for a bit really late - and went to the dance! Props to kikimochan who got a TON of really cute photos from this day as well, I’ll have to link a few here once I put them online. (We ended up seeing Kung Fu Joe / Violent Jay, but he was in a rush / not in his suit and we couldn't get a photo D:). We de-suited and walked around for a bit, hanging out and meeting up with a few more people like zoezamora , nillkitty , dreadfox , kuzapanda - this night ended pretty good. Me and peanut went back to our room and settled in for the night, being cute dorks and cuddling to sleep.
SUNDAY:
Slept in on this day. We didn’t do a whole ton this day, but we walked around for a bit with Kiki. (Who hungout with us and slept in our room for the night!) Kuza let me try on his suit (WHICH IS CUTE AS SHIT) and he hungout with us for the day too! Kiki ended up ordering us a GIGANTIC 30” pizza, and it was d e l i c i o u s. (Thanks fam ❤❤❤) - Me and Peanut went back to the room and had our alone time since out roommates were all out today; and I also gave him a haircut. I let him suit up as Yuudoku in fullsuit and I got a BUNCH of really cute photos and videos. (I will have to upload the long one to YouTube) I / we met up with a few more friends for a bit and chatted while Peanut was suiting - and afterwards went back to our room to dress up and head out for night fun. I ended up taking him on a cute little date night for drinks and burgers and we met up with some people during the night: Alexis, Maverick and some of their friends. Me and Peanut headed back to the hotel and snuggled in for the night.
MONDAY:
The sad day. Unfortunately the fire alarm went off at like 4:30AM and it was COLD AS HELL outside - so we went through that and went back to the hotel to sleep for a little bit. I still had to get up and pack pretty early, even though my flight was at 12. Me and Peanut said our sad goodbyes, and off I went on the shuttle to the airport. Not much about this day, just, flying home sad, but happy for all the memories ❤
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Thank you to everyone who talked to me and met up with me this con. I got to see some old friends, and some friends I hadn't met before - and new people I was introduced too as well! There were a few mishaps (Like, seeing shit people in the midst of things and having 1 r e a l l y shitty con space roommate) but this con was so good to me, and I’m so happy for going this year. I'm probably missing a few spots in between; so many amazing experiences happened and I'm so thankful for all of them. ❤
Snowball, JJ, Maverick, Ezzy, May, Stag, Yogurt, Alexis and my wonderful boyfriend Peanut ❤ - This con would’ve been so shitty without you guys, thank you for making this the best con ever ❤▶ MIDWEST FURFEST 2018 ◀
Posted 7 years ago
Where are you staying?
▶ In the Hilton! (Didn't want to have to deal with elevators, so I opted for the skywalk hotel this year)
But I will be back and forth from the main to the Hilton as I have friends in the main!
What day are you getting there?
▶ Thursday! Staying until Monday!
How are you traveling?
▶ Airplane!
Who will you be rooming with?
▶ My mate, and 3 others! (I don't believe they have FurAffinity names, if they do, I am unsure at the moment)
Who will you be hanging out with?
▶ Peanut,
,
,
, and a few others, will be the main people I'll be around / hanging out with!
How is the best way to find you?
▶ Telegram: HayPanda - fastest way to get me to message!
Twitter: HayPanda - fastest way to find where I am / where I will be!
Are there any panels you might be attending?
▶ No idea o3o
What do you look like?
▶ https://www.instagram.com/haypanda/
Neon green hair, goth dad
Will you be suiting?
▶ YES. I'll be bringing 2 suits with me!
Do you do free art/trades?
▶ I'm down to doodle in any notebook!
What is your gender?
▶ Male!
How tall are you?
▶ About 5'5"? I think?
Can I talk to you?
▶ PLEASE DO!
Can I touch you?
▶ I'd really prefer to only hugs, but ONLY in suit please! (Please ask!)
How can I find you?
▶ Look for the neon green hair and piercings; dressed in only black.
Can I buy you drinks?
▶ Y E S.
Can I give you stuff?
▶ Sure!
