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Can this be a nightmare PLEASE?
Posted 11 years agoMy grandmother dies of a heart attack, and now my grandfather has been diagnosed with untreatable cancer.
They've given him anywhere from a week to a couple of months.
He's been one of the few people that have supported me through everything, and now the very same thing that took my dad is taking him.
They've given him anywhere from a week to a couple of months.
He's been one of the few people that have supported me through everything, and now the very same thing that took my dad is taking him.
My Grandmother Died.
Posted 11 years agoTwo days ago my grandmother died of a massive heart attack. There was nothing that could be done to save her.
We where very close, and I’m still trying to process it, I just wish it was a nightmare, but I know it’s not…
I’m not going to be around for a while still, dealing with this and a move at the same time is taking every bit of energy I have. I don’t know how long this will take, or how long it will take for me to pick up the pieces at the end of all this.
We where very close, and I’m still trying to process it, I just wish it was a nightmare, but I know it’s not…
I’m not going to be around for a while still, dealing with this and a move at the same time is taking every bit of energy I have. I don’t know how long this will take, or how long it will take for me to pick up the pieces at the end of all this.
I was feeling pretty bad and then I found awesome.
Posted 12 years agoI was really depressed earlier, I ducked out of conversations with people and I’m really sorry about that >.-.> I just felt like absolute shit…
But then I found something awesome. You see, I’m a huge oldschool gamer, especially FPS like Blood and Duke Nukem 3D. Now there’s a source port for Duke Nukem 3D, but even though they shared the original engine, Blood used a heavily customized version, so the port couldn’t run it. This was a disappointment for many gamers including myself, but…
Someone is fixing that!
It’s called BloodCM, and it’s a complete conversion for Duke Nukem 3D that recreates Blood’s entire mechanics, gameplay, and everything else, in a form compatible with the Eduke32 source port. It’s even mostly playable right now, with the first two episodes fully converted.
Hopefully soon I’ll be able to relive the glorious joy I had playing Co-operatively with my brother, or blowing his head off in deathmatch >.-.<
I have never been more excited for a project in my life, I want this to get to 100% completion more than any other mod or game ever.
But then I found something awesome. You see, I’m a huge oldschool gamer, especially FPS like Blood and Duke Nukem 3D. Now there’s a source port for Duke Nukem 3D, but even though they shared the original engine, Blood used a heavily customized version, so the port couldn’t run it. This was a disappointment for many gamers including myself, but…
Someone is fixing that!
It’s called BloodCM, and it’s a complete conversion for Duke Nukem 3D that recreates Blood’s entire mechanics, gameplay, and everything else, in a form compatible with the Eduke32 source port. It’s even mostly playable right now, with the first two episodes fully converted.
Hopefully soon I’ll be able to relive the glorious joy I had playing Co-operatively with my brother, or blowing his head off in deathmatch >.-.<
I have never been more excited for a project in my life, I want this to get to 100% completion more than any other mod or game ever.
2014 update
Posted 12 years agoSo yeah... I've been pretty dead around here for a while. I'm hoping that throughout 2014 I'll be a bit more active.
I recently got a new tablet, my old Bamboo fun medium finally bit it. I got a Monoprice 10x6.25 with 8 side buttons. I LOVE IT. It's so much more accurate, with the extra pen they offer it's very smooth and precise.
Unfortunately to get it I had to take Pony art commissions, as well as a few furry ones. So I have about five of those lined up in total. I'll be getting through those on and off though, while working on other stuff. I've got some ideas in mind, more art of Irso, some fan art of characters that I've been meaning to draw for a long time.
I've got a lot planned, and I intend to do all of it, and keep a list rolling all the time. I really want to start doing commissions, so I need to be productive on demand, instead of on and off like I am now.
I recently got a new tablet, my old Bamboo fun medium finally bit it. I got a Monoprice 10x6.25 with 8 side buttons. I LOVE IT. It's so much more accurate, with the extra pen they offer it's very smooth and precise.
