actually found the artist through a journal entry such as this. Work in the artists gallery looks amazing on many many levels!
So, go over there, Give a follow ect. And the link to the raffle with all the details here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36758642/

Comment below and I'll tell you things about you... or, if I don't know you I'll just make something up.

I will:

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours. (If you have one...)
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the word 'tag'

blame  diodki666 for this one :3

so i found one of those 200 question things online and since i have a huge weakness for filling them out, here goes :D

1: Are you ready for 200 questions? yush!
2: Was your last relationship a mistake? kinda, sorta. got pulled in with the moment.... didn't last very long either
3: Do you miss your last relationship? nope
4: Who did you last say "i love you" to? errr.... that actually's been a while, don't really know anymore :/
5: Do you regret it? probably not
6: Have you ever been depressed? actual depression? no, stressed out at times but full on depression luckily not.
7: Are you a boy or girl? boy last time i checked
8: Are you insecure? nope
9: What is your relationship status? single!
10: How do you want to die? well.... fast? not as in with a short time from now, but more in the thought of i don't wanna suffer and all that
11: What did you last eat? Shrimps with salad *drools*
13:Did you notice there was no 12? errrr.... no. GG
14: When was your last physical fight? never been IN a physical fight...
15: Do you have an attitude? from time to time
16: Do you like someone? not really at the moment
17: What is your real name? Jimmy
18: Have you ever read a book? a book? make that TONS OF BOOKS!! yeah, i read all the time
19: Are you gonna get high later? nope, no drugs for me. don't care if others use it, but i'm gonna stay away from it
20: Do you hate anyone at the moment? no, not really. some people annoy me but that's about it
21: Do you miss someone? not that i can think off
22: Twirl or cut your spaghetti? cut
23: Do you tan a lot? nope, i get burned
24: Have any pets? Ball pyhton going by the name of Mir
25: How exactly are you feeling? chill (it's morning for me on a free day)
26: Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving? often, while going on holidays with parents
27: Ever made out in a bathroom? no :/
28: Would you take any of your exes back? no, no i don't think so
29: Are you scared of spiders? scared, spiders?! HA!! i think they are totally adorable :3
30: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? think so, given that we don't get crazy time paradoxes and stuff
31: Do you regret anything from your past? no, the past happend, can't change it, no need moaping about it
32: What are your plans for this weekend? this weekend, play some games, chill out.
33: Do you want to have kids? not ever in my life, thank you very much
34: Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? nope
35: Do you type fast? on my own laptop fairly quick.
36: Do you have piercings? No, have thought about it several times though
37: Want anymore? questions? bring it!
38: Can you spell well? dyslectia, that's all i'm gonna say
39: Do you miss anyone from your past? eh, not really
40: What are you craving right now? noting atm actually
41: Ever been to a bonfire party? nope
42: Ever had a silly band? nope
43: Have you ever been on a horse? several times
44: Kissed someone in a pickup truck? nope
45: Have you ever broken someone's heart? not that i know
46: Have you ever been cheated on? no
47: Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? no
48: Are you thinking of someone right now? again, no
49: Would you live with someone without marrying them? yea, already do as a matter of fact (shared house FTW)
50: What should you be doing? eating my breakfast!
51: What's irritating you right now? now? nothing
52: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? not really
53: Does somebody love you? not that i'm aware
54: What is your favorite color? Black (and for those whom say that black isn't a color, well you're right acutally.)
55: Have you ever changed clothes in a car? well, took off my jacket/sweater when it's warm. does that count?
56: Milk chocolate or white chocolate? whitebois!!! (for chocolate that is)
57: Do you have trust issues? guess a bit
58: Best friends name? Lesley, Yoep and Jeffrey (there are more, but those are my closest)
59: 2nd best friends name? i don't like ranking my friends tbh, so same as above
60: 3rd best friends name? *sigh*
61: Longest relationship? 1 year
62: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? think not, couldn't be bothered
63: Who was the last person you cried in front of? no idea, can't remember
64: Do you give out second chances too easily? depents on the person and situation
65: Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive.
66: Is this year the best year of your life? the best? not sure, but it's a pretty fucking good one (moved out this year HYPE)
67: What was your childhood nickname? Jimmy the sound, later became Jimmy the Salt (long story)
68: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? nope
69: Favorite food? pizza!!
70: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? guess, maybe not as big a reason
71: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? welll.... paw off?
72: Did you have dream last night? i did actually, but it suck away
73: What is bothering you? currently nohting
74: Have you ever been out of state? several times
75: Do you play the Wii? a bit
76: Are you listening to music right now? now? nope
77: Do you like Chinese food? errr.... not really
78: Who are you texting right now? nobody
79: Are you afraid of the dark? i LOVE absolute darkness
80: Is cheating ever okay? is kim jong un a swell guy?
81: Are you mean? guess i can be a major passive aggresive dick-arse sometimes
82: Can you keep white shoes clean? white shoes? mine a black
83: What year has been your best? they all had their ups and downs
84: Do you believe in true love? guess, not found it yet though
85: Favorite weather? thunderstorms and snow (if i don't have to go anywhere)
86: Do you like the snow? read above ^ if i don't have to go anywhere
87: Does it snow a lot where you live? Yep! nope
88: Do you like the outside? more of an indoor kinda guy
89: Are you currently bored? nah
90: Do you want to get married? not yet
91: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? not really, no
