A story about my art
Posted 7 years agoOk before moving on, this is a short story as why im not as confident in my art/work as i use to be. it may be sad to some or not all to others be for me it was life changing and hurt me in a really bad way. so yah here we go.
Some people have asked why im always doing free art and very rarely want money for commissions. well we gotta go back a bit ways. Back in my middle school days, i was confident in everything i did, from the way i dressed to the way i drew. Well i was like that all the way up til the end of high school, when it came time for collage and other thing. Now being a big dreamer that i was and the confident i had i thought any school i wanted. Well skip ahead to the time of interview, now I was heading to the meeting with all my art in hand ready for my next big step of my life, well as i entered the meeting room all that changed. Here i was dressed like a high school kid, an over sized jacket, baggy pants and old beat up bag, while everyone else was dressed like high class. After a bit of waiting it was my turn to show them what i had, needless to say i was proud to show what brought but as time went on and with every page turn my confidence slipped away. what was maybe an hour felt like forever to me. The interviewer placed my art book now and which out skipping a beat said he would not accept me in the school. He said that my art as good as it is, was not enough for their school, that they were looking for real talent, not goofy kid doodles.
With that my world come down fast and i was broken like a glass doll. I stopped drawing for years after that. My confidence was all gone. Now flash back about 2 years ago, while attending a con, i got to have a chat with my friends about furry art and such. Later that night, for some reason i felt like drawing the furry i saw at the con that day, and well ever since then im drawing more and more, I completely changed my style of art and am working on it every single day. Maybe one day Ill be back the confidence i once had, but for now, im alright.
Thank you for your time. :)
Some people have asked why im always doing free art and very rarely want money for commissions. well we gotta go back a bit ways. Back in my middle school days, i was confident in everything i did, from the way i dressed to the way i drew. Well i was like that all the way up til the end of high school, when it came time for collage and other thing. Now being a big dreamer that i was and the confident i had i thought any school i wanted. Well skip ahead to the time of interview, now I was heading to the meeting with all my art in hand ready for my next big step of my life, well as i entered the meeting room all that changed. Here i was dressed like a high school kid, an over sized jacket, baggy pants and old beat up bag, while everyone else was dressed like high class. After a bit of waiting it was my turn to show them what i had, needless to say i was proud to show what brought but as time went on and with every page turn my confidence slipped away. what was maybe an hour felt like forever to me. The interviewer placed my art book now and which out skipping a beat said he would not accept me in the school. He said that my art as good as it is, was not enough for their school, that they were looking for real talent, not goofy kid doodles.
With that my world come down fast and i was broken like a glass doll. I stopped drawing for years after that. My confidence was all gone. Now flash back about 2 years ago, while attending a con, i got to have a chat with my friends about furry art and such. Later that night, for some reason i felt like drawing the furry i saw at the con that day, and well ever since then im drawing more and more, I completely changed my style of art and am working on it every single day. Maybe one day Ill be back the confidence i once had, but for now, im alright.
Thank you for your time. :)
Free art raffle 12/8/17 (CLOSED)
Posted 8 years agoit is not first come first serve!!
How this will work:
-There will be a 1st and 2nd place winners.
-1st place will get a flatcolor bust chibi
-2nd will get line art of bust chibi
-you will comment with a number and reference (3 at the most)
-i will then reply to the winners and note shortly after
-if you have a NSFW reference please give a worning before hand.
-please do note that if you win this raffle you can not enter the next one. Its so every one gets a fare chance.
×× Entry time closes at midnight 12/8/17 Texas time ××
Have fun and be nice to all, should i see you are not and being a jerk you will disqualified and blocked.
GOOD LUCK ALL!!!
-please refer to my rules as well : https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8527902/RULES
Posted 8 years agoIF YOU BREAK A RULE, YOU WILL BE GIVEN 1 WARNING... OR YOU WILL BE BANNED/BLOCKED WITHOUT WARNING IF THE ISSUE IS BAD ENOUGH!
1. DONT BE MEAN!!
2. Please be kind and fair with others
3. Dont rush me (have responsibilities that come first)
4. Please understand that I may not pick some that look to difficult (Unless commissioned)
5. All art will be winged if not asked for something specific
6. Trades are welcome, Only if we can agree on both sides.
6.5 Once I am done on my end I shall send a preview once you have finished up on your side i shall make my water mark smaller and less visible on the file i send you
7. I am not required to finish a freebie, so please be understanding... if not, you will be banned/blocked
8. If you dont like what was given/made, then .... im so so sorry, ;n;
9. I am not good at NSFW so please dont ask until i say other wise.
10. Please dont beg for free art, it makes me feel bad
11. PLEASE PLEASE dont mock my art, I am very sensitive about that
12. PLEASE!!! DO NOT GUILT ME!!! this includes comments like "no one ever picks me" and "my characters arent ever good enough" and many more like it!!
13. do not use any sort of slur that can be used to offend. even if you are just using it on yourself, so on...ALSO, NO dehumanizing or racist slurs!!
14. Do not draw any of my oc's without my ok (and please let me know if its NSFW, i can not stress enough how uncountable that makes me)
15. I have the right to reject service.
16. Should you move ref. sheet/character and fail to send me a new link, I will take that as you do not want to art anymore (It is not my job to go looking for the character you want me to draw)
17.As mush as I would love to, I can not stream my work atm. My laptop battery was stolen (who even dose that?) and now all my art is done on desktop and trying to get stream settings right is just to much of a pain sorry
RULES MAY BE UPDATED OR CHANGED, SO WATCH OUT!!
Will/Wont Draw
Won't draw:
°fetish art
°bdsm
°vore (nope no aot here nope)
°diaperfurs / babyfurs ( please don't ask, no offensive but it weirds me out sorry)
° crazy muscle
°pregnancy ( I just can't)
°watersports / scat
°fatfurs (like those crazy big ones)
°homophobic / transphobic / racist
°rape or abuse
Will draw:
°any type of animal if possible
° mild gore
° Pokémon/mlp
°yaoi
°shotas (SFW ONLY)
FA+