Unfortunately to get it I had to take Pony art commissions, as well as a few furry ones. So I have about five of those lined up in total. I'll be getting through those on and off though, while working on other stuff. I've got some ideas in mind, more art of Irso, some fan art of characters that I've been meaning to draw for a long time.
I've got a lot planned, and I intend to do all of it, and keep a list rolling all the time. I really want to start doing commissions, so I need to be productive on demand, instead of on and off like I am now.
Did an SFM video
Posted 12 years agoYes it's ponies, but hey, their lip sync capabilities are awesome. This is my first ever SFM video, thanks to past experience with 2d and 3d animation I like to think it doesn't suck. >.=.<
DSL GET!
Posted 12 years agoSo, three days away from my birthday and my DSL has finally been installed and activated!
It took a fair bit of work on my part, the tech had the easy bit >.=.< I had to re-flash an old Bell 2-wire modem and then use a special key code to custom configure it for my ISP. In the end we missed one little detail over the phone and it turned into about an hour of both myself and my ISP running around trying to figure it out.
But now I'm hooked up! my link speed is actually 7mbps down and 1mbps up. Faster than I was told it would be, but that's just a bonus ^.=.^
It took a fair bit of work on my part, the tech had the easy bit >.=.< I had to re-flash an old Bell 2-wire modem and then use a special key code to custom configure it for my ISP. In the end we missed one little detail over the phone and it turned into about an hour of both myself and my ISP running around trying to figure it out.
But now I'm hooked up! my link speed is actually 7mbps down and 1mbps up. Faster than I was told it would be, but that's just a bonus ^.=.^
Birthday in 10 days!
Posted 12 years agoNovember 10th is my birthday, and I have absolutely nothing planned >.=.< Probably just going to sit around and do nothing.
Just bought an SSD, and DSL hookup!
Posted 12 years agoSo, it's been time to upgrade my hard drives for a while now. Until now I've had a grand total of 540gb of storage between the two drives in my case >.=.< And somehow I got by with that despite all the crap I've collected over the years. Thanks to some extra cash I got in I was able to get a 2TB HDD and a 120gb SSD.
This will be the first time I use an SSD in any of my computers, I've always been hesitant to use them as their reliability wasn't all that great in the beginning and they aren't nearly as proven as HDDs. But I figured by now they should be reliable enough as an OS drive, though the 2TB will still be holding all my important stuff.
For those curious I got a Kingston HyperX 3k. It's not high end but the life expectancy they are boasting with the duty level it's expected to see should be more than enough. 3 Years plus a bit, for an OS drive seems about fair for an SSD.
In other news I finally got the lines sorted in my apartment, by pulling them all out and patching together what I could >.=.< So I went and signed up for a local DSL service, they are cheaper than the big names, and I should have a working DSL connection in two to three weeks. It only takes that long because Bell Canada still has to come and hook a line up... and they are slow.
This will be the first time I use an SSD in any of my computers, I've always been hesitant to use them as their reliability wasn't all that great in the beginning and they aren't nearly as proven as HDDs. But I figured by now they should be reliable enough as an OS drive, though the 2TB will still be holding all my important stuff.
For those curious I got a Kingston HyperX 3k. It's not high end but the life expectancy they are boasting with the duty level it's expected to see should be more than enough. 3 Years plus a bit, for an OS drive seems about fair for an SSD.
In other news I finally got the lines sorted in my apartment, by pulling them all out and patching together what I could >.=.< So I went and signed up for a local DSL service, they are cheaper than the big names, and I should have a working DSL connection in two to three weeks. It only takes that long because Bell Canada still has to come and hook a line up... and they are slow.
Irso information for those interested!
Posted 12 years agoI know some of you might be interested in this information, so I thought I'd put it up in a journal.
General:
Irso's name is an acronym for Infinitely Re-configurable Semi-synthetic Organism, the reason behind this is explained below.
Irso in default form and figure is 35 feet tall standing upright, or 16 feet to the shoulders on all fours.
He weighs in at a scale crushing 88 tons.
He can lift just a little over a 1000 tons over his head, his synthetic reinforced frame and muscles allowing him far more power than a natural dragon.
