Oh, if I had money enough to spend and leisure time to sit awhile
There is a fair maid in this town that sorely has my heart beguiled
Her rosey cheeks and ruby lips, she alone has my heart in thrall.
So fill me to the parting glass. Goodnight and joy be with you all.

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

What a fool I was to think I could get by
With only these few million tears I've cried.
I should have known the worst was yet to come.
And that crying time for me had just begun.

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely diesStaring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

"I believe that you only really fall in love once, and when you do you should dedicate your whole life to them"

I only want to love you
Please dont push me away
Let me in your life

I wasnt even there when he hurt you
So why should I have to pay
Let me in your life

I want to share your tomorrows
So I must beg you today
If hes the cause of your sorrows
Be glad that hes gone away

I need someone, let me love you
Please dont push me away
Let me in your life

She comes, she goes
She lets me know
Just enough to make me lose control
She turns back
But it's not for me
It's just a part of her sympathy
Her eyes and smile they speak the same
But I've got no clue what they say
And she knows that when she says goodbye
Or could it be, this is all in my mind See, I got a feeling she knows
Exactly why this was composed
She likes the attention and she wants to be
Wrapped in somebody's arms and that somebody isn't me
The way she goes
Out of her way, something to say
She doesn't know when she'll see me again
I reply
That's fine by me, I got plenty of things
I do it my own so I'll call you soon
She says
I had a good time
So have a good night
She gets in the car as soon as she leaves
I say
I love you
Under my breath, yes I do
Under my breath

Don't have too many friends
Never felt at home
Always been my own man
Pretty much alone
I know how to get through
And when push comes to shove
I got something that you need
I got the love
Love of the loveless

Don't have too many friends
Never felt at home
Always been my own man
Pretty much alone
I know how to get through
And when push comes to shove
I got something that you need
I got the love
Love of the loveless

But do not ask the price I paid,
I must live with my quiet rage,
Tame the ghosts in my head,
That run wild and wish me dead.
Should you shake my ash to the wind
Lord, forget all of my sins
Oh, let me die where I lie
Neath the curse of my lover's eyes.

'Cause there's no drink or drug I've tried
To rid the curse of these lover's eyes
And I feel numb, beneath your tongue
Your strength just makes me feel less strong

I don't wanna tell you that I long to see your face
I'm scared it my scare you away
and I don't wanna tell you that sometimes I think of you and smile
cause time with you is time enough for now

But I don't know how long I can stick around and be
just another friend time and time again and hold my tongue.
I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside
and all my strength has gone away, and it's too late before I say

Friends all tried to warn me
But I held my head up high
All the time they warned me
But I only passed them by

They all tried to tell me
But I guess, I didn't care
I turned my back and
Left them standing there

All the burning bridges that have fallen after me
All the lonely feelings and the burning memories
Everyone I left behind each time I closed the door
Burning bridges lost forevermore

People tried to help me find a job, a while ago
When I finally got it I didn't want to go
The party Mary gave for me when I just walked away
Now there's nothing left for me to say

Years have passed and I keep thinking, what a fool I've been
I look back into the past and think of way back then
I know that I lost everything I thought I that could win
I guess, I should have listened to my friends

Sometimes I feel like I'm invincible
Sometimes, sometimes I feel like I'm incredible
Sometimes, when I don't use my head
When I don't use my mind
When I don't think it through
I guess I'm invincible

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

Yeah this is the end........

I've been convincing myself that I'm worthwhile
Cause I'm worth what I'll convince myself to be

this is the end................:(

Of all the money that e'er I had
I spent it in good company
And all the harm I've ever done
Alas, it was to none but me

And all I've done for want of wit
To memory now I can't recall
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be to you all

There are dreamers, and there are realists in this world.
You think the dreamers would find the dreamers, the realists would find the realists.
But more often than not the opposite is true.
See the dreamers need the realists to keep them from soaring too close to the sun.
And the realists? Well without the dreamers, they might not ever get off the ground.

You may think that I'm talking foolish, You may wonder how I can promise you now, This love that I'm feeling for you always will be, You're not just time that I'm killing, ive never been one of those guys, As sure as I live this love that I give, Is gonna be yours till the day that I die

I still feel the sting of loneliness, But it ain't killed me yet, No I ain't sayin' I'll never die
but 'til I do I'm on borrowed time

Sunshine go away today
I don't feel much like dancing
Some man's gone, he's tried to run my life
Don't know what he's asking

He tells me I'd better get in line
Can't hear what he's saying
When I grow up I'm going to make it mine
But these aren't dues I been paying

I sit here surrounded by people and lights
Alone with my drink at the bar
You've been here forever, so clear in my mind
I just don't know where you are
I know I'll find you but girl 'til I do
This is my love song for you

Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon
While the wind through the willows plays us a tune
We can lie on a blanket, out back in the yard
And wish for our future on a faraway star
You'll feel the passion as time after time
I press your sweet lips to mine
Then we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn
'Til you drift off to dream in my arms

You might be hundreds or more miles away
Or you might be just down the street
But there'll be a hunger deep in your eyes
That I'll recognize when we meet
It might take hours or it might take years
But this is the song you will hear

well today started good and now i found out my dads back in jail again ;( this is probably the last time he will be out so far hes only been in my life for a total of 3 year mostly when i was a baby


Walk a little straighter, Daddy
You're swayin' side to side
It's not just me who's watchin'
You caught everybody's eye
And you're trippin' and stumblin'
And even though I've turned eighteen
Walk a little straighter, Daddy
You're still leading me

The old man still like he always was but I love him anyway
If I've learned one thing from him it's my kids will never have to say...

Walk a little straighter, Daddy

made me cry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1no7Or9BeI

Til my last day, til my last breath
Of everyone that can, I can love you the best
Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you
All the way up, til they lay me down
Six feet under the cold hard ground
Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you

I ride east every other Friday but if i had it my way
The day would not be wasted on this drive
And i want so bad to hold you
Son there's things I haven't told you
Your mom and me couldn't get along

So I'll drive
And I think about my life
And wonder why, That I slowly die inside
Everytime I turn that truck around, right at the Georgia line and i count the days and the miles back home to you on that Highway 20 ride

A day might come and you'll realize that if you could see through my eyes
There was no other way to work it out
And a part of you might hate me
But son please don't mistake me For a man that didnt care at all

And I'll drive
And I'll think about my life
And wonder why, That I slowly die inside
Everytime I turn that truck around, right at the Georgia line and i count the days and the miles back home to you on that Highway 20 ride

So when you drive
And the years go flying by
I hope you smile
If i ever cross your mind
It was a pleasure of my life
And i cherished every time
And my whole world
It begins and ends with you
On that Highway 20 ride....