Want to start by saying that I am truly sorry for disappearing and dropping off the face of the earth. It’s been very hard this last couple of years and trying to build myself up has been really really hard. I want to say one of the reasons that I disappeared is because I wasn’t getting anywhere with commissions and it seem like my art was only good enough for everybody to earn it for free or in a trade. But to be honest with you guys it’s like that everywhere that I put myself out there.
Another reason it’s just really hard to build yourself up on this website. If you don’t have friends that are popular or if you don’t do not safe for work stuff you just don’t get anywhere and I didn’t want to constantly have to put myself in that kind of predicament to constantly draw stuff that I didn’t want to draw.
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Another reason why I stopped coming on fur affinity is because the support on here isn’t that great if you aren’t already self made. I’ve been using other platforms for the last year and figuring out that fur affinity just doesn’t have that support system for artists where if you’re an underdog you still will get someplace. Like I said it’s been so hard to try to find my place on fur affinity. It was easier back in the day when I had time to be posting every day and posting nonstop and constantly. But that is on me for not being able to take on that pressure. But it’s just another excuse added to my pile.
But the actual real reason why I didn’t want to be on here anymore because of my profile name. Every time I posted a piece or an adopt or anything hisfluffy is attached to it and it brings back so many painful and hurtful memories that I just couldn’t deal with the fact that I don’t want to be hisfluffy anymore.
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I know it sounds really stupid but that’s just how I’ve been avoiding the situation. On fur affinity you can’t change your profile name you have to make a new profile all together. So I think that’s what I’m going to do. I think it’s time for me to step back from everything that holds me back and finally just have one user one name where I post everything. I think I want to start all over on fur affinity.
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I think I am going to delete all my profiles that includes my commission account and not safe for work account. I am going to go under a new alias. And I think that it’s going to be a new fresh start for me. I am going to make the new account and everything and once it’s set up then I will start moving all of my art over. I don’t think I’m going to be posting any of my old pieces because like I said I definitely just want a fresh start so any piece that I have finished this year I’m going to post.
I’m going to slowly move onto this account and I would love if all of you would join me. I will be doing more with this account like I was doing when I first started. There will be more giveaways and raffles cheaper commissions your character here adopts everything.
I’m going to slowly make my way in this place and I want all of you to take this fresh start with me.
I am definitely going to do things differently this time I’m not going to try to pile on everything to myself and I am definitely not going to let the pressures of trying to be known get me down I just wanna have fun like I have been doing.
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I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been here with me and who continues to be there for me. You all mean a lot to me and I really am going to make up for all of the stuff that I haven’t been doing. I want to be here on this site with you all and I think it is finally time for me to grow up and admit to my mistakes and be the better person in the situation. And I just want to say thank you to all of you for putting up with my horrible behavior.
I hope to see you on the new account and I hope that this time around I am better.
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This is my new account : https://www.furaffinity.net/user/ga.....ncesslysithea/
And where I’ll be posting everything from now on! I’ll be posting all the art that I have done these pass couple of years and I will be doing raffles and giveaways in the up coming weeks!
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I hope you can follow my new account and give it some love! To anyone I owe anything too please please please dm the new account and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can! I hope this is a fresh start for all of us. I’m so sorry for disappointing you and disappearing, I hope I can make it up to you.
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Again thank you so much for sticking with me <:3

I know all I do is complain here...but my family isn't here...

Sigh..

Do you ever just feel like a loser...
Like you are not enough..
No matter what you do or who you are you are just...nothing...


Yeah me too...

But I would like to say this.
If you ever need help or someone to talk to I know I'm not the best at replying but I'm always open to every one.

Hey guys! I have a bunch of YCH open!
I’ll be putting reminders for them

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38700457/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38603655/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37290349/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38603518/

I took down my raffle. I just hated that it seemed like no one care that I had it. I just wanted to do something fun for the community and myself and it literally burned up in my face. I think I am done with commissions...trades...and anything else for a while...
I don’t want pity I don’t want people dming me or telling me it’s okay.

I just....am not in the right head space... and obliviously my artwork isn’t even worth enough to be free either....

Hey wanted to post a journal about it too!
I have a character raffle up
A chance to win a new character!

Hey cadets.
So...ive been feeling a little upset lately.
It seems like every time I try something it doesn't take off?
What can I do? What can I do to make myself more valuable?

I'm just...really confused..and looking for answers.

Hey there space cadets.
Sorry things are so slow lately. This month has been a little weird and its hard to get to work.
December is just a tough month.

Any ways! With life there are bills and making of thr monies XD
I was wondering if anyone had any ideas that I could try out?
I am working on some badge ideas! And snowy icons :3
But I was wondering what you guys wete into!

Let me know in the comments!
Phone journal!!

I'm sorry guys ; ;
I got sick and going to work and stuff I'm sorry. I should have all art finished over the weekend.

Hey guys so I don't like doing these but its important.
This user  Sanajeh noted me about an egg design I have up and we talked and I sketched it and did a pre colour scheme so that I could give them freedom to pick and choose what they like. I did this same thing with another customer and they appreciated this part of the process. But when I noted them the low quality image and asked for the PayPal account they blocked With out warning and MIGHT use the design they didn't pay for.

What do you guys think I should do?

I mean I know whats the right thing to do but I just want to get options.

Thanks for reading.

Hey cadets!
I've been wanting to do this for a while now. I'll feature you on a journal if you feature me! Yay.
Does anyone want to do this with me?
I need a little help getting my eggies out there ; w ;

Also phone journal! Lol