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
▶ Hugs are okay; snuggles - definitely not, reserved for my corgi only!
Are you nice?
▶ I'd definitely say so! I look like an asshole, but don't mind it- that's my "bitchy resting face" syndrome lmao
Will you be going to parties?
▶ YESSSSS, got plenty planned!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
▶ I answer to Panda, HayPanda, Yuudoku! (Panda being the main!)
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
▶ Only if invited!
Can I take your picture?
▶ PLEASE! I almost never find pictures of myself from cons!
Do you do commissions?
▶ Yes I do! If you find me, feel free to ask! (I won't be doing them AT the con though!)
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
▶ Meet up with friends I haven't seen in a very long time; go to tons of parties; hanging with my boyfriend (long distance); this year is going to be great!!
SEE YOU ALL THERE!
⭐ ON THE HUNT AGAIN FOR THIS COMIC - HELP ME FIND IT ⭐
Posted 7 years ago
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7936621/
STILL SEARCHING FOR THIS COMIC!
Never found the name of it, any help is appreciated!!
▶ HAPPINESS NEWS - 8.20.2018 ◀
Posted 7 years ago
I JUST WANTED TO MAKE A SMALL HAPPY JOURNAL
I've been fighting with my insurance companies since January to cover my Medication (HRT)
The last two weeks have been the worst hell, playing phone tag with 2 different insurance companies, the pharmacy and my doctor-
but I finally got my doctor to call in last week and get all the right phone numbers / documents settled to state it was medically necessary-
https://twitter.com/HayPanda/status.....63408167510017
I was paying SO MUCH out of pocket, and I won't have to anymore 💚💙💜
▶ COMMISSIONERS PLEASE READ (Life Update 8.16.18) ◀
Posted 7 years agoThis is going to be a bit of a big update journal, so please bear with me.
A few things I am touching in this journal:
▶ Art Commissions
- Refunds
▶ Life / New Job (What that will mean for art)
▶ GoFundMe (for Top Surgery)
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▶ ARTWORK / REFUNDS ◀
I have quite a large queue still with many people asking when their art will be finished. Unfortunately with how my life has been the past few weeks / months, I continue to push deadlines back and stress about working on artwork. At this time, I really have no idea when my queue will be finished. Stressing has taken a toll on my artwork quality and I constantly worry about getting things done faster. (Seeing below about a new job) - I am offering refunds to anyone who has NOT had any sketches / wips sent to them. I am still working on artwork, but it is very slow. I am unsure how long these will take me to finish due to said new job, but I will try my hardest to improve on time and quality. I am still closed for commissions for those who have asked, an most likely will not be open for quite a long time. I may take a small commission here / there for conventions later down the long road, but big pieces will not be open at this time, or in the near future.
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▶ LIFE / NEW JOB ◀
I finally got another job in the town I live in! I was recently employed as an Assistant Store manager for a large retail chain, and will be focusing primarily on it for the future. (With my future paychecks, I will be giving out refunds to those who are wanting money back.) I have been on HRT for quite some time now (over 7 months) - (see GoFundMe for what that is, if you’re unsure!) And this will help me immensely since my insurance doesn’t cover anything but needles. (I still pay for the actual medications and such) I will also be able to save up for a better car and hopefully top surgery (also see below) as well as be able to move back to Texas within the next year or two!! (My main goal)
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▶ GOFUNDME ◀
I am starting up a GoFundMe to fund my top surgery. For those who are unaware (as I do not talk much about this on public social media) I am transgender. I have been taking HRT since the beginning of January, and am saving up for top surgery [HOPEFULLY] before my next birthday. (July, 2019). The doctor I have chosen to go with is out of state, and unfortunately does not accept any insurance. (Though my insurance won’t work for anyone anyways). In this time, I will be out of work for 6+ weeks, and the surgery is, very costly. You can read more about it when I post my page publicly. I will also *attempt* to start up my YouTube videos again. I haven’t made anything in MANY months, but would like to continue to record my progress to show how far I’ve come, and share my knowledge / experiences for those who are curious about it / or wondering about what happens on T.