92: Are you hungry? since im eating grilled cheese at the very moment i read this queston, no
93: Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? nope
94: What makes you happy? i dunno, i'm pretty good as is.
95: Would you change your name? no
96: Ever been to Alaska? no
97: Ever been to Hawaii? no
98: Do you watch the news? occationaly, when it's on at my work. usually boring crap though... rather watch anime
99: Do you love MTV? never did, definetly never will
100: Do you like subway? american melt!!! *drools*
101: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? yes, cause i don't want to
102: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? i have those?
103: Do you talk like your friends? a little, i can take over words people use often around me
104: Why did you decide to do this quiz? i have a weakness for these long question things :P
105: Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? not really
106: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? i have
107: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my housemate
108: Do you feel good? atm? yush
109: Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? eerrr.... define deep? (read as, i have no idea. my conversations don't go that deep)
110: Favorite lyrics right now? WE LIVE EACH DAY LIKE THERE'S NOTHIN' TO LOSE, BUT A MAN HAS NEED AND THAT NEED IS BOOZE!! --Alestorm, Drink
111: Can you count to one million? can? yes. Want? No
112: Ever bought condoms? nope
113: Ever gotten pregnant? i damn well hope not!!
114: Ever failed a class? yush
115: Ever kissed a boy? no
116: Ever kissed a girl? yes
117: Ever used a little paper bag for lunch? no
118: Have you ever had a job? several, have one right now
119: Have you ever slipped on ice? yes, several times
120: Have you ever missed the bus? not for anything important
121: Have you left the house without money? yes, went to buy food for my snake, left my wallet...
122: Did you ever bully someone on the internet? actual bullying? no, i troll trolls if i see them though
123: Have you ever sexted someone? nope
124: Have you ever had sex in public? nope
125: Did you ever played on a sports team? no
126: Have you ever smoked weed? does second hand count? nah, never myself. friends do though
127: Have you ever smoked cigarettes? does second hand count? again, no
128: Have you ever smoked a cigar? no
129: Did you ever drink alcohol? see my lyric question. A MAN HAS NEED AND THAT NEED IS BOOZE!!
130: Did you ever watched "The Breakfast Club"? dafuq is that?
131: Have you ever been overweight? no
132: Ever had an eating disorder? No
133: Ever been to a wedding? yes, once
134: Ever been in a wedding? no
135: Did you ever made fun of someone for being fat? not once in my life
136: Have you ever been on the COMPUTER for 5 hours straight? 5 hours? 5? 5? HA, i live behind my craptop
137: Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight? no, TV bores me, nothing interesting shows
138: Ever been late for work? yea, a minute.
139: Ever been late for school? yup, trains get delayed. but that happening on the day of an Exam was not cool
140: Ever kissed in the rain? no
141: Did you ever showered with someone else? nope
142: Did you ever fail a DRIVER'S test? never made it to one :3
143: Have you ever run a mile in less than 10 minutes? not that i can remember
144: Ever been outside my home country? loads of times
145: Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? think not
146: Did you ever get your heart broken? no, not really
147: Ever had a CREDIT CARD? yush
148: Ever been to a professional sports game? once, bored out my fucking mind... never again
149: Have you ever broken a bone? no, not planning on it
150: Have you ever been unhappy about your weight? not once
151: Have you ever won a trophy in your life? yush
152: Did you ever cut yourself for no reason? well, the boxes at my work are sharp as fuck! but never intentional
153: Do you have STD? no
154: Ever got engaged? nope
155: Have you ever been on a diet? nope
156: Have you ever been on TV? yea, nothing big though
157: Ever rode in a taxi? yush
158: Ever been to prom? Yush
159: Ever played a drinking game? yush *hick*
160: Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more? yush, during an exam. putting li'll baby sheep on the planet, that was SO COOL
161: Ever been to a concert? SKILLET LIVE!!! so good!!
162: Ever had a three-some? let's start with actual sex. wich is also no
163: Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same sex? nope
164: Have you ever been in a car accident? luckily not
165: Ever had braces? yush
166: Did you ever learn another language? english (dutch natively :P)
167: Ever killed an animal? loads of rats (taking care of reptiles isn't all fun and games)
168: Ever been to a Japanese steakhouse? nope, not yet
169: Do you wear make-up? not while sober
170: Did you ever talked to someone via webcam? yush
171: Did you ever have wisdom teeth taken out? nope, but they might have to though *cries*
172: Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself? nope
173: Did you ever sneak out of the house? nope
174: Did you ever buy porn? buy? nah
175: Ever had a virus on your COMPUTER? Yush
176: Ever dyed your hair? nope
177: Ever had braces? again? i see you Nr. 165 *grins*
178: Did you ever graduated from college? i did :D
179: Did you ever wear someone else's clothes? nope
180: Ever rode in an ambulance? Nope
181: Ever rode in a helicopter? nope
182: Ever caught the stove on fire? luckily not!
183: Ever got in a verbal fight? several
184: Ever meet someone famous? not really
185: Have you ever been on vacation? Loads
186: Ever been on an airplane? several times
187: Ever been on a boat? yush
188: Ever broken something expensive? think i have
189: Did you ever have surgery in your life time? nope
190: Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14? yes, elementy kissing games (good times)
191: Ever beat a video game? HAH!!! all of them!
192: Ever got in a fist fight? nope, steppen in though
193: Did you ever find something valuable on the ground? money mainly
194: Did you ever stalk someone on facebook/MySpace? nope
195: Have you ever prank called someone? Nope
196: What are your top 3 favorite colors? Black, Blue, grey
197: What is your number 1 favorite sport? Gymnastics
198: What's your favorite singer/rapper? several! all metal though \m/(^_^)\m/
199: What is your number 1 favorite animal? and why? DRAGONS!!! cause i may or may not have a little huge fetish for them :3
200: Did you think this looked like fun to do? yush, enjoyed myself :P

