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hey guys so for those who don't know I recently had gotten surgery, nothing major I got a pilonidal cyst removal which has left me with a big cut...5 inches of stitching yayyyy x3 anywho since im gonna be in bed for a while I was wondering if any of y'all wanna talk? im honestly...bored xD im in a good mood despite having a huge cut on my butt soooo yeah come chat with me if you want send me a note or ask me for my telegram or discord. thanks guys take care ^^

Yuuuuuup I just turned 19 today.....I feel nothing different xDD anywho hope y'all are doing good will be posting new art soon been busy as all heck xp have a nice one dudes and dudettes ^^

So as some of you dudes know my stylus for my tablet stopped working like...5 months ago? Anywho I have just brought a replacement one and looking forward to drawing digitally again, which might feel odd but hey I'll be happy drawing ^^ ohh by the way I've made a telegram recently feel free to add me @ Hellscarred x3 that's all take care dudes and dudettes!

yuuuuuuuuuup you read right ,this dude is done with school ughhhhhhhh finally x3 nah I'm gonna miss school honestly well only my friends....anywho graduation was fun I cracked jokes with my friend for like 3 hours straight.......yeahhhhhh we're dumb x3 anywho I'm finally out not sure what to do but I'll do something maybe I'll start drawing once more again ^^ love you dudes and dudettes ahhhhhhhhhh so happy xD

heyyyyyyyyy dudes and dudettes.........long time no action here huh? yeahhhhhhh been busy with school and hanging out with friends and trying to freaking graduate aghhhhhhh xDD but at the topic ahead I'm real excited today cause it's proooooooooom tonight ahhhh, I picked out my fancy clothes and everything funny story by the way, while trying out vest "normally when it comes to shirts I wear a size small" so I picked out a size small vest and.......my chest was too big for it yup......like legit around the midsection it fit perfectly but when I tried to button the chest area nope wasn't happening, a store worker even said "if you didn't have such a big chest the vest would definitely fit you" xDD but yeah I'm looking really forward to tonight my "date" got herself ready yesterday and is being very secretive on what she's wearing so looking forward to seeing ourselves in fancy clothing.......*snickers*......fancy x3 welp that's all dudes i'll probably make another journal when I come back from prom wish me luck......aint a good dancer....well....never danced before x3 but yeah see ya later guys!!!!!! "p.s. yes I still draw but too lazy to post" xD

so I've been thinking about something that happened in the morning today but I'm still quite confused and scared I guess? I woke up like normal today did my usual routine warming up for a run I do on mornings but while I was watching the television for weather my head started to hurt badly and my vision went blurry so I just closed my eyes for a second and all of a sudden I slowly woke up from the floor my whole body shaking hard to the point were every part was hurting really bad and when I tried to stand up I couldn't breathe it felt like someone was choking me and I tried reaching for my phone to call 911 but I couldn't ,I couldn't control my body so I lied on the floor thinking I'm either having a seizure or something ,scared my body stopped shaking afterwards but then my whole body felt like I went dead cold started sweating a lot and I felt like throwing up after 2 minutes everything went back to normal and I drank a soda thinking maybe my blood sugar was extremely low cause I don't drink or eat much sugar for months now but looking back I'm confused cause I didn't do anything different this day but this experience just scared the living hell out of me I've been doing good now nothing else happened afterwards but I was wondering if something like this happened to anybody else?

so for those who don't know I start my first day of school tomorrow which also marks the beginning of my senior year aghhh x3 originally the first day of school was supposed to be on the 28 of august but due to the hurricane that hit in Houston it was moved back due to damages, anywho I'm real excited and....nervous....please god.....don't give me a type of math subject for my first period x3 well that's all sadly I didn't get to finish a drawing I meant to post today but hopefully I can finish it by tomorrow but for now sleep xD bye dudes and dudettes wish me luck......i'll need it x3 goodnight!