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Please note me if you have ANY questions about anything, or if you would like to be put on a waiting list for a refund. I am not sure how fast I will be able to roll out refunds, but I should be able to know sometime in September. (When my first few paychecks comes in / I will get paid bi-weekly) IF YOU WOULD LIKE A REFUND, AND YOU HAVE NOT BEEN SENT ANY WIP’S PLEASE MESSAGE ME!.
Thank you to those who are bearing with me. I have not been in the best mental state health wise, which is no excuse (hence, offering refunds and close commissions) - but to those who are still by my side and know what I’ve been going through, sincerely, thank you.
A few things I am touching in this journal:
▶ Art Commissions
- Refunds
▶ Life / New Job (What that will mean for art)
▶ GoFundMe (for Top Surgery)
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▶ ARTWORK / REFUNDS ◀
I have quite a large queue still with many people asking when their art will be finished. Unfortunately with how my life has been the past few weeks / months, I continue to push deadlines back and stress about working on artwork. At this time, I really have no idea when my queue will be finished. Stressing has taken a toll on my artwork quality and I constantly worry about getting things done faster. (Seeing below about a new job) - I am offering refunds to anyone who has NOT had any sketches / wips sent to them. I am still working on artwork, but it is very slow. I am unsure how long these will take me to finish due to said new job, but I will try my hardest to improve on time and quality. I am still closed for commissions for those who have asked, an most likely will not be open for quite a long time. I may take a small commission here / there for conventions later down the long road, but big pieces will not be open at this time, or in the near future.
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▶ LIFE / NEW JOB ◀
I finally got another job in the town I live in! I was recently employed as an Assistant Store manager for a large retail chain, and will be focusing primarily on it for the future. (With my future paychecks, I will be giving out refunds to those who are wanting money back.) I have been on HRT for quite some time now (over 7 months) - (see GoFundMe for what that is, if you’re unsure!) And this will help me immensely since my insurance doesn’t cover anything but needles. (I still pay for the actual medications and such) I will also be able to save up for a better car and hopefully top surgery (also see below) as well as be able to move back to Texas within the next year or two!! (My main goal)
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▶ GOFUNDME ◀
I am starting up a GoFundMe to fund my top surgery. For those who are unaware (as I do not talk much about this on public social media) I am transgender. I have been taking HRT since the beginning of January, and am saving up for top surgery [HOPEFULLY] before my next birthday. (July, 2019). The doctor I have chosen to go with is out of state, and unfortunately does not accept any insurance. (Though my insurance won’t work for anyone anyways). In this time, I will be out of work for 6+ weeks, and the surgery is, very costly. You can read more about it when I post my page publicly. I will also *attempt* to start up my YouTube videos again. I haven’t made anything in MANY months, but would like to continue to record my progress to show how far I’ve come, and share my knowledge / experiences for those who are curious about it / or wondering about what happens on T.
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Please note me if you have ANY questions about anything, or if you would like to be put on a waiting list for a refund. I am not sure how fast I will be able to roll out refunds, but I should be able to know sometime in September. (When my first few paychecks comes in / I will get paid bi-weekly) IF YOU WOULD LIKE A REFUND, AND YOU HAVE NOT BEEN SENT ANY WIP’S PLEASE MESSAGE ME!.
Thank you to those who are bearing with me. I have not been in the best mental state health wise, which is no excuse (hence, offering refunds and close commissions) - but to those who are still by my side and know what I’ve been going through, sincerely, thank you.
Art On Hold - Missing Tablet Pen
Posted 7 years ago
Just a small update-
I drove down a few hours from my house to spend a few days with family.
I brought my tablet with me to work during the days / slow times - but unfortunately, forgot my tablet pen.
All art is on hold for the next couple of days! Please bear with me guys!
- Art-Fight -
Posted 7 years ago
I'm on Team Tea!