yeah, life's been pretty fucking good on my end. between getting a job at samsung (logistics, if you're interested) for like 2 years for sure, and even chances of staying longer and getting things set up for this guided living thing, i daresay i'm on a roll.
now the guided living thing is sort of like a place where you live with multiple people with some form of autism in a house, as preparation for actually living in your own place. so that means we'll kinda just live on our own, but 24-7 there will be somebody to fall back to if we need any form of help.
this is planned to start next year already, so that's kinda fast. but i'm sure that i'll be fine.

and we can add this up to also working as a volunteer at my local animal shelter, petting cats and walking dogs all day FTW!! (well, there is cleaning as well, but that's like 1, maybe 1,5 hours tops so yeah).
AND i also have a very nice volunteer thing going at a not so local theatre-place, where i help with technical stuff. i can just show up there if i can work over there, and they also said that work is the priority, so if a can't show up cause of work, they won't mind.

so all in all, i'd say life is indeed looking bright for me!

so last saturday (18th this month) i went to my very first hard-rock/metal concert.
that was, in one word, EPIC!!
thanks to my friend we did get all the way up front, even though we arrived late.
we where late thanks to the fact that the line for entering was ridiciously long, so we desided to go for a beer up front and give it a wait. by the time we came back... well, nothing changed so we just stood there. luckily it took maybe 15 minutes to get inside, then my buddy kinda mowed his way to the front, and i awkardly followed (apperantly i was to nice, whoops.)

the concert itself, perfect. i had a blast with very few things that bothererd me.
what did bother me is that the guy behind be made the impression i wanted to sit IN my backpack.
we also got into a little fight with some fangirls, they where standing up front, just like us, but didn't like that fact that the pit was opening up, resaulting in my friend getting pushed into those girls (by five or so dudes) and my friend getting the blame...
if you don't want to be near the pit, don't stand in the front, that doesn't take a genious to figure out.
other than that, it was great. the band was awesome, played a lot of great songs, lost my voice for a good hour or so afterwards. and had a few drinks afterwards with some other guys. my friend is one of those guys whom knows the entire goddamn town, so i kinda stuck with him and got a good talk.

