Its been a long time since ive checked my account here, but if anyone is interested, heres whats been up:

I got married in February to an awesome dude named James, we're expecting a baby girl within the next month or so, I'm enormous and miserably pregnant :] we moved into our own rental home, a tiny one bedroom walking distance from our jobs, august first.

life is good for the most part. ive cleaned up my act, i dont even partake in the herbage anymore these days, mostly because its frowned upon by doctors and such when pregnant. but anyways, message me for my number if youd like to keep in touch, who knows when ill check FA again :P

Ciao

Hello all, its been a while since I've even considered checking this site
I'm a busy woman these days with all the trouble I find myself being thrown headfirst into

If anyone would like to contact me, my email is
Dayrue55[at]gmail.com

And my facebook (don't make me regret this -.-;)

Bri Optional

Thank you watchers for watching
And favoriters for favoriting

Live long and prosper.

if I drive by one more person with their b rights on I'm going to intentially have a head on accident
Mother fuck

With a friend almost passing out from sleepiness and im wide awake

That feel when all your friends are asleep and you want to talk to them all at once

i noticed this years ago

the few nights i really sleep, i cant be woken up by anything XD
my cousin poked me in the face hard enough to bruise and i didnt even move. so im a dead sleeper. i go into off mode i guess. maybe its my meds. :P

She has started animating http://youtu.be/oLbYsGshJ9M you should really subscribe

ive noticed recently that my best friend says «lol» in actual cnversation now. sunds like lull. that annoys the fuck out of me.

robert smith from the cure has a nice hairdooo
i want new carpet. incense is a fine thing to have.
nintendo sicty four is the best gaming cnsole that will ever exit.
i had a pet rock, but it bored me immediately. down blankets are wrong.
my china cabinet is covered in dust.

over the teeth and through the gums
watch out stomach hear it comes

pupils dilating in anticipation
body ready and in waiting

waiting for that drip of euphoria
that serpentine bite of bliss

skin crawling
fingers creeping

memories washing up on the shore of the brain
memories of the last time, the best time

the moon was out that night, as out as it had ever been, we danced beneath the stars and as he cradled my head in his arms i said «the great purple bowl of starrios»

no
it wont be like that this time
hes gone and what was wasnt really anything at all

mind starting to numb and a happy dizziness takes over
alone i am, my own lover tonight

that is all.

title says all, anyone up for it?

I'm seriously considering moving to Gulfport Mississippi and attending crescent school of bartending and gaming, and having my wheelchair bound cousin move out of his house to live with me there. I could make money off of battening, as well as another job if I can find one, until I have enough moolah saved to be a registered nurse.

Since my latest adventure that nearly killed me, I decided to go to a therapist and try to get my shit together. I was immediately put on risperidal and valproic acid for manic bipolar disorder, dissociative disorder and schizoaffective disorder. I really don't care for the daily regimen, the valproic acid makes my throat burn, and risperidal makes me drowsy. I've been taking them for a few months now, and I haven't noticed much of an effect. I still have little motivation and violent mood swings and hallucinate on a daily basis. Bugh.

breathe
breathe in the air
dont be afraid to care
leave dont leave me
look around choose your own ground

run rabbit run
dig that hole in the sun
made of glass the work is done
rosy down its tim to dig another one

ive got this wierd fuzzp feeling that i cant explain D: it tickles

i don much care for the labels, but some are necessary.
like shoegaze
trance
etc
but robert plant

oh my gerd, he shold have his own genre. plantonian.

i dreamt that i lived in a commune with other peace peopl such as myself, and the eler was an old man that lived in a garden. he literally lived buried in the sand in a corner of it. anyways, one thing led to another and i somehow ended up bleeding all over the place from an invisible wound in my neck. when i woke up, i had started my period. so thats kind of funny.

i cant remember most of the details, but what has stuck with me is the fact that my teeth were falling out.all i had to do was wiggle one with my tongue and it would slide out of its place and into my hand. it was very uncomfortable.

buuugh.

lost my webs for a while, but im stil hur :>

i just finished the first season, and ive noticed something.

there arent any punchlines

if you watched it without the laughtrack it wouldnt be funny at all.

my cousin tried to make me watch an episode last night, and i think it gave me AIDS. i met a girl when i was in austin- an 'escprt'- that live there most of her life, and although there were similarities, she was nothing like them.
i just cant stand people like the cast of jerseyshore. they say 'like' in every fucking sentence, their priorites are skewed. there are many other reason but i dont feel like typing for a week.

i prefer the era of the late sixties to late seventies. i wouldve loved to be my age during the acid wave, woodstock, janis joplin and led zeppelin coming out. the best decade so far.

i finally found my old game! i used to love it so much, and now i can play it all i want!!!! mwahahaha! :3

so theres a girl that used to be a close friend of mine, until i told her about a traumatizing event in my childhood that i thought shed relate to, which she laughed at, called me a liar and a whore.

the funny part: i heard last week thats shes pregnant, and its an unwanted pregnancy.

call me evil, but thats hiiiiiilarious.
fuckin cunt asked for it.

im not gonna make an essay out of this
so long story short


back in the good ole days
this guy got kicked out o his home by his dad
and he started dating this girl [carol fugate]

so they end up killing eleven people
she claimed she was innocent
but is believed to be the mastermind behind it all.

the background story interests me.

i got a few of her books on my kindle

all i know about her so far is that she walked into a river with rocks in her pockets
fuckin intense.