As much as I LOVE Iced Coffee, I love Match Green Tea / Thai Tea so it works well for me
FIGHT ME!
https://artfight.net/~HayPanda
⭐⭐⭐ ANTHROCON 2018 MEME ⭐⭐⭐
Posted 7 years agoMEME TIME
L E T S G O O O O O
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● Where are you staying? ●
The Main Hotel! The Westin!
● Who are you staying with? ●
and two others!
● Day of arrival/Departure? ●
Arriving Wednesday, and leaving Monday!
● Transportation? ●
Driving, with ZoeZamora (Since I've been on the road with them for almost 2 months!)
● Who will you hang with during the convention? ●
The people I'm rooming with mostly (When Semira isn't dealing!) - but there's SO many people I've never met, I'm finally gonna see, so, EVERYONE!
● How can I find you? ●
Neon pink hair, short, piercings. Just shout PANDA - Or, look for this: https://i.imgur.com/i15dTrH.png
[This is a REAL outfit LOL]
https://www.instagram.com/haypanda/ (Wanna see what I look like? Check my instagram!)
● Are you cliquey? ●
I will be a little bit to my bae's, but were all open to hanging out with everyone!
● Will you be suiting? ●
Y E S OF C O U R S E
● What’s your gender? ●
Am one smol boi [male]
How old are you?
22, but I'll be 23 the Monday of Anthrocon!
● Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate? ●
Single - cOME FLIRT W I T H M E BB
N O T looking for a partner
● How tall are you? ●
5'3'' I think?
● Can I talk to you? ●
Yes, please do!! uwu
● Can I touch you? ●
UHHHH, yes? Please ask before touching / hugging me! (Close friends OK!)
Fursuit hug are ALWAYS a yes!
If you don't know if you qualify as a "close friend" you're, not a close friend. Sorry fam
● Can I hug or snuggle with you? ●
Please see above OwO, ask beforehand!
● Can I visit your room? ●
If we invite you, yes. Otherwise, P L E A S E don't follow me / us!
● Are you nice? ●
NOPE, I'M A HUGE ASSHOLE 🖤
Yes, I swear UWU
● Will you draw/do badges/do trades? ●
Sure!!
● Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions? ●
Don't plan on it, just wanna explore! (Just gonna R A V E)
● Can I give you stuff? ●
GIVE ME ALL THE NUGGETS
● Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape? ●
I'm always down for drinks! I love fruity stuff! uwu
● Can I buy you a drink? ●
YES, please let me be there with you - I don't accept random drinks!
● Will you be going to parties? ●
If invited I will!
● If I see you, how should I get your attention? ●
Yell at me: P A N D A, or HAYPANDA!
OR HEY YOU, NOT AN ANGEL DRAGON - Serious about this one lol
● What/where will you be eating? ●
Wherever the food is? O3O
● Can I come with you for food/fun? ●
IF WE INVITE YOU, YES. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, do not follow us / invite yourself.
● Can I take your picture? ●
PLEASE DO, I almost never get pictures from conventions unless I take them myself ;w;
What is the best way to contact you?
At the convention:
TWITTER: HayPanda
TELEGRAM: HayPanda
● What’s your goal this year? ●
MEET ALL MY FRIENDS IN PERSON FINALLY, I have NEVER been to this con, so I wanna scope E V E R Y T H I N G out too!
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This convention is my birthday convention! (My Birthday is July 9th!) If you see me, please say hello!!
L E T S G O O O O O
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● Where are you staying? ●
The Main Hotel! The Westin!
● Who are you staying with? ●
and two others!● Day of arrival/Departure? ●
Arriving Wednesday, and leaving Monday!
● Transportation? ●
Driving, with ZoeZamora (Since I've been on the road with them for almost 2 months!)
● Who will you hang with during the convention? ●
The people I'm rooming with mostly (When Semira isn't dealing!) - but there's SO many people I've never met, I'm finally gonna see, so, EVERYONE!
● How can I find you? ●
Neon pink hair, short, piercings. Just shout PANDA - Or, look for this: https://i.imgur.com/i15dTrH.png
[This is a REAL outfit LOL]
https://www.instagram.com/haypanda/ (Wanna see what I look like? Check my instagram!)