He is flight capable, but very slow and not nearly as agile a flyer as the average dragon.
The dirty stuff:
At default Irso is quite over sized, his member an excessive 12 feet long when fully hard, it is 3.5 feet wide at it's thickest point.
His knot swells out to 5 feet wide at climax, and can push out to 6 feet if something puts restriction behind it.
His default load is a very excessive 900 gallons, each of his balls being the size of a 450 gallon tank.
His endowments can not fit inside their natural protective pouch, he needs to shrink them to be decent.
Full description:
He is a walking, talking science experiment, but he started out as an all around average green dragon, nothing special about him at all. When asked if he would like to take part in a research program he volunteered to be the primary test subject. The intent of the experiment was to see just how far nano-synthetic augmentation systems could be taken. Usually they are used to replace lost limbs or permanently enhance an individual, preconfigured to a specific setup for that individual.
The reason he is no longer green is because the synthetics replaced so much of his body, and even though he could easily have it modified to be green, he considers himself no longer the dragon he was before. He even decided to take on the project name as his own, his original name being unknown beyond the scientists that originally worked on his synthetics.
The scientists behind Irso's new form wanted to see just how much they could replace, and what would happen if the individual the system is installed in had control of it's full potential. This means that Irso is not only generally enhanced, but can re-configure at will. As a result, 90% of his mass is now synthetic, and his brain is connected to the system directly, allowing him to control it just by thinking about what he wants to do, just by willing it to happen he can change muscle mass or other details. He doesn't change his looks much otherwise however, preferring to keep the look he has. His hide and just about everything about him looks and feels natural, the synthetics being designed as such.
The only limitation to the system is that to increase his total mass he has to take in material, and to decrease it he has to get rid of material. He can however eat just about anything, or take in material from a port on the back of his neck, that is linked directly to the nano-synthetic's conversion system. To reduce mass he has to either have it drained from the port, or blow it off in a rather unusual and at times quite messy way. An interesting note on that front is the default place for excess mass to go is volume for a sexual release, mostly because that's the only other way than the port for it to be blown off. Irso has no normal digestive function, and eating adds mass since anything he takes in can be converted into whatever he needs or stored, and if he didn't release it from time to time his muscle mass or some other part of him would have to continue to increase. This can be problematic since he's already so large.
Lastly, Personality. Irso is generally very friendly, At times he can be a bit of a gentle giant. He's very mild tempered, there isn't much that will piss him off, and if something does it's usually just a vocal response. However, he does have a bit of a competitive nature, as well as no hesitation in showing off his body, or what it's capable of. Especially if he's asked too, and he loves to be asked too. He set his default build with the specific intention of putting on a show wherever he goes.
He also has a rather high sex drive, though it's not out of control. He likes to push things to the limit, either with a partner or alone. If he hasn't pushed his partner to their limits, or made a massive mess, he won't be satisfied until he has. Finding partners is difficult, though his augmentations mean he can adjust himself if needed, although he hesitates to reduce his size and prefers if they can adjust to him if that's the case.
General:
Irso's name is an acronym for Infinitely Re-configurable Semi-synthetic Organism, the reason behind this is explained below.
Irso in default form and figure is 35 feet tall standing upright, or 16 feet to the shoulders on all fours.
He weighs in at a scale crushing 88 tons.
He can lift just a little over a 1000 tons over his head, his synthetic reinforced frame and muscles allowing him far more power than a natural dragon.
He is flight capable, but very slow and not nearly as agile a flyer as the average dragon.
The dirty stuff:
At default Irso is quite over sized, his member an excessive 12 feet long when fully hard, it is 3.5 feet wide at it's thickest point.
His knot swells out to 5 feet wide at climax, and can push out to 6 feet if something puts restriction behind it.
His default load is a very excessive 900 gallons, each of his balls being the size of a 450 gallon tank.
His endowments can not fit inside their natural protective pouch, he needs to shrink them to be decent.
