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General | Posted 6 years agoSo VERY recently I received this commission from the lovely
luiske476 over into the twitter relm take a look!
https://twitter.com/luiske476/statu.....573839360?s=19
For those of you who don't know who this is, This character belonged to a friend of mine, but now has given me the rights to her~! This mad queen will be added into the my roster of women in due time! Reference sheet is in the making!
Now unfortunately the people he's aware of are currently unable to provide services to be able to make a SFM variation of this model, If anyone knows anyone who is able to help me or even better be able to make a rig set up and a version to put into SFM i would most appreciate to be able to get in contact with them! Weather or not i'll have to commission them is of no concern to me as i would REALLY like to have this model into the program i'm most familiar with!
Spread the word if you would be so kind please! in hopes i'll be able to animate with this model!
Thanks!
luiske476 over into the twitter relm take a look!
https://twitter.com/luiske476/statu.....573839360?s=19
For those of you who don't know who this is, This character belonged to a friend of mine, but now has given me the rights to her~! This mad queen will be added into the my roster of women in due time! Reference sheet is in the making!
Now unfortunately the people he's aware of are currently unable to provide services to be able to make a SFM variation of this model, If anyone knows anyone who is able to help me or even better be able to make a rig set up and a version to put into SFM i would most appreciate to be able to get in contact with them! Weather or not i'll have to commission them is of no concern to me as i would REALLY like to have this model into the program i'm most familiar with!
Spread the word if you would be so kind please! in hopes i'll be able to animate with this model!
Thanks!
So.... (anxiety talk/ needing some help)
General | Posted 7 years agoSo... I normally dont do this shit but I really dont have many ideas to fix this at this point. And i dont expect, really, ANYONE, to read this. (cuz no one really reads my journals regardless-)
Obviously many of you suffer with varying degrees of anxiety, and this place is great for coming up with ideas.
So to start off with, lemme explain my anxiety, see if anyone may have similar experiences with me..
And up front, forgive me if I sound run-off'y or just up right not making any sense.. I'm not really good at this-
My anxiety has been at the point to where i'm no longer able to hold a job. I could be at a jobsite, just fine, but then when someone says something simple, or does something simple, or even has me do something, a memories start violently coming back to me. Now when i say violently, I mean the memory brings out emotion of fear, despite how good or bad the memory can be, it's always in a terror like light.. and i cant think of anything else. This goes on for a few minutes...
While that is taking place. my arm tends to start spazzing, like someone's poking me with a statically charged touch, quickly becoming more intense the memory sticks around, like someone's poking my arm with a taser, constantly making my arm tingle and twitch. These shocks become more intense if i dont try to fight off the thoughts. If not, My chest begins to feel more and more compressed, like someone's stepping on my chest, trying to get me to stop breathing. (these are level 1-4's)
Continuing on if it doesnt stop there, the shocks start effecting my legs, easily taking over both, basically making have to sit down or else i'll risk of just falling over. The intensity of the shocks will intensify in both legs and LEFT arm. Causing more and more distress while the memory continues to take hold. ( level 5-7)
At this point, I'm better off being alone and no one around me help, since being around others only makes things worse as if i'm triggered again by accident by someone it can lead to my RIGHT arm becoming shocked, which is bad considering i need one limb to try and get feeling back in my other limbs, reactivating and relaxing muscles that've tightened too much from the tension. At which point, the pressure on my lungs increases to the point i can hardly breath, and the shocks now turn a burning sensation. Littertally having to strip off cloths to try and cool myself down, which is hard to do already at this point... (level 8-10)
I've always delt with these in silence as to try and get a hold of it myself.. And i cant quite get medical or therapy help for this, cuz insurance is another factor to really trigger it- the process, what to look for, the multitude of what you can get and how much is everything going to be- Suffice to say i dont make a good adult.... at all... like i have NO clue...
I've also tried CBD based vapes. Which has worked slighty, though it only delays the feeling until the stuff wears off, then it throws me the entire sensation in one smack.... what could have been a level 3-4, turned into a level 7... to say the least...
So.. for those who have read this thus far... thank you. and i hope you can help.
Now my questions are, Has you anxiety done this to you? How do you deal with your anxiety (i know everyone is different so i wanna see if i can find a result that works)?
I may add to this later, or i'll just make discussions in the comments of this journal (if anyone does speak-)
Obviously many of you suffer with varying degrees of anxiety, and this place is great for coming up with ideas.
So to start off with, lemme explain my anxiety, see if anyone may have similar experiences with me..
And up front, forgive me if I sound run-off'y or just up right not making any sense.. I'm not really good at this-
My anxiety has been at the point to where i'm no longer able to hold a job. I could be at a jobsite, just fine, but then when someone says something simple, or does something simple, or even has me do something, a memories start violently coming back to me. Now when i say violently, I mean the memory brings out emotion of fear, despite how good or bad the memory can be, it's always in a terror like light.. and i cant think of anything else. This goes on for a few minutes...
While that is taking place. my arm tends to start spazzing, like someone's poking me with a statically charged touch, quickly becoming more intense the memory sticks around, like someone's poking my arm with a taser, constantly making my arm tingle and twitch. These shocks become more intense if i dont try to fight off the thoughts. If not, My chest begins to feel more and more compressed, like someone's stepping on my chest, trying to get me to stop breathing. (these are level 1-4's)
Continuing on if it doesnt stop there, the shocks start effecting my legs, easily taking over both, basically making have to sit down or else i'll risk of just falling over. The intensity of the shocks will intensify in both legs and LEFT arm. Causing more and more distress while the memory continues to take hold. ( level 5-7)
At this point, I'm better off being alone and no one around me help, since being around others only makes things worse as if i'm triggered again by accident by someone it can lead to my RIGHT arm becoming shocked, which is bad considering i need one limb to try and get feeling back in my other limbs, reactivating and relaxing muscles that've tightened too much from the tension. At which point, the pressure on my lungs increases to the point i can hardly breath, and the shocks now turn a burning sensation. Littertally having to strip off cloths to try and cool myself down, which is hard to do already at this point... (level 8-10)
I've always delt with these in silence as to try and get a hold of it myself.. And i cant quite get medical or therapy help for this, cuz insurance is another factor to really trigger it- the process, what to look for, the multitude of what you can get and how much is everything going to be- Suffice to say i dont make a good adult.... at all... like i have NO clue...
I've also tried CBD based vapes. Which has worked slighty, though it only delays the feeling until the stuff wears off, then it throws me the entire sensation in one smack.... what could have been a level 3-4, turned into a level 7... to say the least...
So.. for those who have read this thus far... thank you. and i hope you can help.
Now my questions are, Has you anxiety done this to you? How do you deal with your anxiety (i know everyone is different so i wanna see if i can find a result that works)?
I may add to this later, or i'll just make discussions in the comments of this journal (if anyone does speak-)