● Are you cliquey? ●
I will be a little bit to my bae's, but were all open to hanging out with everyone!
● Will you be suiting? ●
Y E S OF C O U R S E
● What’s your gender? ●
Am one smol boi [male]
How old are you?
22, but I'll be 23 the Monday of Anthrocon!
● Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate? ●
Single - cOME FLIRT W I T H M E BB
N O T looking for a partner
● How tall are you? ●
5'3'' I think?
● Can I talk to you? ●
Yes, please do!! uwu
● Can I touch you? ●
UHHHH, yes? Please ask before touching / hugging me! (Close friends OK!)
Fursuit hug are ALWAYS a yes!
If you don't know if you qualify as a "close friend" you're, not a close friend. Sorry fam
● Can I hug or snuggle with you? ●
Please see above OwO, ask beforehand!
● Can I visit your room? ●
If we invite you, yes. Otherwise, P L E A S E don't follow me / us!
● Are you nice? ●
NOPE, I'M A HUGE ASSHOLE 🖤
Yes, I swear UWU
● Will you draw/do badges/do trades? ●
Sure!!
● Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions? ●
Don't plan on it, just wanna explore! (Just gonna R A V E)
● Can I give you stuff? ●
GIVE ME ALL THE NUGGETS
● Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape? ●
I'm always down for drinks! I love fruity stuff! uwu
● Can I buy you a drink? ●
YES, please let me be there with you - I don't accept random drinks!
● Will you be going to parties? ●
If invited I will!
● If I see you, how should I get your attention? ●
Yell at me: P A N D A, or HAYPANDA!
OR HEY YOU, NOT AN ANGEL DRAGON - Serious about this one lol
● What/where will you be eating? ●
Wherever the food is? O3O
● Can I come with you for food/fun? ●
IF WE INVITE YOU, YES. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, do not follow us / invite yourself.
● Can I take your picture? ●
PLEASE DO, I almost never get pictures from conventions unless I take them myself ;w;
What is the best way to contact you?
At the convention:
TWITTER: HayPanda
TELEGRAM: HayPanda
● What’s your goal this year? ●
MEET ALL MY FRIENDS IN PERSON FINALLY, I have NEVER been to this con, so I wanna scope E V E R Y T H I N G out too!
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This convention is my birthday convention! (My Birthday is July 9th!) If you see me, please say hello!!
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ SELLING OFF CHARACTERS ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Posted 7 years ago
Taking offers, no price set for them.
I'll only let them go for what I feel is right.
No trades.
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Seth - Rabbit
https://i.imgur.com/YviDOCz.png
Shikisō - Shiba / Malamute
https://i.imgur.com/OBkQMpQ.png?1
Jaxster - Snow Leopard / Rabbit
https://i.imgur.com/RhmotbM.png
Shi - Sergal
https://i.imgur.com/wor4qZm.png
https://i.imgur.com/iW6qbcz.png
Seiun - Red Panda / Dragon
https://i.imgur.com/J8lxprj.png
Jinkies - Red Panda
https://i.imgur.com/FnigBJc.png
https://i.imgur.com/yP07Q1n.jpg
⭐ | UPDATE 6.9.2018 - BIRTHDAY, ARTWORK, CONVENTION | ⭐
Posted 7 years ago⭐ HELLO EVERYONE! ⭐
Sorry I haven't been active as of late!
I am still on the road with :ZoeZamoralink: so I have WiFi sporadically!
Here's some updates for you all! I know there are still plenty of you waiting for artwork, sketches will be out as soon as I can!►▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬●▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬●▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬◄
► ARTWORK ◄
Since I am still on the road with Zana, and my WiFi is crap / hardly ever available - I can only work when we are at stops since the cab is WAY too jerky to draw in.
(I have tried drawing while we drive, and it comes out HILARIOUSLY terrible lol)
I've gotten a few sketches out to those waiting (my trello needs to be updated) and I'm still lining a huge NSFW piece which will be done before the month is out.
