Its that time of year again an all day celebration of all things awesome (me). Its my birthday :P and i just turned 26. Sooo there will be bar hopping and movie watching if anyone near Fargo wants to come its open invite.i

I was wondering if anyone 21+ was free for Friday. It will be my 26th birthday and the plan is for a movie dinner and hitting up the bars. Designated drivers appreciated drinking optional

It's that time again time for me to endanger myself at work for crazy shopping madness XD Wish me luck everyone :P

Financially can't make it work this year. I tried very hard but it did not work out x.x I'm sorry for being somewhat unreachable for the past few weeks. They have been a bit stressful x.x

Hi everyone so since I am going to MFF I am driving and willing to pick up one or two people along the way should they need it. I am in Fargo ND and heading to Chicago through the Twin Cities and Wisconsin. I am a little flexible meaning I will go a little out of the way as long as it is not tooo very much. Just respond here if you need one

So I am planning on MFF and have a room already but am seeking one or two roommates for my room. It is a single king bed room originally I was planning on having the room to myself but I am open to sharing the cost if any one is interested. If you are interested please note me or message me on one of my IMs I usually use skype. I have the room from Thursday the 21st to Monday the 25th. Look forward to hearing from you.

Howlie

Tsune is on his way up to the middle of nowhere known as Fargo North Dakota XD He should be here in about 6 hours. ^^

On a side note. I also am receiving a delivery of a brand new bed. ^^ I have been sleeping on a twin xl for the past few years and I am finally upgrading to a queen.

More space for me ^^ and if Tsune moves here or I move there I will have a nice bed for us too!

Well the next couple weeks may only involve working and cleaning but it is the fact that I am cleaning up the apartment to get ready for a visit from my Tsune that has me super excited. Also since I havent yet found a roommate which i would prefer was Furry for simplicity I may be accepting an offer from a college friend who I haven't seen enough of lately! so need to clean up and get ready for that!

My reign on overnights at Walmart has come to a close. I am now going to be on days starting tomorrow over in hardware/furniture

So my past roommate Rico has moved out it is official. This leaves me without a roommate and looking. If anyone is looking for an apartment in Fargo ND or knows anyone looking please direct them to me. The apartment complex has a nice location near several restaurants a bowling alley and a Kmart. There is an indoor pool as well. The rent is going to be about 240 dollars for the roommate plus about 60ish give or take for utilities. (Power and 50 Mbps internet) Again long story short I need a roommate in Fargo direct people to me if you know anyone looking.

So I got back to Fargo, ND monday Morning and installed a new power supply into my desktop. Everything seems to be working properly now so I am super excited. Hopefully soon I will find out if I will be being moved back to days which I would love.

So after visiting my brother in Ames IA I have been pretty stoked. What are people's thoughts on me moving down to the Ames or Des Moines or Ankeney area?

In a few hours i will be starting my drive down to Ames IA to visit my brother then coming back saturday for the mnfurs picnic. hope to see some people there. this is a long overdue and well deserved Vacation

So i know i have had a few journals about this but i keep forgetting to mention things so here is one final journal on the situation.

My roommate of the past year is moving. Because of this I have decided to keep the apartment and find a new roommate. this means there is an awesome position available for wolger's roommate lol. details on the apartment. it is a 2 br 1 ba on the third floor of the building. the complex has an indoor pool and there are garages available but you may need to be added to a wait list to get one. The roommates share of the rent would be 240 dollars (275 should a garage open up and the roommate wanted it) The apartment is in close proximity to awesome places like the Bowler, A&W/ Long John silvers, there is a subway right behind the building and a Kmart really close as well as many other places. utilities would be figured out later. I have a sams club membership we could use as well. If you or anyone you know has any interest please let me know.

I have taken a lesson this last couple months I can't afford to move at this point in time not unless I move home to the Twin Cities so now i have to weigh my options... Why can't anything in life be easy lol

Lately I have been having more ups and downs then the contents of a child's stomach after riding Space Mountain, and my weight has been following suit. I have been hovering around 250 lbs plus or minus 8 lbs the past two months. Coincidentally this all started the same time I stopped going to weight watchers. I think it is not a direct correlation but i think there are some similar underlying causes.

