So, ive decided to take a break from everything, i have too much stress in my life right now and its affecting my mental health. Im not going into details but i will say its not just one thing causing it. I love you all and im not leaving for good but i think for now im just going to disappear for awhile, im sure most of you wont even read this or notice im gone so i really dont care.


Much love,
Fallout =^_^=

Im officially going to come out to the world as a man with gender identity issues, if anybody takes the time to read this please do me a favor and use female pronouns when talking to me, it may seem weird for some but its what i want. Thanks in advance, also this changes nothing with my characters this is just the human behind them thats changed

Where are you coming from?
B.F.E. (aka Loxahatchee Fl)

What day are you getting there?
Thursday afternoon

What days are you going to be at the con?
Staying at the hotel from Thursday to whenever we leave (i forgot)

What are your favorite places to lurk at the con?
dunno first con =^_^= mostly going to be trying not to explode

Who will you be rooming with?
and and myself obviously :p

Who will you be with throughout the con?
and anybody that wants to hang out

What do you look like?
6'3 long goatee and a curled mustache out of suit, and when im suiting just a derpy blue border collie

Do you do free art?
if i could i would but i cant even draw stick figures :p

Do you do trades?
i can trade hugs for booze :p

Do you do commissions?
nyu

Do you have an Artists'/Dealers table?
nah, i has no skills to sell :p

Do you do badges?
nope

What panels will you be attending?
whichever ones sound fun =^_^=

Are you in any panels?
nope

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
6' 3

Taken?
yes-ish

Can I talk to you?
Abso-fucking-lutely i love meeting new peoples

Can I get you drinks?
YES PLEASE!!! just no light beer that stuff sucks

Can I give you stuff?
hugs and cuddles are all i want =^_^=

Are you nice?
i try to be

How can I find you?
just look for the loud, obnoxious blue dog or find my beard somewhere, i will be in suit most of the time so if you do find me just stop me and say hi or something, if i seem like im ignoring you trust me thats not the case, i wont be wearing my glasses so i may have just missed you

Will you be dressed for the Megaplex theme?
probably not, i didnt have a whole lot of time to plan for the con

getting my first fursuit soon, well first partial suit. it was a premade head that just happened to look pretty damn close to my character Riley so i just had to get him =^_^= , he is a blue and white border collie and so far he is only a head but the wonderful is also going to make a set of paws and a cuddly tail with LEDs for some extra monies. im so excited i can barely contain myself

i bought myself a brand new bottle of crown royal maple whiskey today and some asshole at the party walked off with it and i didnt even touch it...im super pissed about that because i was being considerate to my friends by bringing booze and some cocksucker that brought nothing took it...rage mode activate

whelp i broke down and got back on Second Life a few days ago, feel free to add me my name is FalloutSouthpaw, and if you stumbler across a snow leoaprad with a mohawk and a purple and black skirt, stocings, and leather cuffs and paw mitts then you have found me

came home from work today to see a box in my driveway, i took it inside and opened it up and found this beautiful tail inside. it was made by the extremely talented  sushi.suits and i love it its everything i wanted and more. i cant wait to show it off in public especially at night

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4066420/ go watch them and enter...DO IT NOW OR ELSE =^.^=

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4067285/ look another raffle you guys can enter for some awesome art

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4062633/ check this out guys you could win something pretty awesome

well today i found out one of my friends just got a sewing machine and is dying to make some stuff so i mentioned how i wanted a new tail and she jumped on the idea. so now im saving up $65 for the furs we need and we are gonna have some fun making tails and ears and paws for ourselves. and who knows maybe if they turn out good we might start making some for sale here and there. oh yeah before i forget I LOVE YOU COURTNEY!!! you just made me a very happy kittymutt i cant wait to see you in november so we can play with all this fur im getting

fuck yeah going to warped tour tomorrow gonna hang out with Blood On The Dance Floor for a bit should be epic

im tired of not having a tail...i want to walk around everywhere and be awesome like my other friends...or at least make people look at me weird again

so i missed out on FWA because of the fucking government and now my douchebag roommates are telling me i have until may 1st to get the fuck out and find my own place to live... if i didnt have somebody that loves me right now i would just end it all but i couldnt do that to him or the rest of my friends so dont worry im not going to do anything dumb im just venting out of anger

http://daytona.craigslist.org/cto/2900510199.html it is with great sadness that i must sell my truck anybody willing to buy it or maybe you know somebody that needs one please tell them about this

i need to find a 350 block so i can build another motor for one of my trucks i only need the block i have everything else it doesnt matter if it needs to be machined because im going to bore it .60 over anyway im building an old school 383 with some nasty ported 194 camel hump heads anybody that has a block they are willing to sell please let me know thank you.

im only $200 from having enough to get my first full suit and its being made by somebody with alot of talent. so many happies ams I. yes im talking about you Hindpaws.