so, that's something i'll DEFINETLY will be doing again!!

well, this week not much has happened, i just worked and that is about it.
oh no wiat, i did go to germany with my dad last weekend (hence the lack of an entry that week) to help him with a house he's been working on over there.
well, the house already stands and all, but we;re working on the inside. so i helped with putting up the frame for some wooden walls up in the attic. the idea is that he's gonna split the attic up into several different rooms, quite cool.

so that's about everything, got one more week of work ahead of me, then it's back to looking for a place to work (oh goody, here we go again...) wish me luck!

ok, short one. today at work acutally should've been my last day, however i was approched by the lady in chrage and she asked if i wanted to stick around for another 2 weeks!
so with that, this draggy is FRIGGIN' HAPPY!!

yup, i've made the title more appropriate and i've been in touch with spiritualism for the first time.

so, spritualism is a pretty heavy subject, sure enough. i got it from a friend of mine whom has need of it for his personal reasons (not gonna talk about them cause obvious). But he did explain a ton of it to me, what he feld by doing so, what he could do and so on. pretty heavy, but also very interesting.
ok then, bluntly said, spiritualism is another term for satanism. now before you fly to the comments lemme explain. so apperantly satanism isn't what people say it is (sounded familiar for me, being into BDSM), it's about strengthening the power of the mind, mainly through meditation. through this meditation these people can 'channel' energy, being inward or outward, varying per person. then with this energy these people can do all sorts of things.
so here is what my friend told me: for a few night he's constandly woke up in the middle of the night with the feeling some somebody knocking on his head. after several nights he and some of his friends whom are into the same thing came together and placed this, as he put it, field around the house. then my friend himself put up some sort of vacuum around this field to make it self-sustaining, and even put a (for lack of a better term) "minefield" around the house as well.
and so apperantly after that the knocking did stop, but these "mines" did go off, every time at the same side of the house, being the left side.

and another thing he told me. this does have a longer backstory to it, but since it's rather personal i'm not gonna throw it on here. but the thing is that he (pretty much in front of everyone) attacked somebody through this spiritual energy. the reasons for this are understandable if you know the story, so trust me when i say it's justified.
but what he did (according to himself) was "exhaling" a sort of cloud, that attacked the person he guided it to. and that guy did indeed seem pretty restless, constandly looking around him. could've been just me OR actually the truth.

ok then, my thoughts. in one word: mixed.
i've read a ton about it cause, as i said, it did seem VERY interesting, if only to know more about the subject. (i'm interested in everything supernatural, so this was really interesting for me).
whereas the meditation is something i won't question cause i've had some experience with it myself (especially when i was still into lucid dreaming, you can ask) and then tried meditation according to some instructions given to me. a very similar feeling, the difference is that while meditating you try to keep constious, whereas with lucid dreaming you try to sink away in uncounciousness, then use your mind to shape the world around you.
on the other hand, the knocking story, i found hard to believe, might;ve been his mind playing trick on him. so i've not desided on wether this is true or false. so for now i'll say it's interesting and that's about it.

ok, less heavy news. Diodki666 held this name-contest thingy last year and i won that. but since i'm super smart, i forgot about it untill a few weeks back, and Diodki himself also forgot. but by sending him a note, asking about it he said the deal was still on, and now the art is in my gallery :D
first adult art of my char AND first time my draggy came to life in a drawing! EPIC!!

well, that's about it for this week, heavy stuff and good stuff happened. for now, i have 2 days of work left before i need to search for the next one, wish me luck!!

oh boy, the plan was to submit these every sunday or so, but the eventful weekend and week just made me forget.
in any case, next wensday'll mark the first week of my work, it's pretty tiering but a lotta fun. to bad it's only for 2 weeks, i'd love to stick around longer that that. aww well, maybe an oppertunity jumps up, i'll see.

in any case, the weekend was, as i said, pretty damn filled with stuff, between giving a hand at work saturdaymorning (till 1:15 p.m. or so) and a boardgame evening in my local games-store, and haning around for some minecraft and other games with friends on that sunday, i was pretty exhausted that evening.
and that's about it, nothing much more to say.

one more thing, a little game, if you like (for the few people whom actually read this XD (but if you watch twitch (or any other (live)stream) what is the weirdest, out of context line you've heard over there? can be both form the streamer OR the chat! :D

for me it's the line: "this is the most hasardous striptease ever" in a dark souls stream.

