I should have crashed out several hours ago
but I have been taking care of my nephew
helped my sister cook for a family friend
made my niece juice for the morning
brought the pigs inside
took my older brother a large bucket full of water so he could put out his bonfire
now I am waiting patiently for my mother to get home so I have give her the details of what went on today
I guess I am just too nice
I am running on two hours of sleep and I really wanted to be in a deep sleep by now but I am keeping myself busy instead
I probably will not bother replying to this for a while I will probably be in a comalike sleep for 14 hours starting any time within the next two hours depending on how things play out from here

There is a lot more on the list of what I did since I got home from the renfaire but I really am too lethargic to list them

I have an idea in mind for a new character that will probably be for a story or two if I every feel like writing
It will be an otter that is cursed by the moon
Although I will probably never post pictures that show his tattoo which will be a symbol that I will not spread on the internet
It's nothing bad or inappropriate it's just something I don't want copied

For a name I am thinking along the lines of Ti'luk
As for colors I am thinking either white or grey the tattoos will be either purple black or blue depending on how I want the contrast

If I do end up making him I may show a front or side view but never back

I got my first pair of contacts today....
the prescription is almost identical to my last pair of glasses
but everything looks a lot clearer when you have peripheral vision again
It will be a bit to get use to but I can see myself wearing them a lot more than glasses

Every hour that passes is another hour closer to when I figure out if I got the job
It will be my first job and it pays $16.50 an hour for 24+ hour weeks
If I get it I will no longer be a leech and I can actually help out financially

Tomorrow I have a job interview at Pit Ohio
The starting pay is amazing, it's dock work.
My brother and father both work there.

If I get the job I will be thrilled

I am tired of hearing women saying "all men are jerks!"
What they should be saying is " I am tired of dating jerks!"
because when they say that all men are jerks it sounds like "I only date jerks"

It's like grabbing a basket of assorted fruit and eating all of the grapes and complaining that you hate them. then when someone asks why you are them you say "all fruits are grapes".

Someone on meetme post a picture saying Fuck You
as always when i see that i comment Maybe later
she said it was not an offer and she had a boyfriend
i told her that if she was going to post pictures like that to expect sarcastic ries
then she proceded to say that she thought i was being rude since jer boyfriend was in her profile picture
At that point i was trying not to laugh as i told her i always comment that on simiar pics and that i say it to everyone
after that i told her that if she wanted to point fingers for being rude that there were many people wbo would consider that picture extremely rude

so not that long ago a spider was crawling on my arm
before I knew it I told it "just ask next time" before gently brushing it off

Now I am wonder why I was talking to a spider and where it went
recently spiders have been trying to get in my pants.. literally
I get out of the shower and pick up my pants only to see a spider take off out of the leg
the same one that was in my pj pants before I took a shower..
it is kinda creepy but I guess I am that sexy

So my brother has yet again done something stupid...
He asked one of my moms coworkers to have sex with him...
That coworker is already in a relationship and has been planning on moving in with her boyfriend for a while...

I want to meet a guy locally who has a jacobs ladder
mainly to ask questions but if they're in the right age group takong it for a test ride

I had fun with an egg timer for boiled eggs this morning leading up to a fishing trip with my dad
and when I get home my ex annoys me so I get to torture him about his horrible grammar
When he got pissed I asked him what he still saw in me
now I am trying to convince him that I will slowly kill off the parts of me he likes
The last time he annoyed me like this I dumped him like table scraps into a garbage disposal
He really should tread lightly before I make his world crash down around him again
I hated it for a while and now I am starting to love it again
he really should not trigger this side of me

So yesterday at the store I managed to pick up a Norpro 5903 Egg Timer for $1 on clearance
it changes color to indicate when the eggs will be done
I keep checking on it every few seconds.... it is too amusing to watch
then I got to check on it constantly as it cooled down.....

it works pretty well, it is entertaining, I'd say it was well worth a dollar!

yeah so F5 to see my new icon which is Concession Comic based
it was one of the fan made icons on their site