First off weight watchers had been giving me a support system through the meetings. When I stopped going to the meetings I lost my main ability to communicate with some people and I began to wander away from my healthier living choices.

Secondly, I have fallen victim to another episode of Seasonal affective disorder. Some of my symptoms have been more severe as of late for a couple reasons. A) I have been working overnights so my already short exposure to sunlight has been even more brief with the short days. B) This year was the first time I had spent the entire holiday season alone (With the exception of a few nights my parents came up for my birthday and the lovely talks I was able to have with my boyfriend online and over the phone and through text.)

My solution is going to take a while but I think the first step will be to rejoin weight watchers and throw myself back into the meetings. It is a new year and a new time for growth. Weight watchers will give me something to focus on when I get bored. I won't let myself get carried away and make it my only life but it is something I can do for myself that will help keep my focuses positive.

After that my focus is back on saving up for the move. I have a long way to go before I have enough money to move down to Texas like I am planning and a short time to get there. But with my new outlook on life for the New Year as well as the caring support of my family, friends and of course  tsuneshikoi I think I will be able to get there even if it does take a little longer than planned.

Well that concludes my wolgerish rant ^^; I guess I had more to get off my chest than I had realized. I am about to head back to bed until afternoon. Wish me luck and feel free to contact me. I know lately I have fallen off the grid and haven't been the easiest to maintain contact with and I apologize. I have been spending far to much time asleep and avoiding getting up so hopefully this will be the dawn of a new day (so to speak)

Hi everyone another night off with little to do. Been kind of bored and lonely as of late >.< any ideas?

So after my phone breaks (99 dollar replacement).now my computer may have bricked itself! I was making a pizza when Iheard a pop Ifigured it was my printer knocking out a circuit so Idisconnected it and when I reached behind my computer to check the switch because it wasn't turning on there was a loud pop and a small flame and spark. So for sure Iknow my PSU went out but.Ihave my fingers crossed it didn't take the motherboard with it

Happy Birthday to me *fanfare music*
That is all XD

It matters not what you celebrate or even if you celebrate anything at all I wish you all a safe December. I know it is very cold is some places like here in North Dakota but I hope you can all stay safe and warm. This will be my last holiday alone so i have that to look forward to. But it has been a rough couple weeks for me thanks to all who have helped make me a happier wolger. A very special thanks to  tsuneshikoi Who has done everything he can to help make my holidays bright and I must say he has done a splended job. I love you with my very being Kitsu!

Howlie

PS. two days till my birthday ^^

I am going to be phoneless for another two days because UPS driver didnt feel it necsssary to actually attempt a delivery of my phone so now I have to wait until after the holiday

No phone until Monday D: this has turned into the worst weekend ever

I dont have much to say other than my charging usb port broke on my phone and I will be taking it in to verizon later to hopefully get it fixed

Woo hoo this is an awesome time of the year. Christmas is less than a week away and my birthday is a week away. So much awesome jam packed into one month. Sadly it means there isnt much the rest of the year XD but oh well so it goes. I will probably be in Fargo for my birthday seeing as I dont have two nights off in a row next week. The nice thing is I will be getting holiday pay on top of a 40 hour work week which is awesome. I am feeling a little better this week thanks to my super awesome lovely and special mate  tsuneshikoi He has been keeping in touch with me this week which has helped keep this wolger more sane than normal. anyway that is really all I have for now hope everyone has an awesome holiday season.

I don't know why but lately I have been feeling very rough. I don't feel as energetic as I had been. I don't feel the motivation I had for a while. I think its because I get off work and it's dark I wake up for work and its dark... Also I go home and it is cold everywhere and no one to snuggle up to to keep warm. I can honestly say I haven't felt this way in a long time...

There is one thing that keeps me sane and helps me push through each day. I am not truly alone. I have many friends and that is awesome but what really helps me is knowing that out there is my very special foxie that gives me so much strength. I love ya so much Kitsu.

Also I just have to get through one more winter here and it will be warm skies for me as I work my way down to Texas to no longer have a long distance relationship ^^