Full description:
He is a walking, talking science experiment, but he started out as an all around average green dragon, nothing special about him at all. When asked if he would like to take part in a research program he volunteered to be the primary test subject. The intent of the experiment was to see just how far nano-synthetic augmentation systems could be taken. Usually they are used to replace lost limbs or permanently enhance an individual, preconfigured to a specific setup for that individual.
The reason he is no longer green is because the synthetics replaced so much of his body, and even though he could easily have it modified to be green, he considers himself no longer the dragon he was before. He even decided to take on the project name as his own, his original name being unknown beyond the scientists that originally worked on his synthetics.
The scientists behind Irso's new form wanted to see just how much they could replace, and what would happen if the individual the system is installed in had control of it's full potential. This means that Irso is not only generally enhanced, but can re-configure at will. As a result, 90% of his mass is now synthetic, and his brain is connected to the system directly, allowing him to control it just by thinking about what he wants to do, just by willing it to happen he can change muscle mass or other details. He doesn't change his looks much otherwise however, preferring to keep the look he has. His hide and just about everything about him looks and feels natural, the synthetics being designed as such.
The only limitation to the system is that to increase his total mass he has to take in material, and to decrease it he has to get rid of material. He can however eat just about anything, or take in material from a port on the back of his neck, that is linked directly to the nano-synthetic's conversion system. To reduce mass he has to either have it drained from the port, or blow it off in a rather unusual and at times quite messy way. An interesting note on that front is the default place for excess mass to go is volume for a sexual release, mostly because that's the only other way than the port for it to be blown off. Irso has no normal digestive function, and eating adds mass since anything he takes in can be converted into whatever he needs or stored, and if he didn't release it from time to time his muscle mass or some other part of him would have to continue to increase. This can be problematic since he's already so large.
Lastly, Personality. Irso is generally very friendly, At times he can be a bit of a gentle giant. He's very mild tempered, there isn't much that will piss him off, and if something does it's usually just a vocal response. However, he does have a bit of a competitive nature, as well as no hesitation in showing off his body, or what it's capable of. Especially if he's asked too, and he loves to be asked too. He set his default build with the specific intention of putting on a show wherever he goes.
He also has a rather high sex drive, though it's not out of control. He likes to push things to the limit, either with a partner or alone. If he hasn't pushed his partner to their limits, or made a massive mess, he won't be satisfied until he has. Finding partners is difficult, though his augmentations mean he can adjust himself if needed, although he hesitates to reduce his size and prefers if they can adjust to him if that's the case.
Decided then! New character, named Irso
Posted 12 years agoI'm going with an all new character.
He will be a bio-engineered dragon, an "infinitely re-configurable semi-synthetic organism" going by the name Irso
He was a willing participant in an experiment to see just how far a new nano technology could be pushed. His whole body, bones, muscles, hide, everything, are all a nano-machine maintained synthetic tissue, weaved in with natural organic tissue that can also be modified and maintained by the nano system. This gives him the ability to change his height, muscle mass, the size of his endowments, just about anything he wants. Aside from changing species and features, which he will always keep.
There is a catch however, he needs to take in mass to go up, and reduce his mass to go back down. He can shift mass around, increasing muscles by decreasing height, or the reverse. He can go hyper by trading mass off for it, and things like that. But in order to gain, he has to either eat stuff, and he can eat just about anything, or take in a special fluid through an intake port at the base of the back of his neck.
Also, everything he takes in is used, or reconfigured at a molecular level and stored, so there's never any waste, which means his total mass is always going up as he eats daily. This means he has to release some of it somehow, or he'd always be growing. And an interesting note is that unless he assigns the mass to something, it's automatically stored as reproductive mass, which has lead to an easy way to deal the excess. >.=.<
Physically he looks to be the same species of dragon as Razor, just without the titan gene. This means he lacks the plates on the sides of his snout and under his eyes. He's completely white, with grey claws, teeth, and horns. His eyes are a bright very bright yellow. His snout is shorter, and he has three spines under his horns, the top most being half the length of his horns and getting shorter as they go down.
All in all the character came together pretty fast, with the help of a lot of you! ^.=.^ I hope to be drawing him soon.
