So for a while now i have been wanting to change my name but since FA doesnt have that option i debated on making a new account.
1 year later and i have dont it:

 hearossfms This is my new account!

Fear not this account will remain for i dont feel like transfering all my old art to my new account.
But please if you enjoy my works follow me over would love to keep you all around!

So i have been seeing alot of Analog Horror FNAF VHS stuff. That stuff has got me in a spooky mood. I mean have you SEEN those?

IF you can handle horror and havent look up:

FNAF VHS tapes and FNAF analog Horror on youtube.

That shit can get scary.

So first off i will be finishing this one commission im working on current,

With that said i DONT think i can handle this. I got super stress which then turned to short few hours of spiraling and depression. I am not as of right now doing commission after this one for some time. For Friends on my discord friends list ya thats but straight up commissions i dont think i can handle that.

i spiral to easy and the large amount of self loathing doesnt help.

So I'm sorry but from this point about this commission I'm working on I'm going back to working on my own stuff at my leisure.

TOS Doc: https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....pqzfGiRhM/edit

https://discord.gg/Ks4H8gb9CB

Thought I would do this since i plan to get into SFM more and might takes requests from discord who knows but just leaving this here the server is in WIP mode as im not to knowledgeable on this discord stuff but for now i think i have it where it should be.

If you know discord server management please tell me though.

So i have been workshopping a idea that i make a Discord server for folks who want to see streams or WIPs of my current project. Would anyone care to join if i made one?

SO for a long time i just dont do anything. I cant ever do what im suppose to health why i eat junk food i dont take care of hygiene (and i do mean any of it surprised i never got covid) i am a absolute lazy person.

I am from this journal on going to try to really shape up i got alot of alarms set on my phone and reminders all over to try to stop being a little bitch and try to get my act together. I need to im 27 year old this isnt how i should be.

I heard this is just a autistic adhd thing but fuck i dont care i need to fix myself or ima end up at the bottom of a hole at some point.

I need help but i dont have anybody to help so i just got to get my act together or end up homeless or dead.

So..i have been lacking in POSTING.

Main reason is I'm being to hard on myself. I'm expecting myself to make the BEST I can and not just having fun with making what I know I can. That usually lead me somehow to make quick lacking posters.
So I am going to try to change how I think. I will get back into the swing of it just got to not let my brain win this war over myself.

So if your still waiting for something new then fear not cause soon (TM) i will be posting a remake of a poster i felt i could have done better on.

Hello

So i finally bought the desktop and that MEANS SFM posters will start coming back very soon well kinda i plan to start by decemeber 26th on a new project.

So I plan on getting a gaming desktop this years end to finally get back to doing my thing that mean you who follow me for Source Filmmaker stuff can expect new projects next year.

Posted today: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG1ksb1ZLWg

Full Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=P.....Iqh5Dhib74YVBd

Share this if you want or follow along if you want to experiance my thoughts on my time getting use to dentures.

(NOTE IM NOT A PRO THIS ISNT GOING TO BE TOP QUALITY LOL IM JUST MAKING LOGS FOR MYSELF THAT OTHERS CAN MAYBE LEARN FROM)

So life changing news for me. I'm going into surgery to get most of my teeth pulled and replaced by dentures. I'm needing this cause i never took care of my mouth and its starting to really get back.

So im going to be in a state of change following Monday..

https://www.tiktok.com/@hearo_the_zoroark?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

Title says it but ill be posting a few WIPS at most but hopefully a art piece itself but it is a unlikely thing since I don't want to rush so except ether a WIP or full piece.

Coming back to SFM after quitting for a long bit of time got tired of forcing a rush on my stuff just cause I wanted to impress. So I'm coming back BUT its going to be slower and more for me to just have fun and enjoy. I will not be doing requests or commission just so I don't feel forced to produce.

Title basicly says all. Been looking but all i get is reminders that i need to start linking what i use in my SFMs so ppl dont have to look farm to find what i use in my works.

Hi i Getting back to work in SFM just one issue creative block fun good old creative block. Soooo anyone have a brain bulldozer?

So I was thinking of starting small with icon commissions. If you interested keep reading if not then hi welcome to a journal that doesn't have anything for you I guess:


So icons I would do can be TF2 (or Pokémon or MLP or Furry but there is a drawback here)

the drawback are I would have the OCs of yours if you wanted it so i would need a model so do it with if you just wants a MLP icon based on a character or a Pokémon based icon of you OCs type then I can do that.


Pricing will be $5 bucks just cause i don't feel I'm worth going higher.

Reply with ideas if you have any ill open officially with my next art post I'm making a icon for show so ya.

Hey just wanted to put eyes on my Twitch of which im trying to be more active on:

Things i stream currently is VRchat and Beat Saber

Might do other things.

https://www.twitch.tv/headphonegame/

I will try to strema daliy for anywhere from 1 hour to 4 hours starting at 9 am central time zone.

So please follow alone as i try to stream and share what i love while i do art in the background

Would yall take commissions from me if i opened up for it?

What would yawl pay. This whole thing of stuff has been on my mind i want to start doing it but i dont know if ill have the support for it. If you have thoughts please comment im listening to you guys on this cause im curious.

I am opening this for those who want to help me do this more for a living while i work on new SFMs and work on making my skills better for yall.

https://ko-fi.com/headphonesfmstuff