I cannot believe the amount of comissions I've gotten the past week! I'm both excited and proud, I feel like this is really starting to show the progress I've made as an artis. It's been a long journey but I feel like I'm settling on a style I like. Though even with this progress I stil have ALOT of things I can still improve. I can't wait what 2017 brings for me.

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IN MY FAMILY WE "CELEBRATE" BIRTHDAYS FOR A WEEK! ITS MY SECOND DAY !!!! REAL BIRTHDAY IS ON TH 14TH!!! WOOO TURNING 18! AND JUST IN TIME FOR MFF!

I can't believe that I wasted so much time on other people.... Excluding everyone who lives over an hour or more for me to even be able to see you. I'm talking about the people in my life I considered my best friends.... those people I woke up and texted "Goodmorning" those people I tried to be good to, but only to be thrown aside like I was nothing. I'm so fucked up right now... I'm facing suicidal thoughts and a depressive downswing I can't bring myself up from. I never wanted to feel this way again, but here I am... I have no one to lend a real shoulder to cry on. I'm sorry to all my friends that live so far.... you can do nothing to help me. And for those who say I need to try to be happy... Fuck you... I try so hard to be happy, I have all my life, but in the end my happiness is as much as a fake as the outgoing personality I portray to most people. I hurt inside.... one person has caused my pain, you know who you are, you ar not sorry, you don't feel horrible about what you've done or what you're doing... and I want you to know that I HATE you. And Its worse that I am forced to exist in the same space you do every day, if I comitt suicide it's your fault... You know who you are.....

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OK.... So Ive been looking around for people who could custom sculpt and cast me a larger than life resin deer pelvis to use as a mask for a suit, if anyone has a talented maker at mind. I know that it will be expensive but im trying to be cost effective. Pleas note me with info. Thanks -Orbis-

Back to school from winnter break witch means SECOND SEMESTER! halfway done woooooo! Well not that exciting because I have to suffer through math. Aside from school im getting a few more commissions, and my first international commissioner. yay! Also im preparing for the cons to come this year. Planingg on going to Gateway Fur Meet in St. Louis Mo, and I hope to go to the St. Louis ren faire. And I hope to go to MFF (I want to go so bad!)But its all a matter of money and if I can keep my grades up , which I am manneging to do so far. My personal life is normal, I have plenty of projects Im doing, but I cant help the feeling of my depperesion creeping back in. Im sure I'll find some way to destract myself. #DoItLive

A year ago at this time I was doing a lot of things, there where a lot of changes going on in my life, and strangely, if the cosmose hadent worked the way it did I might have not been here today. In a year I've managed to make a countless number of fursuits, made it to my first con, collected an amazing group of friends, take my first commission improve my art skills, won compititions, and.... Sadly.... Never mind. But the point is that it feels like yesterday. But also an eternity ago. I've got a long way to go and a short time to get there. So I better try to make the best of it...*cringe* alone though...because the higher you climb the farther you have to fall.

I am empty, I feel like the world is spinning around me and no one can make it stil. I feel awful, always on the verge of a breakdown. It feels so wrong to go to my friends for help, almost making me feel worse.And when someone trys to offer their assistance I just want to cry and run away. What is so wrong with me. How can one find the will to keep functioning when you've already died on the inside. At this point I don't need help I need saving.

Alright fellow makers! i am in dire need of one of tose porsolin/ idk what sits make of head bust alot of creators use to make there headt around. i use a styrafoam heat atm but i want to upgrade. any info ont where to get them is muck abliged! -Orbis-

Seeing as that im "reopening" (they were never really closed) my commisions i feel the need to expand my range of what i can offer. i really need to make a pair of legs for myself so i can start making 3/4 suits. SIGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Money is the bigges issue here, but when isnt it. Right now im working n a partial and a head witch isnt that hard workload wise, so i feel like i can take on one more com. Soooo other than my buisseness it s my birthday this friday CANT WAIT! hmmm that gives me an idea... alright thats all i have to say ! BYE 4 NOW!

OMG I'm done with my sophmore year of high school (which is hard to belive becaus it whent by so fast). Time for summer, and a job. My plan is to make money, to make fursuits to make money, so that I can profit enogh to make my 3rd personal fursuit AND get my phone fixed.(and then just use the other money to go to cons n stuff). Sigh I need money more than I like money.(the word money sound funny now ....sorry). ANYWAY, back to the point, is there a point to this.... I can't remember... Oh yeah! Now that I have more time I might pick up some animating, I have Adobe Flash CS6, I should probebly use it. Oh and one more thing! My art teacher applied for a grant and got accepted wich meens he'll be taking me and the other student art council member on some college tours!!! Is so excited! Well I better get going! #DOITLIVE! Bye!!! óÔÔò

woooooooo text and shit..... im new, can you tell..... im getting the hang of things