Most people hide their porn folder on their computer
well I don't keep a porn folder.... well I have a few images of Maeniel I won in raffles.....
I am considering making a porn folder on my computer that would be for future mates or possible mates to see
I got the idea from a friend who has a tumblr account dedicated to porn and fetish pics and gifs so people know their kinks
I wonder if I should make a folder on my computer or maybe just a flash drive with samples.
Normally I avoid porn because my imagination is quite potent with perverted situations
I rarely ever find anything that compliments my mental images in porn videos or pictures
but I may keep a collection for display to a chosen few
Although I am guilty of persuading people I just met into showing me their porn folders
idk but I tend to keep tabs on peoples kinks and habbits so I can tease them constantly with images and key phases
A guy I use to know had a major strawberry fetish so I would occasionally send him pictures of strawberries and tell him what he could do with them and fuel his sexual fantasies

I found recipes for fudge and ice cream using cake mix

It seems I have managed to lose 9 watchers!!
6 on here and 3 on a fan page

I really don't care why, I am actually glad that people are taking me off their watch list.
I don't post much, I don't try to get watchers, I don't care if anyone watches me or not.

I have not been active recently but it seems to be within the last week that they did it.
I wonder what I said that was so offensive to them that they unwatched me so I can keep up the good work.

If I ever get about $50,000 to spend however I want.....

I will get a new vehicle for around $30,000
put around $3,000-5,000 for a quality fursuit
after getting a realistic ref sheet
I will get a large mural of Maeniel on my hood
then I would work on filling my back with tattoos I have planned
Set up an amazing altar with a variety of crystals


I have a few other ideas but those can wait for another time

I'm just going to put this out here....
If one of my friends decided to attempt suicide I feel that is a good enough reason for a cigarette
otherwise keep those things away from me

Ever wonder what a fursuit head looks like if you remove the blank and strip it down to basics?
well after getting her head redone a friend of mine has just the fur from her old mask and a few random pieces (eyes, jaw, etc.) and we did a little photo shoot which turned out hilarious

I wonder if anyone would be interested in seeing the pics

I went to my best friends birthday party today
it was fun
I also decided I might as well try shots for the first time
I decided to stop after 3 lol
the first did nothing
the second I noticed everything taking a second longer to register
and the third I felt like a bobblehead

after that I ended up drinking a mikes hard lemonade or two
first time getting drunk but it was fun
now I should probably take a shower and drink lots of water
the headache just started setting in and i go fishing in 6 hours

So everyone has been flooding facebook with anti-abortion photos

this most recent one said "abortion ends human life"

so my reply to that is "Water ends human life, food ends human life, breathing ends human life."

If someone told me that I would be guaranteed to make 3 top telling albums writing songs for a band
I have an idea to keep to fans hooked for possible albums

I would write a story and break it into 7 parts

I would take those parts and turn them into songs
of those parts I would hide them scattered through the albums

the names would be
the Fall of Alpha
Chaos Cloud Beta
Gamma of the Deceitful
Erosion of the Delta
Epsilon storm
Zeta of the loveless
Compassion of Eta


I am going to give a rough outline

A territory was ruled by two kings who were raised like brothers in hopes to end a war that had lasted several generations. each had their own families and their own castle on either side. Although they lived apart, they had no line drawn as to who owned what. One day the eldest of the two kings was fatally wounded while on a diplomatic mission to a neighboring kingdom, the youngest had believed it was an assassination attempt.

The day his older brother died the king swore to destroy the kingdom that had killed his brother. He became unforgiving and drove farmers and their kids to enlist as soldiers. Daily a new fire had been started in one of the warring camps in attempt to destroy their enemies supplies. it was as if the entire kingdom had fallen into bloodlust.

After a year the kingdom being attacked sent a messenger asking for a truce. They were suppose to meet at a lakeshore in 3 days. little did the mourning king know that the lake had dried up months ago leaving a shallow bowl in the earth.

The moon tonight is fucking beautiful i am going to stay awake to watch it
i dont know why but tonight i can read the stars
they each have a story and an aura
some are sad and others are angry
they seem off balance around the calm moon as if they envy it

They call out yet the try to hide when i focus on then


Edit:
And 20 minutes later it seems like it darted away from me through the treeline
leaving me energized, disappointed, and oddly sore.

It seems like the artist is a pimp whoring out peoples characters for a profit
that has been my 3am insight

Because the food is too damn tasty...