I, Heashfox, being of not so sound mind and stiff arthritis filled body after a very long period of doing nothing as far as posting anything to my account have broken my silence and post two new written works. Now as I write this journal I wonder if I have made a mistake in let out the torment thoughts I have as written work?

I mean I not very good right now and the only way to get better is to practice, post some work, fail at it a few times, practice a bit more until you get right or figured out you have no business doing it and find a new hobby. I just wonder if I she just find a new hobby or keep trying? I love to write and I have a lot of ideas that people find awesome and amazing but I just feel I suck at written it all down.

Tell me people if you read any the stories I have wrote I want to know what you really think of my writing. I really need to know if I should keep trying improve or just find a new hobby like stamp collecting? Pleas e be as candid as possible as I need the truth to set me free or condemn me to new endeavor that doesn't have to deal with a written language.

I have been listen to the cd by the band Dethklok from the show Metalocalypse and I have to say that I have never been more inclined to learn to play heavy metal music then any tiime in my life.

My favorite song right now is Deth Water since its about the sea and the creatures of the black and deep.

Here are the lyrics:
Deth Water

We call out to the beasts of the sea to come forth and join us.
This night is your night, because one day we will all join you in the black and deep.
On day we will all got into the water. Go into the water.
Live there, die there. Live there, die there. Live there, die there. Live there, die...

Chorus
We reject our earthly fires...
Gone are days of man empires.
Let transform to take in water...
Cloaked in scales we swim on.

We are a live and are better for size.
We will sink as we get old back to beasts.
Our home is down here and we will prove this for years.
We must conquer from sea with an army with war to seize.
Will rise, from our depths down below.

Release yourself, drown with me.
We will conquer land with water!

Chorus
Gone are days of man empires.
Let transform to take in water...
Cloaked in scales we swim on.
We swim on, we swim on…

There is something so right about going back to the sea which scientists say everything come from. I have never seen the sea in person and this song makes me want to real get up off my ass and go see it soon...

I was watching the Anmie Demonbane becuse a friend told me it was a good Giant Robot anime and I to love hevy mecha anime. So I download the series whick was short oonly 12 eps. in the whole thing but as I watched I learned a little bit more aboput H.P. Lovecraft and all the Cthullu mythos I didn't know before and some of it is based on real ledgends like the legend of the windego is used and the creature is called Ithaqua in the show.

I was surprsed by all the roamn and greek names used for the bad guys in the series . On was named Nero and another Augustus and one other was named Tiberius. The series is very short but ig is imforative and has some the coolset attacks to ever be yelled in anime Like Atlantis Strike, Hyperborea Zero Drive, Lemuria Impact and my persaol favored the Shining Trapezohedron which a weapon not an attack but they do yell the weapons name a lot so it great fan service.

I recommand the series to if your in to mystic powers , Magical girls, Giant robots, larger the life bade , Evil Gods ,tentacles, dead guys the really cool heroes, and fan service monet after fan service moment. Watch Demonbane and Watch it Now or Cthullu will eat my brain. Help Guys I LIKE MY BRAIN!!!!

My girlfriend give birth to our beautiful daughter feb.24 and since she been home all she done is tease the hell out of me She knows full well that we can't do anything for another three weeks yet she drving up the wall. I have never been more insprired to write or this horny. I mean all I can do is write and try not to lost what litttle sanity I have left as the brain in the lower half of my body is telling one thing and the brain in the upper half of my body is saying another.

Hey can any one offer some advice? I need help. I just don't know what to do beacuse my very hot girl is slowing waering down my resalve and soon she will have bent to her will. Seriously people any advie woude welcome be for I, The Heashfox, am catch in my sexy mate's fox trap.