PEETS YCH slots are slowly being worked on, since they don't take me much time and there is no drawing involved (Only recolors), is why I've been working on them while we drive (for those wondering!)
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► LIFE / CONVENTION ◄
My birthday is one month from today! (July 9th!)
I'll be 23 ;w; old as heck
One day AFTER my birthday will also be my half a year / 6 month anniversary on T! ('ll eventually make a YouTube update video for when this happens!)
For my birthday, I am -attempting- to go to Anthrocon with Zana; I do have a family event which falls on the weekend, but with scheduling of Zana's work,
I'm not sure if we will make it back since we have to stop/be in PA on the 4th and we wouldn't leave until the 9th/10th. (Plans, eventually!)
I have two wish lists I've made if you want to take a look!
SFW LIST - NSFW LIST
Since my money from here goes towards bills or food money to give to Zana; I can't buy anything for others or myself. If you would like to buy me something, I'll happily draw you something in return!
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► One more thing! ◄
I do have a discord chat if anyone would like to join!: https://discord.gg/jPbPXfu
It's random stuff, sometimes I do voice just for the hell of it! (Warning, it can get NSFW at times! It's really an anything goes chat!)
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Thank you guys for sticking through with me and reading this journal!
I am trying very hard to get out sketches / something for those waiting - If you want an update please don't hesitate to message me on Telegram! HayPanda
| BLFC 2018 MEME |
Posted 7 years agoMEME TIME
L E T S G O O O O O
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● Where are you staying? ●
The Main Hotel! GSR!
● Who are you staying with? ●
and another friend who doesn't have an FA!● Day of arrival/Departure? ●
Arriving Thursday (hopefully) and leaving Monday!
● Transportation? ●
Driving, with ZoeZamora (Will be traveling with them for a while, not just for the con!)
● Who will you hang with during the convention? ●
are my main two bae's for the con, but I hope to meet up with others too!● How can I find you? ●
Neon pink hair, short, piercings. Just shout PANDA - Or, look for this: https://i.imgur.com/i15dTrH.png
[This is a REAL[b] outfit LOL]
[b]● Are you cliquey? ●
I will be a little bit to my bae's, but were all open to hanging out with everyone!
● Will you be suiting? ●
Y E S OF C O U R S E
● What’s your gender? ●
Am one smol boi [male]
● Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate? ●
Single - cOME FLIRT W I T H M E BB
● How tall are you? ●
5'3'' I think?
● Can I talk to you? ●
Yes, please do!!
● Can I touch you? ●
UHHHH, yes? Please ask before touching / hugging me! (Close friends OK!)
If you don't know if you qualify as a "close friend" you're, not a close friend. Sorry fam
● Can I hug or snuggle with you? ●
Please see above OwO, hugs are okay if I am in suit though!
● Can I visit your room? ●
If we invite you, yes. Otherwise, please don't follow me / us!
● Are you nice? ●
NOPE, I'M A HUGE ASSHOLE 🖤
Yes, I swear UWU
● Will you draw/do badges/do trades? ●
Sure!
● Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions? ●
GONNA WATCH SPOON BAE DANCE, otherwise that - no.
● Can I give you stuff? ●
SURE? Not drugs though, just nugs.
GIVE ME ALL THE NUGGETS
● Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape? ●
Only drinks! I love fruity stuff! UWU
● Can I buy you a drink? ●
YES, please let me be there with you - I don't accept random drinks!
● Will you be going to parties? ●
If invited I will! (Only have plans for 1 right now!)
● If I see you, how should I get your attention? ●
Yell at me: P A N D A, or HAYPANDA, or HAYDEN.
OR HEY YOU, NOT AN ANGEL DRAGON - Serious about this one lol
● What/where will you be eating? ●
Wherever the food is? O3O
● Can I come with you for food/fun? ●
IF WE INVITE YOU, YES. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, do not follow us / invite yourself.
● Can I take your picture? ●
PLEASE DO, I almost never get pictures from conventions unless I take them myself ;w;
● What’s your goal this year? ●
Discover what is BLFC! I have NEVER been to this con, so I wanna scope E V E R Y T H I N G out!