He will be a bio-engineered dragon, an "infinitely re-configurable semi-synthetic organism" going by the name Irso
He was a willing participant in an experiment to see just how far a new nano technology could be pushed. His whole body, bones, muscles, hide, everything, are all a nano-machine maintained synthetic tissue, weaved in with natural organic tissue that can also be modified and maintained by the nano system. This gives him the ability to change his height, muscle mass, the size of his endowments, just about anything he wants. Aside from changing species and features, which he will always keep.
There is a catch however, he needs to take in mass to go up, and reduce his mass to go back down. He can shift mass around, increasing muscles by decreasing height, or the reverse. He can go hyper by trading mass off for it, and things like that. But in order to gain, he has to either eat stuff, and he can eat just about anything, or take in a special fluid through an intake port at the base of the back of his neck.
Also, everything he takes in is used, or reconfigured at a molecular level and stored, so there's never any waste, which means his total mass is always going up as he eats daily. This means he has to release some of it somehow, or he'd always be growing. And an interesting note is that unless he assigns the mass to something, it's automatically stored as reproductive mass, which has lead to an easy way to deal the excess. >.=.<
Physically he looks to be the same species of dragon as Razor, just without the titan gene. This means he lacks the plates on the sides of his snout and under his eyes. He's completely white, with grey claws, teeth, and horns. His eyes are a bright very bright yellow. His snout is shorter, and he has three spines under his horns, the top most being half the length of his horns and getting shorter as they go down.
All in all the character came together pretty fast, with the help of a lot of you! ^.=.^ I hope to be drawing him soon.
I can't decide, give me your input!
Posted 12 years agoLast night I had a few conversations with friends about doing an alternate version of Razor, but the option of an all new character came up as well.
The idea is to have a character that I can really play around with in terms of muscles and even hyper or other types of stuff. I really like the way I've made the current version of Razor, and I'm very set on how he's built and how he acts, so I don't want to just mess around with him, just the way I am really.
If I go with an alternate Razor he'd be built a set way to a degree, much more extreme than the current version. Basically pushing things out as far as I can.
If I did a totally new character the idea is that it would be specifically designed for this type of stuff, in that I mean he'd be able to change muscle mass and other things in some way. The concept I have is that he'd be a bio-engineered dragon, an "infinitely re-configurable semi-synthetic organism" It wouldn't be that he can just change at will, he'd need external material, even liquids or gasses.
So what do you think? New version of Razor pushed to the max? Or an all new character that can do a lot more?
The idea is to have a character that I can really play around with in terms of muscles and even hyper or other types of stuff. I really like the way I've made the current version of Razor, and I'm very set on how he's built and how he acts, so I don't want to just mess around with him, just the way I am really.
If I go with an alternate Razor he'd be built a set way to a degree, much more extreme than the current version. Basically pushing things out as far as I can.
If I did a totally new character the idea is that it would be specifically designed for this type of stuff, in that I mean he'd be able to change muscle mass and other things in some way. The concept I have is that he'd be a bio-engineered dragon, an "infinitely re-configurable semi-synthetic organism" It wouldn't be that he can just change at will, he'd need external material, even liquids or gasses.
So what do you think? New version of Razor pushed to the max? Or an all new character that can do a lot more?
Something to admit.
Posted 12 years agoThis probably isn't going to be a surprise to a lot of you, but it's something that took a long time to admit to myself.
I'm Bisexual.
I mean come on, I used to draw nothing but muscle dudes and big dicks. I look at the male and female body the exact same way, and there's no denying that.
I've never really had a reason to deny being bi, even if I told my parents way back they would have just gone "Oh, okay, if that's how you are that's how you are."
I've just never let myself admit it for some stupid reason, but in the past couple of months I thought about it, started admitting it to people, and I just did here. So that's about all I can say on the subject.
Well, other than the fact the only thing this really changes is that I'm not going to be so shy to favorite more images of big dicks. >.=.<
I'm Bisexual.
I mean come on, I used to draw nothing but muscle dudes and big dicks. I look at the male and female body the exact same way, and there's no denying that.