so, i've desided to start holding up some journals over here, you know. to get more involved in the comunity (cause after a year around here, that might be a nice thing.)

also, name for journals shamelesly stolen from  lycanwolf hope ya don't mind!

so let's get started,

today i've got work!! for two weeks i can now work for sweet monies! YAY. the only thing missing now is no partens that hawk on my money like crazy and i'll be able to buy some commisions around these parts. aww well, let's keep that for the future.

so i'll try to keep these regular, maybe once a week or so.
in any case, hope this is the beginning of a nice and long streak of random thoughts!

so this popped up in my inbox a few times, and i'm gonna do it as well. stolen from whoever was the OP

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my arms, after about 5 minutes of just standing there

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
since its my GF, that gonna be a yes

4. Do you plan outfits?
nope, i just pick what's on top of the pile

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
well, just finished a big school report, so satisfied

6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
my pokemon red version :3

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
it was to chaotic to remember, it's all just a blur

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No

9. What are you craving right now?
Nothing

10. Do you floss?
never done, never will

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
the cabbagecurse XD (see how many people get that one)

12. Are you emotional?
not really, over the years of people picking on me i got a 'i don't give a shit' aditiude

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
hmm, yes, i have. counting how often people said cabbage realted stuff in a chat

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Both

15. Do you like your hair?
i do, it's really starting grow nice and long, i love it

16. Do you like yourself?
yup

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
no, i'd rather eat alone

18. What are you listening to right now?
bullet for my valentine

19. Are your parents strict?
at times, especally about my schoolwork

20. Would you go sky diving?
fuck the lord YES!!!!!

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
meh, it's ok

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
yes, a dutch singer i was into several years back.

23. Do you rent movies often?
nope

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
yes, foiled cards from yu-gi-oh

25. How many countries have you visited?
err... quite some, Canada, germany, UK, turkey, switerland, belgium and probably a few others i forgot

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
in my youth, yes

27. Ever been on a train?
just about every day, i use it to get to school

28. Brown or white eggs?
whatever's in the fridge

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
i do, barely use it, but i do

30. Do you use chap stick?
no...? i dunno what it is to be honest

31. Do you own a gun?
nope, that shit's illigal where i come from, i got a pair of combat sticks, a practise knife (dulled off course) and some actual knifes though

32. Can you use chop sticks?
yep, not like a pro, but i can

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
party hardy at buddies :D

34. Are you too forgiving?
sometimes i am

35. Ever been in love?
yes, as in right now

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
school probably

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Yes

38. Last time you cried?
hmm, few years back if memory serves

39. What was the last question you asked?
can you help me with my reports?

40. Favorite time of the year?
winter FTW

41. Do you have any tattoos?
nope

42. Are you sarcastic?
yes, i am pretty often

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no

44. Ever walked into a wall?
yes, yes i have

45. Favorite color?
black

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
yep

47. Is your hair curly?
yes, it curls slightly

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Linkin park's Latest album

49. Do looks matter?
for me no, what matters is on the inside, i couldn't give a bigger crap about looks alone.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
depents on the situation, and if he was clever about it.

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
nope, as i said, barely use the damn thing

52. Do you like your life right now?
i could do for a little less homework, but other than that it's all good

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Nope

54. Can you handle the truth?
yes

55. Do you have good vision?
No, I wear glasses

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yes, yes i do

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
barely

58. The last person you held hands with?
my GF Kyra

59. What are you wearing?
Black T-shirt with a dragon on the back, plain jeans

60. What is your favorite animal?
snakes, love those guys

61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
at a special day where i could go up close to dolphins, that was so awesome

62. Can you hula hoop?
used to

63. Do you have a job?
no

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
other than food? that'd be a copy of dark souls several months back

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes, for fire practise at school, at times at parties where i do wierd shit (and that's while we're still sober, go figure).

yup, antother raffle, but now for nothing less than a freaking PS4!!
by the generous user  Vavel right here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5271795/

jup, not kiddin',  krispup here is rafflin' away $1111. yes, as in, a whole lotta cash, FOR FREE!!!
check it out and enter, and spread the damn word already, GET TO IT!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/
^link to the journal with the details^

so the user  Lapres did a raffle for reaching 50K pagevieuws
go check it out, i have **grins

as i said, armor raffle by  Callykitty ( <-- hope that worked :/ )
that's it, really...