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This convention was a last minute thing, and I am only going since I will be traveling with ZoeZamora in their truck - I hope to see you guys there!!
| ART COMMISSION UPDATE 4.24.18 |
Posted 7 years ago
I have a new update for those waiting on art:
Some art will be put on hold for a week - 2 weeks.
WHY?
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I am going on another long road trip adventure with ZoeZamora !
During this time I will be drawing / working on small commissions, and I will be able to get back to Texas.
IN TEXAS, is my thin tablet pen. (The one that doesn't cramp up / hurt my hand while drawing for long periods of time, which right now is why I cannot draw / finish many commissions)
When I get my better pen, I will be able to work longer days and finish all current commissions faster and be able to open for more commissions soon after for those waiting for me to open slots!
If you are a current commissioner, and would like an update on your commission, you can check my trello at any time under where it says "QUEUE" on my page, or journal footer / header!
I will be sketching out smaller things, as already some of you waiting from TFF commissions have gotten. Some of the older works I need to finish, WILL BE WORKED ON FIRST when I get my better pen back.
Thank you for reading!
- Also, heads up to anyone heading to BLFC 2018, me and Zana will be making a stop there, so if you see me, please say hello! -
| BLFC BADGE PRE-ORDERS |
Posted 7 years ago
PRICING:
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▲ Headshots: 25$
▲ Peets Badges: 30$
(Your character, (bottom half), showing their paws!)
▲ Busts: 40$
▲ Half: 55$
▲ 3/4th: 65$
▲ Full: 70$
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EXAMPLES: https://i.imgur.com/KA5oaGF.jpg
Want a slot? Comment below OR Message me on Telegram: HayPanda (more likely to respond!)
| Home From FWA 2018: Report | Worst |
Posted 7 years ago
FWA this year, was honestly, terrible from the get go.
Everything that could have gone wrong, went 1000000% fucked.
I had such high standards for this con and was let down so hard.
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So the convention for me and to my friends, let's call them M and K, started on Thursday April 5th. We left about 2.5 / 3 hours before our flight so that we would have time to drive there. What me and one friend didn't know was that the airport was over an hour away, but still seeing that we should be able to make it on time. We didn't account for the fact that they were sports games and other things going on in the city we had to go through (Pax East) which we learned about after we came home from the convention. Instead, we had to drive through an insane amount of traffic and ended up missing a few turns resulting in all three of us missing our first flight. We get to the airport and have to pay an extra 200$+ for us to all get there at 11:30 at night so we didn't lose our hotel room. It resulted in anger and being upset between all three of us, and me missing out a plan for a date that someone was supposed to take me on (which was fine). Whatever, no big deal.
We get on the plane, get to the convention and we get our room settled in. I hang out with my friend, who let's call Y, who I invited to my room to sleep over for the night, everything is going all good and well we all go to sleep. I can't sleep at all, and get woken up in the middle of the night by my friend. I woke up countless times, I remember waking up more then a handful of times and looking at the clock, seeing I had only been "asleep" for 2 hours. I barely had any sleep the first night. That's fine that's how it usually goes, whatever. Day 0.
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We start up the first day of the convention, I suit for a little while and I stay with my two friends M and K, checking out artist alley and suiting and whatnot. Trying to have fun. I end up going out on a date with friend Y to the movies and after the movie he gets upset because I changed my mind about wanting to do stuff with him, so instead he guilt trips me back at the hotel saying "This is my last con, I always get fucked over by people I like, etc etc" because I won't put out for him. He tells me I'm using him and lots of other drama that I don't want to go into right now, not worth my time so I just drop it. Unfortunately, which this is on me, I invited him into my room to stay for the weekend and took him out of his old room so he doesn't have anywhere else to go now. I try to talk things through with him and tell him that I still want to be his friend, but he's not seeing the full picture and saying I used him and that he thought that we had something, - which I clearly stated before the convention that it was just as friends and he had complied that he understood that. Obviously not the case here. He gets super upset at me and now we are no longer friends- so I leave my own room for the night, and wander for a little while. I end up going to one of my friends rooms (let's call this friend Z) and cry them my sob story since I have no one to vent too, I end up getting tipsy, and passing out on one of their extra beds. I get woken up by the sound of this random dude snoring like a factory shortly after falling asleep, so again another night of me barely sleeping. I "wake up" super early and head back to my room, shower, and try to get ready for the day while the room is super quiet and awkward. Day 1.