I've never really had a reason to deny being bi, even if I told my parents way back they would have just gone "Oh, okay, if that's how you are that's how you are."
I've just never let myself admit it for some stupid reason, but in the past couple of months I thought about it, started admitting it to people, and I just did here. So that's about all I can say on the subject.
Well, other than the fact the only thing this really changes is that I'm not going to be so shy to favorite more images of big dicks. >.=.<
Pony account set up and up to date!
Posted 12 years ago
widjetarcsIf you are interested in my pony stuff this is the place to go! It's everything I've done up till now.
Ponies, and yes I mean that type of pony.
Posted 12 years agoSo, for the past little bit I've been doing mlp art, and I know some really don't like it so I didn't want to have my furry and my pony stuff related to each other in any way at all.
But I feel I just have to mention it. And before anyone thinks I've abandoned this for ponies, that's not the case. BUT, ponies have been more fun to draw lately, I guess I just got bored of doing only furry art. Having more than one subject to draw is nice, and I will be looking for a balance between the two, though at the moment I'm still more interested in drawing pony stuff.
I posted a couple of my pony works to my old account, but I'm contemplating posting the more NSFW material to a new account dedicated to just my pony stuff. This way only those that want to see it can watch that account, and it doesn't effect anything here. What do you, those that watch me, think?
Edit: actually, gonna just do it. I'll post a link for those that want to see my other work.
But I feel I just have to mention it. And before anyone thinks I've abandoned this for ponies, that's not the case. BUT, ponies have been more fun to draw lately, I guess I just got bored of doing only furry art. Having more than one subject to draw is nice, and I will be looking for a balance between the two, though at the moment I'm still more interested in drawing pony stuff.
I posted a couple of my pony works to my old account, but I'm contemplating posting the more NSFW material to a new account dedicated to just my pony stuff. This way only those that want to see it can watch that account, and it doesn't effect anything here. What do you, those that watch me, think?
Edit: actually, gonna just do it. I'll post a link for those that want to see my other work.
On a bit of a boob kick
Posted 12 years agoAs you might have noticed, my gallery has more examples of the female anatomy than ever before. I'm kind of on a boob kick right now, but for all you muscle lovers out there, don't worry! I'm going to be doing that again fairly soon!
Got my messenger working again
Posted 12 years agoI finally got a messenger that doesn't have a fit about my crappy internet, so I can start chatting it up again! (I hope)
I won't be adding any new contacts quite yet, sorry to those who asked during my time off, not quite there yet.
I won't be adding any new contacts quite yet, sorry to those who asked during my time off, not quite there yet.
Why I haven't been online much
Posted 13 years agoI realize I may have explained this in part before, but I want to explain it in full detail.
I'm not ignoring anyone on messengers or avoiding people at all, so I hope no one feels like I am. My internet connection has been at it's absolute worst this past month, it was bad before but now it's to the point I can't even start MSN, Steam, or most of my other online communication programs. I'm lucky it even lets me load FA half the time.
If you need to get in touch with me for any reason, feel free to note me, but at the moment that is about as far as I can go with communication.
There are times when it's stable enough to do things, but it's totally random, and if you happen to catch me in an art stream or something like that, chances are I'm not even watching the stream because it's turned off on my end, and only there to talk to people when it lets me.
I'm not ignoring anyone on messengers or avoiding people at all, so I hope no one feels like I am. My internet connection has been at it's absolute worst this past month, it was bad before but now it's to the point I can't even start MSN, Steam, or most of my other online communication programs. I'm lucky it even lets me load FA half the time.
If you need to get in touch with me for any reason, feel free to note me, but at the moment that is about as far as I can go with communication.
There are times when it's stable enough to do things, but it's totally random, and if you happen to catch me in an art stream or something like that, chances are I'm not even watching the stream because it's turned off on my end, and only there to talk to people when it lets me.
Happy New Year!
Posted 13 years agoHappy New Year everyone, 2012 was a bumpy ride, but things are looking pretty alright for the start of 2013.
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