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The next day, friend Y left the room - two people came in and were being very rude about the situation towards us thinking we fucked over friend Y ("friend" Y was talking shit about me to people, lovely.) I got invited out to Sushi with my friend Z and their friend. Unfortunately I was going to invite my two friends M and K, but they did have other plans and it always seemed like I was one step behind them. I really didn't even get to see them this entire convention, whatever. They hung out and did stuff by themselves, which is fine, I just wish I could have hung out with both of them more because I haven't seen them both in a really long time and I just felt very left out so I hung out with somebody else. Back to being invited out to Sushi, I got invited out to Sushi and we went out but I didn't realize how far the food place was, so we were out for quite a few hours which resulted in me missing a transgender meet that I was looking forward to going to and I had a few people that were excited to meet me but that's okay, shit happens. Sushi was good and I ended up meeting a new friend in the process so all is well there. I ended up suiting again with Z and K for a little while and got to see a few more of my friends, we went to the midnight rave and I ended up hanging out with friend Z again, going to sleep in their room because things got kind of awkward in my original room, so I just slept on Z's floor. This night wasn't very good to since I was sleeping on the floor, which was very cold, since the room didn't really have any extra blankets, but waking up I was told there was a free bed I could go too - so I got up and got to sleep a little more, I slept in unfortunately too long / most of the morning/afternoon- which resulted me not going down to the Dealer's Den to see somebody, but they understood thankfully and I continued on to the last day, Sunday.
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Sunday I hung out with friend Z pretty much the entire day from beginning to end (which didn't really end because I never went to sleep this night.) I got to go in the pool which was really nice and I got to do some fun things, and got super tipsy at night, but ended up finding out something very bad happened over the course of the weekend, which is something very personal I'm not going to go into at this time, resulting me crying my eyes out for three-plus hours in drunken hysteria in Z's room. I did get to talk to someone who I thought didn't want anything to do with me anymore and realized that was clearly not the case, but going home I just felt destroyed from everything that had happened over the weekend and I cried myself in the hotel on the way out, in the Uber on the way to the airport, at the airport, on the plane, once we got off the plane in M's house, and passed out practically the entirety of Monday. (I didn't really have a Monday.) Getting on the airplane was really crappy as well, there was over an hour almost a 2 hour wait because TSA was having issues with long lines and I was really drunk / hungover in the process of going through TSA - which does not feel good. Terrible headaches, bright lights and loud people don't mix well. I tried to talk it out with friend Y when I got to my own house, but instead they continued to be rude and blocked me without second thought. Terrible ending just leaving a bad taste to an already awful weekend.
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I know there's probably a lot that I'm missing, I wish this weekend could have been better, but I can't really think of anything at the moment since this entire convention just kind of hurt me. I had such good thoughts going into it thinking that this convention was going to be so great; I was going to bring meet so many people and connect with so many new people, and it ended up ruining a really good friendship that I had, possibly ruining part of my life forever and just plenty of other things. This was not the experience that I had remembered from my first Furry Weekend Atlanta two years ago, maybe next year will be better.
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TLDR; - Short version; Missed flight and had to pay 200$+ extra, lost friend of 4+ years because I wouldn't put out for him, didn't do anything I was invited to do because I was upset or wasting time, some personal things I do not wish to talk about at this time, left to go home with the worst hangover / was drunk on the way to the airport - cried myself leaving the con, on the way to the airport, and once we landed / got to our destination.
Fuck Weekend Atlanta. 2018 wasn't good to me. I wish things could be different.
I'm not really looking for anything out of this journal, it's more of just a vent thing.
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